XLVI

The returned wayfarer, ragged, bare-footed, and dishevelled, continued

in his profound sleep by the side of the fire. Not a sound escaped

him, not once did he change his posture; and as the hour of midnight

approached, the old man, his father, began to have a fear that he

would not waken again. But at the first stroke of the clocks, as they

told the midnight hour, the wanderer opened his eyes to the full, and,

rising immediately from his chair, without pain, and without weariness,

sat down exactly as he was before the materials for writing that were

spread upon the table, and commenced author.

At first, as he dipped the pen in the ink, and it sought the virgin

sheets of white paper, his face was calm and untroubled, and about

his lips was a happy smile of peace. Lightly, easily, deftly at

first, his right hand, that was now so strong, ran across the paper,

without a moment of hesitation, without a single pause, or any kind of

uncertainty.

Page upon page was traversed by his strong right hand. Not once did

it falter, no fault did it commit; and neither blot, nor erasure, nor

substitution of one word for another, defiled the fair copy that grew,

minute by minute, under the slender, blood-stained fingers. Hour after

hour passed; and the aged man, his father, sat by the side of the fire

with his dim and incredulous eyes fixed upon him who wrote. In them was

a kind of entrancement.

The beams of the morning stole through the top of the shutters of

the little room, but the author did not look up an instant from his

labours, and not once did he change the attitude in which he wrote.

Neither did he ask to have the shutters thrown back, and the bright

lamp removed, even when it was twelve o’clock in the day. From time to

time the old man plied the hearth with fuel, and also he procured a

second lamp, newly replenished with oil.

In the afternoon the old man went forth of the little room, and making

no sound, so that his movements might not be regarded, he penetrated,

candle in hand, to a deep cellar below the shop.

In a corner of this chill vault, all covered with cobwebs and grime,

was a bottle of a great and aged wine. This the old man removed from

the place it had occupied full many years, and bore it, with a care

as nice as a woman bears a sleeping infant, up the dark stairs to the

little room.

The old man placed the wine near to him who wrote; but, as though

unconscious of the action, the returned wayfarer pursued his labours.

The old man, his father, then returned to his place beside the bright

hearth. The hours passed. All that day the shutters were not taken down

from the shop, which was shrouded in complete darkness in the broad

light; while in the room behind it a lamp was burning continually, even

when the sun was high at noon.

As page upon page was traversed by the strong right hand of him who

wrote, and they began to form a delicately-written heap on the table

before him, the mood of the author, which at first was so serene and

of such a calm assurance, began to change. In those large and bright

eyes, whose lustre seemed to vie with that of the ever-burning lamp,

the inward fire, the controlled passion, the noble self-possession,

began, towards afternoon, to yield to the hue of terror. The large and

bright eyes began to roll in a strange kind of frenzy. Great beads of

perspiration came upon the forehead of the author; they rolled in a

stream down his cheeks.

Not once, however, did he pause in those labours which added steadily

to the pile of his writings. Although the author appeared to be

suffering a more than mortal agony, and that even as he wrote he sought

the merciful respite of death, he never once faltered, nor looked up,

nor refrained an instant from his task.

Towards the hour of eight in the evening, the listening ears of the

aged man, his father, heard a loud tapping upon the shutters of the

shop. He rose at once from his place beside the hearth and went forth

of the little room, and opened very softly, yet with a kind of despair

as he did so, the outer door of the shop.

“Who is he who beats upon the ears of us in our little room?” he asked

of him who stood out upon the threshold of the night.

“Has he awakened?” asked the anxious visitor. “I have been fearing all

day lest he should not wake any more.”

“He is awake and he is writing his treatise,” said the old man devoutly.

“I must see him,” said the man from the street. “You must let me see

him. I will not go beyond the shop. And I will not disturb him as I

walk across it.”

“He is writing his treatise,” said the old man in a tone that would

seem to deny him.

“Oh!” cried the man from the street piteously, “I must see him, if only

for a moment, now that he is awake.”

And so great were the entreaties of the man from the street, that the

old man, enjoining many earnest restrictions upon him, led him at last

with infinite caution through the dark shop, to look upon the face of

him who wrote.

However, no sooner had the man from the street looked upon the face

of him he had craved to see than he uttered a suppressed cry of

dismay and terror. For the face of the returned wayfarer seemed to be

convulsed with a mortal agony.

Creeping away with the silence in which he had come to the threshold,

without revealing his presence to the returned wayfarer, or causing him

once to refrain from his labours, the man from the street returned in a

kind of despair to that outer element of darkness out of which he had

emerged.

“Oh,” he muttered, as the scalding tears sprang out of his eyes as he

traversed the inhospitable pavements of the streets; “I wish now that I

had not seen him. It is just as I thought it would be.”

Yet the next evening at the same hour the man from the street tapped

upon the shutter again; and again his summons was answered by the old

man within.

“How is he now?” asked the visitor breathlessly. “I hope there is no

change for the worse.”

“You may enter and look upon him,” said the old man.

“I don’t think I want to do that,” said the visitor with fear in his

eyes. “I think I would rather not do so.”

“Perhaps,” said the old man, “you may find a change for the better.”

“No, I don’t think I will come in,” said the man with weak

tremulousness; but this he seemed suddenly to discard in a kind of

disgust, and he followed the old man through the darkness of the shop.

As he came to stand again upon the threshold of the little room he saw

that the returned wayfarer had scarcely changed his posture from the

previous evening, and was writing still. The mass of papers before him,

covered in a fine and delicate writing, were an ever-increasing pile.

Yet the man from the street hardly dared to look at the face of the

writer. At last, however, he summoned the courage to do so, and in the

act of beholding it almost revealed his presence by a cry of surprise.

For the face was no longer transfigured with terror: it was as calm,

serene, and peaceful as that of Nature upon an evening of summer.

Again the man from the street returned to his element; and this time

in lieu of his previous despair was a sort of bewildered gladness. The

face he had looked upon that evening was one of such wisdom and beauty,

that even eyes such as his own could not misread its meaning. “Oh, how

beautiful he is! How beautiful he is!” he exclaimed as he walked along.

The next evening the visitor returned once more and knocked upon the

shutter; again he was received by the old man who led him within. The

returned wayfarer still sat at the table writing his treatise. Again he

appeared scarcely to have changed his posture. The pile of writing had

grown greater and greater. In mute bewilderment the man from the street

gazed upon him. The worn and haggard countenance of him who wrote was

convulsed with tears. Yet although they dripped upon the white paper,

even as the pen traversed it, he refrained not an instant from his task.

As the unhappy man from the street again sought the outer darkness, he

said with a sinking heart: “When he stops writing I am sure he will

die!”

On the next evening he presented himself at the shutter for the fourth

time.

“How is he now?” he cried to the old man. “Does he still live?”

“You may enter,” said the old man; and in the darkness the man from the

street could not observe the secret smile that was about his lips.

Ever writing as before, the returned wayfarer had now a face that was

radiant with joy. As he continued to fill one page upon another, his

lips began to move in a kind of low crooning chant. When the watcher

from the threshold caught the first sounds of his voice, he remembered

with one of those pangs with which reason confronts that which lies

beyond it, the day upon which he and his boon companions had taken him

upon the sea in a boat.

“I don’t know how it will end, I don’t know how it will end!” cried the

man as he entered the streets. His emotion was wrought so highly that

he walked the streets until dawn.

Yet again on the evening of the fifth day he returned, and with secret,

fearful steps he came to the threshold of the little room. He who sat

there was writing still. His cheeks had now sunk into his jaws; his

eyes that formerly were so large and bright lacked lustre; the slender

fingers were moving painfully; the gaunt face had almost the composure

of death.

The watcher crept forth again to the streets, and walked them in a kind

of madness. “I begin to wish he would die,” he said as he took his way.

“It is dreadful, it is dreadful! Yes, I wish he would die.”

Yet on the evening of the sixth day the man came again and knocked upon

the shutter.

“I hope he is dead,” he said bitterly as the old man confronted him.

“It is dreadful, it is dreadful!”

“He sleeps now,” said the old man simply. “Is it not wonderful that the

strength should have been given to him to complete his task? But he now

sleeps.”

They stole together to the threshold, where this superhuman labourer,

bare-footed and unkempt, and in his rags lay fast asleep. His face was

buried amid the great bulk of his writings.

“Oh,” said the man from the street with a harsh sob; “he is dead at

last.”

“Oh, no,” said the old man, “he breathes softly.”

“Can it be possible?” said the other. “Can he have done all this and

yet remained alive? I must see for myself before I can believe it.”

The man from the street made as if he would cross the threshold of the

little room.

“Beware,” said the old man almost sternly. “Did you not promise that

you would not go beyond this?”

“Yes, I did,” said the other mournfully, “but I am sure he is dead.”

“Return to-morrow, my friend, at the same hour,” said the old man, “and

be of good hope. He ate and drank before he slept and he promised to

awaken.”

The next day the man came back again to the threshold of the little

room, but the writer still slept with his face buried within his

labours.

“He will never awaken, he will never awaken!” said the watcher.

“Be of good faith,” said the old man softly. “Return to-morrow again.”

The man did as he was bidden, but he who had laboured was still asleep.

“Why do you deceive me?” cried the man from the street, almost beside

himself with his passion; “you know he will never wake again. And you

dare not tell me the truth. I will enter and see for myself.”

The old man pushed him back with his feeble strength as he made to

cross the threshold. His face had a tragic consternation too dreadful

to behold.

“If you cross the threshold,” he said, “while he still sleeps he will

never, never awaken.”

These words and the countenance of the old man convinced the man from

the street that such was the truth.

“I will return to-morrow and see if he sleeps still,” said the man,

returning to the street.

“This passes all understanding,” he muttered constantly as he took his

way.

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