CHAPTER XXX

"Yes;--a Lie!"

"So you went to Happerton after all," said Lopez to his ally, Mr.

Sextus Parker. "You couldn't believe me when I told you the money was

all right! What a cur you are!"

"That's right;--abuse me."

"Well, it was horrid. Didn't I tell you that it must necessarily

injure me with the house? How are two fellows to get on together

unless they can put some trust in each other? Even if I did run you

into a difficulty, do you really think I'm ruffian enough to tell you

that the money was there if it were untrue?"

Sexty looked like a cur and felt like a cur, as he was being thus

abused. He was not angry with his friend for calling him bad names,

but only anxious to excuse himself. "I was out of sorts," he said,

"and so d----d hippish I didn't know what I was about."

"Brandy-and-soda!" suggested Lopez.

"Perhaps a little of that;--though, by Jove, it isn't often I do that

kind of thing. I don't know a fellow who works harder for his wife

and children than I do. But when one sees such things all round

one,--a fellow utterly smashed here who had a string of hunters

yesterday, and another fellow buying a house in Piccadilly and

pulling it down because it isn't big enough, who was contented with a

little box at Hornsey last summer, one doesn't quite know how to keep

one's legs."

"If you want to learn a lesson look at the two men, and see where the

difference lies. The one has had some heart about him, and the other

has been a coward."

Parker scratched his head, balanced himself on the hind legs of

his stool, and tacitly acknowledged the truth of all that his

enterprising friend said to him. "Has old Wharton come down well?" at

last he asked.

"I have never said a word to old Wharton about money," Lopez

replied,--"except as to the cost of this election I was telling you

of."

"And he wouldn't do anything in that?"

"He doesn't approve of the thing itself. I don't doubt but that the

old gentleman and I shall understand each other before long."

"You've got the length of his foot."

"But I don't mean to drive him. I can get along without that. He's an

old man, and he can't take his money along with him when he goes the

great journey."

"There's a brother, Lopez,--isn't there?"

"Yes,--there's a brother; but Wharton has enough for two; and if he

were to put either out of his will it wouldn't be my wife. Old men

don't like parting with their money, and he's like other old men.

If it were not so I shouldn't bother myself coming into the city at

all."

"Has he enough for that, Lopez?"

"I suppose he's worth a quarter of a million."

"By Jove! And where did he get it?"

"Perseverance, sir. Put by a shilling a day, and let it have its

natural increase, and see what it will come to at the end of fifty

years. I suppose old Wharton has been putting by two or three

thousand out of his professional income, at any rate for the last

thirty years, and never for a moment forgetting its natural increase.

That's one way to make a fortune."

"It ain't rapid enough for you and me, Lopez."

"No. That was the old-fashioned way, and the most sure. But, as

you say, it is not rapid enough; and it robs a man of the power of

enjoying his money when he has made it. But it's a very good thing

to be closely connected with a man who has already done that kind of

thing. There's no doubt about the money when it is there. It does not

take to itself wings and fly away."

"But the man who has it sticks to it uncommon hard."

"Of course he does;--but he can't take it away with him."

"He can leave it to hospitals, Lopez. That's the devil!"

"Sexty, my boy, I see you have taken an outlook into human life which

does you credit. Yes, he can leave it to hospitals. But why does he

leave it to hospitals?"

"Something of being afraid about his soul, I suppose."

"No; I don't believe in that. Such a man as this, who has been

hard-fisted all his life, and who has had his eyes thoroughly open,

who has made his own money in the sharp intercourse of man to man,

and who keeps it to the last gasp,--he doesn't believe that he'll do

his soul any good by giving it to hospitals when he can't keep it

himself any longer. His mind has freed itself from those cobwebs long

since. He gives his money to hospitals because the last pleasure of

which he is capable is that of spiting his relations. And it is a

great pleasure to an old man, when his relations have been disgusted

with him for being old and loving his money. I rather think I should

do it myself."

"I'd give myself a chance of going to heaven, I think," said Parker.

"Don't you know that men will rob and cheat on their death-beds, and

say their prayers all the time? Old Wharton won't leave his money to

hospitals if he's well handled by those about him."

"And you'll handle him well;--eh, Lopez?"

"I won't quarrel with him, or tell him that he's a curmudgeon because

he doesn't do all that I want him. He's over seventy, and he can't

carry his money with him."

All this left so vivid an impression of the wisdom of his friend on

the mind of Sextus Parker, that in spite of the harrowing fears by

which he had been tormented on more than one occasion already, he

allowed himself to be persuaded into certain fiscal arrangements, by

which Lopez would find himself put at ease with reference to money at

any rate for the next four months. He had at once told himself that

this election would cost him £1000. When various sums were mentioned

in reference to such an affair, safety could alone be found in taking

the outside sum;--perhaps might generally be more surely found by

adding fifty per cent. to that. He knew that he was wrong about the

election, but he assured himself that he had had no alternative. The

misfortune had been that the Duke should have made his proclamation

about the borough immediately after the offer made by the Duchess. He

had been almost forced to send the agent down to inquire;--and the

agent, when making his inquiries, had compromised him. He must go

on with it now. Perhaps some idea of the pleasantness of increased

intimacy with the Duchess of Omnium encouraged him in this way of

thinking. The Duchess was up in town in February, and Lopez left a

card in Carlton Terrace. On the very next day the card of the Duchess

was left for Mrs. Lopez at the Belgrave Mansions.

Lopez went into the city every day, leaving home at about eleven

o'clock, and not returning much before dinner. The young wife at

first found that she hardly knew what to do with her time. Her aunt,

Mrs. Roby, was distasteful to her. She had already learned from her

husband that he had but little respect for Mrs. Roby. "You remember

the sapphire brooch," he had said once. "That was part of the price I

had to pay for being allowed to approach you." He was sitting at the

time with his arm round her waist, looking out on beautiful scenery

and talking of his old difficulties. She could not find it in her

heart to be angry with him, but the idea brought to her mind was

disagreeable to her. And she was thoroughly angry with Mrs. Roby. Of

course in these days Mrs. Roby came to see her, and of course when

she was up in Manchester Square, she went to the house round the

corner,--but there was no close intimacy between the aunt and the

niece. And many of her father's friends,--whom she regarded as the

Herefordshire set,--were very cold to her. She had not made herself a

glory to Herefordshire, and,--as all these people said,--had broken

the heart of the best Herefordshire young man of the day. This made

a great falling-off in her acquaintance, which was the more felt as

she had never been, as a girl, devoted to a large circle of dearest

female friends. She whom she had loved best had been Mary Wharton,

and Mary Wharton had refused to be her bridesmaid almost without an

expression of regret. She saw her father occasionally. Once he came

and dined with them at their rooms, on which occasion Lopez struggled

hard to make up a well-sounding party. There were Roby from the

Admiralty, and the Happertons, and Sir Timothy Beeswax, with whom

Lopez had become acquainted at Gatherum, and old Lord Mongrober. But

the barrister, who had dined out a good deal in his time, perceived

the effort. Who, that ever with difficulty scraped his dinner

guests together, was able afterwards to obliterate the signs of the

struggle? It was, however, a first attempt, and Lopez, whose courage

was good, thought that he might do better before long. If he could

get into the House and make his mark there people then would dine

with him fast enough. But while this was going on Emily's life was

rather dull. He had provided her with a brougham, and everything

around her was even luxurious, but there came upon her gradually a

feeling that by her marriage she had divided herself from her own

people. She did not for a moment allow this feeling to interfere with

her loyalty to him. Had she not known that this division would surely

take place? Had she not married him because she loved him better than

her own people? So she sat herself down to read Dante,--for they had

studied Italian together during their honeymoon, and she had found

that he knew the language well. And she was busy with her needle. And

she already began to anticipate the happiness which would come to her

when a child of his should be lying in her arms.

She was of course much interested about the election. Nothing could

as yet be done, because as yet there was no vacancy; but still the

subject was discussed daily between them. "Who do you think is going

to stand against me?" he said one day with a smile. "A very old

friend of yours." She knew at once who the man was, and the blood

came to her face. "I think he might as well have left it alone, you

know," he said.

"Did he know?" she asked in a whisper.

"Know;--of course he knew. He is doing it on purpose. But I beat

him once, old girl, didn't I? And I'll beat him again." She liked

him to call her old girl. She loved the perfect intimacy with which

he treated her. But there was something which grated against her

feelings in this allusion by him to the other man who had loved her.

Of course she had told him the whole story. She had conceived it to

be her duty to do so. But then the thing should have been over. It

was necessary, perhaps, that he should tell her who was his opponent.

It was impossible that she should not know when the fight came. But

she did not like to hear him boast that he had beaten Arthur Fletcher

once, and that he would beat him again. By doing so he likened the

sweet fragrance of her love to the dirty turmoil of an electioneering

contest.

He did not understand,--how should he?--that though she had never

loved Arthur Fletcher, had never been able to bring herself to love

him when all her friends had wished it, her feelings to him were

nevertheless those of affectionate friendship;--that she regarded him

as being perfect in his way, a thorough gentleman, a man who would

not for worlds tell a lie, as most generous among the generous, most

noble among the noble. When the other Whartons had thrown her off, he

had not been cold to her. That very day, as soon as her husband had

left her, she looked again at that little note. "I am as I always

have been!" And she remembered that farewell down by the banks of the

Wye. "You will always have one,--one besides him,--who will love you

best in the world." They were dangerous words for her to remember;

but in recalling them to her memory she had often assured herself

that they should not be dangerous to her. She was too sure of her own

heart to be afraid of danger. She had loved the one man and had not

loved the other;--but yet, now, when her husband talked of beating

this man again, she could not but remember the words.

She did not think,--or rather had not thought,--that Arthur Fletcher

would willingly stand against her husband. It had occurred to her at

once that he must first have become a candidate without knowing who

would be his opponent. But Ferdinand had assured her as a matter of

fact that Fletcher had known all about it. "I suppose in politics

men are different," she said to herself. Her husband had evidently

supposed that Arthur Fletcher had proposed himself as a candidate

for Silverbridge, with the express object of doing an injury to

the man who had carried off his love. And she repeated to herself

her husband's words, "He is doing it on purpose." She did not like

to differ from her husband, but she could hardly bring herself to

believe that revenge of this kind should have recommended itself to

Arthur Fletcher.

Some little time after this, when she had been settled in London

about a month, a letter was brought her, and she at once recognised

Arthur Fletcher's writing. She was alone at the time, and it occurred

to her at first that perhaps she ought not to open any communication

from him without showing it to her husband. But then it seemed that

such a hesitation would imply a doubt of the man, and almost a doubt

of herself. Why should she fear what any man might write to her? So

she opened the letter, and read it,--with infinite pleasure. It was

as follows:--

MY DEAR MRS. LOPEZ,

I think it best to make an explanation to you as to a

certain coincidence which might possibly be misunderstood

unless explained. I find that your husband and I are to

be opponents at Silverbridge. I wish to say that I had

pledged myself to the borough before I had heard his name

as connected with it. I have very old associations with

the neighbourhood, and was invited to stand by friends

who had known me all my life as soon as it was understood

that there would be an open contest. I cannot retire now

without breaking faith with my party, nor do I know that

there is any reason why I should do so. I should not,

however, have come forward had I known that Mr. Lopez was

to stand. I think you had better tell him so, and tell

him also, with my compliments, that I hope we may fight

our political battle with mutual good-fellowship and

good-feeling.

Yours very sincerely,

ARTHUR FLETCHER.

Emily was very much pleased by this letter, and yet she wept over it.

She felt that she understood accurately all the motives that were

at work within the man's breast when he was writing it. As to its

truth,--of course the letter was gospel to her. Oh,--if the man

could become her husband's friend how sweet it would be! Of course

she wished, thoroughly wished, that her husband should succeed at

Silverbridge. But she could understand that such a contest as this

might be carried on without personal animosity. The letter was so

like Arthur Fletcher,--so good, so noble, so generous, so true! The

moment her husband came in she showed it to him with delight. "I was

sure," she said as he was reading the letter, "that he had not known

that you were to stand."

"He knew it as well as I did," he replied, and as he spoke there

came a dark scowl across his brow. "His writing to you is a piece of

infernal impudence."

"Oh, Ferdinand!"

"You don't understand, but I do. He deserves to be horsewhipped for

daring to write to you, and if I can come across him he shall have

it."

"Oh,--for heaven's sake!"

"A man who was your rejected lover,--who has been trying to marry you

for the last two years, presuming to commence a correspondence with

you without your husband's sanction!"

"He meant you to see it. He says I am to tell you."

"Psha! That is simple cowardice. He meant you not to tell me; and

then when you had answered him without telling me, he would have had

the whip-hand of you."

"Oh, Ferdinand, what evil thoughts you have!"

"You are a child, my dear, and must allow me to dictate to you what

you ought to think in such a matter as this. I tell you he knew all

about my candidature, and that what he has said here to the contrary

is a mere lie;--yes, a lie." He repeated the word because he saw

that she shrank at hearing it; but he did not understand why she

shrank,--that the idea of such an accusation against Arthur Fletcher

was intolerable to her. "I have never heard of such a thing," he

continued. "Do you suppose it is common for men who have been thrown

over to write to the ladies who have rejected them immediately after

their marriage?"

"Do not the circumstances justify it?"

"No;--they make it infinitely worse. He should have felt himself to

be debarred from writing to you, both as being my wife and as being

the wife of the man whom he intends to oppose at Silverbridge."

This he said with so much anger that he frightened her. "It is not my

fault," she said.

"No; it is not your fault. But you should regard it as a great fault

committed by him."

"What am I to do?"

"Give me the letter. You, of course, can do nothing."

"You will not quarrel with him?"

"Certainly I will. I have quarrelled with him already. Do you think

I will allow any man to insult my wife without quarrelling with him?

What I shall do I cannot yet say, and whatever I may do, you had

better not know. I never thought much of these Herefordshire swells

who believe themselves to be the very cream of the earth, and now I

think less of them than ever."

He was then silent, and slowly she took herself out of the room, and

went away to dress. All this was very terrible. He had never been

rough to her before, and she could not at all understand why he had

been so rough to her now. Surely it was impossible that he should

be jealous because her old lover had written to her such a letter

as that which she had shown him! And then she was almost stunned by

the opinions he had expressed about Fletcher, opinions which she

knew,--was sure that she knew,--to be absolutely erroneous. A liar!

Oh, heavens! And then the letter itself was so ingenuous and so

honest! Anxious as she was to do all that her husband bade her, she

could not be guided by him in this matter. And then she remembered

his words: "You must allow me to dictate to you what you ought to

think." Could it be that marriage meant as much as that,--that a

husband was to claim to dictate to his wife what opinions she was

to form about this and that person,--about a person she had known

so well, whom he had never known? Surely she could only think in

accordance with her own experience and her own intelligence! She was

certain that Arthur Fletcher was no liar. Not even her own husband

could make her think that.

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