An old man from Warren, called Dr. Gilmore, was then introduced on

the part of the defense. He swore that he had known Fisher for several

years; that Fisher had resided at his house a long time at each of two

different spells--once while he built a barn for him, and once while

he was doctored for some chronic disease; that two or three years ago

Fisher had a serious hurt in his head by the bursting of a gun, since

which he had been subject to continued bad health and occasional

aberration of mind. He also stated that on last Tuesday, being the same

day that Maxcy arrested William Trailor, he (the doctor) was from home

in the early part of the day, and on his return, about eleven o'clock,

found Fisher at his house in bed, and apparently very unwell; that he

asked him how he came from Springfield; that Fisher said he had come by

Peoria, and also told of several other places he had been at more in the

direction of Peoria, which showed that he at the time of speaking did

not know where he had been wandering about in a state of derangement.

He further stated that in about two hours he received a note from one of

Trailor's friends, advising him of his arrest, and requesting him to go

on to Springfield as a witness, to testify as to the state of Fisher's

health in former times; that he immediately set off, calling up two

of his neighbors as company, and, riding all evening and all night,

overtook Maxcy and William at Lewiston in Fulton County; that Maxcy

refusing to discharge Trailor upon his statement, his two neighbors

returned and he came on to Springfield. Some question being made as to

whether the doctor's story was not a fabrication, several acquaintances

of his (among whom was the same postmaster who wrote Keys, as before

mentioned) were introduced as sort of compurgators, who swore that they

knew the doctor to be of good character for truth and veracity, and

generally of good character in every way.

Here the testimony ended, and the Trailors were discharged, Arch. and

William expressing both in word and manner their entire confidence that

Fisher would be found alive at the doctor's by Galloway, Mallory, and

Myers, who a day before had been despatched for that purpose; which

Henry still protested that no power on earth could ever show Fisher

alive. Thus stands this curious affair. When the doctor's story

was first made public, it was amusing to scan and contemplate the

countenances and hear the remarks of those who had been actively in

search for the dead body: some looked quizzical, some melancholy, and

some furiously angry. Porter, who had been very active, swore he always

knew the man was not dead, and that he had not stirred an inch to hunt

for him; Langford, who had taken the lead in cutting down Hickox's

mill-dam, and wanted to hang Hickox for objecting, looked most

awfully woebegone: he seemed the "victim of unrequited affection," as

represented in the comic almanacs we used to laugh over; and Hart, the

little drayman that hauled Molly home once, said it was too damned bad

to have so much trouble, and no hanging after all.

I commenced this letter on yesterday, since which I received yours of

the 13th. I stick to my promise to come to Louisville. Nothing new here

except what I have written. I have not seen ______ since my last trip,

and I am going out there as soon as I mail this letter.

Yours forever, LINCOLN.

STATEMENT ABOUT HARRY WILTON.

June 25, 1841

It having been charged in some of the public prints that Harry Wilton,

late United States marshal for the district of Illinois, had used his

office for political effect, in the appointment of deputies for the

taking of the census for the year 1840, we, the undersigned, were called

upon by Mr. Wilton to examine the papers in his possession relative

to these appointments, and to ascertain therefrom the correctness or

incorrectness of such charge. We accompanied Mr. Wilton to a room, and

examined the matter as fully as we could with the means afforded us. The

only sources of information bearing on the subject which were submitted

to us were the letters, etc., recommending and opposing the various

appointments made, and Mr. Wilton's verbal statements concerning the

same. From these letters, etc., it appears that in some instances

appointments were made in accordance with the recommendations of leading

Whigs, and in opposition to those of leading Democrats; among which

instances the appointments at Scott, Wayne, Madison, and Lawrence are

the strongest. According to Mr. Wilton's statement of the seventy-six

appointments we examined, fifty-four were of Democrats, eleven of Whigs,

and eleven of unknown politics.

The chief ground of complaint against Mr. Wilton, as we had understood

it, was because of his appointment of so many Democratic candidates for

the Legislature, thus giving them a decided advantage over their

Whig opponents; and consequently our attention was directed rather

particularly to that point. We found that there were many such

appointments, among which were those in Tazewell, McLean, Iroquois,

Coles, Menard, Wayne, Washington, Fayette, etc.; and we did not

learn that there was one instance in which a Whig candidate for the

Legislature had been appointed. There was no written evidence before

us showing us at what time those appointments were made; but Mr. Wilton

stated that they all with one exception were made before those

appointed became candidates for the Legislature, and the letters, etc.,

recommending them all bear date before, and most of them long before,

those appointed were publicly announced candidates.

We give the foregoing naked facts and draw no conclusions from them.

BEND. S. EDWARDS, A. LINCOLN.

TO MISS MARY SPEED--PRACTICAL SLAVERY

BLOOMINGTON, ILL., September 27, 1841.

Miss Mary Speed, Louisville, Ky.

MY FRIEND: By the way, a fine example was presented on board the boat

for contemplating the effect of condition upon human happiness. A

gentleman had purchased twelve negroes in different parts of Kentucky,

and was taking them to a farm in the South. They were chained six and

six together. A small iron clevis was around the left wrist of each,

and this fastened to the main chain by a shorter one, at a convenient

distance from the others, so that the negroes were strung together

precisely like so many fish upon a trotline. In this condition they

were being separated forever from the scenes of their childhood, their

friends, their fathers and mothers, and brothers and sisters, and many

of them from their wives and children, and going into perpetual

slavery where the lash of the master is proverbially more ruthless

and unrelenting than any other; and yet amid all these distressing

circumstances, as we would think them, they were the most cheerful and

apparently happy creatures on board. One, whose offence for which he

had been sold was an overfondness for his wife, played the fiddle almost

continually, and the others danced, sang, cracked jokes, and played

various games with cards from day to day. How true it is that 'God

tempers the wind to the shorn lamb,' or in other words, that he renders

the worst of human conditions tolerable, while he permits the best to

be nothing better than tolerable. To return to the narrative: When we

reached Springfield I stayed but one day, when I started on this tedious

circuit where I now am. Do you remember my going to the city, while I

was in Kentucky, to have a tooth extracted, and making a failure of it?

Well, that same old tooth got to paining me so much that about a week

since I had it torn out, bringing with it a bit of the jawbone, the

consequence of which is that my mouth is now so sore that I can neither

talk nor eat.

Your sincere friend, A. LINCOLN.

1842

TO JOSHUA F. SPEED--ON MARRIAGE

January 30, 1842.

MY DEAR SPEED:--Feeling, as you know I do, the deepest solicitude for

the success of the enterprise you are engaged in, I adopt this as the

last method I can adopt to aid you, in case (which God forbid!) you

shall need any aid. I do not place what I am going to say on paper

because I can say it better that way than I could by word of mouth, but,

were I to say it orally before we part, most likely you would forget

it at the very time when it might do you some good. As I think it

reasonable that you will feel very badly some time between this and the

final consummation of your purpose, it is intended that you shall read

this just at such a time. Why I say it is reasonable that you will feel

very badly yet, is because of three special causes added to the general

one which I shall mention.

The general cause is, that you are naturally of a nervous temperament;

and this I say from what I have seen of you personally, and what you

have told me concerning your mother at various times, and concerning

your brother William at the time his wife died. The first special cause

is your exposure to bad weather on your journey, which my experience

clearly proves to be very severe on defective nerves. The second is the

absence of all business and conversation of friends, which might divert

your mind, give it occasional rest from the intensity of thought which

will sometimes wear the sweetest idea threadbare and turn it to the

bitterness of death. The third is the rapid and near approach of that

crisis on which all your thoughts and feelings concentrate.

If from all these causes you shall escape and go through triumphantly,

without another "twinge of the soul," I shall be most happily but most

egregiously deceived. If, on the contrary, you shall, as I expect you

will at sometime, be agonized and distressed, let me, who have some

reason to speak with judgment on such a subject, beseech you to ascribe

it to the causes I have mentioned, and not to some false and ruinous

suggestion of the Devil.

"But," you will say, "do not your causes apply to every one engaged in

a like undertaking?" By no means. The particular causes, to a greater

or less extent, perhaps do apply in all cases; but the general

one,--nervous debility, which is the key and conductor of all

the particular ones, and without which they would be utterly

harmless,--though it does pertain to you, does not pertain to one in a

thousand. It is out of this that the painful difference between you and

the mass of the world springs.

I know what the painful point with you is at all times when you are

unhappy; it is an apprehension that you do not love her as you should.

What nonsense! How came you to court her? Was it because you thought she

deserved it, and that you had given her reason to expect it? If it was

for that why did not the same reason make you court Ann Todd, and at

least twenty others of whom you can think, and to whom it would apply

with greater force than to her? Did you court her for her wealth? Why,

you know she had none. But you say you reasoned yourself into it. What

do you mean by that? Was it not that you found yourself unable to reason

yourself out of it? Did you not think, and partly form the purpose, of

courting her the first time you ever saw her or heard of her? What had

reason to do with it at that early stage? There was nothing at that time

for reason to work upon. Whether she was moral, amiable, sensible,

or even of good character, you did not, nor could then know, except,

perhaps, you might infer the last from the company you found her in.

All you then did or could know of her was her personal appearance and

deportment; and these, if they impress at all, impress the heart, and

not the head.

Say candidly, were not those heavenly black eyes the whole basis of all

your early reasoning on the subject? After you and I had once been at

the residence, did you not go and take me all the way to Lexington and

back, for no other purpose but to get to see her again, on our return

on that evening to take a trip for that express object? What earthly

consideration would you take to find her scouting and despising you, and

giving herself up to another? But of this you have no apprehension; and

therefore you cannot bring it home to your feelings.

I shall be so anxious about you that I shall want you to write by every

mail.

Your friend, LINCOLN.

TO JOSHUA F. SPEED.

SPRINGFIELD, ILLINOIS, February 3, 1842.

DEAR SPEED:--Your letter of the 25th January came to hand to-day. You

well know that I do not feel my own sorrows much more keenly than I do

yours, when I know of them; and yet I assure you I was not much hurt by

what you wrote me of your excessively bad feeling at the time you wrote.

Not that I am less capable of sympathizing with you now than ever, not

that I am less your friend than ever, but because I hope and believe

that your present anxiety and distress about her health and her life

must and will forever banish those horrid doubts which I know you

sometimes felt as to the truth of your affection for her. If they can

once and forever be removed (and I almost feel a presentiment that the

Almighty has sent your present affliction expressly for that object),

surely nothing can come in their stead to fill their immeasurable

measure of misery. The death-scenes of those we love are surely painful

enough; but these we are prepared for and expect to see: they happen to

all, and all know they must happen. Painful as they are, they are not

an unlooked for sorrow. Should she, as you fear, be destined to an early

grave, it is indeed a great consolation to know that she is so well

prepared to meet it. Her religion, which you once disliked so much,

I will venture you now prize most highly. But I hope your melancholy

bodings as to her early death are not well founded. I even hope that

ere this reaches you she will have returned with improved and still

improving health, and that you will have met her, and forgotten the

sorrows of the past in the enjoyments of the present. I would say more

if I could, but it seems that I have said enough. It really appears

to me that you yourself ought to rejoice, and not sorrow, at this

indubitable evidence of your undying affection for her. Why, Speed, if

you did not love her although you might not wish her death, you would

most certainly be resigned to it. Perhaps this point is no longer

a question with you, and my pertinacious dwelling upon it is a rude

intrusion upon your feelings. If so, you must pardon me. You know the

hell I have suffered on that point, and how tender I am upon it. You

know I do not mean wrong. I have been quite clear of "hypo" since you

left, even better than I was along in the fall. I have seen ______ but

once. She seemed very cheerful, and so I said nothing to her about what

we spoke of.

Old Uncle Billy Herndon is dead, and it is said this evening that Uncle

Ben Ferguson will not live. This, I believe, is all the news, and enough

at that unless it were better. Write me immediately on the receipt of

this.

Your friend, as ever, LINCOLN.

TO JOSHUA F. SPEED--ON DEPRESSION

SPRINGFIELD, ILLINOIS, February 13, 1842.

DEAR SPEED:--Yours of the 1st instant came to hand three or four days

ago. When this shall reach you, you will have been Fanny's husband

several days. You know my desire to befriend you is everlasting; that

I will never cease while I know how to do anything. But you will always

hereafter be on ground that I have never occupied, and consequently,

if advice were needed, I might advise wrong. I do fondly hope, however,

that you will never again need any comfort from abroad. But should I be

mistaken in this, should excessive pleasure still be accompanied with

a painful counterpart at times, still let me urge you, as I have ever

done, to remember, in the depth and even agony of despondency, that very

shortly you are to feel well again. I am now fully convinced that you

love her as ardently as you are capable of loving. Your ever being happy

in her presence, and your intense anxiety about her health, if there

were nothing else, would place this beyond all dispute in my mind. I

incline to think it probable that your nerves will fail you occasionally

for a while; but once you get them firmly guarded now that trouble is

over forever. I think, if I were you, in case my mind were not exactly

right, I would avoid being idle. I would immediately engage in some

business, or go to making preparations for it, which would be the same

thing. If you went through the ceremony calmly, or even with sufficient

composure not to excite alarm in any present, you are safe beyond

question, and in two or three months, to say the most, will be the

happiest of men.

I would desire you to give my particular respects to Fanny; but perhaps

you will not wish her to know you have received this, lest she should

desire to see it. Make her write me an answer to my last letter to her;

at any rate I would set great value upon a note or letter from her.

Write me whenever you have leisure. Yours forever, A. LINCOLN. P. S.--I

have been quite a man since you left.

TO G. B. SHELEDY.

SPRINGFIELD, ILL., Feb. 16, 1842.

G. B. SHELEDY, ESQ.:

Yours of the 10th is duly received. Judge Logan and myself are doing

business together now, and we are willing to attend to your cases as you

propose. As to the terms, we are willing to attend each case you prepare

and send us for $10 (when there shall be no opposition) to be sent in

advance, or you to know that it is safe. It takes $5.75 of cost to

start upon, that is, $1.75 to clerk, and $2 to each of two publishers

of papers. Judge Logan thinks it will take the balance of $20 to carry

a case through. This must be advanced from time to time as the services

are performed, as the officers will not act without. I do not know

whether you can be admitted an attorney of the Federal court in your

absence or not; nor is it material, as the business can be done in our

names.

Thinking it may aid you a little, I send you one of our blank forms of

Petitions. It, you will see, is framed to be sworn to before the Federal

court clerk, and, in your cases, will have [to] be so far changed as to

be sworn to before the clerk of your circuit court; and his certificate

must be accompanied with his official seal. The schedules, too, must

be attended to. Be sure that they contain the creditors' names, their

residences, the amounts due each, the debtors' names, their residences,

and the amounts they owe, also all property and where located.

Also be sure that the schedules are all signed by the applicants as well

as the Petition. Publication will have to be made here in one paper,

and in one nearest the residence of the applicant. Write us in each case

where the last advertisement is to be sent, whether to you or to what

paper.

I believe I have now said everything that can be of any advantage. Your

friend as ever, A. LINCOLN.

TO GEORGE E. PICKETT--ADVICE TO YOUTH

February 22, 1842.

I never encourage deceit, and falsehood, especially if you have got a

bad memory, is the worst enemy a fellow can have. The fact is truth

is your truest friend, no matter what the circumstances are.

Notwithstanding this copy-book preamble, my boy, I am inclined to

suggest a little prudence on your part. You see I have a congenital

aversion to failure, and the sudden announcement to your Uncle Andrew of

the success of your "lamp rubbing" might possibly prevent your passing

the severe physical examination to which you will be subjected in order

to enter the Military Academy. You see I should like to have a perfect

soldier credited to dear old Illinois--no broken bones, scalp wounds,

etc. So I think it might be wise to hand this letter from me in to

your good uncle through his room-window after he has had a comfortable

dinner, and watch its effect from the top of the pigeon-house.

I have just told the folks here in Springfield on this 111th anniversary

of the birth of him whose name, mightiest in the cause of civil liberty,

still mightiest in the cause of moral reformation, we mention in solemn

awe, in naked, deathless splendor, that the one victory we can ever call

complete will be that one which proclaims that there is not one slave or

one drunkard on the face of God's green earth. Recruit for this victory.

Now, boy, on your march, don't you go and forget the old maxim that "one

drop of honey catches more flies than a half-gallon of gall." Load your

musket with this maxim, and smoke it in your pipe.

ADDRESS BEFORE THE SPRINGFIELD WASHINGTONIAN TEMPERANCE SOCIETY,

FEBRUARY 22, 1842.

Although the temperance cause has been in progress for near twenty

years, it is apparent to all that it is just now being crowned with a

degree of success hitherto unparalleled.

The list of its friends is daily swelled by the additions of fifties, of

hundreds, and of thousands. The cause itself seems suddenly transformed

from a cold abstract theory to a living, breathing, active, and powerful

chieftain, going forth "conquering and to conquer." The citadels of his

great adversary are daily being stormed and dismantled; his temple and

his altars, where the rites of his idolatrous worship have long been

performed, and where human sacrifices have long been wont to be made,

are daily desecrated and deserted. The triumph of the conqueror's fame

is sounding from hill to hill, from sea to sea, and from land to land,

and calling millions to his standard at a blast.

For this new and splendid success we heartily rejoice. That that success

is so much greater now than heretofore is doubtless owing to rational

causes; and if we would have it continue, we shall do well to inquire

what those causes are.

The warfare heretofore waged against the demon intemperance has somehow

or other been erroneous. Either the champions engaged or the tactics

they adopted have not been the most proper. These champions for the most

part have been preachers, lawyers, and hired agents. Between these and

the mass of mankind there is a want of approachability, if the term

be admissible, partially, at least, fatal to their success. They are

supposed to have no sympathy of feeling or interest with those very

persons whom it is their object to convince and persuade.

And again, it is so common and so easy to ascribe motives to men of

these classes other than those they profess to act upon. The preacher,

it is said, advocates temperance because he is a fanatic, and desires a

union of the Church and State; the lawyer from his pride and vanity of

hearing himself speak; and the hired agent for his salary. But when one

who has long been known as a victim of intemperance bursts the fetters

that have bound him, and appears before his neighbors "clothed and in

his right mind," a redeemed specimen of long-lost humanity, and stands

up, with tears of joy trembling in his eyes, to tell of the miseries

once endured, now to be endured no more forever; of his once naked and

starving children, now clad and fed comfortably; of a wife long weighed

down with woe, weeping, and a broken heart, now restored to health,

happiness, and a renewed affection; and how easily it is all done, once

it is resolved to be done; how simple his language! there is a logic and

an eloquence in it that few with human feelings can resist. They cannot

say that he desires a union of Church and State, for he is not a church

member; they cannot say he is vain of hearing himself speak, for his

whole demeanor shows he would gladly avoid speaking at all; they cannot

say he speaks for pay, for he receives none, and asks for none. Nor can

his sincerity in any way be doubted, or his sympathy for those he would

persuade to imitate his example be denied.

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