CHAPTER XXIII

"MORE WAS LOST AT MOHACKSFIELD"

Eastminster House was ablaze. A large dinner had been fixed for this

October evening, and only just before half-past eight Jasmine entered

the drawing-room to receive her guests. She had completely forgotten

the dinner till very late in the afternoon, when she observed

preparations for which she had given instructions the day before. She

was about to leave the house upon the mission which had drawn her

footsteps in the same direction as those of Ian Stafford, when the

butler came to her for information upon some details. These she gave

with an instant decision which was part of her equipment, and then,

when the butler had gone, she left the house on foot to take a cab at

the corner of Piccadilly.

When she returned home, the tables in the dining-room were decorated,

the great rooms were already lighted, and the red carpet was being laid

down at the door. The footmen looked up with surprise as she came up

the steps, and their eyes followed her as she ascended the staircase

with marked deliberation.

"Well, that's style for you," said the first footman. "Takin' an airin'

on shanks' hosses."

"And a quarter of an hour left to put on the tirara," sniggered the

second footman. "The lot is asked for eight-thirty."

"Swells, the bunch, windin' up with the brother of an Emperor--'struth!"

"I'll bet the Emperor's brother ain't above takin' a tip about shares

on the Rand, me boy."

"I'll bet none of 'em ain't. That's why they come--not forgetting th'

grub and the fizz."

"What price a title for the Byng Baas one of these days! They like tips

down there where the old Markis rumbles through his beard--and a lot of

hands to be greased. And grease it costs a lot, political grease does.

But what price a title--Sir Rudyard Byng, Bart., wot oh!"

"Try another shelf higher up, and it's more like it. Wot a head for a

coronet 'ers! W'y--"

But the voice of the butler recalled them from the fields of

imagination, and they went with lordly leisure upon the business of the

household.

Socially this was to be the day of Jasmine's greatest triumph. One of

the British royal family was, with the member of another great reigning

family, honouring her table--though the ladies of neither were to be

present; and this had been a drop of chagrin in her cup. She had been

unaware of the gossip there had been of late,--though it was unlikely

the great ladies would have known of it--and she would have been slow

to believe what Ian had told her this day, that men had talked lightly

of her at De Lancy Scovel's house. Her eyes had been shut; her wilful

nature had not been sensitive to the quality of the social air about

her. People came--almost "everybody" came--to her house, and would

come, of course, until there was some open scandal; until her husband

intervened. Yet everybody did not come. The royal princesses had not

found it convenient to come; and this may have meant nothing, or very

much indeed. To Jasmine, however, as she hastily robed herself for

dinner, her mind working with lightning swiftness, it did not matter at

all; if all the kings and queens of all the world had promised to come

and had not come, it would have meant nothing to her this night of

nights.

In her eyes there was the look of one who has seen some horrible thing,

though she gave her orders with coherence and decision as usual, and

with great deftness she assisted her maid in the hasty toilette. Her

face was very pale, save for one or two hectic spots which took the

place of the nectarine bloom so seldom absent from her cheeks, and in

its place was a new, shining, strange look like a most delicate

film--the transfiguring kind of look which great joy or great pain

gives.

Coming up the staircase from the street, she had seen Krool enter her

husband's room more hastily than usual, and had heard him greeted

sharply--something that sounded strange to her ears, for Rudyard was

uniformly kind to Krool. Never had Rudyard's voice sounded as it did

now. Of course it was her imagination, but it was like a voice which

came from some desolate place, distant, arid and alien. That was not

the voice in which he had wooed her on the day when they heard of

Jameson's Raid. That was not the voice which had spoken to her in

broken tones of love on the day Ian first dined with her after her

marriage--that fateful, desperate day. This was a voice which had a

cheerless, fretful note, a savage something in it. Presently they two

would meet, and she knew how it would be--an outward semblance, a

superficial amenity and confidence before their guests; the smile of

intimacy, when there was no intimacy, and never, never, could be again;

only acting, only make-believe, only the artifice of deceit.

Yet when she was dressed--in pure white, with only a string of pearls,

the smallest she had, round her neck--she was like that white flower

which had been placed on her pillow last night.

Turning to leave the bedroom she caught sight of her face and figure

again in the big mirror, and she seemed to herself like some other

woman. There was that strange, distant look of agony in her eyes, that

transfiguring look in the face; there was the figure somehow gone

slimmer in these few hours; and there was a frail appearance which did

not belong to her.

As she was about to leave the room to descend the stairs, there came a

knock at the door. A bunch of white violets was handed in, with a

pencilled note in Rudyard's handwriting.

White violets--white violets!

The note read, "Wear these to-night, Jasmine."

White violets--how strange that he should send them! These they send

for the young, the innocent, and the dead. Rudyard had sent them to

her--from how far away! He was there just across the hallway, and yet

he might have been in Bolivia, so far as their real life was concerned.

She was under no illusion. This day, and perhaps a few, a very few

others, must be lived under the same roof, in order that they could

separate without scandal; but things could never go on as in the past.

She had realized that the night before, when still that chance of which

she had spoken to Stafford was hers; when she had wound the coil of her

wonderful hair round her throat, and had imagined that self-destruction

which has tempted so many of more spiritual make than herself. It was

melodramatic, emotional, theatrical, maybe; but the emotional, the

theatrical, the egotistic mortal has his or her tragedy, which is just

as real as that which comes to those of more spiritual vein, just as

real as that which comes to the more classical victim of fate. Jasmine

had the deep defects of her qualities. Her suffering was not the less

acute because it found its way out with impassioned demonstration.

There was, however, no melodrama in the quiet trembling with which she

took the white violets, the symbol of love and death. She was sure that

Rudyard was not aware of their significance and meaning, but that did

not modify the effect upon her. Her trouble just now was too deep for

tears, too bitter for words, too terrible for aught save numb

endurance. Nothing seemed to matter in a sense, and yet the little

routine of life meant so much in its iron insistence. The habits of

convention are so powerful that life's great issues are often obscured

by them. Going to her final doom a woman would stop to give the last

careful touch to her hair--the mechanical obedience to long habit. It

is not vanity, not littleness, but habit; never shown with subtler

irony than in the case of Madame de Langrois, who, pacing the path to

her execution at Lille, stooped, picked up a pin from the ground, and

fastened it in her gown--the tyranny of habit.

Outside her own room Jasmine paused for a moment and looked at the

closed door of Rudyard's room. Only a step--and yet she was kept apart

from him by a shadow so black, so overwhelming, that she could not

penetrate it. It smothered her sight. No, no, that little step could

not be taken; there was a gulf between them which could not be bridged.

There was nothing to say to Rudyard except what could be said upon the

surface, before all the world, as it were; things which must be said

through an atmosphere of artificial sounds, which would give no

response to the agonized cries of the sentient soul. She could make

believe before the world, but not alone with Rudyard. She shrank within

herself at the idea of being alone with him.

As she went down-stairs a scene in a room on the Thames Embankment,

from which she had come a half hour ago, passed before her vision. It

was as though it had been imprinted on the film of her eye and must

stay there forever.

When would the world know that Adrian Fellowes lay dead in the room on

the Embankment? And when they knew it, what would they say? They would

ask how he died--the world would ask how he died. The Law would ask how

he died.

How had he died? Who killed him? Or did he die by his own hand? Had

Adrian Fellowes, the rank materialist, the bon viveur, the man-luxury,

the courage to kill himself by his own hand? If not, who killed him?

She shuddered. They might say that she killed him.

She had seen no one on the staircase as she had gone up, but she had

dimly seen another figure outside in the terrace as she came out, and

there was the cabman who drove her to the place. That was all.

Now, entering the great drawing-room of her own house she shuddered as

though from an icy chill. The scene there on the Embankment--her own

bitter anger, her frozen hatred; then the dead man with his face turned

to the wall; the stillness, the clock ticking, her own cold voice

speaking to him, calling; then the terrified scrutiny, the touch of the

wrist, the realization, the moment's awful horror, the silence which

grew more profound, the sudden paralysis of body and will.... And

then--music, strange, soft, mysterious music coming from somewhere

inside the room, music familiar and yet unnatural, a song she had heard

once before, a pathetic folk-song of eastern Europe, "More Was Lost at

Mohacksfield." It was a tale of love and loss and tragedy and despair.

Startled and overcome, she had swayed, and would have fallen, but that

with an effort of the will she had caught at the table and saved

herself. With the music still creeping in unutterable melancholy

through the room, she had fled, closing the door behind her very softly

as though not to disturb the sleeper. It had followed her down the

staircase and into the street, the weird, unnatural music.

It was only when she had entered a cab in the Strand that she realized

exactly what the music was. She remembered that Fellowes had bought a

music-box which could be timed to play at will--even days ahead, and he

had evidently set the box to play at this hour. It did so, a strange,

grim commentary on the stark thing lying on the couch, nerveless as

though it had been dead a thousand years. It had ceased to play before

Stafford entered the room, but, strangely enough, it began again as he

said over the dead body, "He did not die by his own hand."

Standing before the fireplace in the drawing-room, awaiting the first

guest, Jasmine said to herself: "No, no, he had not the courage to kill

himself."

Some one had killed him. Who was it? Who killed him--Rudyard--Ian--who?

But how? There was no sign of violence. That much she had seen. He lay

like one asleep. Who was it killed him?

"Lady Tynemouth."

Back to the world from purgatory again. The butler's voice broke the

spell, and Lady Tynemouth took her friend in her arms and kissed her.

"So handsome you look, my darling--and all in white. White violets,

too. Dear, dear, how sweet, and oh, how triste! But I suppose it's

chic. Certainly, it is stunning. And so simple. Just the weeny, teeny

string of pearls, like a young under-secretary's wife, to show what she

might do if she had a fair chance. Oh, you clever, wonderful Jasmine!"

"My dressmaker says I have no real taste in colours, so I compromised,"

was Jasmine's reply, with a really good imitation of a smile.

As she babbled on, Lady Tynemouth had been eyeing her friend with swift

inquiry, for she had never seen Jasmine look as she did to-night, so

ethereal, so tragically ethereal, with dark lines under the eyes, the

curious transparency of the skin, and the feverish brightness and

far-awayness of the look. She was about to say something in comment,

but other guests entered, and it was impossible. She watched, however,

from a little distance, while talking gaily to other guests; she

watched at the dinner-table, as Jasmine, seated between her two

royalties, talked with gaiety, with pretty irony, with respectful

badinage; and no one could be so daring with such ceremonious respect

at the same time as she. Yet through it all Lady Tynemouth saw her

glance many times with a strange, strained inquiry at Rudyard, seated

far away opposite her; at another big, round table.

"There's something wrong here," Lady Tynemouth said to herself, and

wondered why Ian Stafford was not present. Mennaval was there, eagerly

seeking glances. These Jasmine gave with a smiling openness and

apparent good-fellowship, which were not in the least compromising.

Lady Tynemouth saw Mennaval's vain efforts, and laughed to herself, and

presently she even laughed with her neighbour about them.

"What an infant it is!" she said to her table companion. "Jasmine Byng

doesn't care a snap of her finger about Mennaval."

"Does she care a snap for anybody?" asked the other. Then he added,

with a kind of query in the question apart from the question itself:

"Where is the great man--where's Stafford to-night?"

"Counting his winnings, I suppose." Lady Tynemouth's face grew soft.

"He has done great things for so young a man. What a distance he has

gone since he pulled me and my red umbrella back from the Zambesi

Falls!"

Then proceeded a gay conversation, in which Lady Tynemouth was quite

happy. When she could talk of Ian Stafford she was really enjoying

herself. In her eyes he was the perfect man, whom other women tried to

spoil, and whom, she flattered herself, she kept sound and unspoiled by

her frank platonic affection.

"Our host seems a bit abstracted to-night," said her table companion

after a long discussion about what Stafford had done and what he still

might do.

"The war--it means so much to him," said Lady Tynemouth. Yet she had

seen the note of abstraction too, and it had made her wonder what was

happening in this household.

The other demurred.

"But I imagine he has been prepared for the war for some time. He

didn't seem excessively worried about it before dinner, yet he seemed

upset too, so pale and anxious-looking."

"I'll make her talk, make her tell me what it is, if there is

anything," said Lady Tynemouth to herself. "I'll ask myself to stay

with her for a couple of days."

Superficial as Lady Tynemouth seemed to many, she had real sincerity,

and she was a friend in need to her friends. She loved Jasmine as much

as she could love any woman, and she said now, as she looked at

Jasmine's face, so alert, so full of raillery, yet with such an

undertone of misery:

"She looks as if she needed a friend."

After dinner she contrived to get her arm through that of her hostess,

and gave it an endearing pressure. "May I come to you for a few days,

Jasmine?" she asked.

"I was going to ask if you would have me," answered Jasmine, with a

queer little smile. "Rudyard will be up to his ears for a few days, and

that's a chance for you and me to do some shopping, and some other

things together, isn't it?"

She was thinking of appearances, of the best way to separate from

Rudyard for a little while, till the longer separation could be

arranged without scandal. Ian Stafford had said that things could go on

in this house as before, that Rudyard would never hint to her what he

knew, or rather what the letter had told him or left untold: but that

was impossible. Whatever Rudyard was willing to do, there was that

which she could not do. Twenty-four hours had accomplished a complete

revolution in her attitude towards life and in her sense of things.

Just for these immediate days to come, when the tragedy of Fellowes'

death would be made a sensation of the hour, there must be temporary

expedients; and Lady Tynemouth had suggested one which had its great

advantages.

She could not bear to remain in Rudyard's house; and in his heart of

hearts Rudyard would wish the same, even if he believed her innocent;

but if she must stay for appearance' sake, then it would be good to

have Lady Tynemouth with her. Rudyard would be grateful for time to get

his balance again. This bunch of violets was the impulse of a big,

magnanimous nature; but it would be followed by the inevitable

reaction, which would be the real test and trial.

Love and forgiveness--what had she to do with either! She did not wish

forgiveness because of Adrian Fellowes. No heart had been involved in

that episode. It had in one sense meant nothing to her. She loved

another man, and she did not wish forgiveness of him either. No, no,

the whole situation was impossible. She could not stay here. For his

own sake Rudyard would not, ought not, to wish her to stay. What might

the next few days bring forth?

Who had killed Adrian Fellowes? He was not man enough to take his own

life--who had killed him? Was it her husband, after all? He had said to

Ian Stafford that he would do nothing, but, with the maggot of revenge

and jealousy in their brains, men could not be trusted from one moment

to another.

The white violets? Even they might be only the impulse of the moment,

one of those acts of madness of jealous and revengeful people. Men had

kissed their wives and then killed them--fondled them, and then

strangled them. Rudyard might have made up his mind since morning to

kill Fellowes, and kill herself, also. Fellowes was gone, and now might

come her turn. White violets were the flowers of death, and the first

flowers he had ever given her were purple violets, the flowers of life

and love.

If Rudyard had killed Adrian Fellowes, there would be an end to

everything. If he was suspected, and if the law stretched out its hand

of steel to clutch him--what an ignominious end to it all; what a mean

finish to life, to opportunity, to everything worth doing!

And she would have been the cause of everything.

The thought scorched her soul.

Yet she talked on gaily to her guests until the men returned from their

cigars; as though Penalty and Nemesis were outside even the range of

her imagination; as though she could not hear the snap of the handcuffs

on Rudyard's--or Ian's--wrists.

Before and after dinner only a few words had passed between her and

Rudyard, and that was with people round them. It was as though they

spoke through some neutralizing medium, in which all real personal

relation was lost. Now Rudyard came to her, however, and in a

matter-of-fact voice said: "I suppose Al'mah will be here. You haven't

heard to the contrary, I hope? These great singers are so whimsical."

There was no time for Jasmine to answer, for through one of the far

entrances of the drawing-room Al'mah entered. Her manner was

composed--if possible more composed than usual, and she looked around

her calmly. At that moment a servant handed Byng a letter. It contained

only a few words, and it ran:

"DEAR BYNG,--Fellowes is gone. I found him dead in his rooms. An

inquest will be held to-morrow. There are no signs of violence; neither

of suicide or anything else. If you want me, I shall be at my rooms

after ten o'clock to-night. I have got all his papers." Yours ever,

"IAN STAFFORD."

Jasmine watched Rudyard closely as he read. A strange look passed over

his face, but his hand was steady as he put the note in his pocket. She

then saw him look searchingly at Al'mah as he went forward to greet her.

On the instant Rudyard had made up his mind what to do. It was clear

that Al'mah did not know that Fellowes was dead, or she would not be

here; for he knew of their relations, though he had never told Jasmine.

Jasmine did not suspect the truth, or Al'mah would not be where she

was; and Fellowes would never have written to Jasmine the letter for

which he had paid with his life.

Al'mah was gently appreciative of the welcome she received from both

Byng and Jasmine, and she prepared to sing.

"Yes, I think I am in good voice," she said to Jasmine, presently. Then

Rudyard went, giving his wife's arm a little familiar touch as he

passed, and said:

"Remember, we must have some patriotic things tonight. I'm sure Al'mah

will feel so, too. Something really patriotic and stirring. We shall

need it--yes we shall need cheering very badly before we've done. We're

not going to have a walk-over in South Africa. Cheering up is what we

want, and we must have it."

Again he cast a queer, inquiring look at Al'mah, to which he got no

response, and to himself he said, grimly: "Well, it's better she should

not know it--here."

His mind was in a maze. He moved as in a dream. He was pale, but he had

an air of determination. Once he staggered with dizziness, then he

righted himself and smiled at some one near. That some one winked at

his neighbour.

"It's true, then, what we hear about him," the neighbour said, and

suggestively raised fingers to his mouth.

Al'mah sang as perhaps she had seldom sung. There was in her voice an

abandon and tragic intensity, a wonderful resonance and power, which

captured her hearers as they had never been captured before. First she

sang a love-song, then a song of parting. Afterwards came a lyric of

country, which stirred her audience deeply. It was a challenge to every

patriot to play his part for home and country. It was an appeal to the

spirit of sacrifice; it was an inspiration and an invocation. Men's

eyes grew moist.

And now another, a final song, a combination of all--of love, and loss

and parting and ruin, and war and patriotism and destiny. With the

first low notes of it Jasmine rose slowly from her seat, like one in a

dream, and stood staring blindly at Al'mah. The great voice swelled out

in a passion of agony, then sank away into a note of despair that

gripped the heart.

"But more was lost at Mohacksfield--"

Jasmine had stood transfixed while the first words were sung, then, as

the last line was reached, staring straight in front of her, as though

she saw again the body of Adrian Fellowes in the room by the river, she

gave a cry, which sounded half laughter and half torture, and fell

heavily on the polished floor.

Rudyard ran forward and lifted her in his arms. Lady Tynemouth was

beside him in an instant.

"Yes, that's right--you come," he said to her, and he carried the limp

body up-stairs, the white violets in her dress crushed against his

breast.

"Poor child--the war, of course; it means so much to them."

Thus, a kindly dowager, as she followed the Royalties down-stairs.

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