CHAPTER XXXIV.

DARK HOURS INDEED.

It is nearly midnight. Mrs. Verne had been prevailed upon (to use

her own words) to attend a musical soiree given by a fashionable

young matron in honor of her fifth wedding anniversary.

Hubert Tracy now danced attendance upon his mother-in-law, elect and

on the present occasion was her beau chevalier.

He had taken leave of Marguerite with much reluctance. Her wearied

and sadly pale face upbraided him but he kept stifling his

conscience with the thought that she would be happier when the first

impressions wore off.

"I am beginning to believe all women are alike," exclaimed he

petulantly as he was awaiting Mrs. Verne's appearance, "made up of

April showers and ready to transfer themselves into a vale of tears

whenever they think of their boy lovers but when they've made a good

haul in the matrimonial net once and forever they forget all their

swains and live for one grand purpose--to impress their friends with

the greatness of their position. And I'm not going to be fooled

either I tell you, Miss Marguerite. You've got to toe the mark too.

None of your groaning over that chuckle-headed fool of a Lawson who

has no more sense than he needs."

"I beg pardon Hubert, for the detention," exclaimed Mrs. Verne who

now made her appearance rustling in gros grain silk and sparkling

with superb brilliants, while the cleverly artistic touches

administered to deface the inroad of merciless Time would lead one

at first glimpse to suppose that the radiant matron was none other

than a pretty woman of twenty.

"There is not the slightest need for apology," said the young man

bowing to the lady with the grace of a Crichton.

"I grieve to leave Madge this evening, but you know, my dear Hubert,

that society is a merciless tyrant. Its mandates are cruel in the

extreme," and affecting the air of an injured woman Mrs. Verne

ensconsed herself amid the luxuriant cushions.

"Marguerite is not looking well," said the affianced glancing; at

his companion to see that all was settled for her comforts.

"The poor child has such severe headaches, but in confidence, my

dear, Hubert, I sometimes think she brings them on herself, for you

know that she is too much given to reading, not that kind of reading

that is needed or recreation, but works beyond what a woman should

attempt."

Hubert Tracy was not altogether in a talking mood, and was glad that

his companion had claimed the floor.

"I for one do not believe in women making such a display in the

literary line. There is no sense in it, Hubert."

"You never yet saw a man in love with a literary star of the first

magnitude. Literature is not for women, and when I see one setting

up with an air of importance, and discussing science, history,

biography, aye, and even religion, I just think, well, my lady, if

you could see yourself as other see you, you would not get off your

stuff in that style. To tell the truth I despise literary women, and

if I had my way I would consign them to some seventh-class place of

refuge, where they could howl and shout until they become what they

generally end in--nothing."

"I fear you would not make a bad attempt in that sort of business

yourself," said the young man much amused at the adroit manner which

Mrs. Verne sought to gain a compliment.

"Heaven forbid it my dear, Hubert. From a child I always had a holy

horror of blue stockings, and when I looked upon their coarse

masculine faces I always experienced a feeling of disgust that I

must confess increased with the years."

"And you have met many I presume."

"I merely refer to the works of the photographer or the artist,

such, as you see on the vignette of their works. I am sure that they

are ugly enough to frighten any sensitive child."

"But Marguerite is not one of that class," said the young man,

lazily readjusting a cushion that had slipped out beneath his head.

"She is an exception so far as appearance is concerned, but that

does not excuse her," said Mrs. Verne, with a haughty toss of the

head, then suddenly changing her voice to a very tender and

confidential tone, exclaimed, "My dear Hubert, I am going to give

you a little bit of advice, and I know you will receive it kindly,

as you value my child's happiness. I wish you to have a warm

interest in everything that tends to her comfort; but above all

things, do not encourage in her that desire to be in seclusion, and

to mope and groan over imaginary grievances. It is, I am sorry to

say, a failing which she has inherited from her father; and though I

do not wish to speak disparagingly of my dear husband, I must say

that he is in many respects a very peculiar man. It is, indeed, very

discouraging for a woman to find that she has married a man who

takes not the least interest in society and prefers to remain, night

after night shut up in his own rooms, with no companion but a musty

old ledger and a filthy pipe. Ugh! the very thought make me sick."

As Mrs. Verne's speech was accompanied by expressions of contempt

and disgust, the impression made upon Hubert Tracy was not of the

most flattering kind. He merely smiled, but gave no expression to

his thoughts. They were not what would please his mother-in-law

elect, and he had enough policy to conceal them.

And now for a second scene. The carriage had rolled away and Mrs.

Verne had ascended the lofty stairway. As she stood in the corridor

to throw aside the heavy wrap that enfolded her, she heard a

confused din of voices. It startled her and caused her heart to beat

violently.

"What a fool I am to get in such a state for nothing," but just as

the last word was uttered, a servant opened the door leading from

the inner hall. It was Marguerite's waiting maid.

The girl's face spoke sad news.

"In heaven's name what is the matter, Maria?" cried Mrs. Verne,

thinking that a murder had taken place in their midst.

"It is Miss Verne, ma'am; but she is some better now. Oh! I thought,

ma'am, that you would never come--and she was asking for you."

The poor girl was deeply attached to her young mistress and was

nearly bereft of her senses when she found the latter lying upon the

sofa in an apparently lifeless condition.

A physician had been summoned, who pronounced the girl in no

imminent danger, but said that there was some anxiety to be feared

as regards nervous prostration.

Marguerite had been quickly restored to consciousness, but she was

white as the coverlid that overspread the luxurious bed upon which

she lay so calm and still.

"My child, what has done this," exclaimed Mrs. Verne looking wildly

around her as if for answer from some other than those that stood

about.

"Don't be alarmed, mamma, I am better," said the girl, attempting to

raise herself upon the pillow, but she fell back exhausted, and

closed her eyelids, looking sad and wretched.

Mrs. Verne was ill at ease as she watched at Marguerite's bedside.

Remorse for once seized upon her as she pictured herself moving

about the gay throng, and her child, perhaps, on the verge of death.

"I might have known that she did not look herself, for those great

circles around her mouth and eyes ought to have told me of her

illness; but I trust she will soon be all right."

Mrs. Verne took a second glance at the pale face to gain more

assurance and hope, and as she stood there tried hard to impute her

daughter's present indisposition to every source, but the real one.

"The poor girl is fretting herself to death over her father's

failure, for she knows that it will affect his reputation in

society. She will not acknowledge it, but I am certain that she

would feel the snubs of our most intimate friends more titan I

would. Indeed, they would kill the poor sensitive Madge; and to

think that Stephen Verne brought all this upon his family by his own

slackness. Talk about honesty! It makes fools of people. A man who

is so honest that he must trust every other man he meets is a fool,

and worse than a fool, he's not only a fool towards himself, but a

fool towards his family."

Such was an outline of the woman's soliloquy. She considered herself

the most unfortunate woman in the whole world, and wondered why it

was that some people are born to trouble while others never have a

care to ruffle their placid brow.

The kind-hearted physician watched with deep interest the welfare of

his patient.

He admired the sweet, pure face and the _spirituelle_ eyes

awaiting his coming with eager anticipation.

"You must have brooded over some mental trouble my child, and you

know _that_ is not what brings the roses to a maiden's cheek,"

and the disciple of Aesculapius once more patted the pale cheek to

force back the roseate blush of youth and beauty.

"Doctor, you surely cannot say that I am to remain here many days

longer when I am so anxious to see my father. I know that he will

get better if I can only be near him to become his nurse."

"I see where part of the trouble is, but there is a greater one

beneath that," thought the doctor as he sat writing out a

prescription.

But like that great student of human nature he could not help

exclaiming, though in undertone, "'who can minister to a mind

diseased.' This is indeed one of the stubborn cases that I often

have to deal with--administer drugs and pills _ad infinitum_

when the gentle pressure of a sympathetic hand or the soft tender

glances of a bright eye would act more effectually than all the

compounds which the London dispensaries can boast of."

A bouquet of exquisite beauty had arrived and with it a nicely

folded note.

Marguerite took the flowers within her trembling fingers and inhaled

the rich fragrance with a sort of reverence. Nature claimed a large

share of the girl's sympathies. She worshipped it as only the

student of nature should. She

"Looked from Nature up to Nature's God."

But when she had unfolded the delicate looking missive and looked at

the neatly formed letters not a ray of feeling was emitted from the

expressive face.

"I see how it is," mused the man of experience; "poor child your's

has not been the only aching heart. You think one way and your

aspirations run another, or worse than that they accord and leave

you to the tender mercies of worldly and narrow-minded parents whose

sole motive is the accomplishment of their own sordid ends."

Mrs. Verne's entrance solved the problem, to the entire satisfaction

of the physician. She had been detained in the drawing-room, and now

came to offer apology for delaying in the sick chamber.

"Don't worry, mamma. I really am not so ill as you imagine," said

the girl, hopefully.

"The invigorating New Brunswick breeze is the best tonic I can

prescribe," exclaimed the doctor, eyeing Mrs. Verne with close

study, "but this one must be taken first."

A merry twinkle of the keen blue eye was directed upon Marguerite,

who now took the proffered slip of paper, and, to the very great

amusement of the practitioner, noted the Latin abbreviation.

"Don't be too modest over it," said the latter, laughing. "I begin

to think my patient has been drawn into the mysteries of our lore."

Marguerite reached out her hand to receive the kind goodbye, and how

pale and wan that little hand?

Poor child, murmured the genial-hearted man as he shut the door so

softly and went forth in his daily rounds whenever and anon the

sweet face would rise up before him and shut out all the visible

surroundings.

"The old, old story--poor thing--many such have I prescribed for in

vain, but it has been so from the beginning, and I suppose, will be

so to the end."

But Dr. Refern's soliloquy was lost upon a desert air, and as he

pronounced Miss Verne convalescent he felt a tender pity in his

large, warm heart, and fervently prayed that the girl's future might

be made brighter and happier, and that she yet might return thanks

for his interest in her recovery.

* * * * *

"My Father!"

What a scene.

Marguerite is once more with her idolized parent, but the poor girl

is almost overcome with grief as she looked upon the altered looks

of the prostrate form.

"My darling father," she murmurs, and vainly attempts to gain a look

of fond recognition.

"Oh! father! try to speak to me," she cried, sobbing like a child,

"speak to your own Marguerite."

It was a scene too sacred for other eyes, and Mrs. Montgomery turned

away.

"Father in heaven," prayed the girl with arms uplifted and her eyes

raised in devout supplication, "forsake me not now; oh, give me back

my father--the father to whom I owe so much; Oh, grant that his

senses be restored, and I can hear his voice once more." Marguerite

threw herself prostrate beside the bed, and remained for some

moments in fervent meditation.

The silence was indeed impressive, when suddenly Marguerite cast a

glance at the loved form, and a half-smothered cry burst from her

lips.

Another glance and a murmured "Thank God," Marguerite Verne's prayer

was answered.

"Marguerite."

"My father."

What comfort in these words? What tongue could tell of the happiness

that now filled the maiden's heart. She could not utter another

word, but put her arms around her father's neck and pressed upon his

wasted lips one long lingering kiss--so tender, so pure and so

sacred that it might well have accorded with the salutation of the

angels in heaven!

And Marguerite Verne clad in robes of dazzling whiteness was indeed

a fit representation of an angelic being, whose sole mission on

earth was the doing of good and making others happy, but at a great

sacrifice, the greatest sacrifice that a maiden can endure--the

sacrifice of all her earthly hope.

Yes, Marguerite could and would make such a sacrifice. She had

strength given her from the highest source, and she had faith in her

heavenly father. He would carry her through all she had now

undertaken.

Mr. Verne had rallied sufficiently to recognize his child. He gazed

into the face he loved so well, and a faint smile overspread his

countenance. He lay with his hands clasped in those of his child and

seemed supremely happy.

"It is almost a pity that he should be aroused from this happy,

trance-like state," said Mrs. Montgomery as she quietly raised the

sick man to administer the medicine that had been consigned to her

care.

Marguerite once more pressed the thin lips and stood at a distance,

as if trying to think whether it were reality or dreamland.

Other eyes looked upon the maiden and other hands clasped in prayer

were indeed very near.

What subtle power caused Marguerite to look around? What subtle

power caused her to hold her breath as if oppressed with some

invisible presence?

"Miss Verne, I'm glad you are here."

"Thank you Mr. Lawson," was the quiet reply, but in the look there

was a world of sympathy that smote deeply into Phillip Lawson's

heart.

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