CHAPTER VI

Wisdom had all but conquered Nella-Rose's folly when she came in sight

of Calvin Merrivale's store. But--who knows?--perhaps the girl's story

had been written long since, and she was not entirely free. Be that as

it may, she paused, for no reason whatever as far as she could tell, and

carefully took one dozen eggs from the basket and hid them under some

bushes by the road! Having done this she went forward so blithely and

lightly that one might have thought her load had been considerably

eased. She appeared before Calvin Merrivale, presently, like a

refreshing apparition from vacancy. It was high noon and Merrivale was

dozing in a chair by the rusty stove, in which a fire, prepared against

the evening chill, was already burning.

"How-de, Mister Merrivale?" Calvin sprang to his feet.

"If it ain't lil' Nella-Rose. How'se you-all?"

"Right smart. I've brought you three dozen eggs and ten pounds of pork."

Nella-Rose almost said po'k--not quite! "And you must be mighty generous

with me when you weigh out--let me see!--oh, yes, pepper, salt, and

sugar."

"I'll lay a siftin' more in the scale, Nella-Rose, on 'count o' yo'

enjoyin' ways. But I can't make this out"--he was counting the

eggs--"yo' said three dozen aigs?"

"Three dozen, and ten pounds of pork!" This very firmly.

Merrivale counted again and as he did so Nella-Rose remembered! The red

came to her face--the tears to her ashamed eyes.

"Stop!" she said softly, going close to the old man. "I forgot. I took

one dozen out!"

Merrivale stood and looked at her and then, what he thought was

understanding, came to his assistance.

"Who fo', Nella-Rose, who fo'?"

There was no reply to this.

"Yo' needn't be afraid to open yo' mind ter me, Nella-Rose. Keeping sto'

is a mighty help in gettin' an all-around knowin' o' things. Folks jest

naterally come here an' talk an' jest naterally I listen, an' 'twixt Jim

White, the sheriff, an' old Merrivale, there ain't much choosin',

jedgmatically speakin'. I know White's off an' plannin' ter round up

Burke Lawson from behind, as it war. T'warnt so in my day, lil'

Nella-Rose. When we-uns had a reckonin comin', we naterally went out an'

shot our man; but these torn-down scoundrels like Jed Martin an' his

kind they trap 'em an' send 'em to worse'n hell. Las' night"--and here

Merrivale bent close to Nella-Rose--"my hen coop was 'tarnally gone

through, an' a bag o' taters lifted. I ain't makin' no cry-out. I ain't

forgot the year o' the fever an'--an'--well, yo' know who--took care o'

me day an' night till I saw faces an' knew 'em! What's a matter o' a hen

o' two an' a sack o' taters when lined up agin that fever spell? I tell

yo', Nella-Rose, if _yo'_ say thar war three dozen aigs, thar _war_

three dozen aigs, an' we'll bargain accordin'!"

And now the dimples came slowly to the relieved face.

"I'll--I'll bring you an extra dozen right soon, Mister Merrivale."

"I ain't a-goin' ter flex my soul 'bout that, Nella-Rose. Aigs is aigs,

but human nater is human nater; an' keepin' a store widens yo' stretch

o' vision. Now, watch out, lil' girl, an' don't take too much fo'

granted. When a gun goes off yo' hear it; but when skunks trail, yo'

don't get no sign, 'less it's a smell!"

Nella-Rose took her packages, smiled her thanks, and ran on. She ate her

lunch by the bushes where the eggs lay hidden, then depositing in the

safe shelter the home bundles Merrivale had so generously weighed, she

put the eggs in the basket, packed with autumn leaves, and turned into

the trail leading away from the big road.

Through the bare trees the clear sky shone like a shield of blue-gray

metal. It was a sky open for storm to come and pass unchecked. The very

stillness and calm were warnings of approaching disturbance. Nature was

listening and waiting for the breaking up of autumn and the clutch of

frost.

It was only two miles from the Centre to White's clearing and the

afternoon was young when Nella-Rose paused at the foot of the last climb

and took breath and courage. There was a tangled mass of rhododendrons

by the edge of the wood and suddenly the girl's eyes became fixed upon

it and her heart beat wildly. Something alive was crouching there,

though none but a trained sense could have detected it! They waited--the

hidden creature and the quivering girl! Then a pair of eager, suspicious

eyes shone between the dead leaves of the bushes; next a dark, thin face

peered forth--it was Burke Lawson's! Nella-Rose clutched her basket

closer--that was all. After a moment she spoke softly, but clearly:

"I'm alone. You're safe. How long have you been back?"

"Mor'n two weeks!"

Nella-Rose started. So they had known all along, and while she had

played with Marg the hunt might at any moment have become deadly

earnest.

"More'n two weeks," Lawson repeated.

"Where?" The girl's voice was hard and cold.

"In the Holler. Miss Lois Ann helped--but Lord! you can't eat a helpless

old woman out of house and home. Last night--"

"Yes, yes; I know. And oh, Burke, Mister Merrivale hasn't forgot--the

fever and your goodness. He won't give you up."

"He won't need to. I'm right safe, 'cept for food. There's an old hole,

back of a deserted still--I can even have a bit of fire. The devil

himself couldn't find me. After a time I'm going--"

"Where? Where, Burke?"

"Nella-Rose, would you come with me? 'Twas you as brought me back--I had

to come. If you will--oh! my doney-gal--"

"Stop! stop, Burke. Some one might be near. No, no; I couldn't leave the

hills--I'd die from the longing, you know that!"

"If I--dared them all--could you take me, Nella-Rose? I'd run my chances

with you! Night and day you tug and pull at the heart o' me,

Nella-Rose."

Fear, and a deeper understanding, drove Nella-Rose to the wrong course.

"When you dare to come out--when they-all let you stay out--then ask me

again, Burke Lawson. I'm not going to sweetheart with one who dare not

show his head."

Her one desire was to get Lawson away; she must be free!

"Nella-Rose, I'll come out o' this."

"No! no!" the girl gasped, "they're not after you to shoot you, Burke;

Jed Martin is for putting you in jail!"

"Good God--the sneaking coward."

"And Jim White is off raising a posse, he means to--to see fair play.

Wait until Jim comes back; then give yourself up."

"And then--then, Nella-Rose?"

The young, keen face among the dead leaves glowed with a light that sent

the blood from Nella-Rose's heart.

"See"--she said inconsequently--"I have" (she counted them out), "I have

a dozen eggs; give them to Miss Lois Ann!"

"Let me touch you, Nella-Rose! Just let me touch your lil' hand."

"Wait until Jim White comes back!"

Then, because a rabbit scurried from its shelter, Burke Lawson sank into

his, and Nella-Rose in mad haste took to the trail and was gone! A

moment later Lawson peered out again and tried to decide which way she

went, but his wits were confused--so he laughed that easy, fearless

laugh of his and put in his hat the eggs Nella-Rose had left. Then,

crawling and edging along, he retraced his steps to that hole in the

Hollow where he knew he was as safe as if he were in his grave.

With distance and reassurance on her side, Nella-Rose paused to take

breath. She had been thoroughly frightened. Her beautiful plans,

unsuspected by all the world, had been threatened by an unlooked-for

danger. She had never contemplated Burke Lawson as a complication. She

was living day by day, hour by hour. Jim White she had accepted as a

menace--but Burke never! She was no longer the girl Lawson had known,

but how could she hope to make him understand that? Her tender,

love-seeking nature had, in the past, accepted the best the mountains

offered--and Burke had been the best. She had played with him--teased

Marg with him--revelled in the excitement, but _now_? Well, the

blindness had been torn from her eyes--the shackles from her feet. No

one, nothing, could hold her from her own! She must not be defrauded and

imprisoned again!

Yes, that was it--imprisoned just when she had learned to use her wings!

Standing in the tangle of undergrowth, Nella-Rose clenched her small

hands and raised wide eyes to the skies.

"I seem," she panted--and at that moment all her untamed mysticism

swayed her--"like I was going along the tracks in the dark and something

is coming--something like that train long ago!"

Then she closed her eyes and her uplifted face softened and quivered.

Behind the drooping lids she saw--Truedale! Quite vividly he

materialized to her excited fancy. It was the first time she had ever

been able to command him in this fashion.

"I'm going to him!" The words were like a passionate prayer rather than

an affirmation. "I'm going to follow like I followed long ago!" She

clutched the basket and fled along.

And while this was happening, Truedale, in his cabin, was working as he

had not worked in years. He had burned all his bridges and outlying

outposts; he was waiting for White, and his plans were completed. He

meant to confide everything to his only friend--for such Jim seemed in

the hazy and desolated present--then he would marry Nella-Rose off-hand;

there must be a minister somewhere! After that? Well, after that

Truedale grasped his manuscript and fell to work like one inspired.

Lynda Kendall would never have known the play in its present form.

Truedale's ideal had always been to portray a free woman--a super-woman;

one who had evolved into the freedom from shattered chains. He now had a

heroine free, in that she had never been enslaved. If one greater than

he had put a soul in a statue, Truedale believed that he could awaken a

child of nature and show her her own beautiful soul. He had outlined, a

time back, a sylvan Galatea; and now, as he sat in the still room, the

framework assumed form and substance; it breathed and moved him

divinely. It and he were alone in the universe; they were to begin the

world--he and--

Just then the advance messenger of the coming change of weather entered

by way of a lowered window. It was a smart little breeze and it

flippantly sent the ashes flying on the hearth and several sheets of

paper broadcast in the room. Truedale sprang to recover his treasures;

he caught four or five, but one escaped his notice and floated toward

the door, which was ajar.

"Whew!" he ejaculated, "that was a narrow escape," and he began to sort

and arrange the sheets on the table.

"Sixty, sixty-one, sixty-two. Now where in thunder is that sixty-three?"

A light touch on his arm made him spring to his feet, every nerve

a-tingle.

"Here it is! It seemed like it came to meet me."

"Nella-Rose!"

The girl nodded, holding out the paper.

"So you have come? Why--did you?"

The dimples came into play and Truedale stood watching them while many

emotions flayed him; but gradually his weakness passed and he was able

to assume an extremely stern though kindly manner. He meant to set the

child right; he meant to see _only_ the _child_ in her until White

returned; he would ignore the perilously sweet woman-appeal to his

senses until such time as he could, with safety, let them once more hold

part in their relations with each other.

But even as he arrived at this wise conclusion, he was noting, as often

before he had noted, the fascinating colour and quality of Nella-Rose's

hair. It was both dark and light. If smoke were filled with sunlight it

would be something like the mass of more or less loosened tendrils that

crowned the girl's pretty head. Stern resolve began to melt before the

girlish sweetness and audacity, but Truedale made one last struggle; he

thought of staunch and true Brace Kendall! And, be it to Brace Kendall's

credit, the course Conning endeavoured to take was a wise one.

"See here, Nella-Rose, you ought not to come here--alone!"

"Why? Aren't you glad to see me?"

"Of course. But why did you come?" This was risky. Truedale recognized

it at once.

"Just to say--'how-de'! You certainly do look scroogy."

At this Truedale laughed. Nella-Rose's capacity for bringing forth his

happier, merrier nature was one of her endearing charms.

"You didn't come just for that, Nella-Rose!" This with stern

disapproval.

"Take off the scroogy face--then I'll tell you why I came."

"Very well!" Truedale smiled weakly. "Why?"

"I'm right hungry. I--I want a party."

Of course this would never do. White, or one of the blood-and-thunder

raiders, might appear.

"You must go, Nella-Rose."

"Not"--here she sat down firmly and undid her ridiculous plaid

shawl--"not till you give me a bite. Just a mighty little bite--I'm

starving!"

At this Truedale roared with laughter and went hurriedly to his closet.

The girl must eat and--_go_. Mechanically he set about placing food upon

the table. Then he sat opposite Nella-Rose while she ate with frank

enjoyment the remains of his own noon-day meal. He could not but note,

as he often did, the daintiness with which she accomplished the task.

Other women, as Truedale remembered, were not prepossessing when

attacking food; but this girl made a gracious little ceremony of the

affair. She placed the small dishes in orderly array before her; she

poised herself lightly on the edge of the chair and nibbled--there was

no other word for it--as a perky little chipmunk might, the morsels she

raised gracefully to her mouth. She was genuinely hungry and for a few

minutes devoted her attention to the matter in hand.

Then, suddenly, Nella-Rose did something that shattered the last scrap

of self-control that was associated with the trusty Kendall and his good

example. She raised a bit of food on her fork and held it out to

Truedale, her lovely eyes looking wistfully into his.

"Please! I feel so ornery eating alone. I want to--share! Please play

party with me!"

Truedale tried to say "I had my dinner an hour ago"; instead, he leaned

across his folded arms and murmured, as if quite outside his own

volition:

"I--I love you!"

Nella-Rose dropped the fork and leaned back. Her lids fell over the wide

eyes--the smile faded from her lips.

"Do you belong to any one--else, Nella-Rose?"

"No--oh! no." This like a frightened cry.

"But others--some one must have told you--of love. Do you know what love

means?"

"Yes."

"How?"

And now she looked at him. Her eyes were dark, her face deadly pale; her

lips were so red that in the whiteness they seemed the only trace of

colour.

"How do I know? Why because--nothing else matters. It seems like I've

been coming all my life to it--and now it just says: 'Here I am,

Nella-Rose--here'!"

"I, too, have been coming to it all my life, little girl. I did not

know--I was driven. I rebelled, because I did not know; but nothing else

_does_ matter, when--love gets you!"

"No. Nothing matters." The girl's voice was rapt and dreamy. Truedale

put his hands across the space dividing them and took hold of hers.

"You will be--mine, Nella-Rose?"

"Seems like I must be!"

"Yes. Doesn't it? Do you--you must understand, dear? I mean to live the

rest of my life here in the hills--your hills. You once said one was of

the hills or one wasn't; will they let me stay?"

"Yes"--almost fiercely--"but--but your folks--off there--will they let

you stay?"

"I have no folks, Nella-Rose. I'm lonely and poor--at least I was until

I found you! The hills have given me--everything; I mean to serve them

well in return. I want you for my wife, Nella-Rose; we'll make a

home--somewhere--it doesn't matter; it will be a shelter for our love

and--" He stopped short. Reality and conventions made a last vain

appeal. "I don't want you ever again to go out of my sight. You're mine

and nothing could make that different--but" (and this came quickly,

desperately) "there must be a minister somewhere--let's go to him! Do

not let us waste another precious day. When he makes you mine by

his"--Truedale was going to say "ridiculous jargon" but he modified it

to--"his authority, no one in all God's world can take you from me.

Come, come _now_, sweetheart!"

In another moment he would have had her in his arms, but she held him

off.

"I'm mighty afraid of old Jim White!" she said.

Truedale laughed, but the words brought him to his senses.

"Then you must go, darling, until White returns. After I have explained

to him I will come for you, but first let me hold you--so! and kiss

you--so! This is why--you must go, my love!"

She was in his arms, her lifted face pressed to his. She shivered, but

clung to him for a moment and two tears rolled down her cheeks--the

first he had ever seen escape her control. He kissed them away.

"Of what are you thinking, Nella-Rose?"

"Thinking? I'm not thinking; I'm--happy!"

"My--sweetheart!" Again Truedale pressed his lips to hers.

"Us-all calls sweetheart--'doney-gal'!"

"My--my doney-gal, then!"

"And"--the words came muffled, for Truedale was holding her still--"and

always I shall see your face, now. It came to-day like it came long ago.

It will always come and make me glad."

Truedale lifted her from his breast and held her at arms' length. He

looked deep into her eyes, trying to pierce through her ignorance and

childishness to find the elusive woman that could meet and bear its part

in what lay before. Long they gazed at each other--then the light in

Nella-Rose's face quivered--her mouth drooped.

"I'm going now," she said, "going till Jim White comes back."

"Wait--my--"

But the girl had slipped from his grasp; she was gone into the misty,

threatening grayness that had closed in about them while love had

carried them beyond their depths. Then the rain began to fall--heavy,

warning drops. The wind, too, was rising sullenly like a monster roused

from its sleep and slowly gathering power to vent its rage.

Into this darkening storm Nella-Rose fled unheedingly. She was not

herself--not the girl of the woods, wise in mountain lore; she was

bewitched and half mad with the bewildering emotions that, at one moment

frightened her--the next, carried her closer to the spiritual than she

had ever been.

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