CHAPTER X

Mr. Fisk was a good son at home and a pleasant fellow among his friends.

Emma, who was liked by the students and went to their gatherings, had

often met him. He kept dormice in his bedroom and tended them with care,

but if the Communist society he belonged to had called him to do murder

in the cause of incomes for all he would have summoned his courage to

smite some bald-headed director of a company with a bloody axe. His

errand to the Principal that morning was, I am glad to say, of a most

peaceful nature, connected with the degree he hoped to take. He met Emma

and Teresa the same afternoon at a tea given by some of the students

after the meeting of the debating society. Teresa took the cup he

offered her, and became fascinated by his withered little face, his

immense spectacles and his Kropotkin hair. Her instinct scented

suffering and the cage, and she led him on to talk. It must be

understood that this was her first experience of his kind and she never

forgot it. He began explaining to her, earnestly at first, then

excitedly; he struck his knobbly little hands one against the other.

“Blood!” he concluded, “blood! there’s nothing else for it. We shall

give our blood when the time comes and we shall take it

ruthlessly—without remorse.” Teresa looked at him fixedly, questioning.

“I think that is very wicked,” she said, when she had made up her mind.

“You have no business at all to decide that one person shall live and

another shan’t; it is much too serious. Suppose that another lot of

people decided that you must be killed because you got a degree and they

didn’t?”

“I shan’t have been born into my degree when I get it,” he said proudly.

“I shall have earned it by my own endeavours. The rich have been born

into their property for generations. They come into the world nourished

on the blood of my fathers. Show me the signs of toil on your hands, if

you please,” he looked down with a bitter expression at her little hands

that held the cup.

“I know,” she said humbly, “I often think of it. You needn’t point it

out. But still you oughtn’t to murder anybody. It is not their fault;

and anyhow, suppose you burgled my father’s house, he would have no

right to kill you except in self-defence. I know that is so; a lawyer

told me.”

“What’s the law!” said Mr. Fisk contemptuously. “We’re going to alter

all that; we’re going to make new laws by which man will have the right

to live.”

“Yes, but not to stop others living,” said Teresa. “It’s silly; you know

you can’t make laws; and who is going to carry them out if you do? You

can’t make people do what you want just by telling them that you have

made a law. There’s the army and navy too—but what is the good of

arguing. You must know it is silly.”

“The army and navy are also learning to think, you’ll find,” said Mr.

Fisk. “But I don’t wish to offend you, Miss—er. You are yourself of

military stock, I believe?”

“Yes I am, but I don’t bother about that. It has got nothing to do with

what I think,” she replied. “Don’t you know——” she went on, with passion

beginning to rise in her as his words soaked in, “don’t you know, you

stupid (she shook him delicately by the sleeve), that all the decent

people in England—and English people are decent, not like the beastly

people you try to make your hair like—are working their very hardest,

day and night, to put things straight? And the fact that some of them

have got white hands is all the better, for it means they have money and

time to spend on it, and you have only the time to learn by heart what

someone else has written. It does make me so angry when I know what the

idle rich, as you call them, are doing.”

“Bah! charity!” said Mr. Fisk, and he spat some shreds of tobacco from

his cigarette neatly into the grate.

“Oh, you can’t have thought I was talking about charity,” said Teresa

with real distress. “Of course I wasn’t. It is the very thing I dislike

most, except your muddle and murder. And besides that, some of the

richest people boast of having been newsboys, and they are often the

rudest to their servants and their wives are horrid lazy snobs.” Mr.

Fisk’s little withered face twitched with his anxiety to collect some

clear dignified retort.

“Have you ever read much on your subject, may I ask?” he inquired at

last. “Have you studied economics? Perhaps you have attended Professor

Cranston’s lectures?”

“No, I haven’t,” she replied.

“Then, pardon me, but I think you are hardly qualified for the argument.

Capitalism is a highly intricate subject and should involve deep study.

To judge how far it is advisable to submit the control of wages to the

State, and also to consider to what extent the right of the individual

to determine the extent of his earning capacity should be carried,

requires a long training and arduous study. I should be pleased to

continue our talk at some other time if convenient to you, and I should

be happy to lend books if you are interested.”

“Yes,” said Teresa with a sigh of fatigue. “I want to know. And you are

part of the faces in the fog, I suppose,” she added absently, looking at

him.

“I beg pardon?”

“I said you were part of the faces in the fog. I used to wonder when we

came here what was behind the sort of brick-wall expression that people

in the streets and the trams had. When you go to speak in Hyde Park you

will see how different your audience is—quite merry in comparison.”

“I don’t propose to do so at present,” said Kropotkin-Fisk, highly

offended. “We leave that to the executive. Our body here is concerned at

the moment exclusively with study and propaganda.” Emma came to look for

Teresa and heard the end of the discussion.

“Aren’t you paving the way for a new set of class distinctions, Mr.

Fisk?” she asked. “What you said just now sounded like it. I hope you

will take a lesson from the present evil system and pay yourself

properly if you are going to keep to the higher activities.”

“I don’t quite follow,” said Mr. Fisk, “but if you’ll favour us at the

next debate and hear my paper, perhaps you will put your question then,

and I shall do my best to parry your thrust.”

“I don’t know what Mrs. Potter would do if Fisk were made Chancellor of

the Exchequer under the new régime,” said Emma, as she and Teresa walked

back together.

“Yes, she would loathe it,” Teresa agreed. “But I don’t exactly know

why. Why do they so often hate their own class in office?”

“Well,” said Emma, “I suppose if Eddie Fisk is Chancellor of the

Exchequer there’s no reason why Albert Potter shouldn’t go one better

and be King. Mrs. Potter ‘never would ’ave ’eld with them Fisks,’ you’d

find, ‘—settin’ themselves up!’”

“But Communists don’t have a King; isn’t that the whole point?” Teresa

objected.

“They don’t until one of them wants to be it,” said Emma. “They would

call him something else, but some of them would develope an aptitude for

ruling. Even apes do.”

“But then, I suppose the others could depose him if he wasn’t

hereditary,” said Teresa.

“No, ‘Gawd save the Prince o’ Wales, bless ’is dear ’eart!’ is Mrs.

Potter’s motto. ‘That there Fisk is never going to come it over our

Albert, you’ll find, Miss,’ is what she would say. Ask her the next time

you see her.”

“Mr. Jorkins doesn’t agree with that,” Teresa pursued. “When he is out

of work the first thing he blames is Parliament. He’s dead against it.”

“Well, there will always be two opinions about everything in a country,”

said Emma. “You had much better leave them all alone to mess about and

let us get on with what we are doing. At present Mr. Fisk is rather like

the mouse that dipped its tail in the beer and sucked it. He is looking

for the cat, that’s all.”

“Are you sure?” her friend asked anxiously.

“I am only sure after a party like the Prices’ last night,” Emma

answered. “It will wear off to-morrow, and I shall get cross with Father

for talking Conservative intellectualism. I can’t see any use in the

Prices to-day. They give money when there is a list of donations, and

Papa Price just hugs himself when someone comes round for a

subscription. He keeps them waiting in his office, and then when he has

succeeded in beating them down to less than they asked for and yet finds

he is still in the top batch of subscriptions he does think he has been

clever. And Mrs. Price and the family! I would really enjoy seeing the

girls working in the fur trade instead of wearing coats of it, and I

wouldn’t wish that to many people. I would like to see them stop

cackling and find out how witty they would be on two pennyworth of

refuse. Then the next day, perhaps, I meet Lady Varens, whom I don’t

grudge anything to, because she keeps a lot of people happily employed

and really cares for them and buys beautiful things with her money. And

after that the Starks turn up—you know—the schoolmistress at St.

Angelus’ school—you met her at the Dispensary. Mrs. Potter’s life is a

screaming farce compared to hers, and the Jorkinses are wallowing in

wealth, for at least they enjoy themselves at the pictures and the pub

when so disposed.”

“Well, let us add it up,” said Teresa. “Under Mr. Fisk’s scheme, Mrs.

Potter and Mrs. Stark will benefit; Mrs. Price will be altogether

wrecked and mangled—she and her family; Lady Varens will live as she

would probably be quite content to live now—she never seems to want

much—and she would upset the apple carts of a lot of happy dependants.

But then there are lots of Potters, lots of Starks, comparatively few

Prices, a good many Varenses and not a great many happy dependants, so

how does the proportion of benefits work out? I shall have to ask David

to unravel it.”

“I beg your pardon—David?” asked Emma.

“David Varens,” said Teresa. “What’s the matter?”

“Nothing. I only wondered for a moment. Do you go much by what he says?”

“Yes, more than anybody.”

“Why, may I ask?”

“Oh, because he is so simple,” she answered readily. “I can never tangle

him up in a problem. He lays it all out and sorts it into heaps, and

then generally sums up by saying there is nothing in it. It is so

restful. And then he tells me about phosphates and the habits of the

teal. But it is only for the rest to my muddled head that I like it so

much. It would never put me off my work.”

“Sure?” asked Emma, and she was obliged to accept the assurance when it

was given a second time.

As they passed the Vachells’ house, which was not far from the

Gainsboroughs’, Mrs. Vachell was just going in. “Come and have tea with

me?” she suggested. Emma explained that they had had tea and that she

had work to do at home, but Teresa accepted. She was inclined, like

Alice in Wonderland, to taste and nibble whatever new thing came her

way; she had never been inside the Vachells’ house, nor felt that she

understood what lay behind the self-possession of the small, graceful

lady whom it was said the Professor had found fanning herself by

moonlight under an obelisk and brought home. Mrs. Vachell’s face was

beautiful and full of character but the character was of the reversible

kind, of which it is impossible to decide whether it is intended to be

good or bad. Such faces seem not, like most faces, to alter gradually

with their owner’s mind, but to hold always in themselves two distinct

characters between which the soul has never chosen a habitation. At

death, opinion is generally divided as to which character has been the

true one, as in life it was never decided which it would prove to be.

“Very like a curious death-mask my father was once given for his study,”

Susie had described her on first acquaintance. “Dante, or somebody, I

think it was, who wrote the ‘Inferno.’”

Teresa followed the small gliding figure into the hall and up the

stairs, where photographs of Byzantine art and reproductions of drawings

from Egyptian tombs were hung right up to the high window that lighted

the stairs with a cold north light. The back yards and chimneys of young

Millport mixed disagreeably in her mind with the impression of endless

centuries of life that she gathered from the procession of antiquity on

the walls. There is something alarming to youth in the idea of the early

days of a very old person.

The drawing-room was more cheerful, but Mr. Vachell’s study, which his

wife showed her as they passed, made her shiver again. There were

objects of stone, of clay, of mildewed bronze; tiny domestic

possessions, gifts of love, weapons, tokens of mourning for the dead,

provision even for an eternity of wandering beyond the grave. Everywhere

were glass cases to preserve the imperishable; the penetrating dust of a

new city defiling them notwithstanding. If Teresa had seen Life and

Death supping together in the silent room, pledging one another from the

old vessels that stood upon the Professor’s table, she could not have

felt more discomfort than she did.

“Do you like these things?” Mrs. Vachell asked her.

“Perhaps I might if I got to know them,” she admitted, “but they scare

me rather.”

“Come into the drawing-room and have tea then.” Mrs. Vachell led the way

into the next room and rang the bell. “It is only half-past five; you

have lots of time to recover. What have you been doing?”

Teresa told her about the Debating Society and Mr. Fisk. “A horrible

young man,” said Mrs. Vachell. “He isn’t one of my husband’s students,

luckily, or I should have to ask him to tea. They all get brought here

at intervals. They sit about in corners and balance cups on their knees

and spill tea into the saucer. I wish you would come and help me next

time I have to ask some of them. I believe you would be good to them and

teach me not to dislike them so much.”

“Very well,” said Teresa, “though I am not benevolent. If people won’t

talk I can’t make conversation. Why don’t you ask Emma? She knows them

all.”

“That is just why she is no good,” Mrs. Vachell explained while she made

tea. “It is like a mother and her children in society. They can’t talk

their own nonsense before an audience, and they can’t do the polite to

each other. I want you to extract something from the students. They must

have interests of the sort that one does not air in the family circle,

and strangers are the ideal safety valve for that sort of thing.”

“Are many of them like Fisk; wanting blood and new governments and

things?” Teresa asked.

“That is one of the things I want to know,” Mrs. Vachell answered. “Emma

could tell us so far as statistics go, but I want to hear for myself.

You know I sit on Committees with Mrs. Carpenter and her lot because I

love organisation, and so many of those women who are always talking and

ordering and doing the Nosey Parker everywhere are just tools for

anybody in the show who has an axe to grind. Do you understand about

Boards of Guardians and Select Vestries and all that part?” Teresa

answered quickly, “Oh, no—nothing whatever. Of course I get inspectors

and visitors on my track and I have to help Emma with her reports. But a

Board of Guardians means nothing to me except a firm eye and questions

that I can’t answer. Mother has them to lunch sometimes.”

“Can she answer their questions?” asked Mrs. Vachell.

“Surely you know that Mother never answers any questions?” said Teresa

very much surprised. “She always tells you something that she thinks

instead, and makes it seem as if she had answered. But I never know

whether it is because she can’t or won’t.”

“I do loathe poverty,” Mrs. Vachell said, as if to herself.

Teresa went home very little the wiser for her visit, but she felt

greatly discouraged by the extreme age of civilisation as it had been

shown to her at the Vachells’. It seemed to have accomplished so little

in the time at its disposal.

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