VIII

He had put something in motion on that languid July day, and suddenly

he was whirled along in a stream of consequences. There was an

interview with Mr. Ellwell, a sudden opening of the Ellwell family

arms, and he was one of them--not much to his relish. Ruby Ellwell

brought out her engagement to Bradley, the young stock broker her

father had chummed with. The Four Corners renewed its worldly life in

a garden-party, at which both engagements were announced. Thornton had

to stand in line with his new brother-in-law, and for all this

disagreeable business, the sole consolation was the happiness the

woman he loved found in it. For her it was a rehabilitation of the

family, the first dawn of those better times she had looked for all

these years.

He remembered for all his lifetime how his father had met her; how he

had walked across the lawn, old, and gray, and aloof, and had taken

both her hands. He had smiled at her tenderly, as if she were a little

girl, much as he had smiled years before at Jarvis's mother. Then he

had kissed her on both cheeks, and had stood patting her hands in a

gentle caress. Later he had slipped away in the same quiet abstracted

manner. For the rest of the day Jarvis Thornton had been a little sad,

as well as bored, without knowing exactly why.

They had planned a simple wedding for September; they would walk to

the village church, the old white box of a meeting-house where the

first Roper Ellwell had led his congregation. Martinson, Thornton's

youthful hero at the Camberton Theological School, would meet them in

his episcopal robes on the little green in front of the church, and

then the party, not more than a dozen, could walk together into the

bare old building, and in the solemn quiet of the country noon

complete the marriage. A quiet dinner, and then away from the Four

Corners.

But it could not be so. The handsome Ruby wished to have a "function,"

some of the conventional excitements of this entertainment. The two

sisters must be married together; a special train must come from

Boston; a grand reunion would be held of all the old family friends

who had shaken their heads over the Ellwell misfortunes. So the two

quieter souls yielded, and the marriage left a bad taste in the young

bridegroom's cup of joy.

Almost at once they had gone abroad to Berlin, where Thornton proposed

to work for an indefinite time. It seemed to him that he should

accomplish more than one object, by carrying on his work in Europe; he

could insensibly divide himself and his wife from the Ellwell

connection. All went sweetly for his first months; he had begun to

regard his marriage as an idyl slipped in between pages of prose. But

when their child was coming, his wife grew restless; she must go home,

he saw; it was natural that she should long to return to her mother at

such a time.

So back to Boston they had gone, Thornton contenting himself with the

reflection that he could go ahead in Boston almost as well as in

Europe; that fortunately he was not tied by money wants, and that the

Camberton laboratories were always open to him. When the little

daughter came he schemed a new move; he was offered a headship of a

laboratory somewhere in the middle West. He began to feel the force of

his father's remarks about transplanting.

Yet they never went. Another man got the appointment while he was

persuading his wife. Her mother was so lonely, now that Ruby was

living in New York. They had no necessity to live far away in order to

earn money. When he proposed moving to Washington, the same ground had

to be gone over again, and the same gentle obstinate resistance to be

met.

"Go to Washington," old Thornton said when his son stood by his

bedside during the last illness. "Go to Washington," he repeated,

querulously. And as the younger man made no reply, but sat with his

hands shoved in his pockets, brooding, the sick man spoke again, "You

will never do anything here."

"Yes, we must make a move," assented his son in a voice that said

"no."

After his father's death, they went to live in the Marlboro' Street

house. There was no more talk of moving away. The Ellwells came in

town for the winter, living in a flat at one of the new hotels near

by. Mrs. Thornton had the habit of spending her mornings in the flat

with her mother and the baby. Thornton could find no reasonable

grounds for the rebellion he felt over this tie, this close proximity

to decay in which he was compelled to live. Yet he loathed the thought

that his child, unimportant as she was now, should begin her life by

imbibing such a forlorn atmosphere.

He could tell each day what had been going on in those long morning

hours; how his wife's sympathies had been on the rack; how mother and

daughter had sighed over the unaccountable miseries of life. She

seemed to him to come home with the old anaemic look, with the old

restless hunger in her face, and then he was reminded that their child

was more than delicate. It would lead him to envy mere gross flesh and

blood, the coarse fibre of some riotously healthy common folk. Indeed

it was a crime against his fellow-men, this maintaining a bankrupt

stock unless he could patch it into vigor. There were hints too that

fell indefinably now and then about the Ellwell affairs, the

stock-broker's poor health, the perpetual disappointments that

discouraged him. His wife had relapsed into the Four Corner's habit of

regarding incapacity and folly as mere misfortune. It irritated him to

realize all this sentimental pity over a blackguard. Yet she was

right; she had the opinion of centuries on her side; was she not their

daughter before she was his wife?

There were times when Ruby came on from New York for a visit, bringing

her child, a boy, with her. Thornton grimly noted this vigorous little

animal of a nephew and compared him minutely with his own feeble

child. He compared also the mothers. Ruby had already begun the

period of over-bloom. The Bradleys, he gathered, lived a kind of a

tramp existence, moving from boarding-house to hotel as Bradley went

up or down. And Ruby, with all her assurance and her affluent person,

had not lost the Ellwell ailments. Yet to her child had been given the

strong stock he envied. Nature had coolly overlooked his, and carried

her blessings where they were not deserved.

Such reflections made him more tender to his wife. He wondered if she

ever thought of this contrast.

When he was working in his little back-room study, he wondered what

the two sisters could find to talk about for hours. He fancied that

they were going over the old items of the family budget, the thousand

trivialities of family gossip that never seemed to be ended and never

lost their interest. One day he could hear Ruby earnestly talking--she

had just come from New York--and then he thought he caught the sound

of suppressed tears. After a time he rose nervously and walked out to

his wife's room where the sisters were.

Ruby's face was excited though sullen. She had not taken off her hat,

and in her haste her gloves had fallen on the floor by the door. Her

sister was crying, quietly. "What's up?" Thornton turned sharply to

Ruby, his voice betraying his desire to sweep her out of his life

forever.

A slight sneer crossed her face. She said nothing, and punched the

footstool with the toe of her boot sullenly, as if resenting his

appearance. As Thornton waited for an explanation, she rose and picked

up her gloves.

"You'll have to tell him," she spoke roughly to her sister. "I'm going

over to mother's."

Thornton accompanied her to the door. Her air was defiant and sullen;

Thornton contemptuously refrained from questioning her.

"Well," he said, quietly, when he had returned. Something very bad was

to come; it had been hanging about in the air for months.

"Jarvis, I can't tell you; it's so awful. What shall we do? Poor Aunt

Mary and Aunt Sophie!"

"They have lost their money."

She nodded.

"Through Bradley?"

"Oh, Jarvis, I have brought you so much trouble; I am afraid I ought

not to have kept you here in Boston."

"I don't see how that could affect this," he replied kindly to her

irrelevant contrition. "Has it all gone?"

"I suppose so."

"How did he get hold of it?"

"I don't remember anything. Papa had it--all their money--to invest,

and he let Ruby's husband have it to put in wheat. It's all gone."

Thornton had heard that John Ellwell's sisters had been left a small

fortune by their father with strict directions to keep it out of their

brother's hands. They were two delicate maiden ladies, who had floated

about Europe aimlessly for a number of years, living in one

watering-place after another. Their refusal to have anything to do

with their brother had been one fruitful topic of family discussion. A

few years before, however, when American stocks were booming, the two

maiden ladies had withdrawn their hundred thousand from the woollen

mill where old Mr. Ellwell had placed it, and had given it to the

stock-broker for reinvestment. Their brother had always fascinated

them. He was clever, wicked perhaps, but so clever that he always got

into good things. The conclusion came shortly. For the last six months

Ellwell had managed to keep up the interest; now he had come to the

end of his rope, and he was about to commit suicide by selling his

seat in order to provide a pittance, at least, for his sisters.

Husband and wife sat silent for a long time.

"Why did Ruby come to break the news?" Thornton asked at last. His

wife looked at him timidly, then flushed.

"I suppose she thought we could do something; but what shall we do? We

never have anything left over."

The bolt had fallen; Thornton traced its course in a few little

moments.

"There is but one thing," he said, gently; "we must see that your

aunts do not starve, at least for the present."

"You'll have to give up your investigations and laboratory work, and

all that?"

She was striving to comprehend his situation, an effort that he had

planned for her that July day when they had become engaged.

"For the present."

"How can you love me? Your life would have been so different. You have

always said that you were equipped with ideal conditions, just enough

money to work as you liked. And now you can't escape unless I die."

He disliked to utter commonplace lies; although she spoke the truth in

her sudden realization of the facts to have him deny it, he could not

protest; so he kissed her instead and said, later:

"We can't reckon things that way." Her old look of misery came back.

"You can't win with me."

"But I have won love."

And she was appeased.

From that date he had become a man in the sordid sense of the word. He

had taken his father-in-law sternly in hand, presented the case

firmly, and showed him the extent of the sacrifice his worthless life

had made necessary. He paid from that day the normal income to the

Misses Ellwell's bankers, but he gave the stock-broker to understand

that was the end. Any further protection for him was not to be found

in this life.

A few months later he hung out his shingle as practising physician and

surgeon. There would be need enough of money in his life; the way to

get it was by using his acquaintances in Boston and practising only

about a few streets of the Back Bay. So at thirty he had begun the

ordinary routine of a well-connected physician--the profession he had

sneered at in his youth, the profession of polite humbug.

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