CHAPTER XX.

OLIVER AND MILDRED.

Oh, what a weary, weary road it was, winding up and up, and up, and

seeming to the tired and heated Oliver as if it could never end, or

Dresden be much nearer. Walking was always to him a slow process, and

nothing but the thought of what lay beyond could have kept him up and

moving on until his poor crippled feet were blistered and his head was

throbbing with pain. Not once during that tedious journey did a single

person pass him; all were going the other way, and the heroic Oliver was

almost fainting from exhaustion when, from the brow of a steep hill, he

saw the Dresden spire flashing in the sunlight, and knew he was almost

there.

* * * * *

Mildred was alone in her chamber her head resting upon the soft pillows

which little Edith had arranged, her hands clasped over her forehead,

and her thoughts with Lawrence Thornton, when a servant entered, bearing

a card, and saying that the gentleman who sent it was in the parlor

below.

“Oliver Hawkins!” and Mildred almost screamed as she read the name.

“Dear, dear Oliver! show him up at once.”

The servant departed, and in a moment the well-known step was heard upon

the stairs, and darting forward, Mildred passed her arm round him, or he

would have fallen, for he was very weak and faint.

“Mildred, dear Mildred!” was all he could, at first, articulate, and

sinking upon the sofa, he motioned her to remove his shoes from his

swollen feet.

“Did you _walk_ from the station?” she asked, in much surprise.

“Yes,” he whispered. “There was no one to bring me.”

“What made you? What made you?” she continued, and he replied:

“I couldn’t wait, for I have come to bring you joyful news; to tell you

that you are free to marry Lawrence,—that you are not his father’s

grandchild. It was all a wicked fraud got up by Geraldine Veille, who

would have Lawrence marry her sister. I heard her telling grandmother

last night, and hiring her to say she found a paper among my mother’s

things confirming Esther Bennett’s story. Oh, Milly, Milly, you hurt,”

he cried, as in her excitement she pressed hard upon his blistered feet.

Those poor feet! How Mildred loved them then! How she pitied and

caressed them, holding them carefully in her lap, and dropping tears

upon them, as she thought of the weary way they had come to bring her

this great joy,—this joy too good to be believed until Oliver related

every particular, beginning with the time when Lawrence first came back

to Beechwood. He did not, however, tell her how, day and night, until

his own brain grew dizzy, he had sung to the maniac of the maid with the

nut-brown hair, nor did he tell her of anything that he had done, except

to overhear what Geraldine had said; but Mildred could guess it

all,—could understand just how noble and self-denying he had been, and

the blessings she breathed upon him came from a sincere heart.

“Oh, Olly, darling Olly,” she said, still caressing his wounded feet,

“the news is too good to be true. I dare not hope again lest I be

cruelly disappointed, and I could not bear another shock. I have

suffered so much that my heart is almost numb; and though you tell me I

am free to marry Lawrence, I’m afraid there’s some mistake, and that I

am his sister Helen’s daughter after all. If I am not, Olly, who am I?

Who was my mother?—where is she now? and where is my father?”

There were tears in Mildred’s eyes,—once they choked her utterance as

she said these last words, which, nevertheless, were distinctly heard in

the adjoining room where Richard Howell sat, his face as white as ashes,

his eyes unnaturally bright, and a compressed look about the mouth as if

he had received some dreadful shock,—something which shook his

heartstrings as they never were shaken before. He was reading by his

window when Mildred met Oliver in the hall, and through the open door he

heard distinctly the name “Mildred, dear Mildred!” and heard the girl he

knew as Minnie answer to that name. Then the lettered page before him

was one solid blur, the room around him was enveloped in darkness, and

with his hearing quickened he sat like a block of stone listening,

listening, listening, till every uncertainty was swept away, and from

the depths of his inmost soul came heaving up “_My_ child! _my_

Mildred!” But though his heart uttered the words his lips gave forth no

sound, and he sat there immovable, while the great drops of perspiration

trickled down his face and fell upon his nerveless hands, folded so

helplessly together. Then he attempted to rise, but as often sank back

exhausted, for the shock had deprived him of his strength and made him

weak as a little child.

But when Mildred asked, “Where is my father now?” he rose with wondrous

effort, and tottering to her door, stood gazing at her with a look in

which the tender love of eighteen years was all embodied. Oliver saw him

first, for Mildred’s back was toward him, and to her he softly

whispered, “Turn your head, Milly. There’s some one at the door.”

Then Mildred looked, but started quickly when she saw Richard Howell,

every feature convulsed with the emotions he could not express, and his

arms stretched imploringly toward her, as if beseeching her to come to

their embrace.

“_My daughter, my daughter!_” he said, at last, and though it was but a

whisper it reached the ear of Mildred, and with a scream of unutterable

joy she went forward to an embrace such as she had never known before.

Oh, it was strange to see that strong man weep as he did over his

beautiful daughter, but tears did him good, and he wept on until the

fountain was dried up, murmuring, “My Mildred,—my darling,—my

first-born,—my baby, Hetty’s and mine. The Lord be praised who brought

me to see your face when I believed you dead!” and all the while he said

this he was smoothing her shiny hair, looking into her eyes, and kissing

her girlish face, so much like his own as it used to be, save that it

was softer and more feminine.

Wonderingly Oliver looked at them, seeking in vain for a clew with which

to unravel the mystery, but when Mildred, remembering him, at last said:

“Oliver, this is Richard Howell,” he needed nothing more to tell him

that he had witnessed the meeting between a father and his child.

To Mildred the truth came suddenly with the words, “My daughter.” Like a

flash of light it broke on her,—the secret marriage with Hetty

Kirby,—her strong resemblance to the Howells, and all the circumstances

connected with her first arrival at Beechwood. There could be no

mistake, and with a cry of joy she sprang to meet her father as we have

described.

“I heard what he told you,” Richard said at last, motioning to Oliver.

“I heard him call you Mildred, and from your conversation knew you were

the child once left at my father’s door. You were my darling baby then;

you are my beautiful Mildred now,” and he hugged her closer in his arms.

Very willingly Mildred suffered her fair head to rest upon his shoulder,

for it gave to her a feeling of security she had never before

experienced, for never before had she known what it was to feel a

father’s heart throbbing in unison with her own. Suddenly a new thought

occurred to her, and starting up, she exclaimed:

“Edith, father, Edith!”

“I’me tomein’, with lots of fowers,” answered a childish voice, and

Oliver heard the patter of little feet in the hall.

In a moment she was with them, her curls blown over her face, and her

white apron full of the flowers she had gathered for Minnie, “’cause she

was so sick.”

“Precious little sister,” and Mildred’s arms closed convulsively around

the wondering child, whose flowers were scattered over the carpet, and

who thought more of gathering them up than of paying very close

attention to what her father told her of Minnie’s being _Mildred_, her

sister, who they thought was dead.

At last Edith began to understand, and rubbing her fat, round cheek

against Mildred’s, she said:

“I so glad you be my sister, and have come back to us from heaven. Why

didn’t you bring mamma and the baby with you?”

It was in vain they tried to explain; Edith was rather too young to

comprehend exactly what they meant, and when there was a lull in the

conversation, she whispered to Mildred:

“I knew most you was an angel, and some time mayn’t I see your wings and

how you fly?”

The interview between Mildred and Edith helped to restore Richard’s

scattered senses, and when the wing business was settled, he said to

Mildred:

“Has my daughter no curiosity to know why I left her as I did, and why I

have never been to inquire for her?”

“Yes, father,” answered Mildred, “I want so much to hear,—but I thought

it might disturb you. Will you tell us now?” and nestling closer to his

side, with Edith on her lap, she listened breathlessly, while he

repeated to her what she did not already know.

“I have told you,” he said, “of my father’s bitterness toward Hetty

Kirby, and how, with the help of a companion, whom I could trust, I took

her to New York, and was married, but I did not tell you how, after the

lapse of time, there was born to the beardless college boy a smiling

little infant. As soon as possible I hastened to Hetty’s bedside, but

the shadow of death was there before me, and one glance at her sweet

young face assured me that she would die. ’Twas then that I regretted

having kept our marriage a secret from my father, for I felt that I

should need his sympathy in the dark hour coming. Something, too, must

be done with you, so soon to be made motherless. Hetty was the first to

suggest disposing of you as I did. She knew my education was not yet

completed, and laying her soft hand on my head, she said: ‘My

boy-husband wants to go through college, and if it becomes known that he

has been married, those stern men may expel him. Your father, too, will

turn you off, as soon as he learns that I have been your wife. I know

how strong his prejudices are when once they have been roused, and if he

knew our baby had in it a drop of Hetty’s blood, he would spurn it from

him, and so he must not know it. My grandmother will not last long, and

when we are both dead, send baby to him secretly. Don’t let him know who

she is, or whence she came, until he has learned to love her. Then tell

him she is yours.’

“This is what Hetty said; and in an unguarded moment I promised to do

her bidding, for I was young and dreaded my father’s wrath. Not long

after this Hetty died, with her baby folded to her bosom, and her lips

murmuring a prayer that God would move the heart of the stern old Judge

to care for her little waif.

“Her grandmother also died in a few days, and then, with the exception

of the nurse, I was alone with you, my daughter, in that low brown house

you visited with me, I little dreaming that the baby who in that west

room first opened its eyes to the light of day was standing there beside

me, a beautiful young maiden. Dresden is thinly populated now; it was

far more so then, and of the few neighbors near, none seemed to be

curious at all, and when told that I should take the child to my own

home in Massachusetts, they made no particular comments. The same

friend, Tom Chesebro, who had helped me in my marriage, now came to my

aid again, planning and arranging the affair, even to the writing that

letter, purporting to have come from Maine. He had relatives living in

that vicinity, and as it was necessary for him to visit them, he left me

a few days, and taking the letter with him, mailed it at one of the

inland towns. When he returned we started together to Mayfield, and

tolerably well skilled in the matters to which I was a novice, I found

him of invaluable service in taking care of you, whom I carried in my

arms. At Springfield he left me, taking you with him in a basket which

he procured there, and giving you, as he afterward told me, something to

make you sleep. I never could understand exactly how he contrived to

avoid observation as he did, but it was dusk when he left Springfield,

and the darkness favored him. He did not leave the cars at Mayfield, but

at the next station got off on the side remote from the depot and

striking across the fields to Beechwood, a distance of two miles. He had

once spent a vacation there with me, and hence his familiarity with the

localities. After placing you on the steps, he waited at a little

distance until my father, or rather Tiger, took you in, and then, when

it was time, went to the depot, where I met him as I was stepping from

the car. In a whisper he assured me that all was safe, and with a

somewhat lightened heart I hurried on.

“To a certain extent you know what followed; know that Hannah Hawkins

took care of you for a time, while the villagers gossiped as villagers

will, and my father swore lustily at them all. Several times I attempted

to tell him, but his determined hatred of you decided me to wait until

time and your growing beauty had somewhat softened his heart. At last my

failing health made a change of climate necessary for me, and as Tom

Chesebro was going on a voyage to the South Sea Islands, I decided to

accompany him, and then, for the first time, confided my secret to

Hannah Hawkins, bidding her put you in father’s way as much as possible,

and, in case I died, to tell him who you were. Then I visited Hetty’s

grave, determining while there to tell my father myself; and this, on my

return, I endeavored to do, but the moment I confessed to him my

marriage, he flew into a most violent rage, cursing me bitterly and

ordering me to leave the room and never come into his presence again.

Then when I suggested that there was more to tell, he said he had heard

enough, and, with a hard, defiant feeling, I left him, resolving that it

should be long before he saw my face again.

“We had a pleasant voyage, but remorse was gnawing at my heart, and when

we reached our destined port, none thought the _boy_, as they called me,

would ever cross the sea again. But I grew daily better, and when at

last poor Tom died of a prevailing fever, I was able to do for him the

very office he had expected to do for me.

“After a time I went to India, having heard nothing from home, although

I had written to my father twice and to Hannah once. I am ashamed to

confess it, my darling, but it is nevertheless the truth, that continued

absence and the new scenes amid which I found myself in India, made me

somewhat indifferent to you,—less anxious to see your face; and still

when I had been gone from you nearly eight years, I resolved upon coming

home, and was making my plans to do so when accident threw in my way a

sick, worn-out sailor, just arrived from New York. He was suffering and

I cared for him, learning by this means that he had friends in the

vicinity of Beechwood, and that he had visited them just before his last

voyage. Very adroitly I questioned him to see if he knew aught of the

gable-roof, or the child adopted by Hannah Hawkins. He must have been

misinformed, for he said that Hannah Hawkins and the little girl both

were dead, and that one was buried while he was in Mayfield.”

“Oh, I can explain that,” interrupted Mildred; “I was very sick with

scarlet fever when Hannah died. The doctor said I would not live; while

Widow Simms, a wonderful gossip, reported that I was dead.”

“That must have been the cause of the misunderstanding,” returned

Richard, “for the sailor told me you died of scarlet fever, and

crediting his statement, I had no longer a desire to return, but

remained in India, amassing wealth until I met with Edith’s mother.

Owing to her blessed influence I became, as I trust, a better man,

though I obstinately refused to write to my father, as she often wished

me to do. On her death-bed, however, I promised that I would come home

and comfort his old age. I knew he was alive, for I sometimes saw his

name in the American papers which came in my way, but I had no

conception of the joyful surprise awaiting me in Dresden,” and he fondly

kissed Mildred’s glowing cheek.

“The moment I saw your face I was struck with its resemblance to my

sister’s; and to myself I said: ‘If it were possible I should say that

is my daughter.’ Then the thought came over me, ‘The sailor was perhaps

mistaken,’ and I managed to learn your name, which swept away all hope,

especially when afterwards you told me that your mother was Helen

Thornton. There has evidently been some deep-laid scheme to rob you both

of your birth-right and of a husband, and, as I do not quite understand

it, will you please explain to me what it is about this Geraldine Veille

and Esther Bennett. Who is the latter, and why is she interested in

you?”

Briefly as possible, Mildred told him of all that had come to her during

his absence, of the fraud imposed upon her by Geraldine; of Oliver’s

unfailing kindness, and how but for the wicked deception she would that

night have been a bride.

“You only deferred the marriage until your father came,” said Mr.

Howell, kissing her again, and telling her how, on the morrow, they

would go together to Beechwood, and confronting the sinful Geraldine,

overthrow her plans. “And you, young man,” he continued, turning to

Oliver, “you, it seems, have been the truest friend my Milly ever had.

For this I owe you a life-long debt of gratitude; and though I am

perhaps too young to have been your father, you shall be to me

henceforth a brother. My home shall be your home, and if money can repay

you for your kindness, it shall be yours even to tens of thousands.”

With a choking voice, Oliver thanked the generous man, thinking to

himself the while, that a home far more glorious than any Richard Howell

could offer to his acceptance would ere long be his. But he did not say

so, and when Mildred, in her old, impulsive way, wound her arms around

his neck and said:

“Father cannot have you, Olly, for you will stay with me and be my own

darling brother,” he gently put her from him saying:

“Yes, Milly, as long as I live I will be your brother.”

It was very late when they separated, for Mr. Howell was loath to leave

his newly-recovered treasure, while Oliver was never weary of feasting

his eyes upon Mildred’s beautiful, and now perfectly happy face. But

they said good-night at last, Richard taking Oliver to his own room,

where he could nurse his poor, bruised feet, while Mildred kept Edith

with her, hugging her closer to her bosom as she thought: “She _is_ my

sister.”

At an early hour next morning the three assembled together again, and

when the lumbering old stage rattled down the one long street, it

carried Richard and Oliver, Mildred and Edith, the first two silent and

thoughtful, the last two merry and glad as singing-birds, for the heart

of one was full of “danfather Howell,” while the other thought only of

Lawrence Thornton, and the blissful meeting awaiting her.

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