CHAPTER XI.

CORNBURY GRANGE.

Luke Rowan had been told that Mrs. Butler Cornbury wished to see him

when the election should be over; and on the evening of the election

the victorious candidate, before he returned home, asked Luke to

come to the Grange on the following Monday and stay till the next

Wednesday. Now it must be understood that Rowan during this period

of the election had become, in a public way, very intimate with

Cornbury. They were both young men, the new Member of Parliament

not being over thirty, and for the time they were together employed

on the same matter. Luke Rowan was one with whom such a man as

Mr. Cornbury could not zealously co-operate without reaching a

considerable extent of personal intimacy. He was pleasant-mannered,

free in speech, with a bold eye, assuming though not asserting his

equality with the best of those with whom he might be brought in

contact. Had Cornbury chosen to consider himself by reason of his

social station too high for Rowan's fellowship, he might of course

have avoided him; but he could not have put himself into close

contact with the man, without submitting himself to that temporary

equality which Rowan assumed, and to that temporary familiarity which

sprung from it. Butler Cornbury had thought little about it. He had

found Rowan to be a pleasant associate and an able assistant, and had

fallen into that mode of fellowship which the other man's ways and

words had made natural to him. When his wife begged him to ask Rowan

up to the Grange, he had been startled for a moment, but had at once

assented.

"Well," said he; "he's an uncommon pleasant fellow. I don't see why

he shouldn't come."

"I've a particular reason," said Mrs. Butler.

"All right," said the husband. "Do you explain it to my father." And

so the invitation had been given.

But Rowan was a man more thoughtful than Cornbury, and was specially

thoughtful as to his own position. He was a radical at heart if

ever there was a radical. But in saying this I must beg my reader

to understand that a radical is not necessarily a revolutionist

or even a republican. He does not, by reason of his social or

political radicalism, desire the ruin of thrones, the degradation

of nobles, the spoliation of the rich, or even the downfall of the

bench of bishops. Many a young man is frightened away from the just

conclusions of his mind and the strong convictions of his heart by

dread of being classed with those who are jealous of the favoured

ones of fortune. A radical may be as ready as any aristocrat to

support the crown with his blood, and the church with his faith. It

is in this that he is a radical; that he desires, expects, works for,

and believes in, the gradual progress of the people. No doctrine of

equality is his. Liberty he must have, and such position, high or

low, for himself and others, as each man's individual merits will

achieve for him. The doctrine of outward equality he eschews as a

barrier to all ambition, and to all improvement. The idea is as mean

as the thing is impracticable. But within,--is it in his soul or in

his heart?--within his breast there is a manhood that will own no

inferiority to the manhood of another. He retires to a corner that

an earl with his suite may pass proudly through the doorway, and he

grudges the earl nothing of his pride. It is the earl's right. But

he also has his right; and neither queen, nor earl, nor people shall

invade it. That is the creed of a radical.

Rowan, as I have said, was a man thoughtful as to his own position.

He had understood well the nature of the league between himself

and Butler Cornbury. It was his intention to become a brewer in

Baslehurst; and a brewer in Baslehurst would by no means be as the

mighty brewers of great name, who marry lord's daughters, and give

their daughters in marriage to mighty lords. He would simply be a

tradesman in the town. It might well be that he should not find the

society of the Tappitts and the Griggses much to his taste, but such

as it was he would make the best of it. At any rate he would make no

attempt to force his way into other society. If others came to him

let that be their look out. Now, when Cornbury asked him thus to come

to Cornbury Grange, as though they two were men living in the same

class of life,--as though they were men who might be bound together

socially in their homes as well as politically on the hustings, the

red colour came to his face and he hesitated for a moment in his

answer.

"You are very kind," said he.

"Oh! you must come," said Cornbury. "My wife particularly desires

it."

"She is very kind," said he. "But if you ask all your supporters over

to the Grange you'll get rather a mixed lot."

"I suppose I should; but I don't mean to do that. I shall be very

glad, however, to see you;--very glad."

"And I shall be very happy to come," said Rowan, having again

hesitated as he gave his answer.

"I wish I hadn't promised that I'd go there," he said to himself

afterwards. This was on the Sunday, after evening church,--an hour

or more after the people had all gone home, and he was sitting on

that stile, looking to the west, and thinking, as he looked, of that

sunset which he and another had seen as they stood there together.

He did wish that he had not undertaken to go to Mr. Cornbury's house.

What to him would be the society of such people as he should find

there,--to him who had laid out for himself a career that would

necessarily place his life among other associates? "I'll send and

excuse myself," he said. "I'll be called away to Exeter. I have

things to do there. I shall only get into a mess by knowing people

who will drop me when this ferment of the election is over." And yet

the idea of an intimacy at such a house as Cornbury Grange,--with

such people as Mrs. Butler Cornbury, was very sweet to him; only

this, that if he associated with them or such as them it must be on

equal terms. He could acknowledge them to be people apart from him,

as ice creams and sponge cakes are things apart from the shillingless

schoolboy. But as the schoolboy, if brought within the range of cakes

and creams, must devour them with unchecked relish, as though his

pocket were lined with coin; so must he, Rowan, carry himself with

these curled darlings of society if he found himself placed among

them. He liked cakes and creams, but had made up his mind that other

viands were as wholesome and more comfortably within his reach. Was

it worth his while to go to this banquet which would unsettle his

taste, and at which perhaps if he sat there at his ease, he might not

be wholly welcome? All his thoughts were not noble. He had declared

to himself that a certain thing could not be his except at a cost

which he would not pay, and yet he hankered for that thing. He had

declared to himself that no social position in which he might ever

find himself should make a change in him, on his inner self or on

his outward manner; and now he feared to go among these people, lest

he should find himself an inferior among superiors. It was not all

noble; but there was beneath it a basis of nobility. "I will go," he

said at last, fearing that if he did not, there would have been some

grain of cowardice in the motives of his action. "If they don't like

me it's their fault for asking me."

Of course as he sat there he was thinking of Rachel. Of course he had

thought of Rachel daily, almost hourly, since he had been with her

at the cottage, when she had bent her head over his shoulder, and

submitted to have his arm round her waist. But his thoughts of her

were not as hers of him. Nor is it often that a man's love is like

a woman's,--restless, fearful, uncomfortable, sleepless, timid, and

all-pervading. Not the less may it be passionate, constant, and

faithful. He had been angered by Rachel's letter to him,--greatly

angered. Of a truth when Mrs. Ray met him in Exeter he had no

message to send back to Cawston. He had done his part, and had been

rejected;--had been rejected too clearly because on the summing up of

his merits and demerits at the cottage, his demerits had been found

to be the heavier. He did not suspect that the calculation had been

made by Rachel herself; and therefore he had never said to himself

that all should be over between them. He had never determined that

there should be a quarrel between them. But he was angered, and he

would stand aloof from her. He would stand aloof from her, and would

no longer acknowledge that he was in any way bound by the words he

had spoken. All such bonds she had broken. Nevertheless I think he

loved her with a surer love after receiving that letter than he had

ever felt before.

He had been here, at this spot, every evening since his return

to Baslehurst; and here had thought much of his future life, and

something, too, of the days that were past. Looking to the left he

could see the trees that stood in front of the old brewery, hiding

the building from his eyes. That was the house in which old Bungall

had lived, and there Tappitt had lived for the last twenty years.

"I suppose," said he, speaking to himself, "it will be my destiny to

live there too, with the vats and beer barrels under my nose. But

what farmer ever throve who disliked the muck of his own farm-yard?"

Then he had thought of Tappitt and of the coming battle, and had

laughed as he remembered the scene with the poker. At that moment

his eye caught the bright colours of women's bonnets coming into the

field beneath him, and he knew that the Tappitt girls were returning

home from their walk. He had retired quickly round the chancel of the

church, and had watched, thinking that Rachel would be with them. But

Rachel, of course, was not there. He said to himself that they had

thrown her off; and said also that the time should come when they

should be glad to win from her a kind word and an encouraging smile.

His love for Rachel was as true and more strong than ever; but it was

of that nature that he was able to tell himself that it had for the

present moment been set aside by her act, and that it became him to

leave it for a while in abeyance.

"What on earth shall I do with myself all Tuesday?" he said again as

he walked away from the churchyard on the Sunday evening. "I don't

know what these people do with themselves when there's no hunting

and shooting. It seems unnatural to me that a man shouldn't have his

bread to earn,--or a woman either in some form." After that he went

back to his inn.

On the Monday he went out to Cornbury Grange late in the afternoon.

Butler Cornbury drove into Baslehurst with a pair of horses, and took

him back in his phaeton.

"Give my fellow your portmanteau. That's all right. You never were

at the Grange, were you? It's the prettiest five miles of a drive in

Devonshire; but the walk along the river is the prettiest walk in

England,--which is saying a great deal more."

"I know the walk well," said Rowan, "though I never was inside the

park."

"It isn't much of a park. Indeed there isn't a semblance of a park

about it. Grange is just the name for it, as it's an upper-class sort

of homestead for a gentleman farmer. We've lived there since long

before Adam, but we've never made much of a house of it."

"That's just the sort of place that I should like to have myself."

"If you had it you wouldn't be content. You'd want to pull down

the house and build a bigger one. It's what I shall do some day, I

suppose. But if I do it will never be so pretty again. I suppose that

fellow will petition; won't he?"

"I should say he would;--though he won't get anything by it."

"He knows his purse is longer than ours, and he'll think to frighten

us;--and, by George, he will frighten us too! My father is not a rich

man by any means."

"You should stand to your guns now."

"I mean to do so, if I can. My wife's father is made of money."

"What! Mr. Comfort?"

"Yes. He's been blessed with the most surprising number of unmarried

uncles and aunts that ever a man had. He's rather fond of me, and

likes the idea of my being in Parliament. I think I shall hint to him

that he must pay for the idea. Here we are. Will you come and take a

turn round the place before dinner?"

Rowan was then taken into the house and introduced to the old squire,

who received him with the stiff urbanity of former days.

"You are welcome to the Grange, Mr. Rowan. You'll find us very quiet

here; which is more, I believe, than can have been said of Baslehurst

these last two or three days. My daughter-in-law is somewhere with

the children. She'll be here before dinner. Butler, has that tailor

fellow gone back to London yet?"

Butler told his father that the tailor had at least gone away from

Baslehurst; and then the two younger men went out and walked about

the grounds till dinner time.

It was Mrs. Butler Cornbury who gave soul and spirit to daily

life at Cornbury Grange,--who found the salt with which the bread

was quickened, and the wine with which the heart was made glad.

Marvellous is the power which can be exercised, almost unconsciously,

over a company, or an individual, or even upon a crowd by one person

gifted with good temper, good digestion, good intellects, and good

looks. A woman so endowed charms not only by the exercise of her own

gifts, but she endows those who are near her with a sudden conviction

that it is they whose temper, health, talents, and appearance is

doing so much for society. Mrs. Butler Cornbury was such a woman as

this. The Grange was a popular house. The old squire was not found to

be very dull. The young squire was thought to be rather clever. The

air of the house was lively and bracing. Men and women did not find

the days there to be over long. And Mrs. Butler Cornbury did it all.

Rowan did not see her till he met her in the drawing-room, just

before dinner, when he found that two or three other ladies were

also staying there. She came up to him when he entered the room, and

greeted him as though he were an old friend. All conversation at that

moment of course had reference to the election. Thanks were given and

congratulations received; and when old Mr. Cornbury shook his head,

his daughter-in-law assured him that there would be nothing to fear.

"I don't know what you call nothing to fear, my dear. I call two

thousand pounds a great deal to fear."

"I shouldn't wonder if we don't hear another word about him," said

she.

The old man uttered a long sigh. "It seems to me," said he, "that no

gentleman ought to stand for a seat in Parliament since these people

have been allowed to come up. Purity of election, indeed! It makes me

sick. Come along, my dear." Then he gave his arm to one of the young

ladies, and toddled into the dining-room.

Mrs. Butler Cornbury said nothing special to Luke Rowan on that

evening, but she made the hours very pleasant to him. All those

half-morbid ideas as to social difference between himself and his

host's family soon vanished. The house was very comfortable, the

girls were very pretty, Mrs. Cornbury was very kind, and everything

went very well. On the following morning it was nearly ten when they

sat down to breakfast, and half the morning before lunch had passed

away in idle chat before the party bethought itself of what it should

do for the day. At last it was agreed that they would all stroll out

through the woods up to a special reach of the river which there ran

through a ravine of rock, called Cornbury Cleeves. Many in those

parts declared that Cornbury Cleeves was the prettiest spot in

England. I am not prepared to bear my testimony to the truth of that

very wide assertion. I can only say that I know no prettier spot. The

river here was rapid and sparkling; not rapid because driven into

small compass, for its breadth was greater and more regular in its

passage through the Cleeves than it was either above or below, but

rapid from the declivity of its course. On one side the rocks came

sheer down to the water, but on the other there was a strip of

meadow, or rather a grassy amphitheatre, for the wall of rocks at the

back of it was semi-circular, so as to enclose the field on every

side. There might be four or five acres of green meadow here; but

the whole was so interspersed with old stunted oak trees and thorns

standing alone that the space looked larger than it was. The rocks

on each side were covered here and there with the richest foliage;

and the spot might be taken to be a valley from which, as from that

of Rasselas, there was no escape. Down close upon the margin of the

water a bathing-house had been built, from which a plunge could be

taken into six or seven feet of the coolest, darkest, cleanest water

that a bather could desire in his heart.

"I suppose you never were here before," said Mrs. Cornbury to Rowan.

"Indeed I have," said he. "I always think it such a grand thing that

you landed magnates can't keep all your delights to yourself. I

dare say I've been here oftener than you have during the last three

months."

"That's very likely, seeing that it's my first visit this summer."

"And I've been here a dozen times. I suppose you'll think I'm a

villanous trespasser when I tell you that I've bathed in that very

house more than once."

"Then you've done more than I ever did; and yet we had it made

thinking it would do for ladies. But the water looks so black."

"Ah! I like that, as long as it's a clear black."

"I like bathing where I can see the bright stones like jewels at

the bottom. You can never do that in fresh water. It's only in some

nook of the sea, where there is no sand, when the wind outside has

died away, and when the tide is quiet and at its full. Then one can

drop gently in and almost fancy that one belongs to the sea as the

mermaids do. I wonder how the idea of mermaids first came?"

"Some one saw a crowd of young women bathing."

"But then how came they to have looking-glasses and fishes' tails?"

"The fishes' tails were taken as granted because they were in the

sea, and the looking-glasses because they were women," said Rowan.

"And the one with as much reason as the other. By-the-by, Mr. Rowan,

talking of women, and fishes' tails, and looking-glasses, and all

other feminine attractions, when did you see Miss Ray last?"

Rowan paused before he answered her, and looking round perceived that

he had strayed with Mrs. Cornbury to the furthest end of the meadow,

away from their companions. It immediately came across his mind that

this was the matter on which Mrs. Cornbury wished to speak to him,

and by some combative process he almost resolved that he would not be

spoken to on that matter.

"When did I see Miss Ray?" said he, repeating her question. "Two or

three days after Mrs. Tappitt's party. I have not seen her since

that."

"And why don't you go and see her?" said Mrs. Cornbury.

Now this was asked him in a tone which made it necessary that he

should either answer her question or tell her simply that he would

not answer it. The questioner's manner was so firm, so eager, so

incisive, that the question could not be turned away.

"I am not sure that I am prepared to tell you," said he.

"Ah! but I want you to be prepared," said she; "or rather, perhaps,

to tell the truth, I want to drive you to an answer without

preparation. Is it not true that you made her an offer, and that she

accepted it?"

Rowan thought a moment, and then he answered her, "It is true."

"I should not have asked the question if I had not positively known

that such was the case. I have never spoken a word to her about it,

and yet I knew it. Her mother told my father."

"Well?"

"And as that is so, why do you not go and see her? I am sure you are

not one of those who would play such a trick as that upon such a girl

with the mere purpose of amusing yourself."

"Upon no girl would I do so, Mrs. Cornbury."

"I feel sure of it. Therefore why do you not go to her?" They walked

along together for a few minutes under the rocks in silence, and then

Mrs. Cornbury again repeated her question, "Why do you not go to

her?"

"Mrs. Cornbury," he said, "you must not be angry with me if I say

that that is a matter which at the present moment I am not willing to

discuss."

"Nor must you be angry with me if, as Rachel's friend, I say

something further about it. As you do not wish to answer me, I will

ask no other question; but at any rate you will be willing to listen

to me. Rachel has never spoken to me on this subject--not a word; but

I know from others who see her daily that she is very unhappy."

"I am grieved that it should be so."

"Yes, I knew you would be grieved. But how could it be otherwise? A

girl, you know, Mr. Rowan, has not other things to occupy her mind as

a man has. I think of Rachel Ray that she would have been as happy

there at Bragg's End as the day is long, if no offer of love had

come in her way. She was not a girl whose head had been filled with

romance, and who looked for such things. But for that very reason is

she less able to bear the loss of it when the offer has come in her

way. I think, perhaps, you hardly know the depth of her character and

the strength of her love."

"I think I know that she is constant."

"Then why do you try her so hardly?"

Mrs. Cornbury had promised that she would ask no more questions; but

the asking of questions was her easiest mode of saying that which she

had to say. And Rowan, though he had declared that he would answer no

question, could hardly avoid the necessity of doing so.

"It may be that the trial is the other way."

"I know;--I understand. They made her write a letter to you. It

was my father's doing. I will tell you the whole truth. It was my

father's doing, and therefore it is that I think myself bound to

speak to you. Her mother came to him for advice, and he had heard

evil things spoken of you in Baslehurst. You will see that I am very

frank with you. And I will take some credit to myself too. I believed

such tidings to be altogether false, and I made inquiry which proved

that I was right. But my father had given the advice which he thought

best. I do not know what Rachel wrote to you, but a girl's letter

under such circumstances can hardly do more than express the will of

those who guide her. It was sad enough for her to be forced to write

such a letter, but it will be sadder still if you cannot be brought

to forgive it."

Then she paused, standing under the gray rock and looking up eagerly

into his face. But he made her no answer, nor gave her any sign. His

heart was very tender at that moment towards Rachel, but there was

that in him of the stubbornness of manhood which would not let him

make any sign of his tenderness.

"I will not press you to say anything, Mr. Rowan," she continued,

"and I am much obliged to you for having listened to me. I've known

Rachel Ray for many years, and that must be my excuse."

"No excuse is wanting," he said. "If I do not say anything it is not

because I am offended. There are things on which a man should not

allow himself to speak without considering them."

"Oh, certainly. Come; shall we go back to them at the bathing-house?

They'll think we've lost ourselves."

Thus Mrs. Cornbury said the words which she had desired to speak on

Rachel Ray's behalf.

When they reached the Grange there were still two hours left before

the time of dressing for dinner should come, and during these hours

Luke returned by himself to the Cleeves. He escaped from his host,

and retraced his steps, and on reaching the river sat himself down on

the margin, and looked into the cool dark running water. Had he been

severe to Rachel? He would answer no such question when asked by Mrs.

Cornbury, but he was very desirous of answering it to himself. The

women at the cottage had doubted him,--Mrs. Ray and her daughter,

with perhaps that other daughter of whom he had only heard; and he

had resolved that they should see him no more and hear of him no more

till there should be no further room for doubt. Then he would show

himself again at the cottage, and again ask Rachel to be his wife.

There was some manliness in this; but there was also a hardness in

his pride which deserved the rebuke which Mrs. Cornbury's words had

conveyed to him. He had been severe to Rachel. Lying there, with his

full length stretched upon the grass, he acknowledged to himself

that he had thought more of his own feelings than of hers. While Mrs.

Cornbury had been speaking he could not bring himself to feel that

this was the case. But now in his solitude he did acknowledge it.

What amount of sin had she committed against him that she should be

so punished by him who loved her? He took out her letter from his

pocket, and found that her words were loving, though she had not been

allowed to put into them that eager, pressing, speaking love which he

had desired.

"Spoken ill of me, have they?" said he to himself, as he got up to

walk back to the Grange. "Well, that was natural too. What an ass a

man is to care for such things as that!"

On that evening and the next morning the Cornburys were very gracious

to him; and then he returned to Baslehurst, on the whole well pleased

with his visit.

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