CHAPTER XI.

Wilhelm was rapidly approaching complete recovery: he now hoped to be

upon his journey in a few days. He proposed no more to lead an aimless

routine of existence: the steps of his career were henceforth to be

calculated for an end. In the first place, he purposed to seek out that

beneficent lady, and express the gratitude he felt to her; then to

proceed without delay to his friend the manager, that he might do his

utmost to assist the luckless company; intending, at the same time, to

visit the commercial friends whom he had letters for, and to transact

the business which had been intrusted to him. He was not without hope

that fortune, as formerly, would favor him, and give him opportunity, by

some lucky speculation, to repair his losses, and fill up the vacuity of

his coffer.

The desire of again beholding his beautiful deliverer augmented every

day. To settle his route, he took counsel with the clergyman,--a person

well skilled in statistics and geography, and possessing a fine

collection of charts and books. They two searched for the place which

this noble family had chosen as their residence while the war continued:

they searched for information respecting the family itself. But their

place was to be found in no geography or map, and the heraldic manuals

made no mention of their name.

Wilhelm grew uneasy; and, having mentioned the cause of his anxiety, the

harper told him he had reason to believe that the huntsman, from

whatever motive, had concealed the real designations.

Conceiving himself now to be in the immediate neighborhood of his lovely

benefactress, Wilhelm hoped he might obtain some tidings of her if he

sent out the harper; but in this, too, he was deceived. Diligently as

the old man kept inquiring, he could find no trace of her. Of late days

a number of quick movements and unforeseen marches had taken place in

that quarter; no one had particularly noticed the travelling party; and

the ancient messenger, to avoid being taken for a Jewish spy, was

obliged to return, and appear without any olive-leaf before his master

and friend. He gave a strict account of his conduct in this commission,

striving to keep far from him all suspicions of remissness. He

endeavored by every means to mitigate the trouble of our friend;

bethought him of every thing that he had learned from the huntsman, and

advanced a number of conjectures; out of all which, one circumstance at

length came to light, whereby Wilhelm could explain some enigmatic words

of his vanished benefactress.

The freebooters, it appeared, had lain in wait, not for the wandering

troop, but for that noble company, whom they rightly guessed to be

provided with store of gold and valuables, and of whose movements they

must have had precise intelligence. Whether the attack should be imputed

to some free corps, to marauders, or to robbers, was uncertain. It was

clear, however, that, by good fortune for the high and rich company, the

poor and low had first arrived upon the place, and undergone the fate

which was provided for the others. It was to this that the lady's words

referred, which Wilhelm yet well recollected. If he might now be happy

and contented, that a prescient Genius had selected him for the

sacrifice, which saved a perfect mortal, he was, on the other hand, nigh

desperate, when he thought that all hope of finding her and seeing her

again was, at least for the present, completely gone.

What increased this singular emotion still further, was the likeness

which he thought he had observed between the countess and the beautiful

unknown. They resembled one another as two sisters may, of whom neither

can be called the younger or the elder, for they seem to be twins.

The recollection of the amiable countess was to Wilhelm infinitely

sweet. He recalled her image but too willingly into his memory. But anon

the figure of the noble Amazon would step between: one vision melted and

changed into the other, and the form of neither would abide with him.

A new resemblance--the similarity of their handwritings--naturally

struck him with still greater wonder. He had a charming song in the

countess's hand laid up in his portfolio; and in the surtout he had

found a little note, inquiring with much tender care about the health of

an uncle.

Wilhelm was convinced that his benefactress must have penned this

billet; that it must have been sent from one chamber to another, at some

inn during their journey, and put into the coat-pocket by the uncle. He

held both papers together; and, if the regular and graceful letters of

the countess had already pleased him much, he found in the similar but

freer lines of the stranger a flowing harmony which could not be

described. The note contained nothing; yet the strokes of it seemed to

affect him, as the presence of their fancied writer once had done.

He fell into a dreamy longing; and well accordant with his feelings was

the song which at that instant Mignon and the harper began to sing, with

a touching expression, in the form of an irregular duet.

"'Tis but who longing knows,

My grief can measure.

Alone, reft of repose,

All joy, all pleasure,

I thither look to those

Soft lines of azure.

Ah! far is he who knows

Me, and doth treasure.

I faint, my bosom glows

'Neath pain's sore pressure.

'Tis but who longing knows,

My grief can measure."

--_Editor's Version._

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