CHAPTER VIII.

I VISIT EDINBURGH AND LONDON.

A visit to Glasgow and to the relatives of my sister-in-law opened out

a different vista to me. This was a great manufacturing and commercial

city, which had far outgrown Edinburgh in population and wealth; but

the Edinburgh people still boasted of being the Athens of the north,

the ancient capital with the grandest historic associations. In Glasgow

I fell in with David Murray and his wife (of D. & W. Murray

Adelaide)--not quite so important a personage as be became later. Not a

relative of mine; but a family connection, for his brother William

married Helen Cumming, Mrs. J. B. Spence's sister. David Murray was

always a great collector of paintings, and especially of prints, which

last he left to the Adelaide Art Gallery. He was a close friend of my

brother John's until the death of the latter. One always enjoys meeting

with Adelaide people in other lands, and comparing the most recent

items of news. I went to Dumfries according to promise, and spent many

days with my old friend Mrs. Graham, but stayed the night always with

her sister, Mrs. Maxwell, wife of a printer and bookseller in the town.

Dumfries was full of Burns's relies and memorials. Mr. Gilfillan had

taken the likeness of Mrs. Burns and her granddaughter when he was a

young man, and Mrs. Maxwell corresponded with the granddaughter. It was

also full of associations with Carlyle. His youngest sister, Jean the

Craw, as she was called on account of her dark hair and complexion was

Mrs. Aitkin, a neighbour and close friend of Mrs. Maxwell. I was taken

to see her, and I suppose introduced as a sort of author, and she

regretted much that this summer Tom was not coming to visit her at

Dumfries. She was a brisk, cheery person, with some clever daughters,

who were friends of the Maxwell girls. When the Froude memorials came

out no one was more indignant than Jean the Craw--"Tom and his wife

always understood each other. They were not unhappy, though after her

death he reproached himself for some things."

I found that my friend had just as much to do from morning to night as

she could do, and I hoped with a great hope that "Uphill Work" would be

published, and all the world would see how badly capable and

industrious women were paid. I fancied that a three-volume novel would

be read, marked, and inwardly digested by everybody! But Mrs. Graham

was appreciated by the matron, the doctors, and by the people of

Dumfries, as she had not been in the village of Kirkbeen. Her

picturesque descriptions of life in the various colonies interested

home-staying folk, for she had the keenest observing faculties. There

was an old cousin of Uncle Handyside's who always turned the

conversation on to Russia, where he had visited successful brothers;

but his talk was not incisive. My cousin Agnes asked me when I supposed

this visit was paid, and I said a few years ago, probably, when she

laughed and said--"Nicol Handyside spent six weeks in Russia 30 years

ago, and he has been talking about it ever since." One visit I paid in

Edinburgh to an old lady from Melrose, who lived with a married

daughter. She had always been very deaf, and the daughter was out. With

great difficulty I got her to see by my card that my name was Spence.

"Are you Jessie Spence?" I shook my head. "No; Katie." "Are you Mary

Spence?" Another headshake, "No; I am Katie." "Then who are you?" She

could understand the negative by the headshaking, but not anything

else. I wanted a piece of paper or a slate badly, but the daughter came

in and made her mother understand that I was the middle Spence girl,

and then the old lady said, "It is a very hot country you come from,"

her only idea apparently of wonderful Australia. And to think that in

times long past some intriguing aunts tried very hard to arrange a

marriage between my father and the deaf young lady who had about 600

pounds a year in land in and near Melrose. She might have been my

mother! The idea was appalling! None of her children inherited the

deafness, and they took a fair proportion of good looks from their

father, for the mother was exceedingly homely. A brightlooking grandson

was on the rug looking through a bound volume of Punch, as my nephew in

Australia loved to do. The two mothers were school companions and

playmates.

My return to London introduced me to a wider range of society. I had

admissions to the Ladies' Gallery of the House of Commons from Sir

Charles Dilke, Professor Pearson's friend, and I had invitations to

stay for longer or shorter periods with people various in means, in

tastes, and in interests. To Mr. Hare I was especially drawn, and I

should have liked to join him and his family in their yearly walking

tour, which was to be through the Tyrol and Venice; but Aunt Mary

protested for two good and sufficient reasons. The first was that I

could not walk 16 or 20 miles a day, even in the mountains, which Katie

Hare said was so much easier than on the plains; and the second was

that to take six weeks out of my visit to the old country was a great

deal too much. If it could have done any good to proportional

representation I might have stood out; but it could not. For that I

have since travelled thousands of miles by sea and by land; and, though

not on foot, I have undergone much bodily fatigue and mental strain,

but in these early days of the movement it had only entered the

academic stage. My "Plea for Pure Democracy" had been written at a

white heat of enthusiasm. I do not think I ever before or since reached

a higher level. I took this reform more boldly than Mr. Mill, who

sought by giving extra votes for property and university degrees or

learned professions to cheek the too great advance of democracy. I was

prepared to trust the people; and Mr. Hare was also confident that, if

all the people were equitably represented in Parliament, the good would

be stronger than the evil. The wise would be more effectual than the

foolish. I do not think any one whom I met took the matter up so

passionately as I did; and I had a feeling that in our new colonies the

reform would meet with less obstruction than in old countries bound by

precedent and prejudiced by vested interests. Parliament was the

preserve of the wealthy in the United Kingdom. There was no property

qualification for the candidate in South Australia, and we had manhood

suffrage.

South Australia was the first community to give the secret ballot for

political elections. It had dispensed with Grand Juries. It had not

required a member of either House to stand a new election if he

accepted Ministerial office. Every elected man was eligible for office.

South Australia had been founded by doctrinaires, and occasionally a

cheap sneer had been levelled at it on that account; but, to my mind,

that was better than the haphazard way in which other colonies grew.

When I visited Sir Rowland Hill he was recognised as the great post

office reformer. To me he was also one of the founders of our province,

and the first pioneer of quota representation. When I met Matthew

Davenport Hill I respected him because he tried to keep delinquent boys

out of gaol, and promoted the establishment of reform schools; but I

also was grateful to him for suggesting to his brother the park lands

which surround Adelaide, and give us both beauty and health. To Col.

Light, who laid out the city so well, we owe the many open spaces and

squares; but he did not originate the idea of the park lands. Much of

the work of Mr. Davenport Hill and of his brother Frederick I took up

later with their niece (Miss C. E. Clark), and their ideas have been

probably more thoroughly carried out in South Australia than anywhere

else; but in 1865 I was learning a great deal that bore fruit

afterwards.

I fear it would make this narrative too long if I went into detail

about the interesting people I met. Florence and Rossamund Davenport

Hill introduced me to Miss Frances Power Cobbe, whose "Intuitive

Morals" I admired so much. At Sir Rowland Hill's I met Sir Walter

Crofter, a prison reformer; Mr. Wells, Editor of "All the Year Round;"

Charles Knight, who had done so much for good and cheap literature;

Madame Bodichon (formerly Barbara Smith), the great friend and

correspondent of George Eliot, who was interesting to me because by

introducing the Australian eucalyptus to Algeria she had made an

unhealthy marshy country quite salubrious. She had a salon, where I met

very clever men and women--English and French--and which made me wish

for such things in Adelaide. The kindness and hospitality that were

shown to me--an absolute stranger--by all sorts of people were

surprising. Mr. and Mrs. Westlake took me on Sunday to see Bishop

Colenso. He showed me the photo of the enquiring Zulu who made him

doubt the literal truth of the early books of the Bible, and presented

me with the people's edition of his work on the Pentateuch.

In all my travels and visits I saw little of the theatre or concert

room, and some of the candid confessions of Mrs. Oliphant might stand

for my own. I had read so many plays before I saw one that the

unreality of much of the acted drama impressed me unfavourably. The

asides in particular seemed impossible, and I think the more carefully

the pieces are put on the stage the more critical I become concerning

their probability; and when I hear the praise of the beautiful and

expensive theatrical wardrobes which, in the case of actresses seem to

set the fashion for the wealthy and well-born, I feel that it is a

costly means of making the story more unlikely. I seem to lose the

identity of the heroine who in two hours wears three or four different

toilettes complete. As Mrs. Oliphant did not identify the "nobody in

white tights" who rendered from "Twelfth Night" the lovely lines

beginning "That strain again; it had a dying fall" with the Orsino she

had imagined when reading the play, so I, who knew "She Stoops to

Conquer" almost by heart, was disappointed when I saw it on the stage.

I was taken to the opera once by Mr. and Mrs. Bakewell, and heard Patti

in "Don Giovanni," at Covent Garden, but opera of all kinds is wasted

on me. I liked some of the familiar airs and choruses, but all opera

needs far more make-believe than I am capable of. It is a pity that I

am so insensible to the youngest and the most progressive of the fine

arts. I am, however, in the good company of Mrs. Oliphant, who,

speaking of the musical parties in Eton, where she lived so long, for

the education of tier boys, writes in words that suit me perfectly: "In

one of these friends' houses a family quartet played what were rather

new and terrible to me--long sonatas and concerted pieces which filled

my soul with dismay. It is a dreadful confession to make, and proceeds

from want of education and instruction, but I fear any appreciation of

music I have is purely literary. I love a song and a 'tune;' the

humblest fiddler has sometimes given me the greatest pleasure, and

sometimes gone to my heart; but music, properly so called, the only

music that many of my friends would listen to, is to me a wonder and a

mystery. My mind wanders through adagios and andantes, gaping, longing

to understand. Will no one tell me what it means? I want to find the

old unhappy far off things which Wordsworth imagined in the Gaelic song

of the 'Highland Lass.' I feel out of it, uneasy, thinking all the time

what a poor creature I must be. I remember the mother of the sonata

players approaching me with beaming countenance on the occasion of one

of these performances, expecting the compliment which I faltered forth,

doing my best not to look insincere. 'And I have this every evening of

my life,' cried the triumphant mother. 'Good heavens, and you have

survived it all' was my internal response." But the worst thing is when

you do not expect a musical evening and this superior music is sprung

on you. Mrs. Webster and I were once invited to meet some very

interesting people, some of the best conversationalists in Melbourne,

and we were given high-class music instead, and scarcely could a remark

be exchanged when a warning finger was held up and silence insisted on.

I could not sing, but sometimes I attempted to hum a tune. I recollect

during my first visit to Melbourne, my little nephew Johnnie, delighted

in the rhymes and poems which I recited; but one day when I was ironing

I began to sing, and he burst out with "Don't sing, auntie; let me hear

the voice of your words." So for my own delectation I began

Wordsworth's "Leechgatherer"--

There was a roaring in the wind all night,

The rain came heavily and fell in floods;

But now the sun is rising calm and bright.

The birds are singing in the distant woods;

Over his own sweet voice the stock dove broods.

The jay makes answer as the magpie chatters,

And all the air is filled with pleasant noise of waters.

"Oh, that's pretty, auntie; say it again," I said it again, and yet

again, at his request, till he could almost repeat it. And he was not

quite 4 years old. He is still alive, and has not become a poet, which

was what I expected in those early days. He could repeat great screeds

of Browning's "Pied Piper of Hamelin," which was his especial

favourite. Music has often cheated me of what is to me the keenest

pleasure in life. Like Samuel Johnson, I enjoy greatly "good talk,"

though I never took such a dominant part in it. There are two kinds of

people who reduce me to something like silence--those who know too

little and those who know too much. My brother-in-law's friend, Mr.

Cowan, was a great talker, and a good one, but he scarcely allowed me a

fair share. He was also an admirable correspondent.

One predominant talker I met at Mr. Edwin Hill's--William Ellis, a

special friend of the Hills, and a noteworthy man. One needs to look

back 60 years to become conscious of how much English education was in

the hands of the church. Not only the public schools and the university

were overshadowed by the Established Church, but what schools were

accessible to the poor were a sort of appanage to the rectory, and the

teachers were bound to work for the good of the church and the

convenience of the incumbent. The commercial schools, which were

independent of the church, to which Non-conformists sent their boys,

were satirised by Dickens, and they deserved the satire. The masters

were generally incompetent, and the assistant teachers or ushers were

the most miserable in regard to payment and status. William Ellis

expended large sums of money, and almost all his leisure, in

establishing secular schools that were good for something. He called

them Birkbeck schools, thus doing honour to the founder of mechanics'

institutes, and perhaps the founder of the first of these schools; and

he taught what he called social science in them himself. He was the

Senor Ferrer of England; and, though he escaped martyrdom in the more

enlightened country he was looked on suspiciously by those who

considered education that was not founded on revealed religion and

permeated by its doctrines as dangerous and revolutionary.

But there was one great personage who saw the value of those teachings

on things that make for human happiness and intellectual freedom, and

that was the Prince Consort. He asked William Ellis to give some

lessons to the eldest of the Royal children--the Princess Victoria,

Prince Edward (our present King), and Prince Alfred, afterwards Duke of

Saxe-Coburg. Mr. Ellis said all three were intelligent, and Princess

Victoria exceptionally so. What a tragedy it was--more so than that of

many an epic or drama--that the Princess Royal and the husband of her

choice, who had educated themselves and each other to take the reins of

the German Empire, and had drawn up so many Plans for the betterment of

the general conditions of the people, should, on their accession to

power, have met death standing on the steps of the throne; and that

only a powerless widow should have been left without much authority

over her masterful son. But my firm belief is that in many of the

excellent things that the Kaiser William has done for his people, he is

working on the plans that had been committed to writing by the Crown

Prince and Princess. Her father's memory was so dear to the Crown

Princess that anything he had suggested to her was cherished all her

life; and I do not doubt that these early lessons on the right relation

of human beings to each other--the social science which regards human

happiness as depending on justice and toleration--is even now bearing

fruit in the Fatherland. Shortsighted mortals see the immediate

failures, but in the larger eye of the Infinite and the Eternal there

is always progress towards better things from every honest attempt to

remedy injustice, and to increase knowledge.

I arranged for a week in Paris with my young friends, Rosa and Symonds

Clark, of Hazelwood, and we travelled as far as Paris with the Hare

family, who went on to the Tyrol. We enjoyed the week. Louis Napoleon

appeared then to be quite secure on his throne, and we saw the fetes

and illuminations for his birthday. What a day and night of rain it

was! But the thousands of people, joyful and good-humoured under

umbrellas or without them--gave us a favourable impression of Parisian

crowds. In London I had been with Mr. Cowan in the crush to the

theatre. It was contrary to his principles to book seats, and I never

was so frightened in my life. I thought a London crowd rough and

merciless. I was the only one of the party who could speak any French,

and I spoke it badly, and had great difficulty in following French

conversations; but we got into a hotel where no English was spoken, and

managed to pull through. But we did not know a soul, and I think we did

not learn so much from our week's sightseeing as we should have done if

Miss Katie Hare had stayed the week with us.

I then paid a visit to Birmingham, and spent a week at the sittings of

the British Association. By subscribing a guinea I was made an

Associate, and some of the sessions were very interesting, but much too

deep for me. I sat out a lecture on the Higher Mathematics, by

Professor Henry Smith, to whom Professor Pearson gave me an

introduction, in hopes that I might visit Oxford; but he was going

abroad, and I could not go to Oxford if I knew nobody--especially

alone. I went, however, to Carr's Lane Chapel, where a humble friend

had begged me to go, because there she had been converted, and there

the Rev. R. W. Dale happened to preach on "Where prayer was wont to be

made." He said that consecration was not due to a Bishop or to any

ecclesiastical ceremony, but to the devout prayers and praise of the

faithful souls within it--that thousands over Scotland and England, and

others in America, Australia, and New Zealand, look back to words which

they had heard and praises and prayers in which they had joined as the

holiest times in their lives. I thought of my good Mrs. Ludlow, and

thanked God for her. When Mr. Cowan took me to the church in Essex

place where he and his friend Wren used to hear Mr. W. J. Fox, M.P. for

Oldham, preach, a stranger, a young American, was there. I found out

afterwards he was Moncure Conway, and he gave us a most striking

discourse. There was going on in Birmingham at this time a controversy

between the old Unitarians and the new. In the Church of the Messiah

the old ministers gave a series of sermons on the absolute truth of the

New Testament miracles. The Old Testament he was quite willing to give

up, but he pinned his faith on those wrought by Christ and His

apostles. Some of the congregation told me they had never thought of

doubting them before, but the more Mr. B. defended them as the bulwarks

of Christianity, the more they felt that our religion rested on other

foundations. I saw a good deal of the industrial life of Birmingham,

and had a sight of the Black Country by day and by night. Joseph

Chamberlain was then a young man; I believe he was a Sunday school

teacher. The Unitarian Sunday Schools taught writing and arithmetic as

well as reading. In the terrible lack of national day schools many of

the poor had no teaching at all but what was given on Sundays, and no

time on other days of the week to learn anything. I could not help

contrasting the provision made by the parish schools of Scotland out of

the beggarly funds or tithes given for church and schools out of the

spoils of the Ancient Church by the Lords of the Congregation.

Education was not free, but it was cheap, and it was general. Scotchmen

made their way all over the world better than Englishmen mainly because

they were better educated. The Sunday school was not so much needed,

and was much later in establishing itself in Scotland. Good Hannah More

taught girls to read the Bible under a spreading tree in her garden

because no church would give her a place to teach in. "If girls were

taught to read where would we get servants?" It was an early cry.

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