CHAPTER II.

Melina was in hopes to get established, with his company, in a small but

thriving town at some distance. They had already reached the place where

the count's horses were to turn, and now they looked about for other

carriages and cattle to transport them onward. Melina had engaged to

provide them a conveyance: he showed himself but niggardly, according to

his custom. Wilhelm, on the contrary, had the shining ducats of the

countess in his pocket, and thought he had the fullest right to spend

them merrily; forgetting very soon how ostentatiously he had produced

them in the stately balance transmitted to his father.

His friend Shakspeare, whom with the greatest joy he acknowledged as his

godfather, and rejoiced the more that his name was Wilhelm, had

introduced him to a prince, who frolicked for a time among mean, nay,

vicious companions, and who, notwithstanding his nobleness of nature,

found pleasure in the rudeness, indecency, and coarse intemperance of

these altogether sensual knaves. This ideal likeness, which he figured

as the type and the excuse of his own actual condition, was most welcome

to our friend; and the process of self-deception, to which already he

displayed an almost invincible tendency, was thereby very much

facilitated.

He now began to think about his dress. It struck him that a waistcoat,

over which, in case of need, one could throw a little short mantle, was

a very fit thing for a traveller. Long knit pantaloons, and a pair of

lacing-boots, seemed the true garb of a pedestrian. He next procured a

fine silk sash, which he tied about him, under the pretence at first of

securing warmth for his person. On the other hand, he freed his neck

from the tyranny of stocks, and got a few stripes of muslin sewed upon

his shirt; making the pieces of considerable breadth, so that they

presented the complete appearance of an ancient ruff. The beautiful silk

neckerchief, the memorial of Mariana, which had once been saved from

burning, now lay slackly tied beneath this muslin collar. A round hat,

with a party-colored band, and a large feather, perfected the mask.

The women all asserted that this garb became him very well. Philina in

particular appeared enchanted with it. She solicited his hair for

herself,--beautiful locks, which, the closer to approach the natural

ideal, he had unmercifully clipped. By so doing she recommended herself

not amiss to his favor; and our friend, who by his open-handedness had

acquired the right of treating his companions somewhat in Prince Harry's

manner, erelong fell into the humor of himself contriving a few wild

tricks, and presiding in the execution of them. The people fenced, they

danced, they devised all kinds of sports, and, in their gayety of heart,

partook of what tolerable wine they could fall in with in copious

proportions; while, amid the disorder of this tumultuous life, Philina

lay in wait for the coy hero,--over whom let his better genius keep

watch!

One chief diversion, which yielded the company a frequent and very

pleasing entertainment, consisted in producing an extempore play, in

which their late benefactors and patrons were mimicked, and turned into

ridicule. Some of our actors had seized very neatly whatever was

peculiar in the outward manner of several distinguished people in the

count's establishment; their imitation of these was received by the rest

of the party with the greatest approbation: and when Philina produced,

from the secret archives of her experience, certain peculiar

declarations of love that had been made to her, the audience were like

to die with laughing and malicious joy.

Wilhelm censured their ingratitude; but they told him in reply that

these gentry well deserved what they were getting, their general conduct

toward such deserving people, as our friends believed themselves, not

having been by any means the best imaginable. The little consideration,

the neglect they had experienced, were now described with many

aggravations. The jesting, bantering, and mimicry proceeded as before:

our party were growing bitterer and more unjust every minute.

"I wish," observed Wilhelm, "there were no envy or selfishness lurking

under what you say, but that you would regard those persons and their

station in the proper point of view. It is a peculiar thing to be

placed, by one's very birth, in an elevated situation in society. The

man for whom inherited wealth has secured a perfect freedom of

existence; who finds himself from his youth upwards abundantly

encompassed with all the secondary essentials, so to speak, of human

life,--will generally become accustomed to consider these qualifications

as the first and greatest of all; while the worth of that mode of human

life, which nature from her own stores equips and furnishes, will strike

him much more faintly. The behavior of noblemen to their inferiors, and

likewise to each other, is regulated by external preferences. They give

each credit for his title, his rank, his clothes, and equipage; but his

individual merits come not into play."

This speech was honored with the company's unbounded applause. They

declared it to be shameful, that men of merit should constantly be

pushed into the background; and that, in the great world, there should

not be a trace of natural and hearty intercourse. On this latter point

particularly they overshot all bounds.

"Blame them not for it," said Wilhelm, "rather pity them! They have

seldom an exalted feeling of that happiness which we admit to be the

highest that can flow from the inward abundance of nature. Only to us

poor creatures is it granted to enjoy the happiness of friendship in its

richest fulness. Those dear to us we cannot elevate by our countenance,

or advance by our favor, or make happy by our presents. We have nothing

but ourselves. This whole self we must give away; and, if it is to be of

any value, we must make our friend secure of it forever. What an

enjoyment, what a happiness, for giver and receiver! With what

blessedness does truth of affection invest our situation! It gives to

the transitory life of man a heavenly certainty: it forms the crown and

capital of all that we possess."

While he spoke thus, Mignon had come near him: she threw her little arms

round him, and stood with her cheek resting on his breast. He laid his

hand on the child's head, and proceeded, "It is easy for a great man to

win our minds to him, easy to make our hearts his own. A mild and

pleasant manner, a manner only not inhuman, will of itself do

wonders,--and how many means does he possess of holding fast the

affections he has once conquered? To us, all this occurs less

frequently; to us it is all more difficult; and we naturally, therefore,

put a greater value on whatever, in the way of mutual kindness, we

acquire and accomplish. What touching examples of faithful servants

giving themselves up to danger and death for their masters? How finely

has Shakspeare painted out such things to us! Fidelity, in this case, is

the effort of a noble soul, struggling to become equal with one exalted

above it. By steadfast attachment and love, the servant is made equal to

his lord, who, but for this, is justified in looking on him as a hired

slave. Yes, these virtues belong to the lower class of men alone: that

class cannot do without them, and with them it has a beauty of its own.

Whoever is enabled to requite all favors easily will likewise easily be

tempted to raise himself above the habit of acknowledgment. Nay, in this

sense, I am of opinion it might almost be maintained, that a great man

may possess friends, but cannot be one."

Mignon clung more and more closely to him.

"It may be so," replied one of the party: "we do not need their

friendship, and do not ask it. But it were well if they understood a

little more about the arts, which they affect to patronize. When we

played in the best style, there was none to mind us: it was all sheer

partiality. Any one they chose to favor, pleased; and they did not

choose to favor those that merited to please. It was intolerable to

observe how often silliness and mere stupidity attracted notice and

applause."

"When I abate from this," said Wilhelm, "what seemed to spring from

irony and malice, I think we may nearly say, that one fares in art as he

does in love. And, after all, how shall a fashionable man of the world,

with his dissipated habits, attain that intimate presence with a special

object, which an artist must long continue in, if he would produce any

thing approaching to perfection,--a state of feeling without which it is

impossible for any one to take such an interest, as the artist hopes and

wishes, in his work?

"Believe me, my friends, it is with talents as with virtue; one must

love them for their own sake, or entirely renounce them. And neither of

them is acknowledged and rewarded, except when their possessor can

practise them unseen, like a dangerous secret."

"Meanwhile, until some proper judge discovers us, we may all die of

hunger," cried a fellow in the corner.

"Not quite inevitably," answered Wilhelm. "I have observed, that, so

long as one stirs and lives, one always finds food and raiment, though

they be not of the richest sort. And why should we repine? Were we not,

altogether unexpectedly, and when our prospects were the very worst,

taken kindly by the hand, and substantially entertained? And now, when

we are in want of nothing, does it once occur to us to attempt any thing

for our improvement, or to strive, though never so faintly, towards

advancement in our art? We are busied about indifferent matters; and,

like school-boys, we are casting all aside that might bring our lesson

to our thoughts."

"In sad truth," said Philina, "it is even so! Let us choose a play: we

will go through it on the spot. Each of us must do his best, as if he

stood before the largest audience."

They did not long deliberate: a play was fixed on. It was one of those

which at that time were meeting great applause in Germany, and have now

passed away. Some of the party whistled a symphony; each speedily

bethought him of his part; they commenced, and acted the entire play

with the greatest attention, and really well beyond expectation. Mutual

applauses circulated: our friends had seldom been so pleasantly

diverted.

On finishing, they all felt exceedingly contented, partly on account of

their time being spent so well, partly because each of them experienced

some degree of satisfaction with his own performance. Wilhelm expressed

himself copiously in their praise: the conversation grew cheerful and

merry.

"You would see," cried our friend, "what advances we should make, if we

continued this sort of training, and ceased to confine our attention to

mere learning by heart, rehearsing and playing mechanically, as if it

were a barren duty, or some handicraft employment. How different a

character do our musical professors merit! What interest they take in

their art! how correct are they in the practisings they undertake in

common! What pains they are at in tuning their instruments; how exactly

they observe time; how delicately they express the strength and the

weakness of their tones! No one there thinks of gaining credit to

himself by a loud accompaniment of the solo of another. Each tries to

play in the spirit of the composer, each to express well whatever is

committed to him, be it much or little.

"Should not we, too, go as strictly and as ingeniously to work, seeing

we practise an art far more delicate than that of music,--seeing we are

called on to express the commonest and the strangest emotions of human

nature, with elegance, and so as to delight? Can any thing be more

shocking than to slur over our rehearsal, and in our acting to depend on

good luck, or the capricious choice of the moment? We ought to place our

highest happiness and satisfaction in mutually desiring to gain each

other's approbation: we should even value the applauses of the public

only in so far as we have previously sanctioned them among ourselves.

Why is the master of the band more secure about his music than the

manager about his play? Because, in the orchestra, each individual would

feel ashamed of his mistakes, which offend the outward ear; but how

seldom have I found an actor disposed to acknowledge or feel ashamed of

mistakes, pardonable or the contrary, by which the inward ear is so

outrageously offended! I could wish, for my part, that our theatre were

as narrow as the wire of a rope-dancer, that so no inept fellow might

dare to venture on it, instead of being, as it is, a place where every

one discovers in himself capacity enough to flourish and parade."

The company gave this apostrophe a kind reception; each being convinced

that the censure conveyed in it could not apply to him, after acting a

little while ago so excellently with the rest. On the other hand, it was

agreed, that during this journey, and for the future if they remained

together, they would regularly proceed with their training in the manner

just adopted. Only it was thought, that, as this was a thing of good

humor and free will, no formal manager must be allowed to have a hand in

it. Taking it for an established fact, that, among good men, the

republican form of government is the best, they declared that the post

of manager should go round among them: he must be chosen by universal

suffrage, and every time have a sort of little senate joined in

authority along with him. So delighted did they feel with this idea,

that they longed to put it instantly in practice.

"I have no objection," said Melina, "if you incline making such an

experiment while we are travelling: I shall willingly suspend my own

directorship until we reach some settled place." He was in hopes of

saving cash by this arrangement, and of casting many small expenses on

the shoulders of the little senate or of the interim manager. This

fixed, they went very earnestly to counsel how the form of the new

commonwealth might best be adjusted.

"'Tis an itinerating kingdom," said Laertes: "we shall at least have no

quarrels about frontiers."

They directly proceeded to the business, and elected Wilhelm as their

first manager. The senate also was appointed, the women having seat and

vote in it: laws were propounded, were rejected, were agreed to. In such

playing, the time passed on unnoticed; and, as our friends had spent it

pleasantly, they also conceived that they had really been effecting

something useful, and, by their new constitution, had been opening a new

prospect for the stage of their native country.

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