CHAPTER XXXIII.

“HEREDITARY.”

His long afternoon rest had revived Major Jervis; he appeared to be

another man as he sat opposite his son at dinner, and talked not

merely sensibly, but wittily, across the grimy tablecloth, on which

was exhibited smoked goat-chops and other undesirable comestibles.

He discussed the condemned cantonment--he recollected its bygone

existence. The lepers--they were his pensioners, and came for their

dole weekly--they were well looked after between missionaries and other

people. He spoke of his regiment, his former comrades; he gave vivid

descriptions of shikar expeditions, of pig-sticking, of thrilling

scenes on active service. He related anecdotes of well-known people of

his acquaintance; he boasted of his brothers-in-arms, and described a

polo tournament as if it had come off yesterday!

“And you have quite lost sight of all these friends?” inquired his son,

after a pause.

The question seemed to break a spell; all animation suddenly faded from

the major’s face, his whole expression changed into that of a shrunken

old man as he replied--

“Yes; I left the herd, like a wounded deer, seven long years ago. I

have hidden myself from them, and I am entirely forgotten. People are

forgotten out here sooner, more completely, than in any other country.”

“Why do you say so?” asked his son, incredulously.

“Because life is so full; events march rapidly, changes occur daily.

Cholera, war, accidents, sweep away men--and memories.”

When the table had been cleared and cigarettes produced, and Fuzzil and

his satellite had somewhat reluctantly departed, Major Jervis looked

steadily at his companion for some time, and exclaimed at last--

“You are very like me, Mark! I can see it myself; and I was considered

a good-looking fellow. I had a bigger frame, though; I rode a couple of

stone heavier. But you are a stronger man than your father; you have a

square jaw and a stern will. You can say _no_. I never could get out

that word in time--and many troubles were my lot. You wish me to go

home with you, my boy?”

“I do,” was the laconic and emphatic reply.

“And I want you to stay with _me_; you must remain with me. I have not

long to live. Look at me well.”

Mark glanced at his sunken eyes, his worn, emaciated features.

“And you must see the last of me. I don’t intend to let you go; no,

for once I, too, can say _no_.”

“But, nevertheless, I’m afraid you must let me go, sir, and shortly. I

promised Uncle Dan----”

“Yes,” he interrupted with unexpected passion, “I understand what you

would say; that you would thrust your uncle down my throat. But, after

all, are you not _my_ son--not his? I reared you until you were ten

years old. When you were a small child and burning with fever, who was

it that used to walk up and down with you in his arms for hours? Not

your uncle Dan. Who was it that first set you on the back of a pony and

taught you to sit like a Bengal sowar? Not your uncle Dan. Who was it

that lifted you out of your dying mother’s embrace? Not your uncle Dan.

You are my own flesh and blood; in all the wide world I have now no one

but you. Since Osman died I have not a single friend. I am surrounded

by vampires of servants. My heir prays on his knees nightly to his

patron saint for the telegram that will carry the news of my death. I

believe the form is here in Fuzzil’s possession, filled up, all but the

_date_! I am a miserable, solitary, dying wretch, and I appeal to you,

my son, to spare me a few months of your healthy, happy life, and to

stay beside me and protect me. Do I,” leaning his elbows on the table,

and searching his son’s face intently, “appeal in vain?”

“You wish me to live here with you altogether?”

“Yes,” with curt emphasis.

“To give up my uncle?”

“For a time, yes. I seem cruelly selfish, but I am as a drowning man

snatching at a spar. You _will_ stay?” A tremor ran through his voice.

“I cannot. No; I promised Uncle Dan that I would certainly return,”

rejoined his son firmly.

“Your uncle has health, wealth, a wife, and many friends. Surely he can

spare you to a sick and desolate man. The Almighty has afflicted me

sorely. If you abandon me to my fate, and gallop back to your gay life

and companions, the day will come when you will bitterly repent it.

Osman’s burthen has fallen on you, and will my own son do less for me

than an alien in blood, a Mahomedan in faith, a poor, unenlightened,

faithful sowar?”

And he stretched out his hand, and fixed an interrogative gaze on his

companion. The paleness of concentrated feeling tinged the young man’s

face, a few drops of sweat stood on his forehead.

“Mark, what is your answer?” he demanded in a hoarse whisper. “Be

quick. Say yes or no--yes or no.”

“Not now, sir,” suddenly standing up. “You must give me time. Give me

forty-eight hours.”

“Ah, there is something more than your uncle,” with a swift expressive

glance; and he rose and put his hands heavily on his son’s shoulders.

“I know,” gazing straight into his eyes with a mad keenness in his

look, “there is, of course, a _woman_ in the case?”

“There is,” admitted Mark, holding himself erect. “An hour before I got

your letter, I had asked a girl to be my wife.”

“And you need not tell me her answer--_yes_, of course; young, rich,

handsome! The world is full of women--over-run with them. A man can

have fifty sweethearts, but he has only one father!”

“There is only one sweetheart in the world for me,” returned his son

proudly.

Major Jervis drew himself up with an air of formidable dignity, and

deliberately surveyed the speaker in sarcastic silence. Suddenly his

expression changed, and became charged with fury; he made a frantic

gesture, as if he would sweep both son and his sweetheart off the face

of the earth. Then he tore back a purdah, beyond which he instantly

disappeared--leaving it quivering behind him.

After waiting for a quarter of an hour, Mark went up to his own room,

which he began to pace from end to end. Presently he turned down the

lamp, flung open the window, looked out, and drew a long, long breath.

His temples throbbed like engines in his burning head, every fibre of

his being, every shred of his understanding, was now engaged in an

inner soul-struggle.

On one side was arrayed Honor Gordon, his good-hearted, indulgent

uncle, to whom he was sincerely attached--friends, wealth, the life

to which he was accustomed--a life of ease and sunshine. On the other

hand, there was _this_!--and he gravely surveyed the dim, weird

landscape, the starlit sky, stretching to the mysterious horizon, and

shuddered--his afflicted, forlorn father, who would not be removed, and

who could not be abandoned.

His father, who had cared for him in his childhood. Yes! it was _his_

turn now; and would he be behind Osman, the Mahomedan, who had done

from love, what he should do from duty?

“But his father might live years! Was he a brute to wish him dead?

_Did_ he wish his father dead?” he asked himself fiercely, and

shuddered again. What was he coming to? Had two days in the jungle

turned him into a beast?

If he accepted what was plainly his duty, his uncle would cast him off,

and he must renounce Honor Gordon! Was this a home to bring her to?

common sense grimly demanded. And he would now be penniless indeed!

He was tortured with heart-wearing doubts and temptations, as duty or

inclination gained the upper hand. Two nights ago he could not sleep

for happiness; now, he could not rest for misery! He resolved to walk

down this raging fever, to quell this mental turmoil, by sheer bodily

fatigue. He made his way through the silent house, where he found all

the doors open, and nearly fell over a goat and two kids who were

dozing in the hall, otherwise the lower regions were untenanted.

Suddenly he became aware of a great noise and brilliant light outside;

laughing, loud chattering, and the complacent humming of dissipated

tom-toms! The compound was illuminated by a large fire, and half a

dozen flaming torches, and crowded with a mob of natives, who were

enjoying, with intense appreciation, the solemn gyrations, and shrill

high-pitched songs of a couple of tawdry Nautch girls. The surrounding

go-downs were full of animated visitors. One was evidently a drinking

den, whilst in another were gamblers. Standing in the shadow on the

steps, unnoticed, Jervis surveyed these orgies entirely at his leisure.

He distinguished the khitmatghar, though without a turban, his sleek

black hair parted like a woman’s, and falling over his shoulders. He

was playing cards with three other men; a bottle and a beaker stood

by for general enjoyment. The “khit” was absorbed in the game, his

eyes seemed to protrude from his head as they greedily followed the

cards. Meanwhile Fuzzil was solemnly superintending the Nautch, and

applauding occasionally, with fitful, tipsy condescension.

A few sharp words from the young sahib, who appeared among them like

a spirit, had an electrical effect. An awed and immediate silence was

followed by a simultaneous helter-skelter rush and scurry.

“What is the meaning of this madness?” demanded the sahib sternly of

Fuzzil, who with drunken valour stood his ground, whilst the Nautch

girls, tom-toms, and spectators, melted away like so many rabbits

scuttling to their burrows.

“Madness!” repeated Fuzzil, with an air of outraged dignity; “it is a

grand tamasha for the marriage of my wife’s brother’s son. Does the

sahib not like Nautches, and cards, and drink, like other young sahibs?

Of a surety he _does_”--answering his own question with insolent

emphasis, and a little stagger. “As for madness; this house is a

poggle-khana” (madhouse).

“What do you mean, you rascal?” said Jervis, sharply.

“Of a truth, all the world know that. Is the fair-haired sahib, his

son, the _last_ to learn that the old man is mad? Ask the doctor;

ask Cardozo Sahib. Sometimes for one year he never speaks. Sometimes

bobbery and trying to kill himself; but Osman took care of him. Now,

lo! Osman is dead; there will be an _end_ soon. This house will cease

to be a poggle-khana, and all the worthy ‘nouker log’ (servants) can

return to their own country.”

“You, for one, can return to-morrow,” responded the sahib, in

surprisingly fluent Hindostani.

“You are not the master here,” blustered Fuzzil, in amazement. “I

taking no orders.”

“You will find that I am; and if you ever again come into my presence,

with your shoes on your feet, I will thrash you within an inch of

your life. Send away all these people; tell them the tamasha is over

for to-night; put out the lights, and get to your go-down, and sleep

yourself sober.”

Fuzzil stared, swallowed, gasped. The young man’s resolute air and

stern eye were altogether too much for him, and he obediently slunk

off, without further dispute.

Major Jervis did not appear the next morning, and his son mounted his

pony and went for a long ride. Where he went he but vaguely remembered;

his thoughts were far too preoccupied to note his surroundings. There

was no doubt that his father’s mind was affected; no doubt this was

attributable to the fall over the khud, and injury to his head.

The vital question remained to be decided, was he, Mark Jervis, to

sacrifice his youth to filial duty?--one would soon grow old in the

Yellow Kothi--to renounce friends, fortune, sweetheart, to lead a

semi-savage existence, entirely cut off from what is called Life.

But, on the other hand, if he set his pony’s head for Shirani, and

returned to Honor, to all the delights of the world, would not the

recollection of the miserable father he had abandoned to strangers

poison every pleasure, and force itself into every joy?

“But to live there”--and he drew rein and gazed down upon the

square house, standing out distinctly against a blue, purplish

background--“will be,” he exclaimed aloud, “a living death. Like a vain

young fool, I wanted a chance to do something--some special task, some

heroic deed, that would set me apart from other men; but, God knows, I

never thought of _this_!”

It was late in the afternoon when he rode up to the verandah, and was

amazed to meet a coolie leading away a steaming-hot hill pony--a hired

animal--and more surprised still to discover a visitor comfortably

established in a long chair, with his fat legs elevated above his head,

enjoying a peg and a cheroot. Evidently there was no occasion to ask

him to make himself at home! The stranger slowly put down his feet and

stood on them, when he first caught sight of Mark.

After staring hard for a few seconds, he said, with an air of great

affability, “I am Fernandez Cardozo, and you are Major Jervis’s son--my

cousin.”

“I am Major Jervis’s son,” assented the young man, stiffly; and he, in

turn, critically surveyed his father’s heir. He was low-sized, fleshy,

and swarthy, about forty years of age; he had a closely cropped bullet

head, sprinkled with grey hairs, a round good-natured face, a pair of

merry black eyes, and a large mouthful of flashing white teeth. An

Eurasian, and possibly not a bad sort of fellow, was Mark’s verdict.

The other was thinking, “What a fine young man! Quite tip-top. How

strange it seemed that he should be the son of the poor, crazy old

major inside.” And his eyes travelled over his smart country-bred pony,

his English saddlery, his well-cut boots and clothes.

“Yes--you are his son,” he said at last, “but I am his _heir_. We are,

son and heir,” and he laughed--an oily laugh.

“You are heir of course to Mrs. Cardozo--I mean Mrs. Jervis’s fortune.

Won’t you sit down?”

“You have not been long here, have you?” now reseating himself.

“No; only two or three days.”

“And how,” with a jerk of his thumb in the direction of the major’s

apartments, “do you find the old man?”

“Well, I never knew until now, that his mind was rather--affected.

He has not written to me for years, and I only got his address with

difficulty.”

“Yes, he prefers to lie low--as Mr. Jones. But ‘_rather_ affected,’ is

putting it mildly.”

“Do you think so?” considering Cardozo with a pair of hostile eyes.

“You will think so too before long. Now don’t be vexed with me, my dear

boy. No one is ever angry with Ferdy Cardozo, they know I am a good

fellow, and that I mean well. Shall we go inside and see if there is

anything to be had to eat?”

“Certainly, I ought to have thought of it before.”

“Oh, please don’t apologize, I’m quite at home. Fuzzil, you fat lazy

swine,” to the now obsequious bearer, “get me something to eat, none

of your dogs’ food--such as brain cutlets or Irish stew, and bring up

some of _my_ wine. It’s very hot in here, awfully frousty,” opening a

window. “The major hates me like poison, and when he hears I’m in the

house he won’t come out, he will go to ground like a snake, but I shall

be off to-morrow.”

“Yes?” interrogatively.

“Are you in the army?” continued Fernandez with half-closed eyes.

“No, I am not in the regular army; I’m in the yeomanry.”

“No profession then?” raising his arched brows in rather supercilious

surprise.

“No, not any.” His profession as heir to his Uncle Dan, would soon be a

thing of the past.

Mr. Cardozo’s surmise was perfectly correct. Major Jervis did not

appear, he merely sent his salaams and dined in his own apartments,

leaving his son and his heir to consume that meal _tête-à-tête_. It was

a great improvement on the usual _menu_. Evidently Fuzzil had resources

that he drew upon on worthy occasions.

“It’s a fine moonlight night,” remarked Fernandez. “Let us go and smoke

in front of the house, it’s better than being indoors, and I like to

make the most of the hill air when I’m up, and we are out of the way of

eavesdroppers.”

In a few moments they were sitting on the low wall in front of the Pela

Kothi.

“Osman was a desperate loss,” began Fernandez as he struck a fuzee--“a

desperate loss.”

“So I gather from what I hear,” assented his companion.

“That’s partly what brought me up. I have business round here, of

course, though. I live in Calcutta. I like to keep my eye on the

property, and I look after the major and manage his affairs as well as

I can--I feel it my duty.” And he began to smoke.

Was here yet another man, of no kin to Major Jervis, who was to put his

own flesh and blood to shame?

“I wish you would tell me something about my father--the last seven

years are a sealed page to me.”

“Well, first of all he got a fall on his head pig-sticking, and that

made him rather foggy for a bit, he saw everything double. Then of

course the tonga business was a finisher. Osman brought him here, and

at times he was perfectly well, as sane as you or I, and interested in

the garden, and the news, and all that, but he got worse by degrees,

fits of silence and depression, never opening his lips for maybe a

whole year--melancholy, suicidal mania--tried to hang himself with a

stirrup leather, you understand,” lowering his voice expressively.

“I--I--understand,” acquiesced the other, almost in a whisper.

“He must have some one always with him, more or less. Some one whom

he likes, and who has influence and a strong will, such as Osman--he

was invaluable. I don’t know how we are to find a substitute for him,”

continued Fernandez thoughtfully, as he crossed his legs, leant his

elbow on his knees, and puffed meditatively.

“The servants he has about him now must be shunted,” said Mark,

emphatically. “I never saw such a pack! They had a feast and tom-toms

last night. They are lazy, insolent, useless blackguards!”

“Not a doubt of it,” agreed Fernandez, cheerfully. “And Fuzzil will

retire a rich man, keep a gharry, and send his sons to college. They

come here fairly decent servants--but the desperately dull life, no

bazaar, no other ‘nauker log’ to bukh with, is a want no wages can

repay. Then the household has no head, no regular hours, and so they

all do as they please and go to the bad. I don’t know what is to be

done now--your father won’t allow a stranger near him. The question

is, Who is to replace Osman? Tell me that”--and he flung out his hand

with a dramatic gesture.

“I will replace Osman,” was the totally unexpected reply.

“You!” cried Cardozo, gazing at the speaker with round-eyed

incredulity. The young man’s face was pallid, his lips set hard. “You

don’t know what you are saying”--and he took his cheroot out of his

mouth and continued to stare at his companion exhaustively. “You are

accustomed to the big world of London; you have seen and done what I

have only read about--for I have never been home; you are accustomed

to a whirl of society, to novelty, excitement, luxuries, and immense

wealth. _You_ to live here? Upon my word, excuse me, my dear fellow,

the very _idea_ makes me laugh. Even I, born and bred in the country,

would go mad in a very short time. I could not stand the life for more

than a week--a month would kill me!”

“I am not so easily killed as you imagine. I am tougher than you

think,” rejoined Jervis.

“But you do not know what you would have to endure”--throwing out his

arms excitedly. “The solitude, the silence, day after day, exactly the

same--breakfast, tiffin, dinner, bed--nothing to do, nothing to hope

for, no one to see, except the hill-folk or a missionary. I tell you

that you would do one of two things--either cut your throat, or take to

drink.”

“Your eloquence is a loss to the bar, Cardozo.”

“So I have often been told”--with a hasty movement of his hand; “but

it is not a question now of my eloquence, but of your future. Do

you genuinely mean what you say? Do you intend to live here as your

father’s sole companion?”

“I do,” replied the young man, answering his look with eyes full of

indomitable fire.

Mr. Cardozo puffed away in solemn silence for some time, but there was

a certain brisk cheerfulness in his air as he suddenly remarked--

“The major is going downhill rapidly, poor old chap! His health is bad;

I see a great change in him. His mind will never recover. Of course

_that_ is not to be expected; you know that it runs in the family--it

is hereditary.”

“What runs in the family? What is hereditary?” demanded the other, with

a look full of pain and excitement.

“Insanity. He told Mércèdes, who told me, that his brother jumped

overboard at sea, going home in charge of two keepers; and his father

died in Richmond lunatic asylum.”

“Is--this--true?” Mark brought out the words in three quick gasps.

“You don’t mean to say that you never knew? Oh, I’m awfully vexed! I

entirely forgot you were his son. You look so different, upon my word,

as you stand there, that I cannot realize that he is anything to you.”

Jervis struggled to articulate again, but signally failed. With a

shaking hand he tossed his cigarette over the parapet, and then walked

away up the steps, and was instantly merged in the gloom of the

entrance.

“Hereditary.” The word seemed written before him in letters of

flame--“hereditary.”

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