CONFORMITY, PRESSED AND REPRESSED.

B. What! You are one of them that do deny

To yield obedience by conformity.

Q. Nay: we desire conformable to be.

B. But unto what? Q. The Image of the Son. {190}

B. What’s that to us! We’ll have conformity

Unto our form. Q. Then we shall ne’er have done.

For, if your fickle minds should alter, we

Should be to seek a new conformity.

Thus, who to-day conform to Prelacy,

To-morrow may conform to Popery.

But take this for an answer, Bishop, we

Cannot conform either to them or thee;

For while to truth your forms are opposite,

Whoe’er conforms thereto doth not aright.

B. We’ll make such knaves as you conform, or lie

Confined in prisons till ye rot and die.

Q. Well, gentle Bishop, I may live to see,

For all thy threats, a check to cruelty;

But in the meantime, I, for my defence,

Betake me to my fortress, Patience.

No sooner was this cruel law made but it was put in execution with great

severity; the sense whereof working strongly on my spirit, made me cry

earnestly to the Lord that he would arise and set up his righteous

judgment in the earth for the deliverance of his people from all their

enemies, both inward and outward; and in these terms I uttered it:

Awake, awake, O arm of th’ Lord, awake,

Thy sword uptake;

Cast what would Thine forgetful of Thee make

Into the lake.

Awake, I pray, O mighty Jah, awake

Make all the world before Thy presence quake,

Not only earth, but heaven also shake.

Arise, arise, O Jacob’s God, arise,

And hear the cries

Of ev’ry soul which in distress now lies,

And to Thee flies.

Arise, I pray, O Israel’s hope, arise;

Set free Thy seed, oppressed by enemies.

Why should they over it still tyrannize?

Make speed, make speed, O Israel’s help, make speed,

In time of need;

For evil men have wickedly decreed

Against Thy seed.

Make speed, I pray, O mighty God, make speed;

Let all Thy lambs from savage wolves be freed,

That fearless on Thy mountain they may feed.

Ride on, ride on, Thou Valiant Man of Might,

And put to flight

Those sons of Belial who do despite

To the upright:

Ride on, I say, Thou Champion, and smite

Thine and Thy people’s enemies, with such might

That none may dare ’gainst Thee or Thine to fight.

Although the storm raised by the Act for banishment fell with the

greatest weight and force upon some other parts, as at London, Hertford,

&c., yet we were not in Buckinghamshire wholly exempted therefrom, for a

part of that shower reached us also.

For a Friend of Amersham, whose name was Edward Perot or Parret,

departing this life, and notice being given that his body would be buried

there on such a day, which was the first day of the fifth month, 1665,

the Friends of the adjacent parts of the country resorted pretty

generally to the burial, so that there was a fair appearance of Friends

and neighbours, the deceased having been well-beloved by both.

After we had spent some time together in the house, Morgan Watkins, who

at that time happened to be at Isaac Penington’s, being with us, the body

was taken up and borne on Friends’ shoulders along the street in order to

be carried to the burying-ground, which was at the town’s end, being part

of an orchard belonging to the deceased, which he in his lifetime had

appointed for that service.

It so happened that one Ambrose Benett, a barrister at law and a justice

of the peace for that county, riding through the town that morning on his

way to Aylesbury, was by some ill-disposed person or other informed that

there was a Quaker to be buried there that day, and that most of the

Quakers in the country were come thither to the burial.

Upon this he set up his horses and stayed, and when we, not knowing

anything of his design against us, went innocently forward to perform our

Christian duty for the interment of our friend, he rushed out of his inn

upon us with the constables and a rabble of rude fellows whom he had

gathered together, and having his drawn sword in his hand, struck one of

the foremost of the bearers with it, commanding them to set down the

coffin. But the Friend who was so stricken, whose name was Thomas Dell,

being more concerned for the safety of the dead body than his own, lest

it should fall from his shoulder, and any indecency thereupon follow,

held the coffin fast; which the Justice observing, and being enraged that

his word (how unjust soever) was not forthwith obeyed, set his hand to

the coffin, and with a forcible thrust threw it off from the bearers’

shoulders, so that it fell to the ground in the midst of the street, and

there we were forced to leave it.

For immediately thereupon, the Justice giving command for the

apprehending us, the constables with the rabble fell on us, and drew some

and drove others into the inn, giving thereby an opportunity to the rest

to walk away.

Of those that were thus taken I was one. And being, with many more, put

into a room under a guard, we were kept there till another Justice,

called Sir Thomas Clayton, whom Justice Benett had sent for to join with

him in committing us, was come, and then being called forth severally

before them, they picked out ten of us, and committed us to Aylesbury

gaol, for what neither we nor they knew; for we were not convicted of

having either done or said anything which the law could take hold of, for

they took us up in the open street, the king’s highway, not doing any

unlawful act, but peaceably carrying and accompanying the corpse of our

deceased friend to bury it, which they would not suffer us to do, but

caused the body to lie in the open street and in the cartway, so that all

the travellers that passed by, whether horsemen, coaches, carts, or

waggons, were fain to break out of the way to go by it, that they might

not drive over it, until it was almost night. And then having caused a

grave to be made in the unconsecrated part (as it is accounted) of that

which is called the churchyard, they forcibly took the body from the

widow whose right and property it was, and buried it there.

When the Justices had delivered us prisoners to the constable, it being

then late in the day, which was the seventh day of the week, he, not

willing to go so far as Aylesbury, nine long miles, with us that night,

nor to put the town to the charge of keeping us there that night, and the

first day and night following, dismissed us upon our parole to come to

him again at a set hour on the second day morning; whereupon we all went

home to our respective habitations, and coming to him punctually

according to promise, were by him, without guard, conducted to the

prison.

The gaoler, whose name was Nathaniel Birch, had not long before behaved

himself very wickedly, with great rudeness and cruelty, to some of our

friends of the lower side of the county, whom he, combining with the

Clerk of the Peace, whose name was Henry Wells, had contrived to get into

his gaol; and after they were legally discharged in court, detained them

in prison, using great violence, and shutting them up close in the common

gaol among the felons, because they would not give him his unrighteous

demand of fees, which they were the more straitened in from his

treacherous dealing with them. And they having through suffering

maintained their freedom and obtained their liberty, we were the more

concerned to keep what they had so hardly gained, and therefore resolved

not to make any contract or terms for either chamber-rent or fees, but to

demand a free prison, which we did.

When we came in, the gaoler was ridden out to wait on the judges, who

came in that day to begin the assize, and his wife was somewhat at a loss

how to deal with us; but being a cunning woman, she treated us with great

appearance of courtesy, offering us the choice of all her rooms; and when

we asked upon what terms, she still referred us to her husband, telling

us she did not doubt but that he would be very reasonable and civil to

us. Thus she endeavoured to have drawn us to take possession of some of

her chambers at a venture, and trust to her husband’s kind usage. But

we, who at the cost of our friends had a proof of his kindness, were too

wary to be drawn in by the fair words of a woman, and therefore told her

we would not settle anywhere till her husband came home, and then would

have a free prison, wheresoever he put us.

Accordingly, walking all together into the court of the prison, in which

was a well of very good water, and having beforehand sent to a friend in

the town, a widow woman, whose name was Sarah Lambarn, to bring us some

bread and cheese, we sat down upon the ground round about the well, and

when we had eaten, we drank of the water out of the well.

Our great concern was for our friend Isaac Penington, because of the

tenderness of his constitution; but he was so lively in his spirit, and

so cheerfully given up to suffer, that he rather encouraged us than

needed any encouragement from us.

In this posture the gaoler, when he came home, found us, and having

before he came to us consulted his wife, and by her understood on what

terms we stood, when he came to us he hid his teeth, and putting on a

show of kindness, seemed much troubled that we should sit there abroad,

especially his old friend Mr. Penington, and thereupon invited us to come

in and take what rooms in his house we pleased. We asked upon what

terms; letting him know withal that we determined to have a free prison.

He, like the sun and wind in a fable, that strove which of them should

take from the traveller his cloak, having like the wind tried rough,

boisterous, violent means to our friends before, but in vain, resolved

now to imitate the sun, and shine as pleasantly as he could upon us;

wherefore he told us we should make the terms ourselves, and be as free

as we desired if we thought fit, when we were released, to give him

anything, he would thank us for it, and if not, he would demand nothing.

Upon these terms we went in and disposed ourselves, some in the

dwelling-house, others in the malt-house, where they chose to be.

During the assize we were brought before Judge Morton, a sour, angry man,

who very rudely reviled us, but would not either hear us or the cause,

but referred the matter to the two justices who had committed us.

They, when the assize was ended, sent for us to be brought before them at

their inn, and fined us, as I remember, six shillings and eightpence

apiece, which we not consenting to pay, they committed us to prison again

for one month from that time, on the Act for banishment.

When we had lain there that month, I, with another, went to the gaoler to

demand our liberty, which he readily granted, telling us the door should

be opened when we pleased to go.

This answer of his I reported to the rest of my friends there, and

thereupon we raised among us a small sum of money, which they put into my

hand for the gaoler, whereupon I, taking another with me, went to the

gaoler with the money in my hand, and reminding him of the terms upon

which we accepted the use of his rooms, I told him, that although we

could not pay chamber rent or fees, yet inasmuch as he had now been civil

to us, we were willing to acknowledge it by a small token, and thereupon

gave him the money. He, putting it into his pocket, said, “I thank you

and your friends for it, and to let you see I take it as a gift, not a

debt, I will not look on it to see how much it is.”

The prison door being then set open for us, we went out, and departed to

our respective homes.

But before I left the prison, considering one day with myself the

different kinds of liberty and confinement, freedom and bondage, I took

my pen, and wrote the following enigma or riddle:—

Lo! here a riddle to the wise,

In which a mystery there lies;

Read it, therefore, with that eye

Which can discern a mystery.

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