CHAPTER XII.

THE HATE OF HANNIBAL.

Owen Ledwith had a theory concerning the invasion of Ireland, which he

began to expound that winter. Since few know much more about the

military art than the firing of a shotgun, he won the scorn of all

except his daughter and Arthur Dillon. In order to demonstrate his

theory Ledwith was willing to desert journalism, to fit out a small

ship, and to sail into an Irish harbor from New York and back, without

asking leave from any government; if only the money were supplied by the

patriots to buy the ship and pay the sailors. His theory held that a

fleet of many ships might sail unquestioned from the unused harbors of

the American coast, and land one hundred thousand armed men in Ireland,

where a blow might be struck such as never had been yet in the good

cause. Military critics denied the possibility of such an invasion. He

would have liked to perform the feat with a single ship, to convince

them.

"I have a suspicion," he said one night to his daughter, "that this

young Dillon would give me five thousand dollars for the asking. He is a

Fenian now."

"Is it possible?" Honora cried in astonishment.

"Well, I don't see any reason for wonder, Nora. He has been listening to

me for three months, vaporing over the wrongs of Ireland; he's of Celtic

blood; he has been an adventurer in California; he has the money, it

would seem. Why, the wonder would be if he did not do what all the young

fellows are doing."

"I have not quite made up my mind about him yet, father," the young

woman said thoughtfully.

"He's all man," said the father.

"True, but a man who is playing a part."

He laid down his pipe in his surprise, but she smiled assuringly.

"Well, it's fine acting, if you call it so, my love. In a little over a

year he has made himself the pride of Cherry Hill. Your great

friend,"--this with a sniff--"Monsignor O'Donnell, is his sponsor. He

speaks like the orator born and with sincerity, though he knows little

of politics. But he has ideas. Then did you ever meet a merrier lad?

Such a singer and dancer, such a favorite among boys and girls! He seems

to be as lovable as his uncle the Senator, and the proof of it is that

all confide in him. However, I have faith in your instincts, Nora. What

do they say?"

"He looks at us all like a spectator sitting in front of a stage. Of

course I have heard the people talk about him. He is a popular idol,

except to his mother who seems to be afraid of him. He has moods of

sadness, gloom, and Miss Conyngham told me she would wager he left a

wife in California. While all like him, each one has a curious thing to

tell about him. They all say it is the sickness which he had on coming

home, and that the queer things are leaving him. The impression he gives

me is that of one acting a part. I must say it is fading every day, but

it hinders me from feeling quite satisfied about him."

"Well, one thing is in his favor: he listens to me," said Ledwith. "He

is one of the few men to whom I am not a crazy dreamer, crazy with love

of Erin and hate of her shameless foe."

"And I love him for that, father," she said tenderly. "There is no

acting in his regard and esteem for you, nothing insincere in his liking

for us, even if we cannot quite understand it. For we _are_ queer,

Daddy," putting her arms about him. "Much love for our old home and much

thinking how to help it, and more despair and worry, have shut us off

from the normal life, until we have forgotten the qualities which make

people liked. Poor Daddy!"

"Better that than doing nothing," he said sadly. "To struggle and fight

once in a while mean living; to sit still would be to die."

Arthur was ushered in just then by the servant, and took his place

comfortably before the fire. One could see the regard which they felt

for him; on the part of Ledwith it was almost affection. Deeply and

sincerely he returned their kindly feeling.

He had a host of reasons for his regard. Their position seemed as

strange to the humdrum world as his own. They were looked on as queer

people, who lived outside the ruts for the sake of an enslaved nation.

The idea of losing three meals a day and a fixed home for a hopeless

cause tickled the humor of the practical. Their devotion to an idea

hardly surpassed their devotion to each other. He mourned for her

isolation, she mourned over his failures to free his native land.

"I have almost given the cause up," he said once to Arthur, "because I

feel my helplessness. I cannot agree with the leaders nor they with me.

But if I gave up she would worry herself to death over my loss of hope.

I keep on, half on her account, half in the hope of striking the real

thing at the end."

"It seems to be also the breath of her life," said Arthur.

"No, it is not," the father replied. "Have you not heard her talk of

your friend, Louis Everard? How she dwells on his calling, and the

happiness of it! My poor child, her whole heart yearns for the cloister.

She loves all such things. I have urged her to follow her inclinations,

though I know it would be the stroke of death for me, but she will not

leave me until I die."

"You must not take us too seriously," she had once said, "in this matter

of Irish liberties. My father is hopelessly out of the current, for his

health is only fair, and he has quarreled with his leaders. I have given

up hope of achieving anything. But if he gives up he dies. So, I

encourage him and keep marching on, in spite of the bitterest

disappointments. Perhaps something may come of it in the end."

"Not a doubt of it," said Arthur, uttering a great thought. "Every tear,

every thought, every heart-throb, every drop of sweat and blood,

expended for human liberty, must be gathered up by God and laid away in

the treasury of heaven. The despots of time shall pay the interest of

that fund here or there."

A woman whose ideals embraced the freedom of an oppressed people,

devotion to her father, and love for the things of God, would naturally

have a strong title to the respect of Arthur Dillon; and she was,

besides, a beautiful woman, who spoke great things in a voice so

sweetly responsive to her emotions that father and friend listened as to

music. The Ledwiths had a comfortable income, when they set to work,

earned by his clever pen and her exquisite voice. The young man missed

none of her public appearances, though he kept the fact to himself. She

was on those occasions the White Lady in earnest. Her art had warmth

indeed, but the coldness and aloofness of exalted purity put her beyond

the zone of desire; a snowy peak, distinct to the eye, but inaccessible.

When they were done with greetings Arthur brought up a specific subject.

"It has gone about that I have become a Fenian," he said, "and I have

been called on to explain to many what chance the movement has of

succeeding. There was nothing in the initiation which gave me that

information."

"You can say: none," Ledwith answered bitterly. "And if you quote me as

your authority there will be many new members in the brotherhood."

"Then why keep up the movement, if nothing is to come of it?"

"The fighting must go on," Ledwith replied, "from generation to

generation in spite of failure. The Fenian movement will fail like all

its predecessors. The only reason for its continuance is that its

successor may succeed. Step by step! Few nations are as lucky as this to

win in the first fight. Our country is the unluckiest of all. Her battle

has been on seven hundred years."

"But I think there must be more consolation in the fight than your words

imply;" Arthur declared. "There must be a chance, a hope of winning."

"The hope has never died but the chance does not yet exist, and there is

no chance for the Fenians," Ledwith answered with emphasis. "The

consolation lies for most of us in keeping up the fight. It is a joy to

let our enemy, England, know, and to make her feel, that we hate her

still, and that our hate keeps pace with her advancing greatness. It is

pleasant to prove to her, even by an abortive rising, that all her

crimes, rogueries, and diplomacies against us have been vain to quench

our hate. We have been scattered over the world, but our hate has been

intensified. It is joy to see her foam at the mouth like a wild beast,

then whine to the world over the ingratitude of the Irish; to hear the

representatives of her tax-payers howl in Parliament at the expense of

putting down regular rebellions; to see the landlords flying out of the

country they have ravaged, and the Orangemen white with the fear of

slaughter. Then these movements are an education. The children are

trained to a knowledge of the position, to hatred of the English power,

and their generation takes up the fight where the preceding left it."

"Hate is a terrible thing," said the young man. "Is England so hateful

then?"

Honora urged him by looks to change the subject, for her father knew no

bounds in speaking of his country's enemy, but he would not lift his

eyes to her face. He wished to hear Owen Ledwith express his feelings

with full vent on the dearest question to his heart. The man warmed up

as he spoke, fire in his eyes, his cheeks, his words, and gestures.

"She is a fiend from hell," he replied, hissing the words quietly. Deep

emotion brought exterior calm to Ledwith. "But that is only a feeling of

mine. Let us deal with the facts. Like the fabled vampire England hangs

upon the throat of Ireland, battening on her blood. Populous England,

vanishing Ireland! What is the meaning of it? One people remains at home

by the millions, the other flies to other lands by the millions. Because

the hell-witch is good to her own. For them the trade of the world, the

opening of mines, the building of factories, the use of every natural

power, the coddling of every artificial power. They go abroad only to

conquer and tax the foreigner for the benefit of those at home. Their

harbors are filled with ships, and their treasury with the gold of the

world. For our people, there is only permission to work the soil, for

the benefit of absentee landlords, or encouragement to depart to

America. No mines, no factories, no commerce, no harbors, no ships, in a

word no future. So the Irish do not stay at home. The laws of England

accomplished this destruction of trade, of art, of education, oh, say it

at once, of life. Damnable laws, fashioned by the horrid greed of a rich

people, that could not bear to see a poor people grow comfortable. They

called over to their departments of trade, of war, of art, to court,

camp, and studio, our geniuses, gave them fame, and dubbed them

Englishmen; the castaways, the Irish in America and elsewhere are known

as 'the mere Irish.'"

"It is very bitter," said Arthur, seeing the unshed tears in Honora's

eyes.

"I wonder how we bear it," Ledwith continued. "We have not the American

spirit, you may be sure. I can fancy the colonists of a hundred years

back meeting an Irish situation; the men who faced the Indian risings,

and, worse, the subduing of the wilderness. For them it would have been

equal rights and privileges and chances, or the bottom of the sea for

one of the countries. But we are poetic and religious, and murderous

only when a Cromwell or a Castlereagh opens hell for us. However, the

past is nothing; it is the present which galls us. The gilding of the

gold and the painting of the lily are symbols of our present sufferings.

After stripping and roasting us at home, this England, this hell-witch

sends abroad into all countries her lies and slanders about us. Her

spies, her professors, her gospellers, her agents, her sympathizers

everywhere, can tell you by the yard of our natural inferiority to the

Chinese. Was it not an American bishop who protested in behalf of the

Chinese of San Francisco that they were more desirable immigrants than

the sodden Irish? God! this clean, patient, laborious race, whose

chastity is notorious, whose Christianity has withstood the desertion of

Christ----"

Honora gave a half scream at the blasphemy, but at once controlled

herself.

"I take that back, child--it was only madness," Ledwith said. "You see,

Dillon, how scarred my soul is with this sorrow. But the bishop and the

Chinese! Not a word against that unfortunate people, whose miseries are

greater even than ours, and spring from the same sources. At least

_they_ are not lied about, and a bishop, forsooth! can compare them,

pagans in thought and act and habit though they be, with the most moral

and religious people in the world, to his own shame. It is the English

lie working. The Irish are inferior, and of a low, groveling, filthy

nature; they are buried both in ignorance and superstition; their

ignorance can be seen in their hatred of British rule, and their refusal

to accept the British religion; wherever they go in the wide world, they

reduce the average of decency and intelligence and virtue; for twenty

years these lies have been sung in the ears of the nations, until only

the enemies of England have a welcome for us. Behold our position in

this country. Just tolerated. No place open to us except that of

cleaning the sewers. Every soul of us compelled to fight, as Birmingham

did the other day, for a career, and to fight against men like

Livingstone, who should be our friends. And in the hearts of the common

people a hatred for us, a disgust, even a horror, not inspired by the

leprous Chinese. We have earned all this hatred and scorn and opposition

from England, because in fighting with her we have observed the laws of

humanity, when we should have wiped her people off the face of the earth

as Saul smote Agag and his corrupt people, as Cromwell treated us. Do

you wonder that I hate this England far more than I hate sin, or the

devil, or any monstrous creature which feeds upon man."

"I do not wonder," said Arthur. "With you there is always an increasing

hatred of England?"

"Until death," cried Ledwith, leaping from his seat, as if the fire of

hate tortured him, and striding about the room. "To fight every minute

against this monster, to fight in every fashion, to irritate her, to

destroy a grain of her influence, in a single mind, in a little

community, to expose her pretense, her sham virtues, her splendid

hypocrisy, these are the breath of my life. That hate will never perish

until----"

He paused as if in painful thought, and passed his hand over his

forehead.

"Until the wrongs of centuries have been avenged," said Arthur. Ledwith

sat down with a scornful laugh.

"That's a sentence from the orations of our patriotic orators," he

sneered. "What have we to do with the past? It is dead. The oppressed

and injured are dead. God has settled their cause long ago. It would be

a pretty and consoling sight to look at the present difference between

the English Dives and the Irish Lazarus! The vengeance of God is a

terrible thing. No! my hate is of the present. It will not die until we

have shaken the hold of this vampire, until we have humiliated and

disgraced it, and finally destroyed it. I don't speak of retaliation.

The sufferings of the innocent and oppressed are not atoned for by the

sufferings of other innocents and other oppressed. The people are

blameless. The leaders, the accursed aristocracy of blood, of place, of

money, these make the corporate vampire, which battens upon the weak and

ignorant poor; only in England they give them a trifle more, flatter

them with skill, while the Irish are kicked out like beggars."

He looked at Dillon with haggard eyes. Honora sat like a statue, as if

waiting for the storm to pass.

"I have not sworn an oath like Hannibal," he said, "because God cannot

be called as a witness to hate. But the great foe of Rome never observed

his oath more faithfully than I shall that compact which I have made

with myself and the powers of my nature: to turn all my strength and

time and capacity into the channel of hate against England. Oh, how poor

are words and looks and acts to express that fire which rages in the

weakest and saddest of men."

He sank back with a gesture of weariness, and found Honora's hand

resting on his tenderly.

"The other fire you have not mentioned, Daddy," she said wistfully, "the

fire of a love which has done more for Erin than the fire of hate. For

love is more than hate, Daddy."

"Ay, indeed," he admitted. "Much as I hate England, what is it to my

love for her victim? Love is more than hate. One destroys, the other

builds."

Ledwith, quite exhausted by emotion, became silent. The maid entered

with a letter, which Honora opened, read silently, and handed to her

father without comment. His face flushed with pleasure.

"Doyle Grahame writes me," he explained to Arthur, "that a friend, who

wishes to remain unknown, has contributed five thousand dollars to

testing my theory of an invasion of Ireland. That makes the expedition a

certainty--for May."

"Then let me volunteer the first for this enterprise," said Arthur

blithely.

"And me the second," cried Honora with enthusiasm.

"Accepted both," said Ledwith, with a proud smile, new life stealing

into his veins.

Not for a moment did he suspect the identity of his benefactor, until

Monsignor, worried over the risk for Arthur came to protest some days

later. The priest had no faith in the military enterprise of the

Fenians, and, if he smiled at Arthur's interest in conspiracy, saw no

good reasons why he should waste his money and expose his life and

liberty in a feeble and useless undertaking. His protest both to Arthur

and others was vigorous.

"If you have had anything to do with making young Dillon a Fenian," he

said, "and bringing him into this scheme of invasion, Owen, I would like

you to undo the business, and persuade him to stay at home."

"Which I shall not do, you may be sure, Monsignor," replied the patriot

politely. "I want such men. The enemy we fight sacrifices the flower of

English youth to maintain its despotism; why should we shrink from

sacrifice?"

"I do not speak of sacrifice," said Monsignor. "One man is the same as

another. But there are grave reasons which demand the presence of this

young man in America, and graver reasons why he should not spend his

money incautiously."

"Well, he has not spent any money yet, so far as I know," Ledwith said.

The priest hesitated a moment, while the other looked at him curiously.

"You are not aware, then, that he has provided the money for your

enterprise?" Honora uttered a cry, and Ledwith sprang from his chair in

delighted surprise.

"Do you tell me that?" he shouted. "Honora, Honora, we have found the

right man at last! Oh, I felt a hundred times that this young fellow was

destined to work immense good for me and mine. God bless him forever and

ever."

"Amen," said Honora, rejoicing in her father's joy.

"You know my opinion on these matters, Owen," said Monsignor.

"Ay, indeed, and of all the priests for that matter. Had we no religion

the question of Irish freedom would have been settled long ago. Better

for us had we been pagans or savages. Religion teaches us only how to

suffer and be slaves."

"And what has patriotism done for you?" Monsignor replied without

irritation.

"Little enough, to be sure."

"Now, since I have told you how necessary it is that Dillon should

remain in America, and that his money should not be expended----"

"Monsignor," Ledwith broke in impatiently, "let me say at once you are

asking what you shall not get. I swear to you that if the faith which

you preach depended on getting this young fellow to take back his money

and to desert this enterprise, that faith would die. I want men, and I

shall take the widow's only son, the father of the family, the last hope

of a broken heart. I want money, and I shall take the crust from the

mouth of the starving, the pennies from the poor-box, the last cent of

the poor, the vessels of the altar, anything and everything, for my

cause. How many times has our struggle gone down in blood and shame

because we let our foolish hearts, with their humanity, their faith,

their sense of honor, their ridiculous pride, rule us. I want this man

and his money. I did not seek them, and I shall not play tricks to keep

them. But now that they are mine, no man shall take them from me."

Honora made peace between them, for these were stubborn men, unwilling

to make compromises. Monsignor could give only general reasons. Ledwith

thought God had answered his prayers at last. They parted with equal

determination.

What a welcome Arthur Dillon received from the Ledwiths on his next

visit! The two innocents had been explaining their ideas for years, and

traveling the earth to put them into action; and in all that time had

not met a single soul with confidence enough to invest a dollar in them.

They had spent their spare ducats in attempting what required a bank to

maintain. They had endured the ridicule of the hard-hearted and the

silent pity of the friends who believed them foolish dreamers. And

behold a man of money appears to endow their enterprise, and to show his

faith in it by shipping as a common member of the expedition. Was there

ever such luck? They thanked him brokenly, and looked at him with eyes

so full of tenderness and admiration and confidence, that Arthur swore

to himself he would hereafter go about the earth, hunting up just such

tender creatures, and providing the money to make their beautiful,

heroic, and foolish dreams come true. He began to feel the truth of a

philosopher's saying: the dreams of the innocent are the last reasoning

of sages.

"And to this joy is added another," said Ledwith, when he could speak

steadily. "General Sheridan has promised to lead a Fenian army the

moment the Irish government can show it in the field."

"What does that mean?" said Arthur.

"What does it mean that an Irish army on Irish soil should have for its

leader a brilliant general like Sheridan?" cried Ledwith. A new emotion

overpowered him. His eyes filled with tears. "It means victory for a

forlorn cause. Napoleon himself never led more devoted troops than will

follow that hero to battle. Washington never received such love and

veneration as he will from the poor Irish, sick with longing for a true

leader. Oh, God grant the day may come, and that we may see it, when

that man will lead us to victory."

His eyes flashed fire. He saw that far-off future, the war with its

glories, the final triumph, the crowning of Sheridan with everlasting

fame. And then without warning he suddenly fell over into a chair.

Arthur lifted up his head in a fright, and saw a pallid face and

lusterless eyes. Honora bathed his temples, with the coolness and

patience of habit.

"It is nothing, nothing," he said feebly after a moment. "Only the

foolishness of it all ... I can forget like a boy ... the thing will

never come to pass ... never, never, never! There stands the hero,

splendid with success, rich in experience, eager, willing, a demigod

whom the Irish could worship ... his word would destroy faction, wipe

out treason, weed out fools, hold the clans in solid union ... if we

could give him an army, back him with a government, provide him with

money! We shall never have the army ... nothing. Treason breeding

faction, faction inviting treason ... there's our story. O, God, ruling

in heaven, but not on earth, why do you torture us so? To give us such a

man, and leave us without the opportunity or the means of using him!"

He burst into violent, silent weeping. Dillon felt the stab of that

hopeless grief, which for the moment revived his own, although he could

not quite understand it. Ledwith dashed away the tears after a little

and spoke calmly.

"You see how I can yield to dreams like a foolish child. I felt for a

little as if the thing had come to pass, and gave in to the fascination.

This is the awaking. All the joy and sorrow of my life have come mostly

from dreams."

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