The list followed _in extenso_. I read--

"Lot 1. _Scipio, 48. Able-bodied black, 5 foot 11 inches, understands

house-work, and the management of horses. Sound and without blemish_.

"Lot 2. _Hannibal, 40. Dark mulatto, 5 foot 9 inches, good coachman,

sound and steady_.

"Lot 3. _Cesar, 43. Black field-hand. Sound_," etcetera, etcetera.

My eyes could not wait for the disgusting details. They ran down the

column in search of that name. They would have lit upon it sooner, but

that my hands trembled, and the vibratory motion of the sheet almost

prevented me from reading. It was there at length--_last upon the

list_! "Why last?" No matter--her "description" was there.

Can I trust myself to read it? Down, burning heart, still your wild

throbbings!

"Lot 65. _Aurore. 19. Quadroon. Likely_--_good housekeeper, and

sempstress_."

Portrait sketched by refined pen--brief and graphic.

"Likely," ha! ha! ha! "Likely," ha! ha! The brute who wrote that

paragraph would have described Venus as a likely gal.

'Sdeath! I cannot jest--this desecration of all that is lovely--all

that is sacred--all that is dear to my heart, is torture itself. The

blood is boiling in my veins--my bosom is wrung with dire emotions!

The journal fell from my hands, and I bent forward over the table, my

fingers clutching each other. I could have groaned aloud had I been

alone. But I was not. I sat in the great refectory of the hotel. Men

were near who would have jeered at my agony had they but known its

cause.

Some minutes elapsed before I could reflect on what I had read. I sat

in a kind of stupor, brought on by the violence of my emotions.

Reflection came at length, and my first thought was of action. More

than ever did I now desire to become the purchaser of the beautiful

slave--to redeem her from this hideous bondage. I should buy her. I

should set her free. True or false to me, I should accomplish this all

the same. I should make no claim for gratitude. She should choose for

herself. She should be free, if not in the disposal of her gratitude,

at least in that of her love. A love based only on gratitude would not

content me. Such could not last. Her heart should freely bestow

itself. If I had already won it, well. If not, and it had fixed its

affection upon another--mine be the grief. Aurore, at all events, shall

be happy.

My love had elevated my soul--had filled it with such noble resolves.

And now to set her free.

When was this hideous exhibition--this "Important Sale," to come off?

When was my betrothed to be sold, and I to assist at the spectacle?

I took up the paper again to ascertain the time and place. The place I

knew well--the Rotundo of the Saint Louis exchange--adjoining the hotel,

and within twenty yards of where I sat. That was the slave-market. But

the time--it was of more importance--indeed of all importance. Strange

I did not think of this before! Should it be at an early date, and my

letter not have arrived! I dared not trust myself with such a

supposition. Surely it would be a week--several days, at the least--

before a sale of so much importance would take place. Ha! it may have

been advertised for some days. The negroes may have been brought down

only at the last moment!

My hands trembled, as my eyes sought the paragraph. At length they

rested upon it. I read with painful surprise:--

"_To-morrow at twelve_!"

I looked to the date of the journal. All correct. It was the issue of

that morning. I looked to the dial on the wall. The clock was on the

stroke of _twelve_! Just one day to elapse.

"O God! if my letter should not have arrived!"

I drew forth my purse, and mechanically told over its contents. I knew

not why I did so. I knew it contained but a hundred dollars. The

"sportsmen" had reduced it in bulk. When I had finished counting it, I

could not help smiling at the absurdity of the thing. "A hundred

dollars _for the quadroon! Likely_--_good housekeeper, etcetera! a

hundred dollars bid_!" The auctioneer would not be likely to repeat the

bid.

All now depended on the English mail. If it had not arrived already, or

did not before the morning, I would be helpless. Without the letter on

my New Orleans banker, I could not raise fifty pounds--watch, jewels,

and all. As to borrowing, I did not think of such a thing. Who was to

lend me money? Who to an almost perfect stranger would advance such a

sum as I required? No one I felt certain. Reigart could not have

helped me to so large an amount, even had there been time to communicate

with him. No--there was no one who _would_, that _could_ have favoured

me. No one I could think of.

"Stop:"--the banker himself! Happy thought, the banker Brown! Good,

generous Brown, of the English house, Brown and Co., who, with smiling

face, has already cashed my drafts for me. He will do it! The very

man! Why did I not think of him sooner? Yes; if the letter have not

reached him I shall tell him that I expect it every day, and its amount.

He will advance the money.

"Twelve o'clock gone. There is no time to be lost. He's in his

counting-house by this. I shall at once apply to him."

I seized my hat, and hastening out of the hotel, took my way through the

streets towards the banking-house of Brown and Co.

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