CHAPTER XX

John Gaunt sat motionless while Drake looked at him with eyes that

were brimming over with sympathy, for it was easy for him to guess

what had occurred. Although disappointed that his advice had not been

followed, he could not greatly blame the millionaire for having lacked

the courage to make a confession that might have estranged him from his

wife forever.

“You are addressing another meeting to-night. It will soon be time to

dress,” he remarked.

“You expect me to speak to-night, when my soul is tortured? Have you no

pity, man? Do you realize what the carrying out of this vow means to

me? I have but to break it and all my difficulties vanish. Drake, I am

beginning to think I must give in,” he wound up wearily.

The passion had vanished and a great anguish of mind had taken its

place, for he had been thinking, and it seemed as though he had signed

the death warrant of his happiness by refusing his wife’s request. Even

the strongest men have moments of weakness and Gaunt lost grip of his

purpose, revealing himself as he had never before done to human being.

“You, Drake, are a cold-blooded saint—a man untouched by thought of

woman and you cannot imagine the awful longing which is in me. I

worship my wife, and every fibre of my being longs for her. Now I

must forego my desire, and——By Heaven! I can’t do it. To hell with the

Congo, for I’ve done with its suffering niggers,” he cried recklessly.

Drake’s face was white and drawn, his lips moved but no words could be

heard during the breathless silence that followed.

“I’m not an archangel and I can’t rise to your heights. It is my nature

to sink and——What am I saying?” Gaunt broke off abruptly, and wildly

brushed his hand across his forehead.

Edward Drake’s breath came quickly but still he would not speak and,

approaching Gaunt, affectionately placed his hand on his shoulder.

“I, too, love as you do, and I understand. Gaunt, you are my friend,

and I am proud of it. I believe in you, and know that you do not mean

the words that you have spoken. During the last few days I have been

filled with admiration for the things you have done. You have shown

courage of a high order. You made a vow and you have carried it out in

the spirit and the letter. Gaunt, you will not weaken, I implore you.

Remember the good that you have already done. You are rousing England

from its lethargy, and you only have to continue to win the battle.

Think of it, Gaunt. You can save the natives from torture and make them

free men. Could mortal man have a nobler task?”

He spoke with deep feeling, but his words were unheeded.

“Can you blame me if I give way? On the one hand is the love of my wife

and on the other a bitter fight that may lose me every friend that I

possess. In a few days the country may ring with the things that I

have done, and my wife may be ashamed at the mention of my name. You

deliberately ask me to make this sacrifice, and for what? For a promise

made in a moment of dire distress, when I scarcely knew what I was

saying,” Gaunt cried vehemently.

“For a promise made to God,” Drake said in a low voice.

His face showed signs of a great emotion, and suddenly he sank to his

knees and prayed aloud.

“I pray you to give this man courage to endure, so that this great good

can be accomplished.”

And then his voice sank, so that Gaunt could not catch the fervent

words he uttered. But Drake’s action of falling on to his knees had

recalled the millionaire to his senses, for it brought vividly back to

his mind the night of anguish when he had made the vow. And soon the

weakness passed and he became once more the strong man, so that he was

ashamed of the words that he had spoken.

Drake rose to his feet, and his face was still very white, but when he

saw the change in Gaunt, he gave a glad cry and ran towards him.

“Thank God,” he cried fervently and held forth his hand.

Gaunt did not speak at once but looked curiously at the man who was

exerting such an influence on his life.

“I am sorry, Drake. Please forget this pitiable scene, and I promise

you that it sha’n’t occur again. I was a little upset, and——”

“Say no more. You have fought a bitter fight and won.”

“I think it was the sight of you praying that gave me strength to

conquer.” Then he glanced hastily at his watch. “You were quite right.

It is time to dress,” he said quickly, and Drake knew that the subject

must never again be mentioned between them.

They met again at dinner, and Gaunt was relieved that his wife was

absent. Lady Ethel and Captain Drake did most of the talking, and the

former declared her intention of accompanying the others to the meeting.

“My sister is tired, and I shall be all alone. May I not come?” she

asked Gaunt who looked doubtfully at her.

But she persisted and when consent was finally given, she ran away to

get ready.

That night Gaunt surpassed himself, and his words caused a deep

impression on the vast crowd that was present. The emotion of the

afternoon had not entirely left him, and perhaps it was that which gave

him additional eloquence, so that there were many moist eyes when he

resumed his seat.

Lady Ethel was amazed at the earnestness of her brother-in-law, and she

gave a quick look at Edward Drake.

“Mr. Gaunt has spoken as one inspired,” she said in a low voice. “Are

you responsible for his joining in this crusade?”

“No; but I share his desire to help the Congo people. If I had his gift

of eloquence, I should be only too glad to speak as he is doing. Don’t

you admire him for it?” he asked quietly.

“I am thinking of my sister, while you think only of the Congo,” she

answered gravely, and then lapsed into silence.

But when they were home again she returned to the subject.

“Sit down,” she said to Drake, “and answer me one question. Why is

Mr. Gaunt doing this? I am sure it is not solely from a philanthropic

motive, and I believe that you are at the bottom of it. I cannot

deny that it is a good work, and I am filled with pity for the poor

natives who are so cruelly treated. But from my knowledge of Mr.

Gaunt’s character, he is not the man to concern himself with such a

thing. In fact, I used to imagine him to be rather a bad lot in a

respectable sort of way. Before he became engaged to my sister, I

received many letters from friends, and they were not all filled with

complimentary references to the man who was thought likely to become

my brother-in-law. It seems to me that he is dreadfully worried about

something and that something has to do with the Congo. You must not

think that I cannot be serious and I tell you that I am very anxious

to help my sister and her husband. Take me into your confidence, Mr.

Drake—two heads are better than one,” she said appealingly.

“I would willingly do so, Lady Ethel, but I have no right to speak

without Mr. Gaunt’s consent. In a way I am his servant,” he answered

regretfully.

Drake gave a sigh of relief when Gaunt entered accompanied by Captain

Drake.

“I want a chat with you,” the former said to him, and he rose so

promptly that Lady Ethel smiled.

“You welcome the interruption,” she said coldly, and then turned

graciously to Captain Drake, who had occupied the chair vacated by his

brother.

“Wasn’t it a ripping meeting? I think Mr. Gaunt spoke splendidly,” the

latter said eagerly.

“Yes. He certainly aroused great enthusiasm. But do you think it will

do much material good? Things will go on as before, and the natives

will suffer just the same,” she answered quietly.

“I am not so sure about that, for it is evident that England is waking

up. The papers are pitching it a bit more strongly, and who knows that

we may not be able to force the government to move.”

“You seem almost as enthusiastic as your brother and Mr. Gaunt,” she

remarked, and gave him a quick look from beneath her lashes, which

brought the color to his cheeks.

“I have been doing a great deal of hard thinking since I came back from

West Africa. I never was a serious kind of chap like Edward, but I’ve

always admired him. He has a wonderful way with him, and has compelled

me to see things through his own eyes. Of course I have always known

that the state of affairs in the Congo was a crying scandal, but it

never worried me much till I heard Mr. Gaunt speak. Now I am with them

heart and soul,” he cried earnestly.

“Can you tell me what made my brother-in-law take up the Congo

question?” she asked casually.

“There can be only one reason. He is acting from conviction,” he

answered wonderingly.

“If you really think that, then you don’t know John Gaunt. So they

haven’t taken you into their confidence?” she said reflectively.

“What other reason could there possibly be?”

“That is just what I want to find out. Ask your brother, and let me

know what he says.”

“I will certainly do so, but I am sure that I am right. Mr. Gaunt is

a ‘white’ man and could have no ulterior purpose in what he is doing.

Besides, my brother would not be his friend if everything were not

straightforward,” he continued stoutly.

“There I agree with you,” Lady Ethel broke in quickly. “And I do

not suggest that his motive is an unworthy one. Your brother had

practically admitted that a motive does exist, but he refuses to tell

me what it is. Now I am not anxious to know merely from a sense of

curiosity, but to help my sister, for she is very worried. Will you do

your best to find out what it is and then let me know?”

Captain Drake looked at her, and there was intense surprise in his eyes.

“Would it be quite right that I should tell you when Edward does not

wish you to know? I mean, should I be acting straightforwardly if I did

so?” he suggested gently.

Lady Ethel jumped to her feet and it was evident that she was annoyed.

“Captain Drake, you ought to have been a member of your brother’s

profession. You are only fit for the Church. I did think that I could

rely on you,” she said reproachfully.

“You can rely on me, Lady Ethel; I would gladly lay down my life to

serve you,” he answered simply, and although the words may have been

melodramatic, his manner of speaking made them sound natural.

“And yet you refuse this one little request—the first that I have ever

made to you,” she answered ironically.

“I am disappointed that you should have asked me to do such a thing. It

was not worthy of you.”

Their eyes met, and though his contained not a hint of reproach, she

resented that he should dare to judge her actions.

“Good-night,” she said curtly and hastened towards the door.

“Lady Ethel,” he began hurriedly, but her only answer was to close the

door rather sharply; and he sank back into his chair with a sigh.

“After all, she is only a child,” he muttered.

And soon a smile came to his face, for he was remembering her many

virtues, and he loved.

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