"I mean to find him, and, when found, to fight with him and kill him."

"For what reason?"

"Because he is a traitor to my Prince."

"And yet you did not press for the death of the man Kyd, who was the

principal whereas Sir John was but the tool. Come, sir, be honest with

me; why is the extreme penalty decreed to the less guilty?"

Alastair did not answer at first. Then he said--

"Because Sir John Norreys is the husband of a lady to whom the

knowledge of his true nature would be death."

"That reply is nearer the truth, but still far from complete honesty."

Alastair had a sudden flame of wrath. "Do you accuse me of lying?" he

asked angrily.

Johnson's face did not change. "Sir, all men are liars," he said. "I

strive to make you speak truth to your own soul. The death of Sir John

is intended merely to save the lady from the pain of disgrace? On your

honour, for no other purpose?"

Alastair did not reply. The other sank his harsh voice to a gentler and

kindlier pitch, and the hand on the young man's arm from a menace

became a caress.

"I will answer for you. You love the lady. Nay, I do not blame you, for

all the world must love her. I love her most deeply, but not as you,

for you love with hope, and look some day to make her yours. Therefore

you would slay Sir John, and to yourself you say that 'tis to save her

from shame, but before God, you know that 'tis to rid yourself of a

rival."

The man's eyes were compelling, and his utter honesty was like a fire

that burned all shamefastness from the air. Alastair's silence was

assent.

"Sir, a lover seeks above all things the good of his mistress. If

indeed you love her--and it is honourable that you should--I implore

you to consider further in the matter. We are agreed that it is

necessary to save her from the shame of the knowledge of her husband's

treason, for it is a proud lady who would feel disgrace sharper than

death. If that were all, I would bid you god-speed, for Sir John's

death would serve that purpose, and you and she are fit mates, being

alike young and highly born. After the natural period of mourning was

over, you might fairly look to espouse her. But ah, sir, that is not

all."

He got to his feet in his eagerness and stood above the young man, one

hand splayed on the table, as he had stood that afternoon at the

Sleeping Deer.

"Listen, sir. I have watched that child in her going out and coming in,

in her joys and melancholies, in her every mood of caprice and

earnestness--watched with the quick eye of one who is half lover, half

parent. And I have formed most certain conclusions about that high

nature. She trusts but once and that wholly; she will love but once,

and that with a passion like a consuming fire. If she knew the truth

about Sir John, she would never trust mankind again. On that we are

agreed. But I go further, sir. If she lost him, she would never love

another, but go inconsolable to her grave. It is the way of certain

choice spirits."

Alastair made a gesture of dissent.

"Sir, did you not hear her singing?" Johnson asked. "Answer me, heard

you ever such a joy of surrender in a mortal voice?"

Alastair could not deny it, for the passionate trilling was still in

his ear.

"But your reasoning is flawed," he said. "Granted that my Lady Norreys

has given her love once and for all; yet if Sir John remain alive she

will presently discover his shame, and for the rest of her days be

tormented with honour wounded through affection."

"It need not be," said Johnson, and his voice had sunk to the level of

argument from the heights of appeal. "I have studied both of them

during the past weeks, and this is my conclusion. She has made a false

image of him which she adores, but unless the falsity be proved to the

world by some violent revelation she will not discover it. She is a

happy self-deceiver, and to the end--unless forcibly enlightened--will

take his common clay for gold. As for him--well, he is clay and not

gunpowder. He has been moulded into infamy by a stronger man and by his

ancestral greed--for, judging by the family here, his race is one of

misers. But let him be sufficiently alarmed and shown where his

interest lies, and he will relapse to the paths of decorum. Good he

will never be, little he must always be, but he may also be

respectable. He will not lose his halo in his lady's eyes and they may

live out their time happily, and if God wills some portion of the

mother's quality may descend to the children."

The thought to Alastair was hideously repellent. To whitewash such a

rogue and delude such a lady! Better surely a painful enlightenment

than this deceit. He comforted himself with the reflection that it was

impossible.

"But by this time Sir John Norreys is with his paymaster, and the

mischief is done."

"Not so," said Johnson. "Sir John does not ride to Kingston or to

Richmond but to Cumberland himself, and he lies far in the south. He

may yet be overtaken and dissuaded."

"By whom?"

"By you, sir."

Alastair laughed loud and bitterly.

"Are you mad, sir? I journey at once to the Prince's camp, for I have

news for him that may determine his future conduct. Already I am late

in starting. I must order my horse, and bid farewell to the ladies." He

moved to the door, and cried instructions to the Spainneach, who smoked

a cigarro by the hall fire.

Johnson seized him by the lapels of his coat. "I implore you, sir, by

the mercy of God. Follow Sir John and persuade him, compel him, at the

sword's point, if need be. The happiness of my darling child depends on

it. If you do not go, I must go myself. The Prince's news can wait, for

it will be only a few hours' delay at the most. What does it matter

whether or not he be in London a day earlier, compared to the

well-being of an immortal soul? I beseech you, sir, for the love of

Christ Who redeemed us----"

"Tush, man, you are raving," Alastair broke in, and moved to the

half-open door. At that moment the Duchess's voice sounded on the

stairs.

"Come up, sir," she said. "My lady will receive you before you go, and

she bids you bring the other, the clumsy fellow whose name I know not."

Duchess Kitty met him at the door of Claudia's chamber.

"Oh, my dear, she is the very archangel of angels, and of an innocence

to make one weep. She will come with me to Amesbury. She dotes on her

Sir John and will weary me, I fear, with her rhapsodies, but I am nobly

complaisant and flatter her passion. I fear you stand no chance, sir.

Her heart is wholly in the rogue's keeping. Enter, for she awaits you."

In the dim panelled room lit by many candles and a leaping fire the

figure of the girl sitting up in the great four-poster bed stood out

with a startling brilliance. Madam Claudia was dressed to receive him,

as she had been in the midnight colloquy at Flambury, in a furred

bed-gown and a nightcap of lace and pink satin. But her brown eyes were

no longer pools of dancing light. She held out a hand to Alastair with

a little sigh.

"I rejoice that you are free from your t-troubles, sir," she said.

"'Twas a shameful charge, and I did not credit it, nor truly did Sir

John. And justice, they tell me, has been done to the traitor! Sir John

was deceived like the rest of you, and 'tis a cunning rogue that can

hoodwink Sir John. You are at the end of your mission, sir, and can now

engage in the honest business of war."

"And for yourself, my lady?"

"I, too, take the road," she said. "You have heard of her G-grace's

kindness. I am fortunate to travel in such g-gentle company. So it is

farewell, sir. You ride this night to the Prince, who is at Derby? My

dear Sir John has preceded you there. Oh, would that I could be with

him!" And with a morsel of cambric she dried a rising tear.

"And you, Puffin," she asked, catching sight of Johnson. "Do you travel

south with us?"

"Nay, madam, I go with Captain Maclean to the Prince's camp."

"Bravo!" she cried. "You have declared yourself at last. God prosper

you, my gallant gentlemen. I will be there to cheer when you ride

behind the Prince into London."

Alastair was scarcely conscious of her words. He saw only her wild wet

eyes, compared to which those of the pretty Duchess were like pebbles

to stars. It was the child in her that overwhelmed him, the appealing

child, trusting utterly with no thought but that all the world was

well-disposed to her and her love. He had known many women in his time,

though none had touched his cold fancy, but he had never before seen

woman's face transfigured with so innocent an exaltation. The sadness

in it was only the anxiety of a soul that trembled for the perpetuation

of an unbelievable joy. He was nothing to her, nor was any man except

the one; the virgin garden of her heart was enclosed with impenetrable

defences. The truth moved him not to irritation, but to pity and a

protecting care. He could not mar a thing so rare, and if its

foundations were rotten he would be in league to strengthen them. For

the moment he was not the lover, but the guardian, who would perjure

his soul to keep alive a childish paradise.

He raised her hand and kissed it. "I am your very humble and devoted

servant," he said. And then she did a thing for which he was not

prepared, for with a little cry she put her hands over her eyes and

wept.

He hurried from the room without looking back. He had made a decision

which he found was like a dry patch of ground in the midst of rising

floods, for gathering from every corner of his soul were dark and

unplumbed tides.

* * * * * *

As he mounted, the Spainneach spoke: "He has gone by Milford and the

Ernshawbank. Likely he will sleep an hour or two at the Pegtop. You

might find him there if you haste."

Johnson's horse had also been brought, and its rider had some trouble

in mounting.

"You will delay me, sir, if you insist on keeping me company," said

Alastair.

"I am a strong rider when I am once in the saddle," said the other

humbly. "But why this hurry? You will be in Derby long ere daybreak."

"I do not ride to Derby, but down the vale to overtake a certain

gentleman."

He heard Johnson mutter a fervent "God be thanked" as he turned for a

last look at the house. In an upper floor there was a glow of firelight

and candlelight through the curtains of unshuttered windows. There lay

Claudia, stammering her gentle confidences to Duchess Kitty, but with

her thoughts ranging the hill-roads in the wake of her worthless lover.

And from one of those dark windows two grey beldams were peering into

the night and trembling for the riches that were the price of their

souls.

_XVII_ _Ordeal of Honour_

The night was growing colder, and the moon in her first quarter was

sinking among heavy woolpack clouds. The Spainneach's whisper had been

enough for Alastair, who in his sojourn at the Sleeping Deer had made

himself familiar with the neighbourhood, after the fashion of a

campaigner who may soon have to fight in it. The road led them past the

silent hostelry, and then left the vale and struck over a succession of

low ridges to another, where a parallel stream of the hills broadened

as it neared the lowlands. The men did not spare their horses, and, as

the hooves clattered on the bare ribs of rock which crossed the track

sparks like wildfire flew behind them.

Alastair's mood was as dark as the weather. The sight of Claudia,

babbling of her lover, had for a moment converted him to Johnson's

view. In a fine impulse of quixotry he had ridden from Brightwell, his

purpose vague towards Sir John Norreys but determined in the service of

the lady. If her love was pledged irrevocably to a knave and fool, then

be it his business to keep the said knave from greater folly, and see

that disillusion did not shatter a gentle heart. For a little he felt

the glow of self-conscious worth, and the pleasant melancholy which is

born of approving self-pity.

It did not last long. Visions of Claudia, dim-eyed, stammering, all

russet and snow, returned to ravish his fancy, and the picture of a

certain sharp-nosed gentleman to exacerbate his temper. Before God he

could not surrender such a darling, he would be no party to flinging

such a pearl before swine! His heart grew hot when he thought of Sir

John, the mean visage and hedge-hog soul. To condone his infamy would

be to sin against Heaven--to foster his lady's blind fondness the task

of a pander. Let the truth be told and the devil be shamed, for a

wounded heart was better than a slow decay.

Presently his mind had swung round to a new resolution. He would go

straight to Derby to the Prince, which was his direct soldierly duty.

He knew the road; the next left-hand turning would lead him there

before morning. He was already weeks, months late; he dared not tarry

another hour, for he alone knew the truth about the West, and that

truth might determine the Prince's strategy. True, His Highness was at

Derby now, and the Rubicon had been doubtless crossed, but in so great

a matter no precaution could be omitted. At that very moment Lochiel,

with his letter in his hand, might be looking in vain for the man who

had named Derby as the trysting-place. . . . He would sweep

southward with the Army to conquest, and then in their hour of triumph

would root Sir John from his traitor's kennel. The man must fight on

his challenge, and he had no doubt as to the issue of that fight.

But would he? Would he not disappear overseas, taking with him his wife

under some false story? If she were deceived in one matter, she might

be deceived in others. . . . No, by Heaven, there was no way of it

but the one. The fox must be found before he reached his earth, and

brought to account at a sword's point. Stone dead had no fellow.

The cross-roads lay before them where was the turning to Derby.

"There lies the Prince," said Alastair, his head over his left

shoulder. "My duty is to ride forthwith thither. I could breakfast in

the camp."

Johnson, though lacking a riding-coat, had grown warm with the

exercise, and both he and his mount were blowing.

"You would not falter in your most honourable resolve?" he puffed.

Alastair clapped spurs to his beast. "No," he said, "I am resolved

before all things to find Sir John Norreys. But when I find him I will

kill him."

He heard a gasp which was more than Mr Johnson's chronic shortness of

breath. As he cantered forward the slower and heavier beast of his

companion was forced alongside of him, and a hand clutched his arm.

"I beseech you, sir," said a tragic voice, "I pray you, in God's name,

to turn aside to Derby."

"I will first meet Sir John," was the reply and the hand was shaken off.

"But he will be safe at your hands?"

"That is as God may direct," said Alastair.

His resolution being now fixed, his spirits rose. He let thoughts of

Claudia flush his mind with their sweet radiance. He pictured her as he

had last seen her--the light from the candles making her slim white

neck below the rosy nightcap take on the bloom of a peach, and the

leaping flames of the hearth chequering the shadow of the bed-curtain.

He saw her dim eyes, heard her melting voice, felt the warm vigour of

her body as she cowered beside him in the dark of the Flambury

galleries. Too young for wife, too old for child, but the ripe age for

comrade--and such a comrade, for there was a boy's gallantry in her

eyes and something of a child's confident fearlessness. He did not hear

the groans of Mr Johnson pounding dismally behind him, or the

shuddering cry of owls from the woods. The world was a quiet place to

him where a soft voice was speaking, the thick darkness was all aglow

with happy pictures. The man's soul was enraptured by his dreams. He

found himself suddenly laughing to think how new and strange was this

mood of his. Hitherto he had kept women at arms' length, and set his

heart on policy and war, till he had earned the repute of one to be

trusted and courted, but one already at thirty middle-aged. Lord! but

there had been a melting of icebergs! And like a stab came the thought

of yet another molten iceberg--Sir John--of the sharp nose and the high

coat collar! Alastair cried out like a man in pain.

They rode into Milford half an hour after midnight. There was no light

in any house, and the inn was a black wall. But the door of the yard

was open, and a hostler, ascending to his bed in the hayloft, accepted

a shilling for his news. A man had ridden through Milford that night.

He had not seen him, but he had heard the clatter as he was bedding the

post horses that had come in late from Marlock. How long ago? Not more

than an hour, maybe less, and the fellow checked his memory with a

string of minute proofs.

Alastair swung his horse's head back to the road. "Courage, my friend,"

he cried. "We are gaining on him. We shall overtake him before morning."

Again Johnson caught his arm. "Bethink you, sir," he stammered. "You

ride on an errand of murder."

"Nay," was the answer, "of love."

But the next miles were over roads like ploughlands, and the rain blew

up from the south-west and set the teeth chattering of the cloakless Mr

Johnson. The night was very dark and the road seemed to pass no

villages, for not a light appeared in the wastes of wet ling and fern

and plashing woods. The track could be discerned well enough, for it

was the only possible route through the rugged land, and happily for

the riders there were no crossways. No other traveller met them or was

overtaken--which, thought Alastair, was natural, for with the Prince at

Derby the flight of the timid would be to the south, and not north or

west into the enemy's country.

Long before dawn he was far beyond the countryside of which he had any

knowledge. He had been given Ernshawbank by the Spainneach as the

second point to make for, and had assumed that there, if not before, he

would fall in with Sir John. Yet when he came to a village about

cockcrow, and learned from a sleepy carter that it was Ernshawbank, he

did not find his quarry. But at the inn he had news of him. A man

answering his description had knocked up the landlord two hours before,

drunk a gill of brandy, eaten a crust, and bought for a guinea the said

landlord's cocked grey beaver, new a month ago at Leek Fair. Two hours!

The man was gaining on him! It appeared that he had ridden the path for

lower Dovedale, as if he were making for Staffordshire and Trentside.

The two breakfasted at an ale house below Thorp Cloud, when a grey

December morning was breaking over the leafless vale and the swollen

waters of Dove. Their man had been seen, riding hard, with a face blue

from cold and wet, and his fine clothes pitifully draggled with the

rain. He had crossed the river, and was therefore bound for

Staffordshire, and not Nottinghamshire, as Alastair had at first

guessed. A minute's reflection convinced him of the reason. Sir John

was specially concerned with cutting off the help coming to the Prince

from the West, and therefore went to join those, like the Duke of

Kingston, who were on that flank, rather than the army which lay

between Derby and London. The reflection gave him acute uneasiness.

Nottinghamshire was distant, so there was a chance to overtake the

fugitive on the way. But, as it now was, any hour might see the man in

sanctuary. The next village might hold a patrol of the Duke's. . . .

He cut short the meal, which Mr Johnson had scarcely tasted, and the

two were again on their weary beasts pounding up the steep lanes

towards Ershalton and my lord Shrewsbury's great house.

The mist cleared, a wintry sun shone, and the sky was mottled with

patches of watery blue. Mr Johnson's teeth began to chatter so

violently that Alastair swung round and regarded him.

"You will without doubt catch an ague, sir," he said, and at the next

presentable inn he insisted on his toasting his small-clothes before

the kitchen fire, drinking a jorum of hot rum, and borrowing a coat of

the landlord's till his own was dry. For suddenly the panic of hurry

was gone out of Alastair, and he saw this business as something

predestined and ultimate. Fate was moving the pieces, and her iron

fingers did not fumble. If it was written that he and Sir John should

meet, then stronger powers than he would set the stage. He was amazed

at his own calm.

The rum made his companion drowsy, and as they continued on the road he

ceased to groan, and at the next halting-place did not stare at him

with plaintive hang-dog eyes. As for Alastair he found that his mind

had changed again and that all his resolution was fluid.

His hatred of the pursued was ebbing, indeed had almost vanished, for

with the sense of fatality which was growing upon him he saw the man as

no better than a pawn; a thing as impersonal as sticks and stones. All

the actors of the piece--Kyd, Norreys, the Spoonbills, Edom, the sullen

Johnson, grew in his picture small and stiff like marionettes, and

Claudia alone had the warmth of life. Once more she filled the stage of

his memory, but it was not the russet and pearl of her and her witching

eyes that held him now, but a tragic muse who appealed from the brink

of chasms. She implored his pity on all she loved, on the casket where

she had hid her heart.

With a start he recognised that this casket was no other than Sir John

Norreys.

He might shatter it and rescue the heart, but how would the precious

thing fare in the shattering? Her eyes rose before him with their

infinite surrender. Was Johnson right and was she of the race of women

that give once in life and then utterly and for ever? If so, his errand

was not to succour, but to slay. His sword would not cut the bonds of

youth and innocence, it would pierce their heart.

He forced his mind to reconstruct the three occasions when she had

faced him--not for his delectation, but to satisfy a new-born anxiety.

He saw her at Flambury, a girl afire with zeal and daring, sexless as a

child, and yet always in her sweet stumbling phrases harping on her

dear Sir John. He saw her in the Brown Room at the Sleeping Deer, a

tender muse of memories, but imperious towards dishonour, one whose

slim grace might be brittle but would not bend. Last he saw her set up

in the great bed at Brightwell, one arm round the neck of Duchess

Kitty, the other stretched towards him in that woman's appeal which had

held him from Derby and the path of duty.

There is that in hard riding and hard weather which refines a man's

spirit, purging it of its grosser humours. The passion of the small

hours had gone utterly from Alastair, and instead his soul was filled

with a tempestuous affection, not of a lover but of a kinsman and

protector. The child must at all costs be sheltered from sorrow, and if

she pined for her toy it must be found for her, its cracks mended and

its paint refurbished. His mood was now the same as Johnson's, his

resolution the same. He felt an odd pleasure in this access of

tenderness, but he was conscious, too, that the pleasure was like a

thin drift of flowers over dark mires of longing and sorrow. For his

world had been tumbled down, and all the castles he had built. He had

always been homeless, but now he was a thousandfold more an outlaw, for

the one thing on earth he desired was behind him and not before him,

and he was fleeing from hope.

In the afternoon the rain descended again and the road passed over a

wide heath, which had been blackened by some autumn fire so that the

shores of its leaden pools were like charcoal, and skeleton coverts

shook their charred branches in the wind. The scene was a desolation,

but he viewed it with calm eyes, for a strange peace was creeping into

his soul. He turned in the saddle, and saw six yards behind him Johnson

jogging wearily along, his heavy shoulders bowed and his eyes fixed

dully on his horse's neck. The man must be near the limits of his

strength, he thought. . . . Once again he had one of his sudden

premonitions. Sir John Norreys was close at hand, for he had not yet

stopped for a meal and he had now been on the road for twelve hours.

The conviction grew upon him, and made him urge his tired beast to a

better pace. Somewhere just in front was the meeting-place where the

ordeal was appointed which should decree the fate of two souls. . . .

The drizzle changed into half a gale, and scouring blasts shut out the

landscape. There came a moment's clearing, and lo! before him lay a

bare space in the heath, where another road entered from the west to

join the highway. At their meeting, set in a grove of hornbeams, stood

an inn.

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