III

Around the tables crowd the faithful. Each of them carries within

himself hopes, belief, different and invisible tragedies and comedies.

This, I think, is the spot in which more nervous force and more human

passions are accumulated and absolutely squandered than in any other in

the world. This is the ill-omened spot where the peerless and, perhaps,

divine substance of substances, which, in every other place, works

pregnant miracles, prodigies of strength, of beauty and of love, this is

the fatal spot where the flower of the soul, the most precious fluid on

the planet, leaks away into nothingness!... No more criminal waste can

be conceived. This unprofitable force, which knows neither whither to go

nor what work to do, which finds no door nor window, no direct object

nor manner of transmission, hovers over the table like a mortal shadow,

falls back upon itself and creates a particular atmosphere, a sort of

sweating silence which somehow suggests the fever of true silence. In

this unwholesome stillness, the voice of Fate's little book-keeper

snuffles out the sacred formula:

"_Faites vos jeux, messieurs, faites vos jeux!_"

That is to say, make to the hidden god the sacrifice which he demands

before he shows himself. Then, somewhere from the crowd, a hand bright

with certainty places imperiously the fruit of a year's work on numbers

that cannot fail. Other adorers, more cunning, more circumspect, less

confident, compound with luck, distribute their chances, compute

illusive probabilities and, having studied the mood and peculiarities of

the genius of the table, lay complex and knowing traps for it. Others,

again, hand over a considerable portion of their happiness or their

life, at random, to the caprice of numbers.

But now the second formula resounds:

"_Rien ne va plus!_"

That is to say, the god is about to speak! At this moment, an eye that

could pierce the easy veil of appearances would distinctly see scattered

on the plain green cloth (if not actually, then at least potentially;

for a single stake is rare, and he who plays of his superfluity to-day

will risk his all to-morrow) a corn-field ripening in the sun a

thousand miles away; or, again, in other squares, a meadow, a wood, a

moonlit country-house, a shop in some little market-town, a staff of

book-keepers and accountants bending over ledgers in their gloomy

offices, peasants labouring in the rain, hundreds of work-girls slaving

from morn to night in deadly factories, miners in the mines, sailors on

their ship; the jewels of debauchery, love or glory; a prison, a

dockyard; joy, misery, injustice, cruelty, avarice; crimes, privations,

tears. All this lies there, very peacefully, in those little heaps of

smiling gold, in those flimsy scraps of paper which ordain disasters

which even a life-time would be powerless ever to efface. The slightest

timid and hesitating movements of these yellow counters and blue notes

will rebound and swell out in the distance, in the real world, in the

streets, in the plains, in the trees, in men's blood and in their

hearts. They will demolish the house that saw the parents die, carry off

the old man's chair, give a new squire to the astonished village, close

a workshop, take away the bread from the children of a hamlet, divert

the course of a river, stay or break a life and, through an infinity of

time and space, burst the links of an uninterrupted chain of cause and

effect. But none of these resounding truths utters an indiscreet whisper

here. There are here more sleeping Furies than on the purple steps of

the palace of the Atridæ; but their cries of waking and of pain lie

hidden at the bottom of men's hearts. Nothing betrays, nothing foretells

that there are definite ills hovering over those present and choosing

their victims. Only, the eyes stare a little, while hands shiftily

finger a pencil, a bit of paper. Not an unaccustomed word or gesture.

Clammy expectation sits motionless. For this is the place of voiceless

pantomime, of stifled fighting, of unblinking despair, of tragedy masked

in silence, of dumb destiny sinking in an atmosphere of lies that

swallows up every sound.

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