CHAPTER XVIII.

JUDY VISITS THE POPE.

He used the leisure of the voyage to review recent events, and to

measure his own progress. For the first time since his calamity he had

lost sight of himself in this poetic enterprise of Ledwith's, successful

beyond all expectation. In this life of intrigue against the injustice

of power, this endless struggle to shake the grip of the master on the

slave, he found an intoxication. Though many plans had come to nothing,

and the prison had swallowed a thousand victims, the game was worth the

danger and the failure. In the Fenian uprising the proud rulers had lost

sleep and comfort, and the world had raised its languid eyes for a

moment to study events in Ireland. Even the slave can stir the selfish

to interest by a determined blow at his masters. In his former existence

very far had been from him this glorious career, though honors lay in

wait for an Endicott who took to statecraft. Shallow Horace, sprung from

statesman, had found public life a bore. This feeling had saved him

perhaps from the fate of Livingstone, who in his snail-shell could see

no other America than a monstrous reproduction of Plymouth colony.

He had learned at last that his dear country was made for the human

race. God had guided the little ones of the nations, wretched but hardy,

to the land, the only land on earth, where dreams so often come true.

Like the waves they surged upon the American shore. With ax and shovel

and plow, with sweat of labor and pain, they fought the wilderness and

bought a foothold in the new commonwealth. What great luck that his exit

from the old life should prove to be his entrance into the very heart of

a simple multitude flying from the greed and stupidity of the decadent

aristocracy of Europe! What fitness that he, child of a race which had

triumphantly fought injustice, poverty, Indian, and wilderness, should

now be leader for a people who had fled from injustice at home only to

begin a new struggle with plotters like Livingstone, foolish

representative of the caste-system of the old world.

Sonia Westfield, by strange fatality, was aboard with her child and Aunt

Lois. Her presence, when first they came face to face, startled him; not

the event, but the littleness of the great earth; that his hatred and

her crime could not keep them farther apart. The Endicott in him rose up

for a moment at the sight of her, and to his horror even sighed for her:

this Endicott, who for a twelvemonth had been so submerged under the new

personality that Dillon had hardly thought of him. He sighed for her!

Her beauty still pinched him, and the memory of the first enchantment

had not faded from the mind of the poor ghost. It mouthed in anger at

the master who had destroyed it, who mocked at it now bitterly: you are

the husband of Sonia Westfield, and the father of her fraudulent child;

go to them as you desire. But the phantom fled humiliated, while Dillon

remained horror-shaken by that passing fancy of the Endicott to take up

the dream of youth again. Could he by any fatality descend to this

shame? Her presence did not arouse his anger or his dread, hardly his

curiosity. He kept out of her way as much as possible, yet more than

once they met; but only at the last did the vague inquiry in her face

indicate that memory had impressions of him.

Often he studied her from afar, when she sat deep in thought with her

lovely eyes ... how he had loved them ... melting, damnable, false eyes

fixed on the sea. He wondered how she bore her misery, of which not a

sign showed on the velvet face. Did she rage at the depths of that sea

which in an instant had engulfed her fool-husband and his fortune? The

same sea now mocked her, laughed at her rage, bearing on its bosom the

mystery which she struggled to steal from time. No one could punish this

creature like herself. She bore her executioner about with her, Aunt

Lois, evidently returning home to die. That death would complete the

ruin of Sonia, and over the grave she would learn once for all how well

her iniquity had been known, how the lost husband had risen from his

darkness to accuse her, how little her latest crime would avail her.

What a dull fool Horace Endicott had been over a woman suspected of her

own world! Her beauty would have kept him a fool forever, had she been

less beastly in her pleasures. And this Endicott, down in the depths,

sighed for her still!

But Arthur Dillon saw her in another light, as an unclean beast from

sin's wilderness, in the light that shone from Honora Ledwith. Messalina

cowered under the halo of Beatrice! When that light shone full upon her,

Sonia looked to his eye like a painted Phryne surprised by the daylight.

Her corruption showed through her beauty. Honora! Incomparable woman!

dear lady of whiteness! pure heart that shut out earthly love, while God

was to be served, or men suffered, or her country bled, or her father

lived! The thought of her purified him. He had not truly known his dear

mother till now; when he knew her in Honora, in old Martha, in charming

Mona, in Mary Everard, in clever Anne Dillon. These women would bless

his life hereafter. They refreshed him in mind and heart. It began to

dawn upon him that his place in life was fixed, that he would never go

back even though he might do so with honor, his shame remaining unknown.

It was mere justice that the wretched past should be in a grave, doomed

never to see the light of resurrection.

His mother and her party shared the journey with him. The delay of

Ledwith's trial had enabled them to make the short tour on the

Continent, and catch his steamer. Anne was utterly vexed with him that

Ledwith had not escaped the prison. Her plain irritation gave Judy deep

content.

"She needs something to pull her down," was her comment to Arthur, "or

she'll fly off the earth with the lightness of her head. My, my, but the

airs of her since she laid out the ambassador, an' talked to the Pope!

She can hardly spake at all now wid the grandher! Whin Father Phil ... I

never can call him Mounsinnyory ... an', be the way, for years wasn't I

callin' him Morrisania be mistake, an' the dear man never corrected me

wanst ... but I learned the difference over in Rome ... where was I?...

whin Father Phil kem back from Rome he gev us a grand lecther on what he

saw, an' he talked for two hours like an angel. But Anne Dillon can on'y

shut her eyes, an' dhrop her head whin ye ask her a single question

about it. Faith, I dinno if she'll ever get over it. Isn't that quare

now?"

"Very," Arthur answered, "but give her time. So you saw the Pope?"

"Faith, I did, an' it surprised me a gra'dale to find out that he was a

dago, God forgi' me for sayin' as much. I was tould be wan o' the

Mounsinnyory that he was pure Italian. 'No,' sez I, 'the Pope may be

Rooshin or German, though I don't belave he's aither, but he's not

Italian. If he wor, he'd have the blessed sinse to hide it, for fear the

Irish 'ud lave the Church whin they found it out.'"

"What blood do you think there's in him?" said Arthur.

"He looked so lovely sittin' there whin we wint in that me sivin sinses

left me, an' I cudn't rightly mek up me mind afterwards. Thin I was so

taken up wid Mrs. Dillon," and Judy laughed softly, "that I was

bothered. But I know the Pope's not a dago, anny more than he's a

naygur. I put him down in me own mind as a Roman, no more an' no less."

"That's a safe guess," said Arthur; "and you still have the choice of

his being a Sicilian, a Venetian, or a Neapolitan."

"Unless," said the old lady cautiously, "he comes of the same stock as

Our Lord Himself."

"Which would make him a Jew," Arthur smoothly remarked.

"God forgive ye, Artie! G'long wid ye! If Our Lord was a Jew he was the

first an' last an' on'y wan of his kind."

"And that's true too. And how did you come to see the Pope so easy, and

it in the summer time?"

The expressive grin covered Judy's face as with comic sunshine.

"I dunno," she answered. "If Anne Dillon made up her mind to be Impress

of France, I dunno annythin' nor anny wan that cud hould her back; an'

perhaps the on'y thing that kep' her from tryin' to be Impress was that

the Frinch had an Impress already. I know they had, because I heard her

ladyship lamentin', whin we wor in Paris, that she didn't get a letther

of introduction to the Impress from Lady Skibbereen. She had anny number

of letthers to the Pope. I suppose that's how we all got in, for I wint

too, an' the three of us looked like sisters of mercy, dhressed in black

wid veils on our heads. Whin we dhruv up to the palace, her ladyship gev

a screech. 'Mother of heaven,' says she, 'but I forgot me permit, an'

we can't get in to see his Holiness.' We sarched all her pockets, but

found on'y the square bit o' paper, a milliner's bill, that she tuk for

the permit be mistake. 'Well, this'll have to do,' says she. Says I,

'Wud ye insult the Pope be shakin' a milliner's bill in his face as ye

go in the dure?' She never answered me, but walked in an' presented her

bill to a Mounsinnyory----"

"What's that?" Arthur asked. "I was never in Rome."

"Somethin' like the man that takes the tickets at the theayter, ou'y

he's a priest, an' looks like a bishop, but he cuts more capers than ten

bishops in wan. He never opened the paper--faith, if he had, there'd be

the fine surprise--so we wint in. I knew the Pope the minnit I set eyes

on him, the heavenly man. Oh, but I'd like to be as sure o' savin' me

soul as that darlin' saint. His eyes looked as if they saw heaven every

night an' mornin'. We dhropped on our knees, while the talkin' was goin'

on, an' if I wasn't so frikened at bein' near heaven itself, I'd a died

listenin' to her ladyship tellin' the Pope in French--in French, d'ye

mind?--how much she thought of him an' how much she was goin' to spind

on him while she was in Rome. 'God forgive ye, Anne Dillon,' says I to

meself, 'but ye might betther spind yer money an' never let an.' She med

quite free wid him, an' he talked back like a father, an' blessed us

twinty times. I dinno how I wint in or how I kem out. I was like a top,

spinnin' an' spinnin'. Things went round all the way home, so that I

didn't dar say a word for fear herself might think I had been drinkin'.

So that's how we saw the Pope. Ye can see now the terrible determination

of Anne Dillon, though she was the weeniest wan o' the family."

In the early morning the steamer entered the lower bay, picking up Doyle

Grahame from a tug which had wandered about for hours, not in search of

news, but on the scent for beautiful Mona. He routed out the Dillon

party in short order.

"What's up?" Arthur asked sleepily. "Are you here as a reporter----"

"As a lover," Grahame corrected, with heaving chest and flashing eyes.

"The crowd that will gather to receive you on the dock may have many

dignitaries, but I am the only lover. That's why I am here. If I stayed

with the crowd, Everard, who hates me almost, would have taken pains to

shut me out from even a plain how-de-do with my goddess."

"I see. It's rather early for a goddess, but no doubt she will oblige.

You mentioned a crowd on the dock to receive us. What crowd?"

"Your mother," said Doyle, "is a wonderful woman. I have often

speculated on the absence of a like ability in her son."

"Nature is kind. Wait till I'm as old as she is," said the son.

"The crowd awaits her to do her honor. The common travelers _will land_

this morning, glad to set foot on solid ground again. Mrs. Montgomery

Dillon and her party are the only personages that _will arrive from

Europe_. The crowd gathers to meet, not the passengers who merely land,

but the personages who arrive from Europe."

"Nice distinction. And who is the crowd?"

"Monsignor O'Donnell----"

"A very old and dear friend----"

"Who hopes to build his cathedral with her help. The Senator----"

"Representing the Dillon clan."

"Who did not dare absent himself, and hopes for more inspiration like

that which took him out of the ring and made him a great man.

Vandervelt."

"Well, he, of course, is purely disinterested."

"Didn't she inform him of her triumph over Livingstone in London? And

isn't he to be the next ambassador, and more power to him?"

"And John Everard of course."

"To greet his daughter, and to prevent your humble servant from kissing

the same," and he sighed with pleasure and triumph. "Where is she? Shall

I have long to wait? Is she changed?"

"Ask her brother," with a nod for the upper berth where Louis slept

serenely.

"And of course you have news?"

"Loads of it. I have arranged for a breakfast and a talk after the

arrival is finished. There'll be more to eat than the steak."

The steamer swung to the pier some hours later, and Arthur walked

ashore to the music of a band which played decorously the popular

strains for a popular hero returning crowned with glory. His mother

arrived as became the late guest of the Irish nobility. Grahame handed

Mona into her father's arms with an exasperating gesture, and then

plunged into his note-book, as if he did not care. The surprised

passengers wondered what hidden greatness had traveled with them across

the sea. On the deck Sonia watched the scene with dull interest, for

some one had murmured something about a notorious Fenian getting back

home to his kind. Arthur saw her get into a cab with her party a few

minutes later and drive away. A sadness fell upon him, the bitterness

which follows the fading of our human dreams before the strong light of

day.

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