He took his memorandum book from his pocket and turned its pages with

fingers that trembled slightly until he found the list that he had

started with Betty Blake. Swiftly, his eyes went to number eight.

"No. 8. October Copley." That was the entry.

A full minute passed before he stooped and recovered the memorandum

book which had slipped from his grasp, together with the second

telegram. He shook his head impatiently in an effort to clear it of

the stupor which numbed his brain.

Why should he be affected like this? he demanded angrily of himself.

What was there here that couldn't be explained in the light of facts

already known? It was no news to him now that Ocky was aiding Janet to

escape the consequences of her crime, and it was plain enough what must

have happened. She had found the notebook in Janet's possession,

handled it cautiously and left those prints, then insisted upon its

return to its rightful owners. That was all. His heart began to pound

less violently, and presently he was opening the second telegram, which

he saw at once was a straight wire from Kitty Doyle filed early that

morning.

"_Same compartment in sleeper. She had lower berth. Was very

restless. Talked several times. Could only hear one sentence,

repeated frequently. Miss Ocky, why did you do it, why did you do it?

She wired Hotel Beauclerc Montreal for reservation. K. Doyle._"

"Miss Ocky, why did you do it, why did you do it?"

For a few moments that sentence written in letters of fire danced madly

before his eyes. Then it cleared away and left him gazing at the

peaceful woods beyond the patch of velvet lawn. His face was

expressionless, but his lips moved slowly.

"That's it. That's it, of course. It's been there all the time. I

knew it. I was just afraid to face it. Now--I've got to."

He was standing on the veranda, but he had an odd sense that his brain

had detached itself from his body and was floating high in the air,

whence it had a comprehensive, bird's-eye view of the whole situation.

The chief actors in the drama were there, and as his brain watched them

they dissolved briefly into mist, then reformed slowly into a sort of

allegorical tableau.

There was Miss Ocky, arrayed in the somber robes of a monk, a stained

dagger held loosely in her fingers, an illusive, faintly mocking smile

on her lips. There was a great figure in white, a bandage about its

eyes, leaning negligently on a long, two-edged sword, its calm,

sightless face turned toward the woman in black. There was Janet

Mackay, gaunt and ugly, interposing her thin body between the two, a

pitifully inadequate shield. They all appeared to be waiting for

something, and presently it was evident that the attention of the two

women was centered on the figure of a funny little man whose troubled

eyes peered out from behind a huge pair of shell-rimmed glasses as he

stood beside the goddess, hesitant, his hand stretched out to loose the

bandage from the eyes of Justice.

The vision faded until only the funny little man was left. The watcher

on high saw him turn and enter the house, calm and composed, putting

two telegrams and a notebook into his pocket as he walked the length of

the hall and into the pantry. His voice was placid when he spoke.

"Bates, fix me up a couple of sandwiches and a flask of black coffee.

I've been a bit seedy lately and I'm going to try the effects of a long

walk. I may not be back until quite late."

"Yes, sir. I'll have them in a few minutes, sir."

After an interminable wait of centuries, a neat package was forthcoming

and he was at length able to leave the house and plunge into the woods,

his destination the little cave in the hills where he and Miss Ocky had

shared their picnic lunch. There he could be alone, secure from

interruption, while two little devils, devised for the torment of man,

donned the gloves and staged in the squared circle of his heart the

age-old battle between love and duty.

It was a memorable fight, that. Love went down for the count of nine

more than once, but more often it was the ugly little demon of duty

that the end of a round left hanging on the ropes. Not until dusk had

fallen was the referee able to hold up the arm of the victor.

It was ten o'clock when he limped wearily into the quiet house and

slipped noiselessly to his room. His first glance was for his desk,

where telegrams might be found if any had come. There were none, but a

large white envelope, sealed but unaddressed, lay on the blotting-pad.

He took it up and ripped it open. Two letters, stamped and ready for

mailing, fell on the desk. He stared at them indifferently, then

picked them up and thrust them in his pocket.

He sat down, determined to act while his decision was fresh, and drew

writing materials toward him. It was a very simple note that he

intended to write, and it was just that when he finally finished it,

but six false starts lay in the trash-basket beside his desk. He read

over the completed product.

"_My dear Mr. Bolt--Pressure of business recalls me to New York early

to-morrow morning before I can have an opportunity to see you. I am

happy to say that Mr. Varr's notebook has been recovered, under

circumstances which I hereby authorize Mr. Krech to describe to you. I

will send it to you by messenger. I regret that I cannot name the

thief, whose identity, in my opinion, will never be learned. I shall

look forward to seeing you when I again visit Hambleton, which I hope

to do after a short period of work and rest. Sincerely yours, Peter

Creighton._"

He stood up, holding the open letter in his hand. His head was heavy.

Hardly conscious of what he was doing, he went to the French windows,

pulled them open and stepped out on the balcony. Instantly, a low

voice challenged him from the darkness.

"Mr. Creighton! I'm so glad! I thought you must be lost! I've been

waiting here--! Please, will you do something for me?"

"I'm always ready for that, Miss Copley."

"I want you to come here. The door of my room is unlocked." The low

voice grew even fainter. "I--I am very ill," said Miss Ocky.

_XXIII: The Darkest Hour_

Everything else faded from his mind at the emergency suggested by her

last words.

He was with her in five seconds. In that time she had retreated from

the balcony and was lying back in a deep, upholstered armchair near the

open window, a soft woolen lap-robe over her knees and tucked about her

feet. He leaned over her anxiously.

"You are ill? What is it?" he questioned her swiftly. "Let me go for

the doctor!"

"No--please! It isn't a case for a doctor--yet. I must talk to you

first." There was a straight-backed chair close by, as though she had

placed it there for him, and she waved him to it. She did not continue

until he had reluctantly seated himself on its edge, bending forward to

watch her face in the dim light from a single lamp across the room.

"I--there is something I must tell you. Do you remember saying one

evening that a detective must occasionally be a father-confessor as

well as--"

"Stop!" He interrupted her, aghast, his tortured nerves rebelling

against this unexpected, fresh flagellation. "I want no confession

from you--I won't listen--!"

"Please! You must let me have my way in this; I have a good reason for

insisting on that." Her voice was low, quiet and determined. "I want

to tell you that your search is ended. It was I who--"

"Don't say it!" he broke in hoarsely. "I know it already!"

"You--_what_?" Her eyes were large, incredulous. "You know that it

was I who--who killed Simon Varr?" Amazed, she saw him nod his head,

and flinched from the gesture as if it were a blow. "How did you learn

that?"

"A score of things pointed to it from the first," he answered

miserably. "I would have seen the truth long since if--if something

else had not blinded me to it. This morning my eyes were finally

opened--" he fumbled in his pocket with shaking fingers--"by these!"

Miss Ocky took the two telegrams, held them shoulder-high to the light,

and read them wonderingly. She exclaimed sharply over the one from

Kitty Doyle.

"'K. Doyle'! Who is that?"

"A clever woman detective accompanying Janet Mackay--not to New

Orleans, but to Montreal! I already knew her destination before you

attempted to mislead me."

"A detective following Janet!" Her tone was a vigorous protest. "Oh,

you must call her back! It isn't fair to Janet! Promise me you will

call her back!"

"I will, at once. Kitty Doyle's usefulness there--is ended!"

She had raised herself slightly in her eagerness; now she relaxed again

with a sigh of relief. Creighton, a dull ache in his heart, waited for

her to resume the conversation. He would not take the lead.

"So Janet talked in her sleep!" To his horror, Miss Ocky was speaking

in her amused, faintly mocking accents as though nothing mattered less

than this gruesome discussion of how she came to be exposed. "In a

Pullman, too; how very indiscreet! I should have foreseen that and

made her stick to day coaches. I knew her failing!"

"It was a paragraph in one of your books that revealed it to me,"

contributed Creighton gloomily. "You once described a bad night you

spent due to your companion talking in her sleep. That enabled me to

give my operative a tip."

"In one of my own books! The irony of fate, that! Please, Mr.

Creighton, tell me why you happened to have Janet shadowed in the first

place. What had she done to deserve this delicate attention? Is it

possible that you suspected _her_?"

"I most certainly did." Chin cupped in both hands, his eyes fixed on

the floor at his feet, he morosely supplied her with the salient

features of the case as he had come upon them, from the discovery of

the steel chip that pointed to an inside job to the moment when he

learned that only Janet was missing from the house on the occasion of

the monk's final appearance. "Then it developed that she hadn't been

at the theater, as she was supposed to be. I argued from the return of

the notebook that the case was drawing to a climax, so I went to New

York to see if she would take advantage of my absence to slip away.

When she did, it seemed pretty conclusive evidence of her guilt. I put

Kitty Doyle on her track. Until this morning, the worst I thought of

you was that your friendship for Janet had led you to condone her

crime."

"Whereas the truth is exactly the reverse! Her friendship and my

crime!" She gave a little shiver. "That chip from the

dagger--interesting! It really started you on the right track, didn't

it? I never knew I'd nicked the blade. Mmph. Extraordinary what

trifles may affect our destinies! Funny, don't you think?"

Each word she uttered in that whimsical tone was like a needle pricking

his heart. He threw out his hands protestingly, suddenly groaning the

very phrase that Janet had used in her troubled dreams.

"Miss Ocky, why did you do it? Why did you do it?"

"Yes, I must tell you about that." Her reply was cool, matter-of-fact,

and he did not see that she winced at the pain in his voice. "After

all, I can plead extenuating circumstances. I'll make it short as

possible; you can ask questions later if you wish. Meanwhile, please

don't interrupt me or I'll lose track of my story.

"I had been away from here twenty-two years. When I came back ten

weeks ago I discovered a situation that I had never dreamed existed.

Lucy's letters had never been especially happy or cheerful, but neither

had they contained anything to give me even an inkling of the truth. I

did not know she was married to a human vampire, a sort of--of

spiritual leech! Words can't tell you the difference between the Lucy

I left and the Lucy I returned to! It hurt me--oh, it hurt me!

"You won't put down all that I say about Simon to personal prejudice

because you have heard enough about him from others to realize how mean

and selfish and--and psychically cruel he could be. He never beat

Lucy, but that was simply because he specialized in a more refined type

of cruelty--and if you want to know which of the two hurts a woman

most, there are plenty of unfortunate wives who can tell you!

"Simon owed everything he had in the world to Lucy, for it was the

money she brought to their marriage that enabled him to start his own

tannery and gave him the opportunity to develop new processes that

proved lucrative. Father disapproved of the match, but did not

actively oppose it, and when he died shortly after, Simon's feet were

on the road to fortune. Remember that, please!

"When I came home, I found he had completely broken Lucy's spirit and

was deliberately trying to accomplish the same result in the case of

his son. He had all but succeeded, too. Money seems to be the answer

to practically every problem in this country to-day, so I was able to

come to the boy's rescue. I told you one evening how I decided to put

him on his feet, promote his elopement with Sheila Graham, who will

make him an excellent wife--and incidentally put a spoke in Simon's

wheel!

"I began to study my brother-in-law, and the more I learned about him

the more shocked and fascinated I became. Satisfied with the lion's

share of the income from the tannery, he refused to develop the

business so that Jason's modicum might increase to reasonable

proportions. He had always hated Jason since the panic of 1907 when he

had to borrow money from him and give him a small interest in the

business.

"He hated his manager, Graham, too, because he was beginning to be

troublesome. Graham felt that his long and faithful services deserved

some greater reward than a small raise in salary, and the one thing

Simon could not bear to do was to reward a man according to his

deserts! He decided to discharge Graham--but that did not prevent him

from threatening Copley with the ruin of Sheila's father if he did not

discontinue his attentions to the girl! Pretty?

"I was interested in the working conditions at the tannery, conditions

that were unsanitary, primitive--obscene! I met the Maxon person in a

grocery, as I told you, but it was before the strike, not after. He

told me things, and even with a liberal discount for exaggeration, they

were pretty bad.

"It was then I decided to take a hand in Simon's family and business

affairs! I have a queer sense of humor at times, and it rather amused

me to think of myself as a deputy of Destiny! And--and it just so

happened that I was in a position to play fast and loose with no regard

for possible consequences to myself.

"I opened my campaign by promoting that strike! I persuaded Maxon, a

born agitator, to talk the men into doing it, and I provided him with

money so they should not be broken by hardship. Afterwards I found he

hypothecated this fund and spent it on a dance-hall girl, so I was

obliged to send more money later, in a letter signed by the monk, to a

more responsible treasurer! I was a little shocked when Maxon was

accused of murder, but my spirit rejoiced at the thought of him in

jail! _Snake_!

"The strike only brought out Simon's worst qualities of stubbornness

and vindictiveness. He ordered a closed shop, and suspended a lot of

innocent, needy clerks without pay. Except that it goaded him to fury,

a pleasant achievement to contemplate, I had to write off my strike as

a flash in the pan.

"I chanced to discover that Simon's heel of Achilles was his fear of

death, so my next scheme was a pious plot to frighten him into behaving

like a human being and a good citizen. I had known the legend of the

monk all my life, of course, and it was while telling it to Janet one

day that I was struck with the idea of employing it to my own

ends--though I afterwards pretended to Simon that I first heard of it

from Sheila Graham.

"The next time I went to New York I purchased the costume and a pair of

large boots from a theatrical supply store. I made a mask myself, and

wired the cowl to stay up so that it would give the impression of a

tall man. The large boots, of course, were to give a wrong idea of the

man's size in case I left tracks.

"Sometimes I kept the outfit in the bottom of a trunk in that closet,

there, but more often it was hidden in a cubbyhole of my little house

down the hill. There is a very ancient and disreputable typewriter in

the attic, there, too, and I used that to write my messages on. I

concealed that, by the way, under a loose piece of flooring just as a

precaution, though I did not think then that a police case would ever

grow out of what I was doing!

"I set the first fire in the tannery, and it fizzled out. Then I wrote

my first note to Simon and waylaid him in the trail. I slipped off the

disguise in the woods, ran to overtake him and pretended I, too, had

seen a 'ghost'. The next day I brought him that historical book and

read him the legend, and I had real hopes of humanizing him when I saw

how scared he was!

"I followed up this jolt by firing the tannery again, hoping that its

destruction would necessitate the building of modern and proper

quarters for the men to work in. I was nearly caught that time--Simon

had the cunning to order his watchman to make double rounds!

"That night brought things to a sudden head. I had escaped from the

tannery yard, run up into the woods and shed my disguise, and came back

to stand on the hill and watch the fire.

"It was than that Leslie Sherwood spoke to me and made no bones about

expressing his hatred of Simon Varr. I was curious to know why he was

so bitter, and I had a sneaking notion that it might have something to

do with the way Leslie had suddenly deserted Hambleton and abandoned my

sister to his only admitted rival. It did! I asked him to tell me the

story back of it and he willingly complied.

"It appears that Simon clerked for a time in a local bank of which

Leslie's father was the president, and while there had discovered old

Mr. Sherwood guilty of serious defalcations. Sherwood was too deeply

involved to extricate himself short of stupendous good luck and years

of effort, so Simon cunningly stored away his knowledge against a day

when it might come in useful. Blackmail.

"The occasion arrived quickly. Lucy was obviously attached to Leslie,

if not secretly engaged to him. Simon went to Leslie and told him he

must withdraw with no word of explanation to Lucy under penalty of

having his father exposed as a thief! Leslie was knocked galley-west,

of course. He went to his father, found that Simon had told the truth,

had a row with the old gentleman and departed forthwith, stricken to

his soul.

"I don't criticize Leslie for acting that way. He was obeying the

queer standards of behavior we have set up in the West. Actually, it

never once occurred to him that to kill a blackmailer of that type

rather than permit him to ruin a woman's life might be a very righteous

deed! I see you wince, Mr. Creighton! Please remember I have lived in

the East long enough to imbibe some of its philosophy. I don't

consider one human life so much more important than the happiness of

many other people!

"Simon's death warrant was nearly signed that night, though he was to

have one more chance. I left Leslie and came home, and I won't even

try to describe my feelings when I realized how that monster had used

his power to sneak into this house and destroy Lucy's happiness!

"The dagger on the table caught my eye and I remembered its

inscription. 'I Bring Peace'. Suggestive--very suggestive; I thought

of the peace it would bring to a number of persons if any one had the

courage to--to play Destiny. I thought of Leslie's expression when he

told me he still loved Lucy devotedly, and of hers when she heard the

news of his return. There were two more people who would find

happiness if Simon were removed.

"I took the dagger, but of course that was dangerous by itself, so I

slipped into the study, pried up the roll-top cover of Simon's desk and

pouched a notebook that looked as if it must be valuable. Then I had

still another idea--it seemed a good one then! The house was still,

except for Bates snoring in the pantry. I went out on the piazza and

forced the lock of one of the living-room windows with the dagger.

Mmph! Wish I'd noticed that nick! I thought I was only leaving

evidence of a burglary!

"The next evening I had a snappy talk with Simon. I told him that the

death of old Sherwood--who succeeded in rehabilitating his fortunes

before he died--had taken that particular curse off Leslie, and that

Leslie had told me everything. Simon merely asked me what I was going

to do about it. I suggested divorce--his last chance!--and he turned

it down. Just from meanness and malice, he turned it down. Blame me

for anything you please, but don't sympathize with Simon; he asked for

it!

"I knew a detective was coming on the morrow and I wasn't anxious to

take more chances than I had to. The hour was striking--!

"Don't look at me like that! I won't go on with that part of it!

Harrowing and gruesome, and not at all important.

"I'm afraid I didn't take either the police or you very seriously.

More fool I! As I examined my position it seemed to me that I had left

absolutely no clue, that I was secure from every suspicion. Mmph. I

forgot Janet!

"She and I never had secrets from each other until this affair of Simon

Varr. I had discussed him with her and she understood just what a blot

on society he was, but I had not confessed to playing Destiny! After

the murder, however, she learned of the monk who had been threatening

Simon. She knew I detested him, she knew all my points of view, and

her old mind began to work. Janet's mind is like the mills of the

gods; it grinds slowly but exceeding fine.

"She watched me, questioned me slyly, and presently began a search for

proof of her suspicions. She found the notebook in the back of one of

my bureau drawers, and then she found the disguise in the house below

the hill. She knew the truth!

"She has a Scotch conscience, which appears to be a terrible

affliction! She was horrified at her discovery, almost sickened, but

her loyalty to me rose above every other consideration. If she had

only come to me--! But she didn't; she elected to follow certain

impulses of her own conception.

"The most important thing, according to her strict notions, was that

the stolen property should be returned to its rightful owners. In

wondering how best to do that, she evolved the crazy scheme of

appearing in the monk's costume some time when I was with you. She

could leave the notebook for you to find and at the same time provide

me with a perfect and impervious alibi in case suspicion was ever

directed my way!

"You know how it worked out. It's a miracle she didn't kill poor Mr.

Krech! He looked very cunning in his bandage this evening!

"Of course, Janet gave herself away to me! When she came home late

that night I had it out with her--and sent her away! I admired her

loyalty and spirit, but she was entirely too dangerous to have around!

I think Scotch consciences jump at odd angles like cats and detectives!

"That brings the story to date, Mr. Creighton. You know everything

else, and the next move is yours." She leaned back and regarded him

quietly, her little mocking smile on her lips. "What is the usual

procedure? Do you make the arrest yourself? Or do you call the

police? What a triumph you will enjoy over Norvallis!"

He did not reply in words. The answer lay on the floor beside his

foot, where he had dropped the note to Jason Bolt which he had brought

with him in his hurried dash to her side. He picked it up and gave it

to her.

When she had read it, she let it drop in her lap. There was no mockery

in her expression at that moment, though she could not forego a

whimsical little taunt.

"That isn't practicing what you preach, Mr. Creighton!"

"I--I could not find the strength," he muttered hoarsely.

She made no verbal response to that, but her eyes blessed him. After a

moment she forced one uncertain question from trembling lips.

"Will you tell me wh-why?"

"Yes. I've a confession to make, too, Miss Ocky." He nerved himself

to this ordeal. "I--I searched your room last evening while you were

at the Bolts. Looking for proof against Janet. Will you forgive me?"

He waited for her quick nod. "I found nothing, but I did see your

diary on that desk--and glanced at it."

"Ah!" said Miss Ocky, her cheeks stained a deep crimson.

"I found something there that interested me--made me--happy! A line

wishing we had met twenty years ago. Will you tell me what you meant

by that? I'm afraid to trust my own interpretation." He paused, but

she remained silent. "Anyway, I echo the wish! But twenty years is

not a lifetime. If you tell me what I want to hear, we can still have

many years--to forget Simon and think only of our own happiness--"

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