“She never run-runs around,” McGuinn vouchsafed.

“Money troubles?”

But McGuinn apparently made out all right. His brothers owned property

in Brooklyn near Coney, and cut him in regularly on rent from two of

the houses. He had paid an income tax last year.

“Any children?” Bemrose prompted.

McGuinn whipped out a cellophane-covered snapshot of Georgie, Jr.,

drooling on a bib. The youngster seemed to be rolling up his daily

weight gain.

“A youngster like that ought to keep you together.” Bemrose blew some

dust off the cellophane and handed the picture back to McGuinn.

“We just don’t jell-jell,” McGuinn explained. “I’m a-always asking for

night work because it’s no good-good going home.”

“Why? Doesn’t your wife make you a nice home?”

“She’s a swell-swell cook,” McGuinn admitted. “She keeps the house

clean, and she irons my shirts-shirts, but we don’t j-jell. We ain’t

the right combi-combination.”

“And you want a divorce?” Arthur asked.

“I was think-thinking of it.”

A red light held them up, and Bemrose leaned back, his eyes half

closed. “Go easy on this divorce proposition,” he said. “Better make

sure you want one. You have a nice home, nice kid, and your wife’s not

chasing other men. What are you looking for--excitement?”

“I saw a guy pull-pull a hold-up a block from here,” McGuinn

volunteered.

“That’s the point,” Bemrose said. “You can see all the hold-ups,

murders, street brawls, knifings, and race riots you want for

excitement. If things get dull in this neighborhood, you can drive up

to Seventh Avenue.”

“Maybe I should be satis-satisfied,” McGuinn conceded. “She’s a

sweet-sweet kid, but you know. Blah!” He threw out his underlip in

disgust.

“Supposing you do live on milk and crackers at home. You can order

steak when you go out,” Bemrose told him.

“I guess you’re right, boss. I know it ain’t easy to get un-unhitched.”

“Ain’t always good sense,” Bemrose echoed. He handed McGuinn a

twenty-five cent tip, but the driver shook his head.

“Figure they pay you more than two-two bits for advice,” he said. “I

got off cheap. Call you in the morning, boss, about the t-ticket. Watch

your head with them crutches.”

While they waited for someone to answer the doorbell, Larry said,

“You did all right. I didn’t know you could do such a job of selling

marriage. You sounded like an old hand.”

“What the hell? By the time that guys pays for a divorce and finds

himself a floozy-- What’s he going to get that’s any better?”

Lucy opened the door, and if Bemrose had wanted to present his new

client, McGuinn, with an argument for marriage, he couldn’t have

found a better example than Mrs. Bemrose in a sheer dark blue dress

with sleeves that showed the creamy white of her upper arms. There

had been changes in Lucy these past months, Larry decided. Having

something to do, someone to look after had given her an animated look

of accomplishment.

As if to demonstrate her new security, she kissed Arthur full on the

lips before she stepped aside to let them into the house. He slid his

crutches onto a hall chair, and Larry spontaneously kissed her, too,

wanting to for the first time he could remember, somehow warmed by her

new awareness. He invited himself to stay for a drink before Lucy had

a chance to tell him about the Martinis that were mixed and waiting

upstairs.

She asked to hear the details of their visit to the doctor’s. Larry

debated how much of the truth he should tell her. So far the doctor

had remained fairly noncommittal in his talks with her. Larry himself

went out of his way to report signs of progress in Bemrose which he

noted at the office. The day Arthur walked twenty feet to the water

cooler without crutches, Larry phoned her at once. She’d be encouraged

to fuss more over Arthur’s comfort, Larry felt, if she thought he were

improving. Her optimism would be communicated to Arthur.

Recently Larry had begun to wonder whether this somewhat unrealistic

optimism might someday react unfavorably. Lucy might reproach him for

his lack of candor someday when she found out that Arthur really hadn’t

improved. He had learned to use his crutches with greater skill, and

he was more resigned to his condition, but the nerve sheaths had not

healed. Larry had considered easing Lucy into the facts, gently while

he reported what the doctor had said, but in this pleasant room, on an

unruffled summer day, with Bemrose apparently contented and reconciled,

Larry decided to continue the deception until some marked change in

Arthur necessitated greater frankness.

“Did the doctor really think he was better?” Her gray eyes widened.

“He’s doing fine.” Larry studied the stem of his cocktail glass. “The

doctor expects him to have a remission any time now.”

The old anxiety, when she worried about Arthur’s dislike of the

Daughertys, shadowed her forehead.

“That’s nothing bad. His symptoms will disappear. That’s what it

means.” Larry laughed deep and low.

“Oh.” Slowly the concern thawed from her face. “That’s wonderful. Do

you hear, Arthur? The doctor says you’ll be well.”

Instantly Larry regretted having extended her hopes. He might have

let things ride along, saying that the doctor had found Arthur about

the same. Actually he had been discouraged that Bemrose’s walking had

not improved at a faster rate. The doctor told Larry privately today

that he might decide to try typhoid shots or sodium cacodylate if there

weren’t a change soon.

“Aren’t you happy about it, Arthur? Isn’t it wonderful?” Lucy asked

eagerly.

“I’m very happy,” he said quietly.

Larry had as little faith in Bemrose’s seeming contentment as in

today’s summer weather. First, second, and last Arthur was a realist,

and if he thought protest would benefit his condition, he’d demonstrate

noisily. Since quiet and placidity seemed indicated, he remained calm.

While he was insecure and helpless, Arthur would behave and be docile

around Lucy. The change in him was probably opportunist, the way a

small boy behaves when he has to. Larry would have liked to believe

that the transformation went deeper. A major illness _might_ have that

effect on some men, but he couldn’t convince himself that Bemrose had

gone through any fundamental change.

The upstairs telephone jangled noisily, and Bemrose’s calm left him as

he picked up the receiver and talked to Davis Shore. Larry saw puckers

of concern gather in his chin.

“Anything wrong?” he asked when Arthur hung up.

“How can I tell?” Bemrose’s hand shook as he fingered a crease in his

trousers. “He wants to see me tomorrow morning about that appeal, the

one that has been up for months, since long before I went into service.

I can’t understand why he’s in a hurry. Court has recessed.”

“What time are you seeing him in the morning?”

“Eight a.m.”

“Oh, Arthur--” Lucy put out her hand in a frightened stab at authority,

but the unfamiliar power conferred by his helplessness soon drifted

through her fingers. “You’re supposed to sleep until eight. The doctor

told us----”

“Does Shore know you’ve been sick?” Larry asked.

“Who doesn’t know?” Bemrose asked with unexpected bitterness. Or

self-pity.

“Everyone understands, and everyone is sympathetic,” Lucy protested.

“You could have asked Mr. Shore to make it later. He would have

understood.”

Larry tried to warn her. “That’s all right. I’ll pick Arthur up in the

morning.”

With synthetic brightness, she changed her tack. “You haven’t told me

how you like working at the office, Larry.”

“Is anyone supposed to like working?”

She hesitated a moment before her laugh caught on. It lapped at the

ceiling and flowed in ripples toward the wall.

“We’ll make a decent lawyer out of him if he gives us time,” Bemrose

said.

“I have to take that, too,” Larry objected. “It isn’t enough that I see

his bills are paid and he stays out of jail.”

“Does he order you around?” Lucy asked, taking up Larry’s line of abuse.

“He orders everyone around. That poor Miss Thompson. Have you ever

_seen_ Miss Thompson?” He covered his eyes.

“She looks very intelligent,” Lucy said.

“Intelligence isn’t what I admire in women. I like women who keep their

brains out of their faces.”

“I gave her money a year ago to buy herself a new hat. Did she ever buy

it?” Bemrose asked.

“What she needs is one of those schools that give you a new

personality,” Larry insisted.

“Maybe just a trip to the beauty parlor regularly,” Lucy suggested.

“Beauty’s too much to expect,” Larry insisted. “A

less-than-ugly-parlor.”

Bemrose shook with quiet laughter. “She’s been around so long,” he said

helplessly. “I never bothered to look. I never took the time.”

“He must be a busy man,” Larry said to Lucy. “I’d just as soon look at

the lawyer who used to share my office, and he never won any beauty

prize. Did I ever tell you about Moe? He was this big--” Larry measured

his shoulder. “And he used to get a cold water permanent for the hair

growing out of his ears.”

“Oh, Larry--” Lucy laughed and the threat of Davis Shore’s phone call

was forgotten for the moment.

In a little while, when Larry felt they were both all right, he got up

to go. He had walked as far as the stairway when Bemrose called after

him, “Don’t break your neck to get here in the morning. I have a hunch

Shore isn’t going to keep the appointment.”

_Chapter 18_

Arthur invited the poker crowd to play at his house on a hot Saturday

night in July. It was the first time the boys had visited him at

Eighty-second Street. The game was set up in the dining room where

Cy O’Malley, Tremont, Dick Reber, Hagerty, Chuck Adams, Paul Schmid,

Lucy’s Uncle Ed, and Jack Michaels, a friend of Ed’s, were hard at

play. Bemrose, who sat in the game for a while, was taking it easy now,

stretched out on a sofa in the air-conditioned living room, visiting

with Larry and with Edna Michaels.

The Michaels were new friends whom Marge and Ed Daugherty had brought

around recently. Edna came from Albany and reminded Bemrose that they

used to walk home from school together. Once he might have shied off

Edna because she came from Albany, but ever since his illness, he

seemed to want to talk about the old days. Maybe this recollection of

his childhood relieved Arthur, or maybe it was just that he liked Edna.

Tonight Larry noted that Edna sat with one foot twisted under her in a

defiance of comfort which seemed to pattern her life. She had left home

at sixteen when her mother forbade her to squander a week’s salary on

a red straw hat. Edna bought the hat, bummed a ride to New York, and

as rapidly as nature’s lethargic process would permit, gave birth to a

girl and boy by different men, unencumbered by marriage. She supported

the children working as Jack Michaels’ secretary, learned the textile

business from him, and when she became indispensable during and after

business hours, he married her. That was ten years ago, and there

had been another son by Jack who amiably transferred his name to the

preceding anonymous offspring.

An unretouched white that streaked Edna’s dark hair was the only index

to these rather severe episodes. Larry noted that she had retained her

plump cheeks, unlined lips, and firm, single chin, but not by taking

care of herself, he knew. In the milieu of lava around Edna, things

exploded, seethed, boiled, erupted, or went dramatically flat. The

source of eruption was always Edna herself who, even on days that ran

smoothly, had a trick of inflating phases, moods, and chance incidents

into “problems.” Edna’s ’teen age children did not merely refuse to

wash or dress neatly, but “went through adolescence” with all the

farce and tragedy she could inject into the inevitable transition. Her

servants were not drab recruits from Harlem’s wage-earning thousands,

but “types,” meriting the bold master stroke of a Hemingway. Instead

of going through an early menopause aided by sound therapy, Edna

manufactured enough adrenalin, thyroid, and estrogens to swing her

giddily over the troughs of depression which bogged down other women.

Since Jack Michaels had rescued her from major catastrophe, she had

constantly been in minor trouble, synthesized, Larry decided, for the

pleasure Edna had in telling about it.

Arthur bought aisle seats to Edna’s performances. He was encouraging

her now to tell Larry a story she had excavated earlier in the week

about the Albany days. Bemrose’s head lay back on the sofa as he

laughingly recalled the details.

“Tell him about the time your brother Micky tied fifty knots in the

sheets my mother hung up in the yard. Tell him what she did,” he urged.

“Clapped his ears and said his father must be a crook and his mother a

whore to have such a kid.” Edna fluttered her eyelids in a false show

of refinement.

“That was my mother all right. Her language upset my father’s sense

of what was decent and proper. He was furious the time she rented an

apartment over a garage. Do you remember that place?”

Edna nodded. “There was nothing wrong with it. It had steam heat.”

“It didn’t have a street address. My father worried what to tell people

when they came to visit us. ‘We can’t tell them we live _between_

number one forty-five and one forty-six,’ he’d say.”

“Couldn’t you tell them one forty-five and a half?” Larry asked.

“My mother wasn’t bothered for a minute. The rent was cheap, and it was

the first steam-heated place we’d ever lived in. The entire two years

we stayed there my father refused to invite anyone to the house.”

“People couldn’t stay away from your mother. They came anyway.” Edna

talked rapidly with teeth that worked up and down like a cutting edge.

“My mother always said she’d bust if she couldn’t tell Mrs. Bemrose her

troubles.”

“She never went to school past the third grade, but all sorts of people

used to ask her advice,” Arthur said thoughtfully. “The high school

principal scared most of us. He was a quiet scared little man himself,

a history teacher who lived in the time of Alexander the Great. He

hated administrative work, and cut interviews short with the students

so he could get back to his research. My mother went to see him about a

college scholarship for me, and he kept her in his office for three and

a half hours.” Arthur shrugged. “I still don’t know what they talked

about, but I remember mother invited him to have coffee with us above

the garage, and my father almost died of shame.”

Bemrose bent over and rubbed his legs which were stretched lifelessly

on the sofa. “She insists they talked about children. He probably

wanted her advice on how to run the school.” His voice, low and

rhythmic when he was relaxed like this, gave Larry as much pleasure as

a good performance at the theater. “A Mrs. Allen, one of the society

women in town, took a shine to mother when she came to talk to her once

about a neighborhood settlement house. Every month after that mother

was invited for coffee at the Allens’ big place near the country club.”

“I never saw the inside of a nice house until I moved away,” Edna

Michaels said. “Until I was seventeen, I never knew people had dining

rooms.”

“You think _you_ were poor,” Arthur protested. “I still can’t spend

fifteen cents for a shine without feeling guilty. Do you know how many

miles I used to walk to save fifteen cents?”

He had always tried to walk away from it, Larry decided, by excelling

at college, by pushing and stretching his talent in practice, and by

overdoing for others.

“Do you remember the time you shined my dad’s shoes with the wrong

polish?” Edna asked.

Lucy and Marge, who had been busy in the dining room serving drinks,

came over to empty the ash trays. Arthur made room for Lucy on the sofa

next to him. “Go on, Edna, I’d like Lucy to hear.”

“You usually came around on Saturdays to sell dad a shine,” Edna

reminded him. “I think you charged three cents, but most of the time he

didn’t have that much on him. This Saturday he was flush and told you

to go ahead. The kitchen was dark, and you shined his brown shoes with

black polish. Boy, was he mad when he found out! He sent me right over

the next morning to get you.”

Delighted, Arthur pressed Lucy’s hand. “I’ll never forget that Sunday.

It was way below zero, and the garage pipes were frozen solid.”

“Dad threatened to sue you if you didn’t pay for the shoes,” Edna said.

“Hell, they were probably his only pair. They laced up high and must

have cost him five dollars. It took me about a year, but I paid him

back, didn’t I? Ten cents a week. I used to have nightmares about going

to jail.”

“Kids always worry about things like that,” Edna added. “Once I knocked

against a stove at a hardware store, and something crashed. I was sure

the stove was broken, and I’d be locked up if the storekeeper found me.

I ran out of the place scared, and for years wouldn’t walk near the

block.”

“You don’t think your old man was mean enough to have me put in jail?”

Arthur asked.

“He was mean enough, all right.”

“Mine was the sweetest, the mildest--” Bemrose looked thoughtful.

“I didn’t know him well, not even as well as I knew the high school

principal. As a kid I didn’t try to understand him, I took him for

granted. Most of his life he was broke, and when he finally got hold of

some money, he gave it away. A distant cousin looked me up not long ago

and said my father had given him the money to finish medical school. He

has a good practice now, and wanted to repay the family.”

“What’s his name? The doctor’s?” Marge said. The cross-hatching showed

clearly under her eyes, and her mouth set tightly.

“Feeling nauseous?” Lucy picked up Marge’s hand which fell limply to

her lap again.

Bemrose looked at Marge and reached for his crutches. He hobbled to the

phone, balancing carefully on the telephone stool. Tremont Friendly

called to him from the dining room to take a hand in the game, but

Arthur went on dialing. “Ask him to do it as a special favor for Mr.

Bemrose,” he told the operator.

On his way back to the sofa, Bemrose touched Marge’s cheek

affectionately. “Make yourself comfortable upstairs,” he said. “The

doctor will be over. I left word with the messenger service to reach

him.”

“Why didn’t you let me phone for you?” Larry protested.

A few minutes later chairs shifted in the dining room, and Ed Daugherty

wandered in with Jack Michaels. He glanced around nervously and asked

for Marge.

“Upstairs resting,” Arthur told him. “What’s the matter? Is the game

breaking up?”

“We’re sitting out a round or two,” Ed explained. “She hasn’t one of

her migraines, has she?” he asked anxiously.

“I think Lucy said her stomach’s upset,” Arthur told him, and Edna

nodded.

“She shouldn’t have had the shrimp salad,” Ed pulled gravely at his

pipe. “She can’t take care of seafood, and she’s always ordering it.

She’s allergic to shrimp.”

“Remember the Saturday we thumbed a ride out to the lake?” Edna broke

in.

“Your brother was sent to bring us back,” Arthur assisted her.

“Can’t you two stop rehashing old times?” Ed sounded irritable. “What’s

going to happen, Arthur? Are we or aren’t we going to open a second

front? We seem to be taking our time.”

A second front. Less than a year ago he thought we should stay out

altogether, Larry reflected. The hindsighters always were good at

making a big noise, as if to cover up their wrong guesses.

“The Army’s not paying me to think any more,” Arthur said.

“You read the papers, don’t you?” Ed snapped. “All this dillydallying!

Troops sitting over in England and Ireland twiddling their thumbs.”

Their guns, Larry silently corrected.

“There’s no reason why we should be pushed into anything until we’re

thoroughly prepared,” Arthur said. “There’s no percentage in losing the

few trained men we have.”

Some of the poker players trooped in from the dining room and gathered

around Arthur.

“How about a little aggravation?” Cy O’Malley nodded toward the card

table.

“You seem to be doing all right without me. Maybe Larry would like to

sit in.”

“The host should be in the game,” Tremont reminded him.

“Ask Emil Post,” Chuck said, kidding Terry. “Come on, Arthur, you’ll

never get another chance to play with us in a swell, air-cooled dump

like this. Wait until Danny hears about the uptown competition.”

“Where’s Lucy?” Cy O’Malley looked around.

“She went upstairs with my wife,” Ed replied. “My wife’s allergic to

seafood, and she ordered shrimp----”

“Tell Lucy to come down so I can make love to her.” Cy went to the

dining room to find his highball, and on his way back called up the

stairs. “Hey, Beautiful, come on down, I want to make love to you.”

Arthur laughed and turned to Edna Michaels. “My pals.”

Cy called to the others. “Time is money. What are we waiting for?” He

settled on the arm of Edna’s chair and offered her a drink out of his

glass. “Have you been here all evening?” Helplessly he addressed the

others. “Why do we have to play poker when there are beautiful women

around?”

Tremont lingered behind. “Sure you won’t join us, Arthur?”

“Not just now. The doctor’s coming over, and I’d have to quit anyway.”

“I’m sorry.” Terry looked concerned. “Is there anything I can do?”

“Thanks, but I’m feeling all right. He’s not coming to see me.”

Terry puckered his lips old-maidishly. “It’s sweet of you to have us

up, Arthur. You know how much we all appreciate it, and we want to

thank Mrs. Bemrose for going to the trouble----”

Cy whooped from the dining room, “Sandwiches!” and rushed in with a

plate of food. “Found them covered up on the sideboard.”

“Maybe Mrs. Bemrose wanted to save them for later,” Terry protested.

“Uhnnufu.” Cy stuffed his mouth with sliced ham and rye bread.

Swallowing, he said, “Danny can take lessons from Mrs. Beautiful,” and

started back to the dining room, the plate tilted precariously.

From the doorway he turned around and winked at Edna.

Waving to him she said to Arthur, “They’re quite a gang.”

“The last few years I lost track of what really went on with any of

them. I got too busy.” He turned to Larry for confirmation. “Larry

tried to brief me. He was always telling me not to swap old friends

for new clients, but a fellow gets--” Bemrose faltered. “A fellow gets

caught up,” he finished.

“They feel swell about your inviting them. Reber and Hagerty told me it

was the best session we’ve had since college,” Larry said.

“They’re good boys.”

Bemrose took an envelope out of his pocket and drew the diagram of a

parlor problem in geometry which had to do with burning a hole in a

carpet, and by one strategic cut, piecing the carpet into a standard

size rug. “They’re right on the ball,” he said, preoccupied. “More than

can be said for the clients. When the boys heard I was sick, they all

wanted to know what they could do, but the clients, particularly the

ones I thought were my friends----”

“Marge and Ed have been mighty attentive,” Larry reminded him.

“My own family couldn’t have done more. If I had a family that acted

like one,” Arthur explained to Edna. “Not that I blame the folks. I

lost touch with them, too, except for mailing a check home every month.”

“Has your mother been down since you’re sick?” Edna asked.

“My sister, Helen, still has t.b., and mother had to go to the

mountains with her,” Bemrose explained.

“Give me her address, I’d like to write to her.”

Bemrose started Jack Michaels and Ed Daugherty on the rug problem and

they worked silently with pencil and paper while he napped and Larry

sat quietly with Edna, hearing the slap of poker chips from the next

room.

When the doorbell rang, Lucy called down to Larry. The servants were

out for the evening. Lucy had purposely let them go out so the boys

would feel more at home.

The doctor, a harassed man with blotchy complexion and inflated cheeks,

asked anxiously at the door, “Did Mr. Bemrose have an accident?”

“No, he’s fine,” Larry assured him. “It’s Mrs. Bemrose’s aunt. She took

sick suddenly.”

“A neurological case?”

“You’d better talk to Mr. Bemrose before you go up.”

Larry returned to the next room and tapped Arthur’s shoulder. Bemrose

instinctively reached for his crutches when he awakened, the way a

myopic feels for his eyeglasses in the morning.

Larry pointed toward the hallway and whispered the message to Arthur,

trying not to attract Ed’s attention.

“I’ll go up with him,” Arthur volunteered.

“Talk to him in the hall. I’ll take him up.”

“No, I want to.” Stubbornly Bemrose swung to the door and greeted the

doctor whom he invited to follow him.

“Let me,” Larry offered.

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