GETTING THE BACKBONE.

About the year 1889 when I was seventeen years old I commenced on the

lowest rung on the railroad ladder and went to work on the section. I

was frail physically, and must have been the same mentally, for I never

got beyond the third rung. I worked in the days when you spoke for the

spring job the preceding fall, and then often your application met

failure. In hard times when jobs are few the fellow that has them is

blessed with unusual longevity, and whenever some one did pass beyond,

his demise was railroad talk for a long time.

When you consider that all through the central west, which had a few

years earlier been homesteaded after several repeated crop failures,

almost the entire population were looking for employment and the only

cash job in the country was a section job, you can realize how desirable

and prized a position it was.

I don't remember how it came that my application was slumbering all

through the cold winter with a large number of those half-starved

homesteaders who hadn't raised anything for so many years, received

recognition in the spring; but it did and I got one of the plums.

The first time I pumped a hand-car I fully realized the Lord had made no

mistake by taking out one of the ribs and leaving the backbone whole. If

you ever pumped a hand-car I will pass from this painful mode of travel

and let you refresh your own memory and backache.

I got along pretty well, when the "Boss" wasn't nervous that the road

master would come along and want to borrow another fifty dollars on his

word without interest, everything went nicely. When weed cutting time,

came I gritted my teeth, held my back as straight as I could and whacked

away. Besides the excruciating pain in the back that made you feel like

you would like to give one long piercing yell, throw your shovel away

and run for town, there was the additional pain of seeing the "Boss"

sitting on the hand car resting his back. He had the advantage and the

authority! I must keep at it and cut the weeds or the wheels of the

locomotive would slip, the traveler couldn't resume his journey, all

traffic would stop, and down would go the railroad stock and let out all

the water.

It would have been a blessing if the water could have been spilled by

some patent process where the weeds were to be cut, but, monopolies

monopolize and if the Lord didn't see fit to have the rain fall in

September instead of June no one was to blame, except Grover Cleveland.

The Republicans said the country always went to the dogs and dried up

when the Democrats elected a President. I was too young then to know

much about statesmanship and I wouldn't want to say for repetition

whether or not the Lord and Cleveland were working together or

otherwise, but I do remember some one was mighty stingy with the

moisture.

If you, my dear reader, have never had the privilege of cutting weeds

for a dollar and thirty-five cents per day for three weeks in succession

then, for all that's good and beautiful, take my advice and let the Jap,

Greek, or Italian have your place and do the mowing. Either of them can

get better wages and any of these dark-skinned brethren will do as much

in three days as the white man would in one day and cause the pale face

no extra exertion.

The pain in the back caused from close association with a shovel from

seven o'clock to twelve o'clock and from one o'clock to six even now,

over twenty years afterwards, almost makes me break down and give vent

to my feelings in a more noticeable manner than my friend Taft when he

was informed that he had carried Utah. If you have ever been tortured

with lumbago, you have a slight knowledge of what races up and down the

back of a weed cutter. When he bends down he can't get up and when he

gets up he can't get down. There you are! Humiliated, suffering and mad,

knife blade sticking you whenever you move, but you must or bust. You

are a free born American citizen but you must lose sight of the special

endowment when you are cutting weeds. The constitution may be back of

you, but just at present you have got to get back of your own

constitution and a "darn" good one too, or you've lost your job and that

dearly beloved stipend of thirteen and one-half cents an hour.

Being on the low rung of the railroad ladder is the same as in all other

departments, the man at the bottom gets the low wages, needs the good

back and carries the heavy burden. He don't need much brain; he is told

what to do; how to do it and when. He's told when to go to work and when

to quit. Brains would be a nuisance and, if he had any, he wouldn't be

working on the section. Time has proved that, and the Dago takes his

place.

What became of the Irish, Swede, German and Bohemian section men of

twenty-five years ago is more than I know. Extempore, an increase of

brains did something for him and you don't find him tramping ties with

the Dago. But the man at the low rung hasn't much choice; he can work or

quit. His job is always in jeopardy as he couldn't save enough in a year

to loan out an occasional "fifty" to smooth the feelings of an over

auspicious road-master. He's at the bottom and whatever falls goes down

to him and in an undignified way he must carry the whole load, for it

can not go lower. The general manager can ease his feelings on the

superintendent, and he on the road-master and the road-master can growl

at the section foreman, but when the section foreman dumps the whole

putrid, half-boiled mess on the unlearned day laborer you can see the

urgent necessity of a fine piece of choice workmanship in the middle of

the back. You seldom see a man with a front like a wash-tub turned

edgewise working on the railroad. There is no room for him! You must be

able to see your feet if you cut weeds, and have a stomach that can say

"Hello" to the backbone at nine fifteen A. M.

When the winds used to tear loose from the nasty bad lands of South

Dakota and come tearing over the semi-arid plains for three days in

succession at a velocity of sixty miles an hour it seems the Lord could

have improved on man by giving him a gizzard to grind up the accumulated

gravel that had been beaten into his daily bread. It came pretty near

taking the hide off from me to keep pace with those hungry homesteaders

who were afraid of losing their jobs and existence.

I am glad that I had the backbone. The term is applicable in two ways.

One is the acquisition of a resilient mechanism in the center of your

back, starting at the base of your brain and running down to a certain

point or as far as is necessary, and the other is a priceless stamina,

determination and a square deal. I am not sorry that I acquired some on

the railroad; its a good thing to have in the every day affairs of life.

I hardened my backbone when I worked on the steel gang a few years

afterwards, and, if there is such a thing as a steel backbone, I claim

some right to its possession through low remuneration and dirty cabbage.

Keen retrenchment policies make better satisfied stockholders and also

make wages that would embarrass a bumble bee if he were buying a pair of

leggings and expected to pay for them.

It takes unlimited backbone for a congressman to vote "Yes" on the

prohibition amendment and turn down the easy money of the brewers. It

takes backbone for a president to cast custom aside and step into the

halls of congress and demand that the party pledges be kept. It takes a

better backbone to enter the same halls and take a determined stand on a

cause that means better citizenship. It takes backbone if the minister

ousts the liberal paying hypocrite who is helping to kill the church

with his pocketbook.

It takes backbone every day you live and if you don't use it in the way

it was intended you can't tread the narrow path and expect to slip into

heaven without being recognized. You may do it on earth but you must not

try it where you are known. It takes backbone to be a Christian, the

earnest conscientious kind, that can lay all jealousy aside, all

prejudice and hatred and give the offender a square Christian deal.

Unless you can do these things you CAN'T be a Christian, the kind that

Jesus told us to be. The other kind is a sham and an out-and-out sinner

is far better. True Christianity will not allow one individual to do

another of the slightest wrong. The conscience of a real Christian will

not allow any ill feeling or the harboring of malice. You know it's

wrong, your conscience reminds you of the wrong and unless you remove

that kind of Christianity you can never receive the fruits that come

from the narrow way and be a successful Christian. You know yourself if

you are a sham so why try to fool anybody and carry a false label.

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