CHAPTER IX.

The huntsman now came back with several people, and made preparations

for carrying away the wounded youth. He had persuaded the parson of the

place to receive the "young couple" into his house; Philina's trunk was

taken out; she followed with a natural air of dignity. Mignon ran

before; and, when the patient reached the parsonage, a wide couch, which

had long been standing ready as guest's bed and bed of honor, was

assigned him. Here it was first discovered that his wound had opened,

and bled profusely. A new bandage was required for it. He fell into a

feverish state: Philina waited on him faithfully; and, when fatigue

overpowered her, she was relieved by the harper. Mignon, with the

firmest purpose to watch, had fallen asleep in a corner.

Next morning Wilhelm, who felt himself in some degree refreshed,

learned, by inquiring of the huntsman, that the honorable persons who

last night assisted him so nobly, had shortly before left their estates,

in order to avoid the movements of the contending armies, and remain,

till the time of peace, in some more quiet district. He named the

elderly nobleman, as well as his niece, mentioned the place they were

first going to, and told how the young lady had charged him to take care

of Wilhelm.

The entrance of the surgeon interrupted the warm expressions of

gratitude our friend was giving vent to. He made a circumstantial

description of the wounds, and certified that they would soon heal, if

the patient took care of them, and kept himself at peace.

When the huntsman was gone, Philina signified that he had left with her

a purse of twenty _louis-d'or_; that he had given the parson a

remuneration for their lodging, and left with him money to defray the

surgeon's bill when the cure should be completed. She added, that she

herself passed everywhere for Wilhelm's wife; that she now begged leave

to introduce herself once for all to him in this capacity, and would not

allow him to look out for any other sick-nurse.

"Philina," said Wilhelm, "in this disaster that has overtaken us, I am

already deeply in your debt, for kindness shown me; and I should not

wish to see my obligations increased. I am uneasy so long as you are

about me, for I know of nothing by which I can repay your labor. Give me

what things of mine you have saved in your trunk; join the rest of the

company; seek another lodging; take my thanks, and the gold watch as a

small acknowledgment: only leave me; your presence disturbs me more than

you can fancy."

She laughed in his face when he had ended. "Thou art a fool," she said:

"thou wilt not gather wisdom. I know better what is good for thee: I

will stay, I will not budge from the spot. I have never counted on the

gratitude of men, and therefore not on thine; and, if I have a touch of

kindness for thee, what hast thou to do with it?"

She staid accordingly, and soon wormed herself into favor with the

parson and his household; being always cheerful, having the knack of

giving little presents, and of talking to each in his own vein; at the

same time always contriving to do exactly what she pleased. Wilhelm's

state was not uncomfortable: the surgeon, an ignorant but not unskilful

man, let nature have sway; and the patient was soon on the road to

recovery. For such a consummation he vehemently longed, being eager to

pursue his plans and wishes.

Incessantly he kept recalling that event, which had made an ineffaceable

impression on his heart. He saw the beautiful Amazon again come riding

out of the thickets: she approached him, dismounted, went to and fro,

and strove to serve him. He saw the garment she was wrapped in fall

down from her shoulders: he saw her countenance, her figure, vanish in

their radiance. All the dreams of his youth now fastened on this image.

Here he conceived he had at length beheld the noble, the heroic,

Clorinda with his own eyes; and again he bethought him of that royal

youth, to whose sick-bed the lovely, sympathizing princess came in her

modest meekness.

"May it not be," said he often to himself in secret, "that, in youth as

in sleep, the images of coming things hover round us, and mysteriously

become visible to our unobstructed eyes? May not the seeds of what is to

betide us be already scattered by the hand of Fate? may not a foretaste

of the fruits we yet hope to gather possibly be given us?"

His sick-bed gave him leisure to repeat those scenes in every mood. A

thousand times he called back the tone of that sweet voice: a thousand

times he envied Philina, who had kissed that helpful hand. Often the

whole incident appeared before him as a dream; and he would have

reckoned it a fiction, if the white surtout had not been left behind to

convince him that the vision had a real existence.

With the greatest care for this piece of apparel, he combined the most

ardent wish to wear it. The first time he arose, he put it on, and was

kept in fear all day lest it might be hurt by some stain or other

injury.

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