CHAPTER LXX

Various customers, though for small purchases, had, from time to time,

interrupted, but not broken this narration. The Baronet respectfully

made way for whoever came, but resumed his place the instant that it was

vacated; spending the interval in selecting new pieces of ribbon; till,

ere the history was finished, not a remnant of that article remained

unsold. It was his purpose, he gallantly said, to present a top-knot,

for a twelve-month to come, to every fair syren who, either by face,

voice, shape, feature, complexion, size, air, or manner, should afford

him so much pleasure as to remind him, however transiently, of the

adorable haberdasher, whose taper fingers had put it into his

possession.

Gabriella interrupted these compliments, to observe, with some anxiety,

two strange men, who were sauntering up and down the street, and who,

from time to time, peeped in at the window.

'And how can they do any better?' said the Baronet; 'unless you invite

them into your apartments? 'Tis precisely what I shall enact myself, if

you turn me out of doors! Do you fancy you are to dart yourselves, you

and your mischievous partner, into as many hearts as you can find

spectators, and then bid your poor wounded gazers go lie down and bleed,

in the kennel, like so many puppies; without allowing them even a

lamenting yell, or friendly barking, to call themselves into notice

before they give up the ghost? I pity the poor caitiffs with all my

heart.

'A fellow-feeling makes one wond'rous kind!'[2]

[Footnote 2: Garrick.]

'Let me, however, hope, that the seductive tale which I have been

quaffing, has not intoxicated all my senses only to my own destruction!

that my poor nerves have not been pierced and pinched; that my feelings

have not been twitched and tweaked, and my senses scared and confounded,

only to drag my own crazy folly into fuller view!'

He paused a few minutes, during which Gabriella began making out the

account of her ribbons; and then, with a mild voice, but an arch brow,

'Hear me,' he resumed, 'my dulcet frog! for such, you know, is your

destined classification in this country; hear, and under your auspices

let me proceed. If this fair marvellous Wanderer,--in her birth no

longer an Incognita, yet an Incognita still in her history; will venture

to put herself under my protection,--honourably I mean; so don't frown!

for nothing so spoils the forehead! Besides, who can look at you, and

not mean honourably? With all your sweetness, there is a fire in your

eye, that, if I harboured a naughty idea, only for a moment, would, I

see plainly, consume me. Let us, however, talk the matter over with

becoming seriousness. It may, perchance, be less difficult than you may

imagine, to establish your fair journeywoman's rights.'

'O make the attempt, then,' cried Gabriella; 'exert yourself in so noble

a trial!'

'A little activity,' he continued, 'and a great deal of menacing,

adroitly put in play, will now and then do wonders. A little money, too,

dexterously handled, rarely does much harm. When Lord Denmeath sees all

these at work, take my word for it, he will think twice, before he will

let them operate upon the public. We like mighty well to reap the fruits

of our address in the world; but we have a sagacious tendency to keeping

our ways and means to ourselves. Lord Denmeath, after all, as a worldly

man, does but his office, in putting to sleep his conscience for the

better keeping awake his interest. This is simply in the ordinary course

of things: but, when the blood that is youthful is not generous; when

life is begun with the crafty hardness that years, experience, and

disappointment have given to those who are ending it; when we see even

striplings, who ought to be made up of wild romance, and credulous

enthusiasm, meanly, basely, heartlessly, for a few pitiful thousands,

suffer an orphan to be cheated, despoiled of her rank in life, and made

an alien to her country, as well as to her family;--then it is, that I

curse Vanity as an imp of darkness, and Pride as a demon of hell! When a

boy like Lord Melbury, a young girl such as Lady Aurora--'

'They are innocent, Sir Jaspar! they are noble! they are faultless!'

called out Juliet, eagerly returning to the shop; 'they dream not of my

claims; they have not the most distant idea that I have the honour to

belong to their house. Innocent? they are meritorious! Conceiving me

simply a helpless, unpatronized, and indigent Wanderer, they have

treated me with a kindness, a consideration, an heavenly benevolence,

that, towards a stranger so forlorn, could have been dictated only by

the most angelic of natures!'

'Astonishing! incredible!' exclaimed Sir Jaspar. 'What! do they not know

your story? Have you made no appeal to their justice, their affections?'

'You will cease, Sir, to wonder, and cease also, I hope, to question me,

when I tell you that here, even here, I have not made my situation

known! here, even here,--to the friend of my heart, the confidant of my

life, the loved and honoured descendant of the house by which I have

been preserved, and from which alone I hope for protection! Judge then,

how powerful must be my motives for secresy! And she,--she submits to my

silence! Too high-minded for distrust, too nobly mistress of herself for

impatience; and conscious that even a wish, expressed, would to me have

the force of a command, she waits my time! She knows the most dire and

barbarous obstacles could alone lead me to reserve and concealment,

where my softest consolation would be openness and sympathy!'

Gabriella could offer no answer but by wide extended arms, with which

Juliet, gushing into tears, was fondly encircled; while the Baronet,

touched, amazed, and enchanted, repeatedly wiped his eyes; when

Gabriella, observing, again, at the window, one of the men of whom she

had spoken, whispered Juliet to compose herself, or to retire.

There was not time: Riley, who had seen her, bounced into the shop.

'Ah, ha, I have caught you at last, have I, Demoiselle?' he cried,

rubbing his hands with joy. 'I could not devise where the deuce you had

hidden yourself. I only knew you were in some shabby little bit of a

shop in this street. And who do you think is my author for this

intelligence?--Won't you guess?--Why Surly! your old friend, Surly!'

Apprehensive of some attack similar to that which she had endured at

Brighthelmstone, Juliet ventured not to speak, though she felt too

anxious to withdraw: while Sir Jaspar, extremely curious, repeated, 'Old

Surly?' in a tone that invited explanation.

'The same, faith! He's come over o' purpose to hunt you out,

Demoiselle.'

'Me?' cried Juliet, changing colour; 'and why?--And who is he?'

'Who is he? Well! that's droll, faith! Why you have not forgotten your

old crony, the pilot?'

Juliet looked down, to conceal the alarm with which she was seized.

'Why, I'll tell you how it all happened,' continued Riley, mounting upon

the counter, as he might have mounted upon his horse; 'I'll tell you how

it all happened. About a month ago, in one of my rambles, I met Master

Surly; and, for old acquaintance sake, I was prodigiously glad to see

him: for I like, as a curiosity, to shew John Bull a Mounseer that i'n't

a milk-sop. So we talked over our voyage; but when I told him that I had

met with the Demoiselle at Brighthelmstone; and that she had cast off

her slough, and was grown a beauty; he asked me a hundred questions, and

said that, most likely, she was a person of whom he was in search; and

after whom there had been a great hue and cry.'

Juliet now opened various small drawers, shutting them almost at the

same moment; but always with her face turned from Riley.

'Well, we parted, and I saw no more of him, and thought no more of him

neither, faith! till this very morning, when I popt upon him, all at

once, in Piccadilly. And then, he told me that he was just come from

Brighthelmstone, where he had been looking for you.'

Juliet though in a tremour that shook her whole frame, faintly said,

'And why?'

'Because, by my account of you, he was satisfied you must be the very

person that he was commissioned to find.'

Juliet now seemed scarcely able to sustain herself. Gabriella and Sir

Jaspar saw, with deep concern, her emotion; but Riley, unobservant, went

on.

'At Brighton, he had discovered that you had journied up to town, in the

stage. And he came up after you, in the very same carriage, only

yesterday. And, by means of a boy at the inn, who had called your

hackney-coach, he had just found out coachy; who informed him, that he

had set down a pretty young damsel, that had arrived from Brighton about

a week ago, at a small shop in Frith-street, Soho. Upon that, I offered

to help him in his search; and we jogged on to these quarters together:

for I always liked you, Demoiselle, and always had a prodigious mind to

know who you were. But the deuce a bit would you ever tell me. So we

have been sauntering and maundering up and down the street, one on one

side, and t'other on t'other, in search of you; peeping and peering into

every shop, and lounging and squinting at every window. We have had the

devil of a job of it to find you, Demoiselle; we have, faith!--But my

best sport will be to make Monsieur Surly look you full in the face, as

I did myself, without knowing you! though he pretends that that's all

one. The French always say that to every thing that they don't like;

_c'est egal!_ cries Monsieur, whenever he's put out of his way. However,

old Surly stands to it, that he shall discover you in a twinkling; for

he's got your description.'

'My description?' Juliet repeated; in a tone of terrour.

'Ay; and there he is, faith! on t'other side the way! An old owl!' cried

Riley; striding to the door, and calling aloud, 'Surly! old Surly! Come

over, Mounseer Surly!'

Juliet was now precipitately gliding into the little room; but Sir

Jaspar, intercepting her flight, warmly entreated, whatever might be her

fears or her difficulties, to be accepted as her protector: and, while

she was struggling, with speechless impatience, to pass him, the pilot,

pulled into the shop by Riley, stood full before her; stared hardily in

her face; looked at a paper which he held in his hand, and, grinning

horribly a scoffing smile, walked away, without speaking.

Juliet, who seemed nearly fainting, was drawn tenderly into the

adjoining room by Gabriella; who was herself in almost equal

consternation.

'A pretty feat you have performed here, Sir! An admirable exploit!' said

Sir Jaspar, angrily, to Riley; who, laughing heartily at the savage

satisfaction of the pilot, had re-mounted the counter. 'And what sort of

man must you be to find it so dulcet and recreative, to give chace to a

timid, defenceless lamb?'

'What sort of man?' returned Riley; 'faith, I don't know! I don't,

faith! But who does? If you can tell me the man who knows himself,

you'll do more than has been done yet since the days of old Adam. I

never trouble myself with vain researches, and combinations, and

developments, and metaphysical analysings. What do they do for us,

beside cracking our skulls? They only leave us where they found us;

forced to eat and drink, and sleep and wake, and live and die, just the

same, since all the discoveries of Newton, as we did before we knew a

square from an angle.'

'O ho, you are a philosopher, Sir, then, are you?' said Sir Jaspar; 'a

Cynic? guided by contempt of mankind?'

'Not a whit! I only follow my humour. If that happens to please my

friends, so much the better; if not, I am but little "of the melting

mood;" I go on all the same. I never stop to weigh opinion in the scale

of my proceedings.'

'And do you never weigh humanity, neither, Sir? the feelings of others?

the good or ill of society?'

'No! I never think of all that. I let the world take its own course, as

I take mine. I have long had a craving desire to know who this girl is;

and she would never tell me. Her obstinacy doubles my curiosity; and

when my curiosity gets at the helm, it does just what it will with me.

It does, faith!'

Gabriella, now returning, demanded of Riley what business detained him

in the shop, with an air of dignity that surprised him into making

something like an apology; to which he added, that he only stayed to

have a little further parley with the demoiselle.

That young lady was indisposed, and could be spoken to no more.

'Indisposed?' he repeated; 'I am sorry for that! I am, faith! Poor

demoiselle! she has been liberal enough of diversion to me, one way or

another. However, I shall soon discover who she is; for I know where to

catch Master Surly; and he says he is promised a thumping reward, if he

finds that she is the right person. He is but an agent, poor Surly: but

he expects his principal, with the cash, over every hour; if he i'n't

landed already.'

Gabriella, who had returned to the little parlour, perceived, now, that

the face of Juliet looked convulsed with horrour. She procured her a

glass of hartshorn and water; and entreated the Baronet, who seemed

transfixed with concern, to force Riley away; and to be gone, also,

himself.

Sir Jaspar could not refuse compliance; but neither could he deny

himself advancing, for an instant, to say, in a low voice, to Juliet,

'Bow not down your lovely head, sweet lilly! I have friends who will

find means to succour and protect you, be who will your assaulter!'

Offering Riley, then, a place in his chariot, and dropping, as he

passed, his purse into the till-box, he drove off, with his new

acquaintance.

For some minutes, excess of terrour robbed Juliet of speech, and of all

power of exertion; but when, by the cares and soothings of Gabriella,

she was, in some degree, restored, 'Oh my beloved friend!' she cried,

'we must part again,--immediately part!'

A tear stole down the cheek of Gabriella as she heard this

annunciation; but she offered no remonstrance; she permitted herself no

enquiry; her eye alone said, 'Why, why this!'

Juliet saw, but shrunk from this mute eloquence, hastily arranging

herself for going out; making up a packet of linen to carry in her hand,

and hanging a loaded work-bag upon her arm.

Casting herself, then, into the arms of her friend, 'Oh my Gabriella,'

she cried, 'I must fly,--instantly fly!--or entail a misery upon the

rest of my existence too horrible for description! Whither,--which way

to go, I know not,--but I must be hidden from all mankind!--To-morrow I

will write to you;--constantly I will write to you,--dear, generous,

noblest of friends, farewell, farewell!'

They embraced, mingled their tears, embraced again, and separated.

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