Increased intimacy with my new acquaintance did not diminish the charm
of his society, though it brought to light some startling defects,
both in his mental and moral organization. I have before said that
his knowledge, though it had swept over a wide circuit and dipped into
curious, unfrequented recesses, was desultory and erratic. It certainly
was not that knowledge, sustained and aspiring, which the poet assures
us is “the wing on which we mount to heaven.” So, in his faculties
themselves there were singular inequalities, or contradictions. His
power of memory in some things seemed prodigious, but when examined it
was seldom accurate; it could apprehend, but did not hold together with
a binding grasp what metaphysicians call “complex ideas.” He thus seemed
unable to put it to any steadfast purpose in the sciences of which
it retained, vaguely and loosely, many recondite principles. For
the sublime and beautiful in literature he had no taste whatever. A
passionate lover of nature, his imagination had no response to the arts
by which nature is expressed or idealized; wholly unaffected by poetry
or painting. Of the fine arts, music alone attracted and pleased him.
His conversation was often eminently suggestive, touching on much,
whether in books or mankind, that set one thinking; but I never remember
him to have uttered any of those lofty or tender sentiments which form
the connecting links between youth and genius; for if poets sing to the
young, and the young hail their own interpreters in poets, it is because
the tendency of both is to idealize the realities of life,--finding
everywhere in the real a something that is noble or fair, and making the
fair yet fairer, and the noble nobler still.
In Margrave’s character there seemed no special vices, no special
virtues; but a wonderful vivacity, joyousness, animal good-humour. He
was singularly temperate, having a dislike to wine, perhaps from that
purity of taste which belongs to health absolutely perfect. No healthful
child likes alcohol; no animal, except man, prefers wine to water.
But his main moral defect seemed to me in a want of sympathy, even where
he professed attachment. He who could feel so acutely for himself,
be unmanned by the bite of a squirrel, and sob at the thought that he
should one day die, was as callous to the sufferings of another as a
deer who deserts and butts from him a wounded comrade.
I give an instance of this hardness of heart where I should have least
expected to find it in him.
He had met and joined me as I was walking to visit a patient on the
outskirts of the town, when we fell in with a group of children, just
let loose for an hour or two from their day-school. Some of these
children joyously recognized him as having played with them at their
homes; they ran up to him, and he seemed as glad as themselves at the
meeting.
He suffered them to drag him along with them, and became as merry and
sportive as the youngest of the troop.
“Well,” said I, laughing, “if you are going to play at leap-frog, pray
don’t let it be on the high road, or you will be run over by carts
and draymen; see that meadow just in front to the left,--off with you
there!”
“With all my heart,” cried Margrave, “while you pay your visit. Come
along, boys.”
A little urchin, not above six years old, but who was lame, began to
cry; he could not run,--he should be left behind.
Margrave stooped. “Climb on my shoulder, little one, and I’ll be your
horse.”
The child dried its tears, and delightedly obeyed. “Certainly,” said I
to myself, “Margrave, after all, must have a nature as gentle as it is
simple. What other young man, so courted by all the allurements that
steal innocence from pleasure, would stop in the thoroughfares to play
with children?”
The thought had scarcely passed through my mind when I heard a scream of
agony. Margrave had leaped the railing that divided the meadow from the
road, and, in so doing, the poor child, perched on his shoulder, had,
perhaps from surprise or fright, loosened its hold and fallen heavily;
its cries were piteous. Margrave clapped his hands to his ears, uttered
an exclamation of anger, and not even stopping to lift up the boy, or
examine what the hurt was, called to the other children to come on, and
was soon rolling with them on the grass, and pelting them with daisies.
When I came up, only one child remained by the sufferer,-his little
brother, a year older than himself. The child had fallen on his arm,
which was not broken, but violently contused. The pain must have been
intense. I carried the child to his home, and had to remain there some
time. I did not see Margrave till the next morning. When he then called,
I felt so indignant that I could scarcely speak to him. When at last
I rebuked him for his inhumanity, he seemed surprised; with difficulty
remembered the circumstance, and then merely said, as if it were the
most natural confession in the world,
“Oh, nothing so discordant as a child’s wail. I hate discords. I am
pleased with the company of children; but they must be children who
laugh and play. Well, why do you look at me so sternly? What have I said
to shock you?”
“Shock me! you shock manhood itself! Go; I cannot talk to you now. I am
busy.”
But he did not go; and his voice was so sweet, and his ways so winning,
that disgust insensibly melted into that sort of forgiveness one accords
(let me repeat the illustration) to the deer that forsakes its comrade.
The poor thing knows no better. And what a graceful beautiful thing this
was!
The fascination--I can give it no other name--which Margrave exercised,
was not confined to me; it was universal,--old, young, high, low, man,
woman, child, all felt it. Never in Low Town had stranger, even the most
distinguished by fame, met with a reception so cordial, so flattering.
His frank confession that he was a natural son, far from being to his
injury, served to interest people more in him, and to prevent all those
inquiries in regard to his connections and antecedents which would
otherwise have been afloat. To be sure, he was evidently rich,--at least
he had plenty of money. He lived in the best rooms in the principal
hotel; was very hospitable; entertained the families with whom he had
grown intimate; made them bring their children,--music and dancing
after dinner. Among the houses in which he had established familiar
acquaintance was that of the mayor of the town, who had bought Dr.
Lloyd’s collection of subjects in natural history. To that collection
the mayor had added largely by a very recent purchase. He had arranged
these various specimens, which his last acquisitions had enriched by
the interesting carcasses of an elephant and a hippopotamus, in a large
wooden building contiguous to his dwelling, which had been constructed
by a former proprietor (a retired fox-hunter) as a riding-house; and
being a man who much affected the diffusion of knowledge, he proposed
to open this museum to the admiration of the general public, and, at
his death, to bequeath it to the Athenaeum or Literary Institute of
his native town. Margrave, seconded by the influence of the mayor’s
daughters, had scarcely been three days at L---- before he had persuaded
this excellent and public-spirited functionary to inaugurate the opening
of his museum by the popular ceremony of a ball. A temporary corridor
should unite the drawing-rooms, which were on the ground floor, with
the building that contained the collection; and thus the fete would be
elevated above the frivolous character of a fashionable amusement, and
consecrated to the solemnization of an intellectual institute. Dazzled
by the brilliancy of this idea, the mayor announced his intention to
give a ball that should include the surrounding neighbourhood, and be
worthy, in all expensive respects, of the dignity of himself and the
occasion. A night had been fixed for the ball,--a night that became
memorable indeed to me! The entertainment was anticipated with a lively
interest, in which even the Hill condescended to share. The Hill did
not much patronize mayors in general; but when a Mayor gave a ball for
a purpose so patriotic, and on a scale so splendid, the Hill liberally
acknowledged that Commerce was, on the whole, a thing which the Eminence
might, now and then, condescend to acknowledge without absolutely
derogating from the rank which Providence had assigned to it amongst the
High Places of earth. Accordingly, the Hill was permitted by its Queen
to honour the first magistrate of Low Town by a promise to attend
his ball. Now, as this festivity had originated in the suggestion of
Margrave, so, by a natural association of ideas, every one, in talking
of the ball, talked also of Margrave.
The Hill had at first affected to ignore a stranger whose debut had been
made in the mercantile circle of Low Town. But the Queen of the Hill now
said, sententiously, “This new man in a few days has become a Celebrity.
It is the policy of the Hill to adopt Celebrities, if the Celebrities
pay respect to the Proprieties. Dr. Fenwick is requested to procure Mr.
Margrave the advantage of being known to the Hill.”
I found it somewhat difficult to persuade Margrave to accept the Hill’s
condescending overture. He seemed to have a dislike to all societies
pretending to aristocratic distinction,--a dislike expressed with a
fierceness so unwonted, that it made one suppose he had, at some time
or other, been subjected to mortification by the supercilious airs that
blow upon heights so elevated. However, he yielded to my instances, and
accompanied me one evening to Mrs. Poyntz’s house. The Hill was encamped
there for the occasion. Mrs. Poyntz was exceedingly civil to him, and
after a few commonplace speeches, hearing that he was fond of music,
consigned him to the caressing care of Miss Brabazon, who was at
the head of the musical department in the Queen of the Hill’s
administration.
Mrs. Poyntz retired to her favourite seat near the window, inviting me
to sit beside her; and while she knitted in silence, in silence my eye
glanced towards Margrave, in the midst of the group assembled round the
piano.
Whether he was in more than usually high spirits, or whether he was
actuated by a malign and impish desire to upset the established laws of
decorum by which the gayeties of the Hill were habitually subdued into
a serene and somewhat pensive pleasantness, I know not; but it was not
many minutes before the orderly aspect of the place was grotesquely
changed.
Miss Brabazon having come to the close of a complicated and dreary
sonata, I heard Margrave abruptly ask her if she could play the
Tarantella, that famous Neapolitan air which is founded on the legendary
belief that the bite of the tarantula excites an irresistible desire to
dance. On that highbred spinster’s confession that she was ignorant of
the air, and had not even heard of the legend, Margrave said, “Let me
play it to you, with variations of my own.” Miss Brabazon graciously
yielded her place at the instrument. Margrave seated himself,--there was
great curiosity to hear his performance. Margrave’s fingers rushed over
the keys, and there was a general start, the prelude was so unlike any
known combination of harmonious sounds. Then he began a chant--song I
can scarcely call it--words certainly not in Italian, perhaps in some
uncivilized tongue, perhaps in impromptu gibberish. And the torture of
the instrument now commenced in good earnest: it shrieked, it groaned,
wilder and noisier. Beethoven’s Storm, roused by the fell touch of
a German pianist, were mild in comparison; and the mighty voice,
dominating the anguish of the cracking keys, had the full diapason of a
chorus. Certainly I am no judge of music, but to my ear the discord was
terrific,--to the ears of better informed amateurs it seemed ravishing.
All were spellbound; even Mrs. Poyntz paused from her knitting, as the
Fates paused from their web at the lyre of Orpheus. To this breathless
delight, however, soon succeeded a general desire for movement. To my
amazement, I beheld these formal matrons and sober fathers of families
forming themselves into a dance, turbulent as a children’s ball at
Christmas; and when, suddenly desisting from his music, Margrave started
up, caught the skeleton hand of lean Miss Brabazon, and whirled her
into the centre of the dance, I could have fancied myself at a witch’s
sabbat. My eye turned in scandalized alarm towards Mrs. Poyntz. That
great creature seemed as much astounded as myself. Her eyes were fixed
on the scene in a stare of positive stupor. For the first time, no
doubt, in her life, she was overcome, deposed, dethroned. The awe of her
presence was literally whirled away. The dance ceased as suddenly as it
had begun. Darting from the galvanized mummy whom he had selected as his
partner, Margrave shot to Mrs. Poyntz’s side, and said, “Ten thousand
pardons for quitting you so soon, but the clock warns me that I have an
engagement elsewhere.” In another moment he was gone.
The dance halted, people seemed slowly returning to their senses,
looking at each other bashfully and ashamed.
“I could not help it, dear,” sighed Miss Brabazon at last, sinking into
a chair, and casting her deprecating, fainting eyes upon the hostess.
“It is witchcraft,” said fat Mrs. Bruce, wiping her forehead.
“Witchcraft!” echoed Mrs. Poyntz; “it does indeed look like it. An
amazing and portentous exhibition of animal spirits, and not to be
endured by the Proprieties. Where on earth can that young savage have
come from?”
“From savage lands,” said I,--“so he says.”
“Do not bring him here again,” said Mrs. Poyntz. “He would soon turn the
Hill topsy-turvy. But how charming! I should like to see more of him,”
she added, in an under voice, “if he would call on me some morning, and
not in the presence of those for whose Proprieties I am responsible.
Jane must be out in her ride with the colonel.”
Margrave never again attended the patrician festivities of the Hill.
Invitations were poured upon him, especially by Miss Brabazon and the
other old maids, but in vain.
“Those people,” said he, “are too tamed and civilized for me; and so
few young persons among them. Even that girl Jane is only young on the
surface; inside, as old as the World or her mother. I like youth, real
youth,--I am young, I am young!”
And, indeed, I observed he would attach himself to some young person,
often to some child, as if with cordial and special favour, yet for
not more than an hour or so, never distinguishing them by the same
preference when he next met them. I made that remark to him, in rebuke
of his fickleness, one evening when he had found me at work on my
Ambitious Book, reducing to rule and measure the Laws of Nature.
“It is not fickleness,” said he,--“it is necessity.”
“Necessity! Explain yourself.”
“I seek to find what I have not found,” said he; “it is my necessity
to seek it, and among the young; and disappointed in one, I turn to the
other. Necessity again. But find it at last I must.”
“I suppose you mean what the young usually seek in the young; and if,
as you said the other day, you have left love behind you, you now wander
back to re-find it.”
“Tush! If I may judge by the talk of young fools, love may be found
every day by him who looks out for it. What I seek is among the rarest
of all discoveries. You might aid me to find it, and in so doing aid
yourself to a knowledge far beyond all that your formal experiments can
bestow.”
“Prove your words, and command my services,” said I, smiling somewhat
disdainfully.
“You told me that you had examined into the alleged phenomena of animal
magnetism, and proved some persons who pretend to the gift which the
Scotch call second sight to be bungling impostors. You were right. I
have seen the clairvoyants who drive their trade in this town; a common
gipsy could beat them in their own calling. But your experience must
have shown you that there are certain temperaments in which the gift
of the Pythoness is stored, unknown to the possessor, undetected by the
common observer; but the signs of which should be as apparent to the
modern physiologist, as they were to the ancient priest.”
“I at least, as a physiologist, am ignorant of the signs: what are
they?”
“I should despair of making you comprehend them by mere verbal
description. I could guide your observation to distinguish them
unerringly were living subjects before us. But not one in a million has
the gift to an extent available for the purposes to which the wise would
apply it. Many have imperfect glimpses; few, few indeed, the unveiled,
lucent sight. They who have but the imperfect glimpses mislead and
dupe the minds that consult them, because, being sometimes marvellously
right, they excite a credulous belief in their general accuracy; and as
they are but translators of dreams in their own brain, their assurances
are no more to be trusted than are the dreams of commonplace sleepers.
But where the gift exists to perfection, he who knows how to direct and
to profit by it should be able to discover all that he desires to know
for the guidance and preservation of his own life. He will be forewarned
of every danger, forearmed in the means by which danger is avoided.
For the eye of the true Pythoness matter has no obstruction, space no
confines, time no measurement.”
“My dear Margrave, you may well say that creatures so gifted are rare;
and, for my part, I would as soon search for a unicorn, as, to use your
affected expression, for a Pythoness.”
“Nevertheless, whenever there come across the course of your practice
some young creature to whom all the evil of the world is as yet unknown,
to whom the ordinary cares and duties of the world are strange and
unwelcome; who from the earliest dawn of reason has loved to sit apart
and to muse; before whose eyes visions pass unsolicited; who converses
with those who are not dwellers on the earth, and beholds in the space
landscapes which the earth does not reflect--”
“Margrave, Margrave! of whom do you speak?”
“Whose frame, though exquisitely sensitive, has still a health and
a soundness in which you recognize no disease; whose mind has a
truthfulness that you know cannot deceive you, and a simple intelligence
too clear to deceive itself; who is moved to a mysterious degree by
all the varying aspects of external nature,--innocently joyous,
or unaccountably sad,--when, I say, such a being comes across your
experience, inform me; and the chances are that the true Pythoness is
found.”
I had listened with vague terror, and with more than one exclamation of
amazement, to descriptions which brought Lilian Ashleigh before me;
and I now sat mute, bewildered, breathless, gazing upon Margrave, and
rejoicing that, at least, Lilian he had never seen.
He returned my own gaze steadily, searchingly, and then, breaking into a
slight laugh, resumed:--
“You call my word ‘Pythoness’ affected. I know of no better. My
recollections of classic anecdote and history are confused and dim;
but somewhere I have read or heard that the priests of Delphi were
accustomed to travel chiefly into Thrace or Thessaly, in search of the
virgins who might fitly administer their oracles, and that the oracles
gradually ceased in repute as the priests became unable to discover the
organization requisite in the priestesses, and supplied by craft and
imposture, or by such imperfect fragmentary developments as belong now
to professional clairvoyants, the gifts which Nature failed to afford.
Indeed, the demand was one that mast have rapidly exhausted so limited
a supply. The constant strain upon faculties so wearying to the vital
functions in their relentless exercise, under the artful stimulants by
which the priests heightened their power, was mortal, and no Pythoness
ever retained her life more than three years from the time that her gift
was elaborately trained and developed.”
“Pooh! I know of no classical authority for the details you so
confidently cite. Perhaps some such legends may be found in the
Alexandrian Platonists, but those mystics are no authority on such a
subject. After all;” I added, recovering from my first surprise, or awe,
“the Delphic oracles were proverbially ambiguous, and their responses
might be read either way,--a proof that the priests dictated the verses,
though their arts on the unhappy priestess might throw her into real
convulsions, and the real convulsions, not the false gift, might shorten
her life. Enough of such idle subjects! Yet no! one question more. If
you found your Pythoness, what then?”
“What then? Why, through her aid I might discover the process of an
experiment which your practical science would assist me to complete.”
“Tell me of what kind is your experiment; and precisely because such
little science as I possess is exclusively practical, I may assist you
without the help of the Pythoness.”
Margrave was silent for some minutes, passing his hand several times
across his forehead, which was a frequent gesture of his, and then
rising, he answered, in listless accents,--
“I cannot say more now, my brain is fatigued; and you are not yet in the
right mood to hear me. By the way, how close and reserved you are with
me!”
“How so?”
“You never told me that you were engaged to be married. You leave me,
who thought to have won your friendship, to hear what concerns you so
intimately from a comparative stranger.”
“Who told you?”
“That woman with eyes that pry and lips that scheme, to whose house you
took me.”
“Mrs. Poyntz! is it possible? When?”
“This afternoon. I met her in the street; she stopped me, and, after
some unmeaning talk, asked if I had seen you lately; if I did not find
you very absent and distracted: no wonder;--you were in love. The young
lady was away on a visit, and wooed by a dangerous rival.”
“Wooed by a dangerous rival!”
“Very rich, good-looking, young. Do you fear him? You turn pale.”
“I do not fear, except so far as he who loves truly, loves humbly,
and fears not that another may be preferred, but that another may be
worthier of preference than himself. But that Mrs. Poyntz should tell
you all this does amaze me. Did she mention the name of the young lady?”
“Yes; Lilian Ashleigh. Henceforth be more frank with me. Who knows? I
may help you. Adieu!”