LIV

Every evening thenceforward until the third volume had been set up

in type, James Dodson would return to the little room with further

instalments of the printed pages, newly from the press. And full many

weary hours did the poet’s aged father labour through the day and night

to compare the manuscript with the printed work. Weak and frail as the

old man now was, half sightless as were his eyes, he yet addressed

himself to this task with a joyful rapture. Sometimes, in the stress of

the gladness that overcame him, he would read aloud to the poet in his

thin, quavering tones, some of those passages whose quality he could

not forbear to acclaim.

At these times the blind poet, ever sitting by the hearth, would

listen, breathing deep, with head uplifted, and with strange emotions

flitting across his inexpressibly beautiful face. And then when through

sheer weariness the voice of the aged man had ceased to utter the

wonderful music, he himself, in his rich and rare tones, would take up

the theme; and he would speak the lines of ineffable majesty with a

justice so delicate that his aged father needed no longer to look at

the manuscript, but was able to verify the printed page by the poet’s

voice.

Sometimes these labours would even be conducted in the presence of

James Dodson. And although that robust denizen of the great world out

of doors, whenever he found himself in his natural element, could

never bring himself to believe that the labours he was undertaking with

such an all-consuming zeal were being conducted in the cause of reason

and sanity, no sooner did he enter the little room of an evening than

his scepticism fell from him like an outer garment.

It was not for him to understand the words that the poet and his

father recited with such a holy submission; they had no meanings for

his unaccustomed ears; but the dominion of the poet’s presence, which

sprang from that which was now upon his face, the wonderful serenity of

that sightless aspect filled the young man with an awe and a credulity

which he could not recognize as belonging to himself.

“I am going wrong,” he would say in his perplexity as he went his ways

about the great city, “and, of course, they are as wrong as they can

be--yet the marvellous thing is that they make you feel that all the

world is wrong, and that they are the only reasonable people in it!”

One evening, after Jimmy Dodson had sat in a kind of entrancement for

several hours while the poet had recited many passages, he was moved

to ask with dry lips, “I say, old boy, Homer and Milton were blind,

weren’t they?”

“Tradition has it so,” said the poet, and his sightless aspect was

suffused with that secret and beautiful smile that had come to haunt

poor Dodson in his dreams. “But what is ‘tradition’ but an adumbration

of the light that never was?”

On the evening that the last line of the poem had been passed for the

press with an astonishing thoroughness and celerity by the co-operation

of two minds which had to be almost independent of the use of the

eyes, the poet committed these final pages to the care of his faithful

emissary with further injunctions for their prosperity in the great

world out of doors.

“Let our little treatise have reticence, chastity, sobriety,” he said.

“I wish you could see the binding I have chosen,” said Jimmy Dodson.

“Octavius calls it very chaste indeed--you can’t think what an interest

Octavius is taking in the publication. Octavius made one error in his

life, which we will not refer to now, but he has turned out trumps over

this. He would give his ears to know the name of the author!”

“That is a secret you are pledged to respect,” said William Jordan in

his voice of soft irony.

“You can be quite easy about that, old boy,” said Jimmy Dodson. “Wild

horses shall not drag it from me; and, of course, there is not a soul

in the world who would ever suspect that the author is you.”

“I trust you,” said the poet simply. “And there is only one further

charge with which I shall tax our friendship. I shall ask you to

collect all the papers that bear the impress of my hand, and lodge them

at the English Museum, in the custody of the English nation.”

James Dodson contrived to dissemble his bewildered surprise.

“Of course I will do so, old boy,” he said gravely and promptly. “I

will make a parcel of the manuscript now. It is too late to take it

round there to-night; but the first thing to-morrow I will take an hour

off from the office, and I will carry it to the English Museum myself.”

“Thank you, thank you,” said the poet. “I thank you in the name of

truth and of ages yet to be.”

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