still be better than my poor friend's!"... and he cast a look of
approbation upon the canvas. But soon a thought presented itself, which
dispelled his irresolution, and strengthened his wavering heroism. He
recalled that painful moment when, despised, falsely accused, on
the point of being driven from the house by Barbe, and without hope
of justification, Francisco did not fear to own the truth, and to
re-establish, at his own cost, the honour of the poor little Savoyard.
The honourable career which was now before him commenced from that
moment; all that he was, all that he hoped to be, sprang, in the first
instance, from Francisco's generous confession.... José no longer
hesitated, he resumed his knife, and with a firm hand so erased the
figure that nothing but the sketch remained--and thus nobly repaid the
debt of friendship formerly contracted to his young companion.
[Illustration: José erasing his Figure of Aricia, p. 301.]
Satisfied with himself, and more calm after this trial of strength--an
act of high virtue in a young man of sixteen--José gave the last
touches to the other parts of his picture, and so cleverly managed the
erasure, that nothing more could be inferred from it, than one of those
movements of irritability by no means uncommon among students. He kept
his secret until the day previous to the one on which the pictures were
to be removed. He then called upon Francisco at his father's, and told
him that his figure of Aricia was unfinished, and indeed in a great
measure effaced, and that there was not time to repaint it. Francisco,
recovered from his unjust displeasure, grieved for and blamed his
friend; but, being ignorant of the rule of exclusion, he assured him
that the prize would still be his, and José did not attempt to remove
his impression.
But José had still severe trials to encounter: he foresaw the grief of
Dame Robert, Gabri's disappointment, and finally a whole year's work
before he could again reach the desired goal, which he had so nearly
attained; but the most painful moment was past, and he awaited that in
which Francisco should be triumphant, as the only compensation worthy
of him.
The exhibition of pictures was held, as usual, in a small room on the
basement floor, now appropriated to another use. The artistic crowd
arrived, and was constantly renewed during three entire days; and the
young students, mingling with it, heard alike the censure and praise
unreservedly bestowed, and often even with the knowledge that the
young authors of the works were present. The universal opinion was
in favour of the pictures of José and Francisco; but the spectators
were constantly heard to exclaim, "A figure erased! what a pity! what
madness!"
At length, on the fourth day, after a private conference, the
professors summoned before them the trembling candidates, and José's
sacrifice did not prove unavailing. He heard Francisco Enguehard
proclaimed for the first prize, Rivol for the second, and he scarcely
heard the honourable mention made of himself, notwithstanding the fatal
figure which had excluded him from the competition.
Francisco, surprised and bewildered at such unexpected happiness,
scarcely knew what he was about; he did not hear the felicitations of
his companions, but allowed himself to be led away by José, who made
him run until he reached his father's house.
"He has gained the prize!" cried José, at the foot of the stairs,
"Francisco has gained the prize!" and seeing his friend in the arms
of his parents, who wept while they blessed him, this noble youth was
rewarded by a pleasure more intense and more elevated than any which
his own triumph could have afforded him.
Leaving Francisco in the arms of his happy mother, who was never weary
of looking at him, and who even thought him handsomer, now that the
laurel decked his brow, José bent his steps homeward, and perceived in
the distance Dame Robert and Gabri anxiously awaiting his return.
"He walks rapidly," said Dame Robert; "so much the better, he bears us
good news."--"He looks happy," continued Gabri: "Oh, if he has gained
the prize! at sixteen, too!" and already a smile of joy shone upon the
countenance of this excellent man.
"Congratulate me, my friends," cried José, as he approached them; "I am
happy in my failure; Francisco has gained the prize!"
"Francisco!" exclaimed Dame Robert, letting fall her arms, already
extended to embrace him; "and you? Have you gained nothing? On my word
there must be some abominable trickery in the affair."
"No," replied José smiling, "but be comforted, my good mother, I am
neither depressed nor discouraged, and next year you shall see the
laurels on my brow."
"But," said Gabri, in a tone of vexation, "who obtained the second
prize?"
"Rivol," replied José; "and I might perhaps have had it if ..." and he
looked timidly at Gabri, "if I had not erased my figure of Aricia."
"Yes!" exclaimed Gabri, as if talking to himself, "I was sure of it, I
suspected as much at the exhibition.... José, José, embrace me, my son.
Gracious Heaven! this is the first day I have passed without regretting
the loss of my own noble boys."
Gabri was too familiar with artistic matters not to have divined the
sacrifice which José's friendship had induced him to make, and his
heart was capable of appreciating and rejoicing in it; but Dame Robert,
who understood nothing of the matter, save that her boy was rejected,
gave free vent to her dissatisfaction.
"Indeed, M. Gabri, it is very fine to pet him up after such a failure
as that. Who would have thought it? It was well worth while to be shut
up for two months without uttering a syllable, to let others walk off
with the prize; still your picture was very fine, my boy, though,
to tell you the truth, your female figure was too pale. I told you,
however, not to spare your colours, but young people will always have
their own way."
José smiled, and hastened to tranquillize the good woman. So far as
concerned himself he succeeded without much difficulty; but she was for
some time out of humour with Gabri, whose triumphant air annoyed her,
because she did not understand it. Nor did she gain any information
on the subject, for Gabri was discreet, and would not divulge José's
secret; he did not even seek an explanation from the lad himself;
but his marks of friendship were increased, and he more frequently
repeated, "My son José!"
At the annual meeting of the Academy, when the students publicly
receive the laurel crown, awarded for the merits of their works, José
appeared more pleased than Francisco. He was restless, busying himself
with his friend's toilet, &c.; and, placed in a corner of the room
during the ceremony, the spectators might have imagined, from his
excitement and his looks, when Francisco Enguehard was proclaimed, that
he was the happy father of the young laureate, were it not that his
almost childish features precluded the supposition.
A month after this great epoch for the two friends, they were
separated; Francisco and his parents took the route to Italy; and
José having returned to his studies, pursued them with ardour and
contentment in thinking of the happiness which he had been the means of
securing to three persons.
The year passed, and when again about to compete for the prize, José
wrote to his friend, and told him to expect him in three months from
that date. He felt confidence in himself, and had acquired so much
power, that notwithstanding the merits of seven competitors, all older
than himself, his picture was unanimously declared the best. It was
even so superior to anything usually seen at these competitions, that
it was thought proper to allow the exhibition to remain open several
days longer than usual, in order to gratify the crowd of amateurs who
flocked to see it. Dame Robert fully enjoyed José's triumph, and the
almost equal pleasure of relating its history to her neighbours. Gabri
rubbed his hands, and bent his head while listening to the praises of
the young artist, and the honest Barbe exultingly boasted of having
supplied for this famous picture the finest and the best canvas in his
shop.
José, overwhelmed with honours, and full of joy, set out on his way
to Rome, where he found Francisco, who had still four years remaining
of the five granted by the government. Monsieur and Madame Enguehard
received José as a second son; he lived in the same house with them,
and enjoyed, in all its fulness, the delights of a life devoted to
friendship and the fine arts, in that beautiful land where these arts
so naturally flourish.
Many years have passed away since these events took place. Monsieur
and Madame Barbe, grown rich and old, have retired, and given up
their business to the excellent Gabri. A new generation of artists
and students frequents the shop, and pursues pretty nearly the same
habits as that which preceded it. But it is not in the same spot;
the theatre of José's first exploits no longer exists. The two large
posts may still, indeed, be seen; but Barbe's house has been taken
down, and in its place monkeys and learned birds, attract by their
various tricks, numerous spectators. Francisco Enguehard, steady and
talented, is married, as he wished, to the only daughter of a rich
antiquary, who desired to have for a son-in-law, a man of genius.
Dame Robert has given up her business to her eldest son, and rests
her fingers, if not her tongue, for she is never weary of relating to
any one who will listen to her, how that José was a poor orphan, how
she took him and put him to sleep on her counter, &c., &c. Philip, a
worthy fellow, and a passable tailor, is married and settled, as he
says, in his wife's native province, that is to say in the Marais. The
poor Angevin, still a bad painter, notwithstanding all his efforts and
perseverance, has returned to Angers. There, at least, he has talent,
and directs in his turn the same school which sent him to Paris. He
who was called poor José is now one of our most distinguished artists.
He possesses a respectable fortune, acquired by his talents, and,
what is far more valuable to him, the universal esteem granted to the
most noble character and the most irreproachable conduct. Faithful
alike to delicacy and friendship, Francisco never knew the sacrifice
which obtained for him his crown. José's laurels are suspended in his
magnificent studio, beside his first palette, and his shoeblack's
knife. He watches over Gabri, as a son over a father; listens to the
long stories of the good old Dame Robert, without the least sign of
impatience; and, finally, though young, handsome, and sought after, he
always wears clothes made by Philip, and boasting of little elegance,
with shoes of the same kind from Dame Robert's shop: and this is not
the least remarkable trait in his history.
CAROLINE:
OR, THE EFFECTS OF A MISFORTUNE.
"How delighted I am that Robert is gone!" exclaimed Caroline de
Manzay, as she entered her mother's room; "I never knew anybody so
disagreeable!"
"What!" said Madame de Manzay, "not even Denis?"
"Oh! that is quite different; Denis is teazing and troublesome, meddles
with everything, and is angry when prevented; he jeers and laughs at
one, and becomes passionate and insulting when contradicted; but then
he is a mere child, and one overlooks it."
"You did not seem very ready to do so: you were always quarrelling, and
could say very insulting things yourself sometimes."
"For all that I like him better than Robert."
"Yet Robert never teazed you; he is very reasonable."
"To be sure he is; he is twenty years old: and how proud he is! Because
he is five years older than I am he treats me like a little girl, and
to-day he told me I was a spoiled child."
"Robert is not the first person who has said that, my dear; but for
what reason did he pay you this compliment?"
"It was because Denis, who always takes delight in seeing me vexed,
came to tell me, with an air of triumph, that when we took him and
Robert to the village, we were to go by the road which I do not like. I
said we were not to go that way; he asserted that we were, because he
had heard my father give orders to his forester to wait for him at the
green-gate, that he might see on his way back the fir-trees which are
to be cut. Then I declared that I would not go out at all, and Robert
laughed at me, and insisted that if my father chose it I should be
obliged to go, and to take the road he wished. All this made me angry,
and when papa came up I teazed him so, till he said we should go the
way I liked best, and that he would look at the fir-trees another time.
'Well,' said I to Robert, when my father was at a little distance,
'it is my turn to laugh at you now;' 'I would recommend you not,' he
replied, very contemptuously, 'there is no glory in being a spoiled
child, and in abusing indulgence,' and then he turned his back on me.
Oh! I detest him! So when he got into the carriage I would not say
good-bye, and when he came up to kiss me, I turned my back upon him in
my turn."
"And did that appear to grieve him?"
"He did not care in the least; he began to laugh, and said, 'Adieu,
Caroline, try to become a little more reasonable, you need it greatly.'"
"And how did you part with Denis?"
"Oh, very well, for I spoke to him."
"What did you say to him?"
"I told him I was delighted that he was going away, because he was
so rude; and he replied, that he was quite as glad, because I was so
wilful and captious. In fact, I am not at all fond of Denis, either,
and it is a great relief to be rid of him. It will be a long time, will
it not, before we see him again?"
"Much too long; his guardian thinks of going to America, and taking
Denis with him. God only knows when he will come back."
"Oh! I shall have quite enough of him; he is so insufferable! And
Robert?"
"He is going on his travels for four or five years."
"That is a great blessing."
"But, my dear child, you should reflect that Robert is your father's
nephew, and that Denis is my poor sister's son; they are both of them
your nearest relatives, and ought to be your best friends."
"Fine friends, indeed! the one teazes me, and the other despises me."
"I allow that Denis is fond of teazing, and that Robert is scornful,
but they will out-grow that."
"No, that they won't."
"What! do you, then, really think that Denis, at twenty years old, will
spoil your drawing, or blow out your candle?"
"He will do something as tiresome; and even if he should improve,
Robert will always remain the same."
"I hope not; he will gain with years the gentleness in which he is
deficient. But, even supposing he should not change, you yourself will
alter, and when you are no longer a spoiled child, he will not call you
such."
"I don't know that; he is so unamiable. However, it is all the same to
me; I do not care for his opinion."
"So I perceive, my dear," said her mother, smiling, "you speak of it so
calmly."
At this moment, Caroline heard her father calling her, and ran out
to join him; she was always happy to be his companion, and responded
with all her heart to the passionate affection which he showed her.
Caroline was the only survivor of Monsieur and Madame de Manzay's eight
daughters, and during her infancy her health had been so delicate,
as to cause them the greatest anxiety. Continually agitated by the
fear of losing her, their only thought had been to preserve their
treasure: they trembled lest the slightest opposition should endanger
her fragile existence, or cast a cloud over a life which might have so
short a duration. For some years past, these terrible apprehensions had
ceased, but Caroline had been so long accustomed to have her own way,
that the effect survived the cause. She was accustomed to no other rule
than her caprice, or the prompting of a disposition naturally upright
and generous. When her fancies or her self-love did not interfere,
she was ready to do everything to oblige, and diffused around her all
the cheerfulness natural to her age: but if it at all crossed in her
wishes, nothing could be obtained from her, and even her kindness
of heart was insufficient to conquer her temper. In such unhappy
moments, which were but too frequent, she would answer her mother with
petulance, refuse to walk with her father, or sing him the airs he
loved, and behave roughly to her little brother, whom she nevertheless
loved with all her heart, and considered almost as her own child. Being
ten years old, when Stephen was born, she had never thought of him as a
rival, but as a _protégé_. She was habitually kind and indulgent, and
would spend whole hours in building card-houses for him, or in telling
him stories. It is true she did not like him to amuse himself with
others: as she could not appropriate him to herself, like his parents,
she devoted herself to him; but she did appropriate him, in fact, and
one of the principal causes of her dissatisfaction with Denis was, that
Stephen preferred his stories to hers, and his noisy games to the more
tranquil pleasures procured him by his sister.
"What does it signify, if Stephen enjoys himself better with Denis than
with you?" said Robert to her one day.
"It displeases me."
"But why?"
"Because he is so whimsical; a week ago he was interrupting me
perpetually, to make me tell him over and over again the story of the
Wonderful Cat, and now, when I call him on purpose, he says it wearies
him."
"Naturally enough, when you propose telling it to him at the very time
that Denis is just in the finest part of a story about robbers or
battles."
"And twenty times have I begged Denis not to tell him any more such
stories: but he does not care for a word that is said to him."
"Stephen would be very sorry if he left off, I can assure you: look how
attentive he is."
"Yes, and what am I to do while Stephen is listening to Denis?"
"You might finish the drawing which your father asked for this morning,
and which, as you said, you had not time to complete."
"Indeed I shall not, it is too tiresome; and if anything more is said
about it, I will tear it to pieces."
"Surely not, you are not silly enough to do that."
"And why then should I be silly to tear this drawing? It is my own, I
hope."
"A fine reason truly! The château yonder is mine also. What would you
say if I were to burn it down?"
"There is no resemblance in the two cases."
"In fact, I should be a madman, and you merely a child."
"A child! Do you know that I am fifteen?"
"So they say, but I cannot believe it."
"Why not? I am taller than the gardener's daughter, who is sixteen."
"Yes; but you are not as reasonable as Stephen, who is only five."
"And, how not, pray?"
"Come, do not be angry; you are, perhaps, about as much so, but that is
all I can grant you. Now do not put yourself in a passion, that will
not frighten me; you cannot tear me to pieces like your drawings.
Adieu, make yourself happy: I am going to carry off Denis to hunt, so
you may tell Stephen the story of the Wonderful Cat as many times as
you please."
It was by conversations like these that Robert had drawn upon himself
the animadversions of Caroline. Unaccustomed to any opposition to her
wishes, she could not forgive the harsh manner in which her cousin
contradicted her, and, spoiled as she was by continual marks of
affection, she was astonished at the contemptuous disapprobation which
she had to encounter from one, whose good opinion she was desirous of
obtaining. Never had she heard the name of Robert de Puivaux mentioned
without eulogium. He had completed his studies most successfully, and
had particularly distinguished himself at the Polytechnic School,
which he had just left, after spending two years there, simply for
instruction. His character was extolled, his judgment esteemed, and
his understanding and acquirements were considered by all as beyond
his years; but all these advantages were effaced, in Caroline's mind,
by his ungracious conduct towards herself--or, rather, they served to
render it the more vexatious to her. It must be allowed that Robert
had treated her in a manner far from pleasant. Naturally serious, and
disposed to regulate his conduct on principles of reason and duty,
he could not comprehend the inconsiderateness of Caroline, and the
importance which she attached to her own whims; he had no patience
in seeing everyone yield to her, and was as angry with her for their
weakness as for her own defects; he, therefore, never lost any
opportunity of showing his disapprobation and contempt: and, wholly
engrossed by the unfavourable impressions with which she inspired
him, he did not remark the good qualities which lay hidden under this
petulant exterior, and which the future would develope.
Shortly after the departure of Robert and Denis, Madame de Manzay, who
had been an invalid ever since the birth of Stephen, was suddenly
snatched from her family, after a few days' illness. We will not
attempt to describe this sad event: there are sorrows which can never
be comprehended by those who have not felt them, and which it is
needless to relate to those who know them by experience. The language
of man cannot adequately express all that the soul of man is capable
of feeling, and such feelings are not learned but revealed; a single
moment--one of those moments which are equal to a whole life--can
explain more than years of reflection, and convey to the heart, what
all the knowledge of the mind would be unable to grasp.
A week had elapsed since the death of Madame de Manzay, and her unhappy
family were not yet roused from the first stupor of grief; their hearts
had not yet recovered composure; they had not returned to their usual
habits; no one obeyed, for no one commanded; and each one, engrossed
by his affliction, forgot his duties. There was neither regularity nor
labour; confusion alone reigned in the desolate household. Poor little
Stephen was left all day long to himself; Monsieur de Manzay wandered
about in the park; his daughter shut herself up in her room; and no one
attempted to assist anyone else in supporting the weight of grief, by
which each was oppressed. Caroline, as usual, was weeping in her own
apartment, when an old servant, who had been in the family from the
birth of her father, and who had just seen his master, seated, alone,
in his wife's room, thinking he would like to see his daughter, went to
her, and said, "Pray go, Miss Caroline, to my master. Poor gentleman!
he has no one now but you."
"And Stephen, Peter; you do not reckon him."
"Oh! that is quite another thing, miss; master loves the dear little
fellow with all his heart, but he is not company for him; he cannot
talk with him, and divert his thoughts, as you could. Oh! Miss
Caroline, you are the very image of my good mistress; try then to
resemble her in everything. You cannot remember it, for you were too
young, but when my mistress lost four of her children in one year, and
you alone were left--well, miss, it was she who then consoled master.
He was like one distracted, and said he felt tempted to throw himself
in the water, and the poor lady was obliged to appear perfectly calm,
in order to tranquillize him. I have sometimes seen her leave my
master's room, to go and cry, and then she would return, and urge him
to submit to the will of God; she would make him walk with her, or read
aloud to divert his thoughts; she would even amuse him with music: and
how he loved her in return! Oh! Miss Caroline! you had a treasure in
your mother; endeavour to be as good as she was."
Caroline's sobs prevented her from making any reply; but she held out
her hand to the aged Peter, and rose immediately to follow him to her
father. She was told that he was in the park, and repaired thither;
but, absorbed in her affliction, and in the reflections suggested
by Peter's artless observations, she mistook the path, and did not
perceive her error, for she went on without thinking whither her steps
were directed. For the first time in her life, perhaps, she became
aware that she had a duty to fulfil towards others, and that she was
not placed in this world merely to be loved and indulged. She had
just been told--"_Your father has no one but you._" It was the truth;
but of what use had she been to her father, during the past week? Had
she afforded him consolation or assistance, when, given up to her
own affliction, she had scarcely bestowed a thought on his; when he
had been obliged to try and comfort her, and had sought to do so in
vain; when her tears and cries had shaken the resolution he found it
so difficult to maintain; when she had kept out of his presence, and
abandoned him at the time he most needed her? Was it thus that her
mother had acted, when, struck by misfortune, she had, for the sake of
calming her husband's despair, begun by controlling her own feelings?
Yet who, more than her father, possessed a claim to her active
gratitude, to her affectionate devotion? Her earliest recollections
were associated with his kindness and tenderness. He had consecrated
his leisure to her instruction, relinquished for this purpose studies
in which he took delight, and renounced all recreations but those
which he could share with her; he had made her the companion of his
walks, and allowed her to direct them as she chose. If she wished for
an excursion in the neighbourhood, M. de Manzay would leave all his
occupations to procure this pleasure for her; in a word, he never
refused her a request, and yet her demands had not been few. And what
had she done, on her part, to requite such great affection? How had she
repaid the extreme indulgence of her parents? She loved them heartily,
and they were convinced of this, but she had done nothing more: whilst
they thought only of her, she had never considered them, and had found
it perfectly natural to be continually the recipient of benefits,
without ever giving anything in return. "Oh, how wicked I have been!"
she exclaimed, clasping her hands; "can God ever forgive me, or mamma?"
She threw herself on her knees, and, melting into tears, promised, as
if still in the presence of her whom she could never again behold in
this world, to repair, by her attention to the objects of affection
she had left, the faults which she had committed against her. She
felt that her resolution was accepted and blessed; that the relations
of those who love each other are eternal; and that her mother was
pleased with her earnest endeavours, as she would have been if still
living. She felt that it was her soul which responded to her own, and
inspired her with the love of virtue, the hope of perseverance, the joy
of pardon. She arose, and returned to the château, eager to find her
father, and begin her new part. "Hitherto, he has devoted his life to
me," said she to herself, "now, it shall be my care to live for him;"
and immediately, with the ardour so natural to youth, she depicted
to herself all the various ways in which she could be useful to him,
and was enchanted at the idea of being at last good for something in
the world; no obstacle or difficulty presented itself to her mind, so
natural did the performance of her duty appear to her at this moment.
On approaching the château, she found Stephen sitting quite alone,
under a tree, crying. "What is the matter, Stephen?" she asked, kissing
him.
"I am hungry."
"Hungry! why what o'clock is it?"
"It is twelve o'clock."
"But you have already had your breakfast?"
"No; Mary forgot to make my soup. Nobody thinks about me now that mamma
is gone."
"I will think of you, my dear child. Come with me, I will get you
some breakfast, and tomorrow you shall not have to wait so long." On
entering the house, she inquired for her father. She was told that he
had come in, and had asked for her, and, after waiting some time, had
gone out again. "But he has had his breakfast, I suppose?"
"No, miss, the cook has gone out."
"Things must not go on thus," thought Caroline; "I must have some order
in the household." She perceived at this moment her father coming in,
and hastened to meet him; she was eager to have some conversation with
him, and impart to him her good resolutions; but the very first was,
to attend to others rather than herself, and she therefore sacrificed
to Stephen's appetite her desire of communicating to her father her
new projects. After breakfast, M. de Manzay was going towards his
wife's sitting-room, where he passed all the time which he spent
in-doors. Caroline, who wished to follow him, paused for an instant
at this sight: she never yet had sufficient resolution to enter her
mother's apartment, and trembled at the idea of revisiting a spot
so filled with her image. "But how can I ever be of service to my
father, if I cannot go where it is his desire always to remain? Come,
I must go to him;" and, making an effort to command her feelings, she
went to her father. Surprised and pleased to see her in this room,
where his recollections became almost realities, he embraced her with
even more than his wonted tenderness; and, comparing, with a pleasure
mingled with grief, the portrait of his wife with the features of his
daughter,--"Oh, my child!" he exclaimed at length, his voice checked
by tears, "I have only you now." She threw her arms round him, and for
some time neither father nor daughter could utter a word. At length,
overcoming her emotion, she said, "My dear papa, I have hitherto done
very wrong, but I will endeavour to repair my faults. I have been a
selfish, ungrateful child, and lived only for myself; henceforth my
life shall be devoted to you. Forgive me for having been so useless
to you; forget the past; you shall see that I am no longer the same,
and you shall be satisfied with my conduct. Kiss me, dear papa; I will
correct all my faults, and endeavour to be like mamma."
"God bless you, my child, for having formed such a project! but you are
very young to make even the attempt."
"Not too young, I hope. I shall hardly succeed at first, but the
recollection of mamma will come to my assistance. I know what she used
to do, and I will endeavour to imitate her. I will come and see you in
your study, and be always ready to give up my own occupations to please
you. I will give Stephen his lessons. I will keep the accounts. You
shall see how steady I will be; only try me, papa."
"Do what you like, my child; I am in no state to make any decision;
I can think of nothing. I leave you mistress of the house, of your
brother, of myself. If there are still any peaceful moments in store
for me on this earth, I shall enjoy them through you, and you alone."
"And Stephen, papa, you forget him."
"Poor child! no, I do not forget him; go and bring him here."
Caroline brought her little brother to her father, who took him in his
arms, saying, "Stephen, you loved dear mamma, did you not?"
"With all my heart," replied the child, sobbing.
"And you were also obedient to her. Well, now you must love your
sister, and obey her; she will be a mother to you henceforward."
"Would you like it, Stephen?" asked Caroline, "would you like me to
take care of you, and give you your lessons?"
"Yes, if you promise not to scold me."
"My dear child, I will not scold you; I will try to be kind like mamma."
"Oh, you are very kind already, I am sure," said Stephen, caressing his
sister, "only sometimes you get out of patience, and that frightens me."
"Make yourself easy, I intend to grow better; but you must also be very
good, to please papa, who has so much sorrow."
"Oh! yes; for that I will learn my lessons better than I used to do."
"My beloved children," said M. de Manzay, encircling them both in his
arms, "my dear children, this is the first moment of comfort I have had
for a week past. Go, my own Caroline, assume your new functions; take
possession of the keys; direct, command, re-establish the regularity
which formerly reigned in the house; take the same care of your brother
that he has been accustomed to; but first come to me, that I may give
you my blessing, before the portrait of your mother."
After some moments devoted to these tender and afflicting emotions,
Caroline left the room with Stephen. Her first care was to see if his
apartment was in order: she found it completely stripped of all the
articles which he was in the habit of using.
"What has become of your little table, Stephen?" she enquired.
"Oh! I dare say it is in the garden; I took it there the day before
yesterday, and they have forgotten to bring it in."
"And your arm-chair?"
"I tied it to Turk's tail, for a carriage, and he broke it."
"You might have expected as much, my dear."
"What could I do? I was alone, and tired of doing nothing."
"You have recollected, I hope, to give water to your birds."
"Oh! gracious! I have never given them any but once. Poor creatures!
they must be very thirsty. But, Caroline, do not scold me, it is not
my fault. Every morning, mamma used to ask me if I had taken water and
seeds to my birds, leaves to my rabbits, and grass to my fawn; and now,
who is there to think of all these things?"
"I will. Let us go to your aviary, and I will talk to you by the way."
Caroline then explained to her brother all her plans concerning him.
She told him that he should work with her, and that she would amuse
him, and take care of all his things; in a word, that she would, as
far as possible, supply the place of a mother to him. She had his
books brought into her sitting-room, and such of his playthings as he
had been accustomed to keep in his mother's apartment; she gave him a
shelf in her library, and the lower part of a closet, and established
his little table by the window, as he wished. At first, she intended
to place it elsewhere, for this was her own favourite place; but she
recollected that last year, when she had remarked that her mamma was
happy in being able to enjoy, while sitting at table, the prospect over
the valley, her mother had yielded to her the place she coveted. "I
cannot be so good as mamma," she thought, "unless I do as she did, so I
will remove my table from the window."
Such were the feelings and views with which Caroline undertook
the reformation of her character, and she begun the task with the
blind ardour so natural to youth: that happy privilege bestowed by
Providence, to remove all hesitation from their resolutions, and leave
nothing doubtful but the execution. But this first strong and happy
impulse does not always last; when the sentiment which gave it birth
ceases to be exclusive, things which had been forgotten reappear, the
realities of life and the peculiarities of character resume their
claims, and what we still desire above all things is, nevertheless,
not our sole object. This was precisely the case with Caroline. For a
considerable time her heart was so full of the idea of her great loss,
of the remembrance of her faults, of her affection for her father,
and of the new pleasure of exerting herself for the sake of others,
that she could not form a thought exclusively for herself, and would
have been indignant had she been desired to do so; but when, after the
lapse of several months, life had returned to its uniform course, when
business was again attended to, and all the family had resumed their
usual habits, she perceived how completely her own had been overturned.
The time which she formerly employed, according to her fancy, was no
longer her own; a great part of it was absorbed by her little brother,
and her pursuits were also frequently interrupted by her father. As
long as he had a friend constantly at hand, he might be always disposed
to accommodate himself to the arrangements of his daughter, but now
that this friend was no more, Caroline was required to replace her,
and became his property: their positions were changed, and the effect
of this was perpetually felt, and the more strikingly in proportion as
their first deep affliction subsided by degrees, and M. de Manzay was
able to take some interest in the scenes around him, and his daughter
to enter into her own employments.
It will readily be believed that, in a young person of sixteen, a
change of this nature could not be made easily, or completely carried
out from the first. In order to maintain it, Caroline was obliged to
exert much self-control, and she often failed of success. It would
sometimes happen that she kept her brother waiting to repeat his
lesson, because she was reading an interesting book, or playing an
air that she liked; on other occasions, she would defer the household
accounts for several days whilst she was finishing a drawing, or
completing a piece of embroidery; and occasionally her father could
read so plainly in her countenance that she had no interest in what he
proposed, that he would give up his intention, not without a melancholy
retrospect of the days when whatever he wished became immediately the
earnest object of another. Yet it must also be said that Caroline
acknowledged and regretted all her faults, and very often repaired
them so promptly and so thoroughly, that they almost became a merit,
and led to fresh improvement. Stephen never found her so kind and
patient, or her father so affectionately devoted to him, as when she
had to reproach herself with some act of impatience or caprice; and,
generally speaking, she quickly recovered herself. To give one instance
amongst others:--It was several months after the death of Madame de
Manzay, and everything had been placed as far as possible on its former
footing in the château, and tranquillity and peace, the more valuable
in proportion as happiness is wanting, were reestablished in the house,
when, one day, M. de Manzay entered his daughter's apartment with a
letter in his hand. "Caroline," he said, "would you like Denis to come
and live with us for some time?"
"Oh, no, certainly not. I do not want him; he is insufferable."
"But, my dear, his guardian is lately dead, and Denis, as you know, is
on bad terms with the wife, so that he cannot remain with her: where
can he go, unless he comes to Primini?"
"Let him go where he likes. Why does he make himself detested by every
one? Oh! I should not have a moment's peace if he were here; I would
rather go away myself than remain with him. Pray, papa, write word at
once that you cannot have him."
"I will write and say that _you_ would rather not; for my own part, I
will assuredly not be the person to refuse to receive your mother's
nephew;" and M. de Manzay left the room. Caroline was struck with these
last words, and with the tone in which they were uttered. "_My mother's
nephew_," thought she; "but Denis does not in the least resemble mamma;
he is as unamiable as she was good: yet my father appears to regret
him: perhaps he thinks that Denis will be cured of his faults--but that
cannot be, for he never listens to a word that is said to him. However,
he must not be left in the streets; besides, if my father wishes him to
come here, that is the most important point. Well! I must be patient,
and, after all, he will not eat me."
Caroline rose, after having made these brief reflections, and repaired
to her father's room. He was pacing the apartment with a pensive air,
still holding in his hand the letter which announced the death of
Denis's guardian.
"My dear papa," said she, "I come to request you to invite Denis to
come to us."
"Indeed, my dear."
"Yes; just now I was still more unreasonable than he is: pray be so
kind as to think no more of it, and to write for Denis."
"You are a good girl, and I promise you to prevent him from tormenting
you."
"Oh! no, papa, do not trouble yourself about the matter; I know that
these petty grievances are very annoying to you, and I will find means
to manage. Perhaps he may have learned to behave better than formerly,
and I am certainly less childish than I was a year ago. Make yourself
easy, papa, all shall go on well."
A fortnight after this conversation, Denis arrived at his uncle's
house. He was fifteen, but his reason was not in proportion to his age.
Endowed with great strength and unconquerable activity, he delighted
only in noise and commotion, and, if he was fond of teazing, it was
only to produce this commotion. Anything was acceptable to him but
quiet: the anger of a child, the insults of a servant, the barking of a
dog, all answered his purpose, and he would not have cared to teaze an
animal unless it cried out. During his first visit to Primini, Stephen
had been a great assistance to him. Sometimes he would torment him,
and amuse himself with his anger; sometimes he would divert him, and
laugh at the displeasure which this occasioned to Caroline; and, if
the latter became seriously angry, Denis had attained the height of
his wishes. He was not ill-disposed, but he could not endure _ennui_,
and he knew not how to avoid it by rational occupations. Brought up
in the country, and much spoiled by his guardian, he had taken more
interest in the employments of the labourers, the gardeners, and the
gamekeepers, than in the lessons which he from time to time received
from the masters, who came from the neighbouring town. He never took up
a book, unless he met with accounts of voyages, and battles, tales of
robbers, or ghost stories; and his greatest ambition was to lead the
life of a corsair some day, or to go and live amongst the savages, and
endeavour to be chosen as the chief of a tribe. He was brave, adroit,
and capable of generous actions, but he was violent and wilful, and
through his excessive activity was becoming a torment to himself and
others.
Such was the guest whose arrival Caroline dreaded and certainly not
without reason. When he entered the drawing-room, where all the family
was assembled, he rushed forward so abruptly to embrace his uncle, that
he overturned a table which stood in his way; the lamp which was upon
it fell upon Stephen, struck him severely, and covered him with oil.
He began to cry, and Caroline, running to him, wounded her foot with
a piece of the broken glass. In a word, the arrival of Denis was a
signal for noise and confusion; and, what was still worse, Caroline was
much disposed to be angry with him, and demand whether he would never
learn to be more careful--but she restrained herself, recollecting the
promise she had given to her father that all should go well; and, when
tranquillity was a little restored, she embraced her cousin cordially,
and received him in a very friendly manner. During some days all went
on tolerably well; Denis had so much to see that he did not require
the aid of others to pass away his time; besides, notwithstanding his
rudeness, he was not altogether exempt from that kind of shyness, which
is not unusual with those who can neither conform to the established
usages of society, nor entirely shake off their exactions. He was
always ill at ease with persons with whom he was not completely
familiar; indeed, he generally withdrew when a stranger came in; and
the few days which were required to renew his acquaintance with the
inhabitants of Primini were agreeable enough to them, and very painful
to himself: but this state of things did not long continue, he soon
recovered the freedom of his disposition and manners, and the effect
of this upon the tranquillity of the château was speedily felt. At his
first attacks, Caroline, who had prepared herself to bear everything
with patience, supported her cousin's tricks without complaint, picked
up a dozen times the reel of cotton which he threw down, re-lighted the
taper which he extinguished, or replaced before her piano the chair
which he removed as soon as she left it. One day, however, Denis, weary
of his ineffectual attempts to put her out of temper, after having
tried in vain during the whole of a rainy morning, began to teaze
Stephen, and smeared with ink a picture which he held in his hand. The
child burst into tears, and Caroline, excited by his vexation, and by
the impatience which she had so long curbed, was now seriously angry.
"Leave my room, Denis," she cried, "it really is impossible to live
with you. Not satisfied with trying the whole day to provoke me, you
must now make poor Stephen cry. Go away, I will not have you stay in my
room."
"Then you must put me out of the door yourself, for I shall not stir."
"You will not go! Am I not mistress in my own apartment?"
"Certainly, if you can only make yourself obeyed;" and, so saying,
Denis placed himself in an arm-chair.
"I will go and fetch my father."
"As you please; I am not afraid of my uncle, he is much kinder than you
are."
Caroline hastened to M. de Manzay's room; she was ready to cry, and her
flushed cheeks betrayed her vivid emotion.
"Papa," she said, "will you come and order Denis to quit my room?"
"Why do you wish to turn him out?"
"He teazes me, and makes Stephen cry; it is impossible to have any
peace with him,--he makes me quite miserable."
"Well, then, let him return to Paris."
"No--I only want him to leave my room."
"That would settle the question to-day, but to-morrow he might begin
again; and I will not have to interfere perpetually in your quarrels."
"This is the first time, papa, I have ever applied to you."
"The same thing will be recurring every day. I would rather he should
go--he must be sent to college."
"Send Denis to college, papa! He would be expelled directly."
"So much the worse for him; there will be nothing left for him but to
go to sea; that is, after all, the best profession for him, and I will
not have him render you unhappy."
"But, papa, would it not be better to prevent him from doing so, by
obliging him to behave more reasonably?"
"It would be insufferable to me, to be obliged to be always looking
after him. I require tranquillity. I will send Denis away if you like
it, but to be perpetually watching him is what I cannot do."
"Then," she exclaimed, in tears, "I must be the victim of this
mischievous boy."
"No, certainly; that shall not be the case: he shall go at once. Call
my nephew," said M. de Manzay to a gardener, who was at work in front
of the window.
"He is not in the château, sir," replied the man; "he has just gone
down towards the mill with Master Stephen."
"With Stephen!" repeated M. de Manzay. "What were you telling me then
just now, Caroline?"
"They seem to have made up their quarrel, papa, and I will follow their
example, for I could not suffer Denis to be sent away."
"So much the better, for this time I will pass over his conduct, but at
the very first dispute----
"There shall be none, papa; or, at least, you shall not be troubled
about the matter."
"Thank you, my dear child, embrace me. You are a good girl, and the
joy of your poor father's heart." And M. de Manzay pressed Caroline to
his bosom with the utmost tenderness, grateful for the decision which
spared his weakness. When she had quitted him, she reflected on her
position. She saw clearly that it was in vain to seek from her father
any support against Denis, for, although he had not the same affection
for him as he felt towards herself, he was almost as much afraid of
opposing him: not that Denis was ill-disposed, but he was so eager
about what he wished, and had so determined a will, that his uncle
hesitated to resist him; and it would have been a thousand times less
painful to him to send Denis away, in order to spare his daughter a
moment's uneasiness, than to watch over his conduct, and prevent him
from being so troublesome and disagreeable.
It was, therefore, in herself alone that she must seek a remedy for the
inconveniences occasioned by her cousin's disposition. It was only by
her own calmness and superior sense that she could make him ashamed of
his resolution to teaze her. She had already occasionally experienced
the happy effects of apparent indifference, and he had more than once
desisted from his mischievous tricks, when he found that they did not
attain his object. The only plan, then, was to be habitually so patient
as to weary him out, and induce him to seek amusements less annoying
to others. This being the case, her own tranquillity, and that of her
father, must depend upon herself, and for this it was worth while to
make some efforts. Yes, undoubtedly, it was well worth while, but such
efforts were not so easy as Caroline had imagined, as she quickly found
by experience. She said to herself, beforehand, that, after all, she
need not be so very unhappy, because Denis would gather her choicest
flowers, trample on her flower-beds, disturb her silkworms, or meddle
with her herbal; that domestic tranquillity was more valuable than
these trifles; and that she had but to sacrifice them at once and
entirely: but, if she could bear calmly, though not without a secret
struggle, the malicious tricks which her cousin played her, and was not
angry once in a dozen times that she was tempted to be so, and that
he well deserved it, she could not behold Stephen's vexations with
the same equanimity, and when he began to cry her indignation would
burst forth. This was, however, bad policy; for Denis then enjoyed a
double triumph, which was the more agreeable to him because it was
so easily gained. Poor Caroline had, therefore, to pass many unhappy
moments; and, whether she succeeded in commanding herself or not, she
was continually vexed and agitated, and was every day surprised to find
life so full of hardships, and duty so difficult.
But she had also to encounter other difficulties, which were quite
unexpected, and which she could not overcome by mere force of will, and
a determination to conquer them. The greater part of these difficulties
did not arise from within, from her own habits and disposition, from
her old aversion to contradiction, and still more to restraint;
they came from without, and had their source in the prejudices and
passions of others; and upright intentions and firm resolution were
not sufficient immediately to overcome them. Caroline had excited
many unfavourable prejudices, which, however just in some respects,
were unjust in their exclusive severity: it was necessary for her to
triumph over these,--necessary, but difficult; and she learned to
see how intimate is the connection in our destinies, what lengthened
responsibility may attach to an action, in appearance the most
trivial, and how indispensable it is to act to the best of our ability
in all things, if we would have a conscience free from the fear of
consequences.
Two years had now elapsed since Caroline had lost her mother. M. de
Manzay had regained sufficient self-command to occupy himself with the
education of Stephen. The hunting season detained Denis at a distance
from the château; and Caroline, being now accustomed to the management
of household affairs, was not obliged to devote so much time to them;
and, having become more reasonable, she employed her remaining hours
better, and consequently found more leisure than formerly, although
in reality she had much more to do. She was particularly struck by
the details given in a newspaper of the happy results produced in
the village of L----, by the establishment of a school and working
institution for girls, according to the method of mutual instruction.
All night her head was full of the subject, and the next day, as soon
as she rose, she went and proposed to her father to found a similar
school of industry in the village, near their château, and offered to
undertake its direction.
"We must send for a person who understands the method from one of the
Paris schools," she said, "we can then form the establishment and train
the monitors; when they are sufficiently instructed, the management of
the children will be entrusted to them, and I shall superintend them.
That was the plan adopted at L----."
"I ask nothing better, my dear; it will be useful to the village, and
afford you occupation. Think over the matter again, and, if you persist
in your project, we will speak of it to the curé."
"Why speak to him? It is not his business."
"The education of his parishioners is, in a certain sense, his
business; and his opposition would be a great obstacle."
"But surely he would not oppose it; he ought to be pleased when the
poor are benefited."
"He is no doubt very charitable, but he is also self-willed. You know
I have never been able to hold intercourse with him upon any point
whatever. He would not even recommend a beggar to me."
"Very true, but he cannot refuse our proposal. Oh! how happy I shall be
when the plan is carried into effect."
Caroline had several conversations with her father on the subject,
and was delighted at the idea of being useful to all those little
girls, who were so wretched and so ignorant. The day on which it was
at length decided between them that the school should be established,
she went out full of joy to take a walk. She was musing over her
projects, considering in what manner she could render herself beloved
and respected by the children, and gain their confidence--thought over
the rewards she would give, and the good advice she would address to
them--in a word, she was at this moment quite happy, and foresaw no
difficulty, when she met the curé, who was returning from a visit to a
sick person. He bowed, and would have passed without speaking to her,
but, with the confidence natural to her age and character, she stopped
him saying, "Monsieur le Curé, I have something to tell you."
"Indeed! Miss Caroline; what can it be?" replied the curé, with an air
of surprise and almost of severity. "It appears to me that we have
not much connection with each other, and that you occupy yourself but
little with the sort of affairs that interest me."
"But I wish to occupy myself with them, and that is what I have to tell
you about. My father intends to establish a school of industry in the
village."
"For what purpose? We have already a schoolmistress."
"She is old and half deaf, they say; besides she has not a good method
of teaching."
"How do you know that? You have never visited the school."
"I shall go every day to the new school; I shall be superintendent."
"You understand, then, what is to be taught?"
"I suppose I know how to read and write."
"Yes, but the catechism; you are probably not acquainted with that; for
you do not set a very good example to our young girls."
"How! Monsieur le Curé," exclaimed Caroline, colouring with anger and
vexation; "what do you mean?"
"I mean, young lady, that you often come into church after the service
has begun, and sometimes go away before it is over."
"Oh, Monsieur le Curé, it is a very long time since that has happened."
"I know nothing about that; I have not time to pay attention to the
exact days, but it is really a scandal."
"Monsieur le Curé, I now always remain the whole time. Pray inquire if,
for the last two years, I have not come in very punctually."
"Yes; and do you no longer give bad advice as you used to do formerly?"
"I never gave any one bad advice."
"You forget that, in consequence of your interrupting the gardener's
daughter in her attendance on the catechism, you caused her first
communion to be deferred, and that, when you saw her crying on that
account, you told her it was no great misfortune, and gave her a
neck-handkerchief to console her, so that she ended by saying that it
did not much matter whether she made her first communion then or not,
and that a year sooner or later was all the same to her. Perhaps you do
not recollect also, that when your milkwoman, Dame Joan, wanted to send
her daughter to her old mother, and that Matty did not like going, you
told her that her mother was very ill-natured to oppose her wishes, and
that your parents let you do whatever you pleased."
"But, Monsieur le Curé, I was then a child; it is more than three years
ago."
"You have now, then, become reasonable, I suppose, Caroline?"
"You know I have, Monsieur le Curé.'
"And how should I know it? Have you ever told me so?"
"How could I tell you? We never see you at the château."
"Where, then, could I learn the alteration of which you speak? Have I
seen any effects of it? Do you ever visit our poor? Have you given good
advice to our young girls? Have you procured work for their mothers?
You talk of superintending a school of industry; do you even know how
to hem a duster? It is said that you do not. No, Miss Caroline; go and
play on the piano, work at your embroidery, amuse yourself, but do not
pretend to teach others: there we can do without you."
"Oh! how severe you are, Monsieur le Curé," said poor Caroline.
"I am but just, Miss Caroline. I am aware that this is not the way they
speak to you at the château; but things are not the better for that."
"Why have you not given me good advice? I should have profited by it."
"To be sure I ought to have done so, in order that M. de Manzay might
ridicule it!"
"My father has never ridiculed you, Monsieur le Curé."
"That is hardly probable. He opposes me constantly. Not a week ago he
prevented the municipal council from doing what I requested: he had the
upper hand then, now it is my turn. Good evening, Miss Caroline; you
will not establish your school."
[Illustration: Caroline repulsed by the Curé, p. 332.]
Having thus spoken, the curé bowed, and left her, without waiting for a
reply. The poor child was thunderstruck at finding herself the object
of so much severity, prejudice, and injustice. "What have I done,
then," she exclaimed, in tears, "to give such a bad opinion of me? I
wish well to every one, and no one loves me. Oh, how ill-natured the
world is--nobody has been kind to me but papa and mamma; and mamma is
no longer with us!" Caroline abandoned herself for some time to all the
bitterness of her heart, and was indignant at this malevolence, without
at all considering whether it were altogether gratuitous, or whether
it might not have some foundation. However, as she reflected on the
reproofs of the curé, they brought to her recollection other occasions
on which she might have justly incurred his censure. By continued
reflection and self-examination, she at last perceived, that she
must formerly have given a sufficiently bad opinion of herself to all
the grave heads of the village, and that she had done nothing since
calculated to change that opinion. Fully occupied with her father,
towards whom alone she felt that she had been deficient, and with her
brother, whom she considered as a sacred legacy from her mother, it
had not for a moment occurred to her that strangers might have reason
to complain, or pass an unfavourable judgment upon her conduct; nor
that approbation might be refused, even when her actions deserved it.
"It is quite natural," she said, at length; "why should Monsieur le
Curé suppose that I have corrected my faults? He would not enquire
of my father if I now comply with all his wishes, or ask Stephen if
I am a patient teacher, or Denis whether I bear with him better than
formerly. Since I wish to persuade him of the change which has taken
place in me, I must begin by giving him proofs of it. I will do all
I can, but it will take a long time, for Monsieur le Curé does not
give up his notions very readily. I must ask my father to wait before
he establishes the school." Monsieur de Manzay was surprised, like
his daughter, at the prejudices which existed against her; he loved
her so tenderly, and found in her so many charming qualities, that he
could never have calculated the effects of her faults, and he found
it difficult to conceive that any one could look upon his Caroline
with other eyes than his own. However, he entered into her views,
and readily consented to her wish to postpone the execution of her
benevolent projects, in order to carry them out more effectually.
A few days after that on which the curé had treated her so harshly,
Caroline met him again. He bowed to her with more amenity than on the
former occasion, for he had reproached himself most heartily for having
repulsed with such asperity the good intentions of so young a person,
and one who showed so much enthusiasm. He had besides, made some
inquiries about her during the interval; had spoken to persons who kept
up an intercourse with the château; and all he had heard increased his
regret. He was therefore glad to meet her, and hastened to address her.
"How is your little brother, Miss Caroline?" he inquired; "I hear that
he has a cold."
"Thank you, Monsieur le Curé, he is better to-day." They remained
some moments silent, each wishing to say something, but not knowing
exactly where to begin. Caroline at length broke the silence: "Monsieur
le Curé, you were very hard upon me the other day; but you taught me
something of which I was completely ignorant, and which it was very
necessary I should know. I had forgotten my childish follies, and did
not imagine that others would remember them; you have rendered me a
service by undeceiving me; I entreat you now to assist me in convincing
every one--and yourself especially--that I have altered for the better.
What must I do for this purpose? I am ready to follow your advice."
"My dear young lady," replied the curé with a gentleness which was
unusual to him, "I perceive clearly that you are very much improved,
for formerly you resented the slightest remonstrance, and now you
bear with sweetness even harshness and injustice. I have been really
grieved, I assure you, that I was so hard upon you the other day. When
I was at some distance, I said to myself: Now, here is this child of
sixteen, who was never contradicted in her life, and yet is as patient
as a lamb when severe things are said to her; whilst I, an old priest,
who fifty years ago renounced the world and its passions, am angry
and repulse her good resolutions. Instead of killing the fatted calf,
I shut the door against the returning prodigal; and yet, poor little
thing, she has done no great harm; she can only be reproached with
childish conduct."
"Indeed! Monsieur le Curé," cried Caroline, joyfully, "you really
thought all this? Oh! how grateful I am to you!"
"You have nothing to thank me for, my dear young lady, it is but common
justice. I much wished to pay you a visit at the château, to express my
regret, but I dared not, it is so long since I have seen Monsieur de
Manzay, and I responded so ill last week to his request for additional
seats in the church, that I did not know how he might receive me; but
you are very kind I see, and you will not be offended with an old man
who has not yet learned to command his temper. Oh! my child, you are
young, and in the season of vigour; for the love of God, employ all the
strength you possess in mastering your passions. This is the real duty
of man, as the Scripture says. To be benevolent and compassionate, to
possess a generous heart and an exalted character, to act so as to make
yourself beloved by every one, all this is much in the sight of God
and man, and all this I believe you will be; but still all this is not
sufficient, and, in conjunction with so many good qualities, may exist
great faults, which will prepare for us many regrets. Witness me, for
instance, my dear young lady; I am not good for much, but I may say
that I love my parishioners, and that I desire their welfare with all
my heart. Your father has the best intentions possible, and is full of
compassion for the poor, and yet I ask nothing from him, and take no
advantage of so good a neighbour: and why is this? Because the first
time I met him, four years ago, when he had just completed the purchase
of this estate, I heard him praise the Revolution, and say that it was
a glorious event. From that moment all was at an end between us; he
appeared to my imagination a Jacobin, ready to set fire to our church,
and oblige us again to say mass under the shelter of the woods; and I
would never hear of any intercourse with him. I am no longer of that
opinion, Miss Caroline: I perceive that it is possible to be a very
peaceful, and a very honest man, and yet speak well of the Revolution;
and several times I have been tempted to renew intercourse with
Monsieur de Manzay, but various things have turned out unfavourably.
He had a master removed whom I patronised; he decided the municipal
council to employ upon a road the money which I had asked for a bell;
and when you spoke to me about the school, I fancied it was to oppose
me that he chose to have another in these new methods, of which I know
nothing, and in which, therefore, I could not interfere. There is my
confession, my dear young lady. Now give me your hand, for yourself,
and for Monsieur de Manzay; assure me that you bear me no ill-will; and
tell me what are your projects."
"I have none for the present, Monsieur le Curé," replied Caroline,
greatly moved, as she placed her hand in that of the old man. "I have
no plan, but to follow your advice in everything. Tell me what I must
do, in order to make the villagers forget that I was formerly a very
unreasonable child."
"My dear young lady, you need only be the same at Montfort that you are
at the château. I have asked a great deal about you since the other
day, and have heard much in your favour, but these things are not known
amongst our people, and it is a pity. Observe, Miss Caroline, that you
cannot be useful to our poor people, without becoming acquainted with
them, and making them acquainted with you. Go and see them sometimes;
I assure you that you would become attached to them; and when you are
familiar with their wants and have acquired their confidence, we will
talk of your school, if you like."
At this moment the bell of the château rang for dinner, and Caroline
was obliged to take leave of the curé. They parted on the best
terms possible, and the very next day she began her visits to the
poor inhabitants of Montfort: but her project was not easy of
accomplishment. The curé had not exaggerated the prejudices of which
she was the object; and, to those which affected her personally, were
united other grounds of dislike, of which she was totally innocent.
The arrival of Monsieur de Manzay in this part of the country, had
not been looked on with favour, because he succeeded a proprietor who
was much beloved by the inhabitants, and who had been obliged, by
misfortune, to sell the estate. In order to banish the remembrance of
this unfavourable commencement, Monsieur and Madame de Manzay must
have been to the inhabitants of Montfort all that Monsieur and Madame
de Solanges had been. The latter, without children, without any lively
affections, or high powers of mind, but endowed with that intelligent
activity which is so great a resource in the various relations of
life, took much interest in all the affairs of the peasantry, gave
them advice and assistance, and were to them a sort of visible and
friendly Providence, whose aid they believed could never fail. With
Monsieur and Madame de Manzay all was very different: concentrated in
their domestic circle, in the happiness of conscious mutual affection,
in the care of their children, and in the elevated pleasures derived
from highly cultivated minds, they paid little attention to anything
beyond the very small circle of their affections. They were supposed to
be indifferent, because they were exclusive; proud, because they were
absorbed in themselves: and the departure of Monsieur and Madame de
Solanges was a continued source of regret. Caroline was, therefore, not
received with much pleasure at Montfort, and it often required great
forbearance on her part not to abandon the inhabitants of the village
to their unreasonableness and injustice, and renounce all her plans:
even the curé himself, whom she had seen so well disposed, often fell
back into his old prejudices against her and her family. Sometimes he
would be influenced by the ill-humour of some of the village gossips,
and sometimes the appearance of a dress or bonnet a little fashionable
would induce him to say that Caroline was better fitted for the gay
society of Paris than for the country, and that she would not do as
much good in her whole life, as Madame de Solanges in a single hour.
Sometimes he was angry because she did not compel all the household
to attend church, but left every one at liberty in this respect; at
others, Monsieur de Manzay, as mayor, had to support the rights of the
commune against the encroachments of the curé, and the latter vented
his displeasure on poor Caroline, and would hardly answer her when she
wished to communicate to him her remarks, her views, and her hopes. The
elections, when Monsieur de Manzay voted for the opposition candidate,
retarded the establishment of the school at Montfort three months; not
that the curé interested himself deeply in politics, but his friends
took up the question with so much warmth, that they succeeded in
inflaming him, and for more than six weeks he never set foot in the
château.
Caroline found it difficult, without becoming morose, to fortify
herself against all these obstacles; to maintain calmness under
disappointment, yet keep up the same lively interest in success.
Indeed, I know not if the welfare of the inhabitants of Montfort,
her conviction that she had duties to fulfil towards them, and that
God would not have given her the means, without imposing on her the
obligation of being useful, would always have sufficed to support
her under this arduous struggle--and if she might not, in a moment
of discouragement, have said to herself, that she was no longer
responsible towards persons who rejected all her efforts for their
benefit,--had not another sentiment come to her aid, and softened the
unpleasantness of her enterprise. She had perceived, with sorrow, that
her mother was not beloved at Montfort as she deserved to be. Her
first impulse was that of violent irritation and bitter displeasure
against those who failed to do justice to Madame de Manzay; but a
little reflection corrected this feeling, and she considered that the
best homage she could render to the memory of her mother, would be
to acquire the affection of her neighbours, to such a degree, that
some portion of it might be reflected upon her by whose remembrance
she was guided and encouraged: this idea rendered every sacrifice
and every effort more easy to her; she found nothing difficult, when
the aim was to call down blessings on the name of her mother, and
to efface the unjust prejudice which even death had been unable to
destroy. Her filial efforts were crowned with success; she saw all her
desires accomplished; and became the successor, with the inhabitants
of Montfort, to the attachment which they had retained for Monsieur
and Madame de Solanges. They ceased to regret that Monsieur de Manzay
had come to settle amongst them, and very soon began to congratulate
themselves on that event; for Caroline, who was all-powerful with her
father, induced him to have more intercourse with his neighbours,
and by that means he was frequently able to be of service to them. A
fountain was required in the town. Caroline begged her father to have
one constructed, and to name it after her mother, so that her memory
might be connected, in the minds of the people, with the idea of a
benefit. The curé united with her in the distribution of relief to the
poor: Caroline gave away flax for spinning, potatoes, meal; Monsieur
de Manzay kept in store faggots and turf; and the curé recommended to
them those who were really distressed and deserving of assistance. The
school and the work-room were established, and the children made rapid
progress. Thus, in the course of a few years, the inhabitants of the
château and those of the village found their position, with regard to
each other, completely altered; instead of being grievous and hurtful,
they had been rendered agreeable and useful, through the exertions of a
young girl, who, against the difficulties of the present, drew all her
strength from her regret for the past, and her hopes for the future.
But if the salutary influence of Caroline extended itself abroad, it
was not, on that account, the less active, or the less efficacious, at
home, in the bosom of her own family. In a very few years, everything
at Primini had undergone a change. Monsieur de Manzay, who was formerly
acquainted only with the enjoyments of the heart, and the pleasures of
the intellect, whose life passed away in generous but useless emotions,
in beautiful but sterile conceptions, who never sought to communicate
his ideas to others, and found, in the disinterested contemplation of
truth, sufficient to delight his heart and satisfy his conscience, was,
unknown to himself, raised from this state of careless languor, which
he had looked upon almost as a merit, and learned to consider it a
fault. Caroline, no longer a child, matured by misfortune, and anxious
to associate herself with all the tastes and occupations of her father,
directed towards the subjects which interested him the energy which
had formerly been expended on her own fancies. She very soon became
acquainted with his opinions, and adopted them. But it was not merely
for her personal satisfaction that she entered into them so deeply.
Endowed with great strength of will, and full of the ardour of her
age, it was inconceivable to her, that any one should consider he had
fulfilled his duty to the cause of truth, while yet he did nothing to
promote its triumphs, nor felt the necessity of imparting that of which
he cherished the belief. This disposition in the daughter reacted on
the father. Monsieur de Manzay, at first, contented himself with taking
the steps which Caroline requested, out of complaisance to her. He
expected no other result than the pleasure which she derived from them,
and the affectionate gratitude which she evinced towards him. But, when
success had several times crowned his efforts, when exertions, which
he fancied useless, had brought back to constitutional principles a
neighbour who had been enlisted on the other side, by prejudices easy
to be overcome; when an appeal to the proper authority had obtained
the redress of an illegal act; when a journey to the principal town had
been of essential service to an election, important to the country; or,
when the farmers had consented to adopt new and advantageous methods
of culture, Monsieur de Manzay congratulated himself on having yielded
to the entreaties of his daughter, and began to think that men are
naturally accessible to reason, and that to induce them to submit to
it completely, there is often nothing more required than to present it
to them in their own way. Such a conviction was encouraging, and made
him wish to employ, for the advantage of his neighbours, all those
facilities for serving them which he enjoyed, in the possession of a
superior understanding and extensive knowledge. He became more intimate
with them, and was useful to almost all. Old emigrants, strangers to
what was passing around them, to whom liberty was but revolution, and
monarchy the old _régime_, learned, by their intercourse with him, that
it was possible to be a friend to representative government, without
approving the crimes of the Convention; that a man might love equality,
without being, necessarily, ill-bred; that the king's authority gains
nothing from being served by bad ministers; and that there is no
rebellion in preferring an honest man, brought in by the opposition,
but of good ability, and well-known amongst his fellow-citizens, to a
designing fellow, without merit, who is sent from Paris, or imposed
on the electors by a circular. Young people, on the contrary, led by
discontent with what is around them to admire all that existed thirty
years back, were convinced, by conversing with Monsieur de Manzay, that
everything was not to be regretted in the times of the Revolution or
of the Empire; and that because the past was very different from the
present, it had not the less been often very bad. Aged men, full of
the ideas of the last century, obstinately refused all the demands of
the curé, and applauded themselves on the success of this obstinacy,
as a victory in the good cause; Monsieur de Manzay led them back to
more reasonable sentiments, and the curé, in his turn, ceased to attack
them. In a word, Monsieur de Manzay, from a solitary and unknown man,
became a communicative and influential one; his power of being useful
was thus increased, and consequently his happiness; and for these
advantages he was indebted to his daughter.
Stephen was also a gainer by the new order of ideas which had been
introduced into the family. His sister, convinced by her own experience
of the disadvantages of a too desultory education, felt it to be a
matter of much importance that his should be conducted with regularity.
She prevailed on her father to give him fixed lessons, and to exact
a strict performance of the duties imposed on him; she undertook to
watch over their execution, and devoted to this inspection a large
portion of her time; she also took upon herself the charge of teaching
him many things which it was desirable he should know, and in which
she was capable of giving him instruction. All this was easy, but
there was yet more to be done: knowledge is desirable and necessary,
it is even indispensable; yet it is but one portion, and that not the
most important, of education. Though Stephen's mind was not yet fully
developed, Caroline was extremely desirous to turn all his abilities
to account; but she was still more anxious that his views should be
right, his decisions just, and his character firm: she wished him to
know how to appreciate everything according to its real value, that he
might not passionately attach himself to trivial objects, and that he
should give his whole mind to whatever he had once determined on. To
attain these results, Stephen must not be indulged as she had been,
for she still often felt how naturally the habit of yielding to every
fancy leads to mistakes as to what is of real importance. This point,
however, she found it difficult to obtain from M. de Manzay. How was
he to be induced to give pain to this child, the last pledge of her
whose remembrance constituted his life; how could he resist his wishes,
impose restraints on him, treat him with severity? Perhaps by urging it
very importunately, and asking it as a personal favour, Caroline might
have gained this difficult conquest, and led her father to subdue the
feelings of his heart, and make use of one weakness to combat another;
but she did not have recourse to this dangerous method; her natural
sense of uprightness deterred her from making use of it, and taught her
that truth alone has the privilege of finally triumphing over error;
that one passion is not well vanquished by another; and that though it
be a longer, it is at all events a surer way to appeal to reason, the
sole legitimate and absolute sovereign of our moral nature. It was,
therefore, not by entreaties, but by rational persuasion, that she
succeeded in inducing her father to train Stephen for other aims than
mere present enjoyment, the amusement of the day, or the gratification
of his passing fancies. Nor let it be imagined that Stephen had any
reason to regret this change; on the contrary, his mode of life being
better regulated, afforded him more enjoyment; the necessity of working
gave value to his amusements; he found more happiness in doing what was
right, when he had experienced the effects of the reverse; and he loved
his father and sister all the better for their complaisance, when he
had felt their firmness.
Even Denis himself found his advantage in the reform which had
taken place at Primini. When life flowed on there so tranquilly and
so happily that each seemed to have no other duties than those of
affection, no occupations but those which were required to pass time
agreeably, there was abundance of room for him, and he could abandon
himself to all the impetuosity of his character; but when misfortune
and time had changed the habits of the family--when all was according
to rule, and each hour had its employment, each person his work,--what
remained for him but to make up his mind, and be reasonable like the
others? He had no longer any one to torment, and he scarcely regretted
it, for Caroline's patience had at length wearied him of this singular
amusement; and if he was sometimes a weight upon his cousin, it was
rather from the burthen of his idleness than from any bad intention.
But he required society--idle people; when everybody was occupied he
knew not what to do with himself. He could not pass the whole of his
time in walking, in looking at the haymaking, or in angling; and when
Stephen was studying with his father, Caroline at her school, and the
servants at their work, he must either lounge about wearily by himself,
or find some employment. He resolved one day to try this last plan,
fully resolved that if, after six months' trial, he should find it too
laborious, he would resume his old mode of proceeding, and give up
books for ever. As he had much resolution and strength of character,
and would not do things by halves, he gave himself up completely to his
new project, and voluntarily, without even requiring to be reminded,
he every day devoted eight hours to work. At first he found this
insupportable, and could only console himself for the disgust which he
experienced, by counting the number of days which remained to complete
his term of trial; but by degrees his distaste vanished; he perceived
that there is a vast difference between studying at broken intervals,
like a child and from constraint, and in seeking heartily to acquire
fresh knowledge. For his special employment he had chosen mathematics,
which he had formerly begun to learn, and which would be essential if
he persisted in his design of entering the naval service; but which he
had, nevertheless, thrown aside and neglected. M. de Manzay offered
him his assistance, although convinced that his resolution would not
be of long duration, and that he would not persevere even to the term
which he had prescribed for himself. He was mistaken. Denis, far from
being discouraged, every day became more attached to his new mode of
life, and the fatal epoch passed without his having remarked it. He was
now quite decided upon the continuance of his studies; he was eighteen
years of age, and calculated upon employing one more year in preparing
himself to enter the Polytechnic School. These two years of labour
and of seclusion, the mere idea of which formerly alarmed him to such
a degree that he was ready to relinquish his desire of entering the
navy, he now scarcely dreaded at all; besides which, he felt that he
had sufficient energy to surmount any unpleasant feelings they might
occasion. Whenever he again felt any dismay at the prospect, he would
go and confide his uneasiness to Caroline, now his best friend, whom he
no more thought of teasing than she recollected having been tormented
by him; their childish quarrels were so far from their thoughts, that
they would have been astonished had they been reminded that only four
years had intervened since these puerile disputes.
But if Caroline had forgotten the annoyance which had formerly been
given her by Denis, this was far from being the case with respect to
the contempt with which she had been treated by Robert; she could not
reconcile herself to the idea of his disdainful tone towards her, and
though her own good sense told her that her cousin's censure was justly
founded, yet she could not sufficiently conquer herself to forgive
the manner in which it was shown. Her imagination always represented
Robert, and his intercourse with her, such as she recollected them,
and she did not take into consideration, either the change in herself,
nor that which must have taken place in her cousin; all the praises
which she heard bestowed upon him redoubled her fear at the thought
of meeting him again, and it was with real dread that she awaited his
approaching return.
Robert, on his part, came back full of prejudices against Caroline.
With all the self-sufficiency of a young man of twenty, he had
formerly seen only her defects, and he persisted in the opinion
which he had then formed of her, with an obstinacy which would have
been unpardonable, if his absence, and the little taste he had for
letter-writing, joined to a not ill-founded mistrust of Monsieur de
Manzay's opinion where his daughter was concerned, had not afforded
some excuse for the error of still seeing, in the Caroline of twenty,
the Caroline of fifteen.
The mutual dislike existing between Robert and Caroline was the more to
be regretted as they were destined to pass their lives near each other.
Robert's estate was contiguous to that of Monsieur de Manzay, and it
was with the intention of settling there that he returned from his
travels. Decided to enter upon a completely independent career, which
should allow him the free disposal of his mode of life, he had resolved
to seek in commercial enterprises the means of employing his time and
abilities; he determined to convert his château into a manufactory, and
to add to his position as a landowner that of a merchant. His estate,
which was thickly wooded, and, traversed by a river, was exactly
suited for the establishment of an iron factory;--he promised himself
much satisfaction in setting it on foot, and superintending it, and
calculated upon being very useful to the country by such a measure.
He was not fond of the world, and regretted nothing at Paris but that
brilliant circulation of intellect which is as natural to it as its
atmosphere. No one can say whence it comes, or whither it goes; who is
the giver, or who the receiver; what will be its influence, or what
may be its limit: it is enough that it exists, that it spreads itself
around, that it seizes on all--yes, on all--even on those who deny it,
even on those who condemn it. But although Robert was more than any man
capable of appreciating, and of contributing his share to this noble
pleasure, he was not disposed to purchase it at the price of a life
of idleness, equally devoid of results as of aim. Had the state of
his country opened to him a career in which all his abilities might
be simultaneously developed, in which activity would have required no
sacrifice, but in which his individual progress would have advanced
the public good, he would have given this the preference; but this was
not possible, and Robert had too much strength of character to suppose
that he was exempted from doing that which was good, because he had
a glimpse of something better. He felt confident that a time would
come, when his wishes might be accomplished, and in the course of a
long career he looked forward to the promise of a future for himself
and for his country. But the future is in the hands of God alone, and
our obligations are attached to the present time; to squander it in
the expectation of the future, is to borrow without knowing whether we
have wherewith to pay, and to expose ourselves to the danger of being
some day bankrupt. Robert, therefore, not without some hesitation, but
without regret, fixed on the plan the best suited to his tastes and his
position, and which offered the best employment for his time, whilst
awaiting a more extended career; but he would not enter on his project
lightly, or without acquiring all the knowledge requisite for such an
enterprise. It would not satisfy him to be merely a worker on a grand
scale; even could he have made it profitable, it would have given him
no pleasure; and he was rich enough to entitle him not to consider
money as his sole object. He began, then, by passing two years at the
Polytechnic Institution, which he left with a brilliant reputation. It
was at that period that he spent a short time at Primini, before he
set out on the long tour on which he had determined, in order to see
various countries, and study their manners and institutions; to perfect
himself in living languages; and to examine the different industrial
processes invented and practised beyond the bounds of his own country,
with which it was right that he should be acquainted.
He thus came back to Puivaux at twenty-five years of age, happy to
return to his own country, to revisit the scenes of his childhood,
and renew his family ties; and the only thing that disturbed him was,
the disagreeable recollection which he retained of Caroline. In spite
of his prejudices, she had often presented herself to his mind, and
the remembrance of her caprices could not efface that of her lovely
face, the elegance of her form, and the grace of her movements; the
sweet tones of her voice still vibrated on his ears, and often had he
repeated to himself that it was a great pity she was so insufferable,
for she might have been charming; and then--then--but it must not be
thought of, she possessed neither good sense nor good temper, and from
such a person what could be hoped for?
It was rather late, one evening, when Robert arrived at Primini, where
he was to take up his abode till everything was in order at his own
house. He was not yet expected, but the absence of a friend, whom he
had intended to visit by the way, had shortened his journey; and he
had entered the château, and made his way to the drawing-room, before
his coming was even suspected. He was struck by the scene presented
by the persons there assembled. Monsieur de Manzay was reading aloud,
Stephen was drawing, Denis copying music, and Caroline working at her
embroidery frame. This social employment, this active tranquillity, was
the more striking from its contrast with the former habits of those
present, and its congeniality with his own tastes. He looked on without
stirring, when Caroline chanced to raise her eyes, and exclaimed, "It
is Robert!" Her voice expressed more surprise than pleasure, and, after
having risen hastily, she remained where she was without advancing
towards her cousin. He had already repeatedly embraced his uncle and
Stephen, and shaken hands with Denis, before she could recover herself
sufficiently to speak; she opened her lips and closed them again
without uttering a syllable. Robert, on his side, was ill at ease,
and it is impossible to say how long their embarrassment might have
lasted, if Monsieur de Manzay had not cried out, "Well! what are you
both doing? Are you not glad to see each other again? What are you
thinking about?"
"Will you permit me to embrace you, Caroline?" then said Robert.
"Permit you!" repeated Monsieur de Manzay; "are you such a simpleton as
to ask? I should like to see her refuse, indeed. For I am a terrible
despot, as you well know," he added, caressing his daughter, as he led
her towards Robert. They then embraced, but without much pleasure on
either side; and, under the pretext of giving some orders, Caroline
speedily made her escape from the room.
"My cousin is, then, at the head of your house?" inquired Robert, when
she was gone.
"Yes, certainly, and a capital manager she is, I can assure you."
"I should not have supposed her to be over-gifted with order."
"Formerly she had little enough; but she is greatly changed; you would
not recognise her, my friend."
"She has at least retained her good looks, and she has done well, for
she is really charming."
"Why, then, did you stand there like a post before her?"
"We were not very good friends, formerly, and I was afraid she might
recollect it. By the way, Denis, how do you agree with Caroline?"
"With Caroline! how is it possible to do otherwise than agree with her,
kind as she is?"
"Yet you used to be always quarrelling."
"Oh! that is a long time ago, when I was quite a child; but now, I
would throw myself into the river to give her pleasure."
"Or, what would be more to the purpose, you would work for her--as I
imagine this music is destined for her?"
"Exactly so; but, Robert, do not suppose that I am still the idle
fellow I used to be. I have been quite reformed here, and I am going to
enter the Polytechnic School."
"How! you, who spoke of it with such horror?"
"I tell you that I am quite reformed; for the last four years, nearly,
I have been living at Primini, and as everyone here is occupied, I
was obliged to do like the rest. In the beginning it was exceedingly
wearisome, but afterwards I took delight in the exertion, and so does
everyone. Is it not so, Stephen?"
"How tall Stephen is grown," said Robert; "he was quite a little
fellow, when I went away."
"You must remember that five years have passed since then, and many
events have occurred; but you will have time enough to discover this,
my friend, and for the present you must need refreshment and repose.
Stephen, go and tell your sister that she had better order supper."
At this moment, Caroline entered the room.
"Your apartment is quite ready, Robert," she said; "shall Stephen
conduct you to it, or would you rather take supper immediately?"
"Just as you please, I am quite at your disposal," replied Robert,
in a ceremonious manner, corresponding, perfectly, with the extreme
politeness of Caroline.
They were both of them ill at ease, infinitely more so than they would
have been with total strangers, when a little constraint would have
been natural. In fact, when all is real, there can be no embarrassment.
It is by a false position, and not by a difficult one, that we are
disconcerted. The remainder of the evening passed cheerlessly enough.
Caroline, who usually diffused life and gaiety over the home circle,
was constrained and silent, and took no share in the conversation; her
silence reacted upon Denis, who was accustomed to laugh and jest with
her: Robert reproached himself for the constraint and _ennui_ which he
seemed to have introduced into the house, and promised himself not to
prolong his stay, grieved as he was to find himself like a stranger,
and a troublesome stranger, in his own family. Following up his old
prejudices he laid all the blame of his vexation upon Caroline. "She
is still the same, whatever they may say," thought he to himself;
"she yields completely to the fancy of the moment. Because she is
sorry to see me--yet what harm have I ever done her?--she makes us all
uncomfortable, with her intolerable, ill-humoured airs. I perceive
nothing of that devotion to others--that self-denial, of which my uncle
spoke in his letters. However, I never believed in it, and I was right;
she is, and she always will be, a spoiled child."
The next day affairs assumed a different aspect, but Robert was no
great gainer by the change. Caroline, who had reproached herself for
making the evening pass disagreeably to her father, determined to
overcome the awkwardness which she experienced in Robert's presence,
and, as far as outward appearances were concerned, she succeeded. She
threw off the almost gloomy silence of the preceding evening, replied
gaily to the pleasantries of Denis on the subject, and appeared,
as usual, serene and amiable; but she found it impossible to be at
her ease with Robert. She listened to him with attention, replied
with gentleness, and even addressed her conversation to him when the
opportunity occurred; but it was evident that she did so with effort,
and that she laboured under insufferable constraint with him. Robert
perceived this clearly, and every day added to his vexation; this
negative distinction wounded and annoyed him, and he had to encounter
it perpetually. If Caroline wanted a strong hand to stretch her
embroidery frame, it was to Denis that she applied; if she wished to
gather a flower that was beyond her reach, she would call Denis to her
assistance, even if Robert were close beside her. At table, she might
sometimes forget to help Denis, or attend to Stephen before him, whilst
her scrupulous politeness towards Robert marked the distance between
them. Treated thus as a stranger, and more wounded by Caroline's polite
attention than even by her coldness, Robert found little pleasure at
Primini, and was dissatisfied with his cousin. He felt that their near
relationship gave him a right to more familiar intercourse, whilst
he forgot that he did nothing to promote it; greatly piqued, and
more grieved than he was aware of, to find himself on such bad terms
with Caroline, he took the very way to increase the distance between
them; he was reserved and ceremonious in his conduct towards her, yet
captious, and even ironical. Never did a word of friendly regard drop
from his lips, but he would often complain; and, too proud to own his
vexation, he veiled it under so much bitterness, that he was completely
misunderstood by Caroline, whose heart, accustomed to the full light of
truth, never suspected simulation, or detected what was feigned.
As Robert's stay at Primini was prolonged, he was day after day the
more grieved at the state of his relations with Caroline; seeing her
as he did continually, he could not but acknowledge that she possessed
excellent qualities, great amiability and simplicity of character, and
that she had wonderfully improved since they parted. Although he was
still far from being acquainted with all her worth, he began to think
that it would be very delightful to gain her friendship and possess
her confidence, and also to doubt whether he had ever deserved either
the one or the other. The remembrance of his former wrongs towards her
presented itself to his mind; he recollected how disagreeable had been
his manners, how severe his condemnation; he was no longer surprised at
the coldness of Caroline, and asked himself whether, since his arrival,
he had taken the proper measures to overcome it. His conscience told
him that he had not; his regret augmented, and soon assumed the form
of self-reproach. He accused himself as the sole cause of all this
vexation, and anxiously sought the means of putting an end to the
constraint which was so painful to both, so distressing to himself. One
morning, as he was pondering over the subject whilst taking a walk,
he heard bursts of laughter, and, approaching, saw Caroline and Denis
engaged in watering the flowers, and chatting in the most animated
manner. He joined them, wished them good morning; Caroline resumed her
gravity; Denis recollected that it was the hour to begin his studies,
and left them. Robert and Caroline remained for some moments without
speaking. At last, making an effort, he said, "I have disturbed you,
Caroline; I am sorry for it."
"Why should you think you disturb me, Robert? I can go on watering my
flowers whilst you are here."
"Yes; but you are not laughing as you were just now."
"I have no longer any inclination to do so."
"That is the very thing of which I complain; I always interrupt your
merriment, my dear Caroline; cannot you laugh and chat with me as you
do with Denis?"
"With you, Robert? Oh, that would be very difficult."
"And why? Am I not also your cousin?"
"I do not know you so well as Denis."
"But yesterday, when the curé introduced his nephew, to whom you were
a stranger, you conversed a great deal with him, and appeared to be
amused."
"I am not afraid of M. Julius."
"Are you, then, afraid of me?"
"Yes, certainly: you are so extremely severe."
"Have I found fault with you once since my return?"
"No; but you do not blame me the less in your own thoughts."
"Nay, I assure you I think of you very favourably. Besides, my dear
Caroline, allowing that we are not always of the same opinion, and
that--pardon my frankness--some of the disadvantages which I formerly
remarked may yet remain from your too indulgent education--you possess
so many good qualities, that these slight defects may be easily
overlooked. I, also, have had my faults, and especially towards you;
but, because we are neither of us perfect, need we be other than good
friends? Forget the past, I entreat you, and give me some portion of
your regard."
"With all my heart, Robert," cried Caroline, holding out her hand
to her cousin, who kissed it affectionately. "Believe me, I was far
from supposing that you set any value on my affection. I thought you
despised me." And the tears stood in her eyes. "Let us say no more
about it," she continued, more calmly, "it makes me too unhappy."
"How good and amiable you are, my dear Caroline; I have been very
unjust."
"I shall think of it no more. I was so unreasonable five years ago,
that I quite understand your thinking me very ridiculous."
"Yes; but how harsh I was! Oh, I repent it with all my soul! Pardon me,
I entreat you."
"Pardon you! my dear Robert, what a grand word! Must I, in my turn,
remind you that you are my cousin, and, above all, my senior; and that
I could not allow myself to talk of pardon to you? Come, let us return
to the house; my father will be delighted to see us on such good terms;
for our coldness annoys him, and he scolds me every day--in his way of
scolding, however--for not making myself more agreeable to you." She
took Robert's offered arm, and they went back to the house chatting
familiarly.
This first step once made, a complete change took place in the
nature of the relations between Caroline and Robert. They were both
so simple-minded, so truthful, so upright, that as soon as what
may be called the exterior obstacles which had separated them were
removed, the most perfect confidence was established between them.
There were, besides, so many reasons to bring them together; all their
affections were directed to the same objects: Robert had no relatives
that were not also those of Caroline; their interests were alike;
near neighbours, their exertions were employed for the welfare of the
same persons: the workmen of Robert were the sons, the brothers, the
husbands of Caroline's _protégées_; their opinions agreed, their tastes
were congenial; in a word, everything combined to attract them to each
other, and they could not become intimately acquainted without finding
how exactly they suited each other's tastes. Caroline was never tired
of listening to the accounts which her cousin gave of his travels, or
to the development of his ideas, his projects, and his hopes, of which
he perpetually conversed with her. It was with intense delight that he
contemplated the vivid impressions of so fresh a mind, so youthful a
heart; he was surprised by her good sense, enchanted by her gentleness,
and was particularly charmed with the seriousness and sincerity which
induced her to maintain her own opinion with firmness till the moment
that she was convinced of an error, when she would at once abandon it,
without any subterfuge or embarrassment.
The winter arrived, and passed away in this pleasing intercourse. Its
long days afforded Robert the greater opportunity for attaching himself
to Caroline, and gaining her affections. With the return of spring
he was to quit Primini, and establish himself at Puivaux. Scarcely
six months ago, he had impatiently longed for this period; a little
later, he felt that he looked forward to it without eagerness; and now
that the time approached, he could not contemplate it without dread.
However, by frequently grieving over the matter, and thinking how
dreary life would appear to him without Caroline, he at last arrived
at the conclusion, that he might render it happy through her means, and
that his cousin might perhaps consent to become his wife: she already
showed so much regard and esteem for him, and placed in him so much
confidence; might she not bestow on him still more? Why should not
Caroline return his love?
His addresses were not destined to encounter any obstacles; he had
never been indifferent to Caroline, and had now become extremely dear
to her: the certainty of living in his vicinity had already appeared to
her a happy destiny; what, then, would it be to live for him, to form
his happiness, and receive from him her own; to be the first object
of his thoughts and pursuits; to find such admirable qualities and
such noble faculties devoted entirely to her; in a word, to become the
wife of a man whom she was proud to call her friend, and congratulated
herself on having for a relative?
It may easily be imagined that M. de Manzay was not slow in granting
his consent. He had often dwelt with pleasure on the idea of this
union, and had never abandoned the hope of seeing it take place.
The marriage was celebrated at Montfort by the curé, who had once
thought so ill of Caroline. She was accompanied to the altar by four
young couples, M. de Manzay giving the dowry to the girls selected by
Caroline from amongst her former pupils, whilst Robert supplied the
funds for their establishment. The bridegrooms were workmen employed at
his ironworks, and were to live at Puivaux, whither Robert conducted
Caroline the day after the wedding. Her father followed her thither.
It was impossible for him to live without her, and he would not detain
her from her husband's affairs; but Primini was not neglected. This
place, which was destined for Stephen, was on all accounts much loved
by Caroline; she therefore watched over it with the greatest care, and
thither her walks were habitually directed. The two châteaux belonged
to the same commune, and were situated in the same parish: their
interests were identical, and the good which was undertaken by Monsieur
and Madame de Puivaux was only the continuation of that which had been
effected by Monsieur and Mademoiselle de Manzay.
Reed & Pardon, Printers, Paternoster-row, London.
FOOTNOTES:
[1] The Italian Marionettes are made with a degree of perfection
unequalled in this country.--NOTE by the Author.
[2] These dip-cups, or _pinceliers_, are little boxes of tin used
for cleaning the brushes. The colour-venders repurchase the residue
of these boxes, and the colour thus obtained is employed in the
manufacture of printed goods.
[3] Grimaud signifies a sulky person.
[4] Pasticcio signifies an imitation of the mixed style of various
artists.
[5] Derisive epithets employed to designate one who does not follow
the method and taste of the existing school of art, or who adopts a
finicing style of painting.
[6] Slang terms, indicative of a soft and finicing style of painting.
[7] Croûtes aux épinards, signifying daubs.
[8] Pickled meat, fried.
[9] That is to say, a caricature.
[10] The last entered or the least skilful in the studio.
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into one of Martin's paniers, where, covered
into one of Martin's panniers, where, covered
had just flattered himself, "Give it to me with the
had just flattered himself, "give it to me with the
the sound of his horses' feet growing fainter and
the sound of his horse's feet growing fainter and
"lest we lose our way," Cecilia did not dare to say
"lest we lose our way." Cecilia did not dare to say
First of all, she said, I will teach her to work well
"First of all," she said, "I will teach her to work well
B, then C; and at last, all the letters of the aphabet.
B, then C; and at last, all the letters of the alphabet.
Thus, all the success obtained that that day was,
Thus, all the success obtained that day was,
his mind still perplexed with the came doubt,
his mind still perplexed with the same doubt,
"Oh! my father," demanded Nadir, how, amidst
"Oh! my father," demanded Nadir, "how, amidst
I should not say, "To what purpose have I paid my debts?
I should not say, "To what purpose have I paid my debts?"
to find it, for it is in my shoe, under my stocking.
to find it, for it is in my shoe, under my stocking."
"there is master Louis himself, who will tell you that it is
"there is Master Louis himself, who will tell you that it is
if they find all the house out of sorts in this mannner----"
if they find all the house out of sorts in this manner----"
disturb every body, and require to be pitied,--not that
disturb everybody, and require to be pitied,--not that
could not wait on Amelia as attentively as on other occasions,
could not wait on Adela as attentively as on other occasions,
she made it a rule to work, as she had had said, an hour longer
she made it a rule to work, as she had said, an hour longer
My father's, as well as my own name, is Valentin lâ Grimâudière.
My father's, as well as my own name, is Valentin lâ Grimâudière."
the inexperience which he very justly atttributed to him.
the inexperience which he very justly attributed to him.