CHAPTER LXXIV

Juliet, thus escaped from the eminent and terrific dangers to which she

had been exposed, entered the farm-house with a glowing delight diffused

over her countenance, that instinctively communicated a participating

pleasure to the people of the farm; and caused her to be received with

an hospitality that might have contented the expectations of an old

friend.

Nothing so unfailingly ensures, or rather creates a welcome, as

cheerfulness; cheerfulness! so beautifully, by Addison, called an Hymn

to the Divinity! Whether it be, that the view of sprightliness seems the

fore-runner of pleasure to ourselves; or whether we judge all within to

be innocent, where all without is serene; various, according to

sentiment, or circumstance, as may be the motive, the result is nearly

universal; that those who approach us with cheerfulness, are sure to be

met with kindness. Cheerfulness is as distinct from insipid placidity as

from buoyant spirits; it seems to indicate a disposition of thankful

enjoyment for all that can be attained of good, blended with resignation

upon principle to all that must be endured of evil.

Her first care was to satisfy her two still wondering conductors, who

proved to be sons to the master of the farm, by giving to each

half-a-crown; that they might not lose their time, she told them, by

waiting till she had settled her business with their father: and, after

doubling her caresses to her protector, Dash, she sent them back to

their work; manifestly glad that they had not affronted a young woman,

who knew how to behave herself, they said, so handsomely.

She now begged an audience of the farmer, to whom she resolved to

communicate her alarming adventure at the hut.

The farmer, who was surrounded by his family and his labourers, to whom

he was issuing orders, desired her to speak out at once.

Juliet could by no means consent to publish so dark and uncertain a

history to so many hearers; she again, therefore, entreated to address

him in private.

He had come home, he answered, only to take a mug of beer; for the

plough was in the field: however, she might call again, if she would, at

dinner-time; but he had no time to give to talk in a morning.

And forth he went, whistling, and hallooing after his labourers, as he

jogged his way.

She then applied to his bustling, sturdy wife; but with no better

success; who was to feed the poultry? who was to give the wash to the

pigs? who was to churn the butter? if she threw away her time by

gossipping in the morning?

The rest of the family consisted of three grown up daughters, and four

or five children. The daughters, though more civil, because less

voluntarily busy, and, as yet, less interested than their parents, were

too inexperienced to give any assistance, or form any judgment upon such

an affair; Juliet, therefore, who was sinking with fatigue and

emptiness, and who desired nothing so much as to remain for some time

under any safe roof, begged, of the young women, a bason of bread and

milk for her breakfast; and permission to stay at the farm till the hour

of dinner.

These requests were granted without the smallest demur, even before she

produced her purse; which they viewed with no small surprize, saying

that they hoped they were not so near, as to take money for a little

bread and milk of a traveller; but that, if she must needs do it, she

might give a small matter to the children.

Recollecting, now, her rustic and ordinary garb, and fearing to awaken

suspicion, or curiosity, she put a penny a-piece into the hands of two

little boys and a girl.

It was then that she saw how far she was removed from the capital; in

the precincts of which the poor and the labourer are almost constantly

rapacious, or necessitous. The high price to be obtained, there, for

whatever is marketable, makes generosity demand too great a sacrifice,

save from the exalted few; who, still in all places, and in all classes,

are, by the candid observer, occasionally, to be found. But in this

obscure hamlet, where plenty was not bribed away to sale, this little

donation was received with as much amazement as joy; and the children

scampered to the dairy, and to the plough-field, to shew it first to

mammy, and then to dad.

Juliet, having taken her simple repast, strolled into a small meadow,

just without the farm-yard; where she seated herself upon a style, to

enjoy, at once, the fragrant air, and personal repose.

The prospect here, though less sublime in itself, and less exalting in

the ideas which it inspired, than that of the lonely and majestic

beauty, which had so powerfully charmed her, visually and

intellectually, in the midst of the New Forest; was yet gay, varied,

verdant and lovely. On the opposite side of a winding and picturesque

road, by which the greater part of the hedge around the meadow was

skirted, was situated a small Gothic church; of which the steeple was

nearly over-run with ivy, and the porch, half sunk into the ground, from

the ravages of time and of neglect; wearing, all together, the air of a

venerable ruin. Further on, and built upon a gentle acclivity, stood a

clean white cottage, evidently appropriated to the instruction of youth,

or rather childhood; to which sundry little boys and girls, each with a

book, or with needle-work, in his hand, were trudging with anxious

speed. Juliet spoke to each of them as they passed; pleased with their

innocent prattle, and gathering alternately, from their native

intelligence, or gaping stupidity, food to amuse her mind, with

predictions of their future characters. Sheep were browsing upon a

distant heath; cows were watering in a neighbouring stream; and two

beautiful colts were prancing and skipping, with all the bounding vigour

of untamed liberty, in the meadow. Geese, turkies, cocks and hens, ducks

and pigs, peopled the farm-yard; keeping up an almost constant chorus of

rural noises; which, at first, stunned her ears, but which, afterwards,

entertained her fancy, by drawing her observation to their various

habits and ways. The children came, jumping, to play around her; and her

friend Dash, discovering her retreat, frequently left the wood-cutters

to bound forwards, and court her caresses.

The young women of the house, to divert their several labours of

weeding, churning, or washing, occasionally, also, joined her, for the

pleasure of a little chat; which they by no means, like their father or

mother, held in contempt. Juliet received them with an urbanity that

gave such a zest to their little visits, that it served to quicken their

work, that they might quicken their return; and, with the eldest, she

changed the bonnet of Debby Dyson, for one that was plainer, and yet

more coarse.

There was nothing in these young persons of sufficient 'mark or

likelihood' to make them attractive to Juliet; but she was glad to earn

their good will; and not sorry to learn what were their occupations;

conscious that a dearth of useful resources, was a principal cause, in

adversity, of FEMALE DIFFICULTIES.

Here, then, Juliet formed a project to rest, till her own should be

removed; or, at least, till she could obtain some intelligence, that

might guide her uncertain steps: this seemed the spot upon which she

might find repose; this seemed the juncture for enjoying quiet and

tranquility in the country life; to which she desired to devote the

residue of the time that might still be destined to suspense.--Here,

retirement would be soothing, and even seclusion supportable, from the

charm of the scenery, the beauty of the walks, the guileless characters,

and vivifying activity of the inhabitants of the farm-house; and the

fragrant serenity of all around. Here, peace and plenty were the result

of industry; and primitive, though not polite hospitality, was the

offspring of natural trust. If there was no cultivation, there was no

art; if there was no refinement, there were integrity and good will.

She applied, therefore, to her new young acquaintances, to promote her

plan with their parents. They lost not a moment in making the

arrangement; and Juliet was immediately installed in a small chamber,

upon the attic-story. She settled that she should eat from their table,

but alone; for she dreaded remark or discovery. No terms were fixed; a

little matter, they said, would suffice; and Juliet saw that she had

nothing to fear from imposition; every face in the family bearing the

mark, or the promise, of steady honesty.

Nor, indeed, could any price be exorbitant to Juliet, that could procure

some relief to her fears, and some respite from her toils. Her first

care was to obtain, through her new friends, implements for writing; and

then to transmit, in detail, assurances of her present safety, and even

comfort, to Gabriella; from whom she entreated intelligence, whether

pursuit and enquiry were still active.

As fearful, now, of the name of Ellis, as, heretofore, she had been of

that of Granville, she desired that the answer might be directed, under

cover to 'Master Simmers, Farmer, at ----, near the New Forest;' and that

the enclosed letter might have no other address than, 'For the young

Woman who lodges at the Farm.'

Again, then, she returned to the meadow, which, now her mind was more at

ease, seemed adorned with added verdure, freshness, and beauty. Here,

pensive, yet not without consolation, she past the day.

The next, she rambled a few paces further, and found out a cottage, in a

situation of the most romantic loveliness, in which two labourers, and

their wives, resided with their mother; a cheerful, pleasing old woman,

with whom Juliet was immediately in amity.

She visited, also, the school; made acquaintance with its mistress, who

appeared to be a sensible and worthy woman; and captivated the easy

hearts of the little scholars, by the playful manner in which she

noticed their occupations, encouraged their diligence, and assisted them

to learn their lessons.

She aided, also, the young women of the farm, in various of the lighter

domestic offices that fell to their share; and amused, at once, and

instructed her own mind, by opening a new road for admiration of the

wondrous works of the Great Creator, in observing and studying the

various animals abounding in and about the farm. The remark and

attention of a few days, sufficed to shew her, not only as much

difference in the interiour nature of the four-footed and of the

plumaged race, as there is in their hides or their feathers; but nearly,

or, perhaps, quite as much diversity, in their dispositions, as in those

of their haughty human masters; though the means of manifestation bore

no comparison. In fixing her attention upon them, in following their

motions, and considering their actions; she found that though the same

happy instinct guided them all alike to self-preservation, the degrees

of skill with which they discovered the shortest and best method for

attaining what they coveted, were infinite; yet not more striking than

the variety of their humours; kind, complying, generous; or fierce,

selfish, and gloomy, in their intercourse with one another. _Le droit du

plus fort_, (the right of strength,) though the most ordinary, was by no

means the only, or the universal basis of animal legislation. Dexterity

and sagacity find ascendance wherever there is animation: and

propensities benign and social, or malignant and savage, as palpably

distinguish beast from beast, and bird from bird, as man from his

fellow.

What an inexhaustible source was here, to a thinking being, both for

information and entertainment! Oh Providence Divine! she cried, how

minute is the perfection, yet how grand the harmony of thy works!

Still, however, she sought vainly to obtain the requested conference.

The farmer, whose thoughts were absorbed exclusively in the interests of

his farm, was always too busy to afford her any time, and too

indifferent to give her any attention. As she lodged in the house, he

could hear her, he said, when he should be more at leisure; and all her

eloquence was ineffectual, either to awaken his curiosity, or to excite

his benevolence, by intimations of the importance, or of the haste, of

the business which she wished to communicate. 'Ay, girl, ay,' he would

reply; 'by and by will do just as well.'

But by and by came not! When she endeavoured to catch a moment, at the

hour of breakfast, the whole day, he would cry, was as good as thrown

away, if a man lost a moment of his morning: yet if she solicited his

hearing in the evening, he would cordially offer her some bread and

cheese, and beer; but rise from them himself, heavy and sleepy, to go to

bed; saying, 'Hark y', my girl; when you've worked as hard as a farmer,

you'll be as glad of your night's rest.'

If she sought him in the middle of the day, he was always surrounded by

his family, and by labourers, from whom he would never step apart;

telling her to speak out what she had to say, and to fear nothing and

nobody.

Farming, she soon found, he regarded as the only art of life worth

cultivation, or even worth attention; every other seemed to him

superfluous or silly. A woman, therefore, as she could neither plough

the field, nor mow the corn, he considered as every way an inferiour

being: and, like the savages of uncivilised nature, he would scarcely

have allowed a female a place at his board, but for the mitigation given

to his contempt, from regarding her as the mother of man.

The sex, therefore, of Juliet, was here wholly against her; and youth

and beauty, those powerful combatants of misanthropy! were necessarily

without influence, where they were never looked at: Could they ripen his

corn? or make his hay? No; What then, was their value?

Nevertheless, he treated neither his wife nor his daughters ill; he only

considered them as his servants: and when they were diligent and useful,

he praised them and gave them presents; and, when their work was done,

suffered them to seek what diversion they pleased, without interference

or controul. The females were indifferent, and therefore contented;

though neither confidential nor affectionate.

The sons, on the contrary, were open, boisterous, and daring;

domineering over their sisters, and mocking their mother; while they

nearly shared, with their partial father, both his authority and his

profits.

In a family such as this, Juliet had no chance of softening the languor

of her suspense by society; and books, its best substitute, had never

found their way into the farm-house; save an odd volume or two of

trials, sundry tracts upon farriery, and various dismal old ballads.

The first charm of this rural residence, consisting in its views and

its walks, soon lost something of its animation to Juliet, through the

restriction of fear, which impeded her from roving beyond the

neighbourhood of the farm. And though the beautiful prospect from the

meadow, and the air and exercise of mounting to the school, might

permanently have afforded her delight, if shared with some loved friend,

or enjoyed with some good author; she became, in a short time, through

the total deprivation of either, nearly as languid from monotony

without, as she was wearied by ungenial intercourse within.

On Sunday, after they had all been to church, the young women proposed

to accompany her in a stroll; and the hope of a romantic ramble without

danger, induced her acceptance of the invitation. This, however, was an

essay which she did not feel tempted to repeat. She found that their

only idea of taking a stroll, was to get away from home; and their only

object of pursuit, was to encounter their several sweethearts. They

walked not for exercise; they had more than enough in their daily

occupations. They walked not for air; they rarely spent an hour of the

day under shelter. They walked still less in search of rural views, or

picturesque beauties; they saw them not; or, rather, they saw them too

constantly to heed them. Their chosen scene was the high road; along

which they leisurely, but merrily sauntered, to enjoy,--not the verdure

of the adjacent fields, or wood; not the freshness of the salubrious

breeze; not the charm, here and there occasionally bursting upon the

sight, of sloping hills, or flowery dales; but to watch for every

distant cloud of rising dust, that announced, or that promised the

approach of a horse, cart, or waggon.

What, to these, was the pleasure of situation? Juliet saw, with concern,

that all which, to herself, would have solaced a similar way of life, to

them was null. Accustomed from their infancy to beautiful scenery, they

looked at it as a thing of course, without pleasure or admiration;

because without that which fixes all worldly acceptation of

happiness,--comparison.

The mother, whose existence, from the fear and from the commands of her

husband, was laborious; and, from her own love of saving, penurious; had

scarcely even any idea of pleasure, beyond what accrued from feeding her

rabbits, fattening her hogs, and carrying her eggs and poultry to a good

market.

The farmer, whose will had no controul, either from himself or his

family; and who indulged his own humours in the same proportion that he

kept theirs in awe, had yet a master; and a master more despotic and

ungovernable than himself,--the Weather! to whose power, however, he by

no means submitted tamely. The whole house rang with the violence of his

rage, if the rain fell while his hay were cutting or stacking; and he

could scarcely swallow his dinner for chagrin, if it failed to fall when

his peas wanted filling: his imprecations were those of a man provoked

by the grossest personal injury, if a sharp wind came not at his

bidding, when he perceived insects crawling upon the leaves of his

fruit-trees in the orchard; and his whole family trembled, as if

immediate ruin, or an earthquake were impending, when he claimed, and

claimed in vain, the sun to ripen his corn.

Juliet now found, that a farmer is sensible to no happiness, that a gust

of wind, a shower of rain, or the beams of the sun; as they meet, or

oppose, his wishes; does not confirm, or may not destroy.

The storms, nevertheless, raised by this man of the elements, were from

causes too obvious to create surprize; and they were known to be too

harmless in their operations, to occasion any other movement in his

household, than that of a general struggle which should first get out of

his way till they were blown over: but, to a stranger, to Juliet, they

were more tremendous, because as foreign to the habits of her life, as

they were ungenial to her nature. To change therefore, a scene so

continually overcast, she took leave of the family, thankfully repaying

the services which she had received; and left the farm, to lodge herself

with the pleasing old woman, who had won her favour, in the beautifully

picturesque cottage in the neighbourhood.

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