SCENE V

(_Louise comes from the left and remains standing right, inside the

door_.)

HAMMELEV (_goes towards her_)

You wish to speak with me?

LOUISE (_falteringly, embarrassed_)

Yes--but I thought--perhaps I--ought not to--

ANTON

Why, of course you should. (_He feels his way to her, takes her by

the hand, and leads her out into the room; the parents seem to be

shocked_.) I wanted to tell you first, but as it now has happened

differently than I had thought--here is the woman who has helped me to

find the way out here to-day. And she has done more than that: she has

led me through the darkest moments of my life.

MRS. HAMMELEV (_who, in a glance, has taken in Louise; in a voice of

anxiety_)

Anton--what does this mean?

ANTON

It means, father and mother, that in the last two years she and I have

been one. And we will never separate from each other.

HAMMELEV (_with strained kindliness_)

So--so you are engaged, poor little Anton? You haven’t written and told

us anything about it.

ANTON

I didn’t want you to worry over me--to know that I--helpless as I

was--had bound myself to another human being. I wanted you to _see_

her first. (_Moved_.) For I knew that in the same moment that you saw

her, you’d understand it is for our mutual happiness. Isn’t that true

when she has chosen to love me? As fine and beautiful as she is! You

must understand how much she thinks of me. But you needn’t fear for her

sake, I feel sure. I can make her happy; and for her it is happiness to

be able to give of her full, rich heart--to give to one who longs with

all his soul for sun and light--as I do.

MRS. HAMMELEV

I think, if we should speak of the richness of heart, that few have as

much to give away as you have, Anton.

ANTON

No, no! don’t compare me with her. Remember--for her the whole world

lies open; she need but stretch out her arms. But I--I have nothing to

give up, nothing to offer. And there is nobody who asks anything from

me, anyhow. Nature has now once for all--it seems to me--given me the

right to be a bit selfish....

HAMMELEV

We had thought that--

ANTON

Yes, father, I might have known that this would come as a great

surprise to you. And I know that before long you will love Louise as

much as I myself do.

HAMMELEV

Louise--so that’s her name--your.... And her last name, if I may ask?

LOUISE

Thorsen.

HAMMELEV

Louise Thorsen--oh, yes.... (_Heartily_.) Well, well, my dear

Anton--and you also, my dear--Louise Thorsen, I suppose I ought to wish

you all sorts of health and happiness.

(_Approaches Anton with extended hand_.)

MRS. HAMMELEV (_goes between them_)

Hammelev--I think you first ought to let us speak with the young lady.

(_With an emotion that she can hardly conceal_.) May I only say this:

Anton knows that I, too, wish him happiness--that nobody could wish him

more happiness than I--but it is not more than right that I learn to

know her a little better before I--

ANTON (_quietly_)

Of course you may, mother.

MRS. HAMMELEV

You must understand me rightly, Anton. Father and I have been waiting

for months for the happy day when you would come home. We spoke of

it when we sat here the other evening--we thought of when you would

step inside the door--we thought of how it would be with all of us

together, the three of us. Now the whole thing will have to be changed.

I can’t quite reconcile myself to it at once. Therefore, I want to have

a chance to learn to know her first--she, whom you have chosen for

yourself.

ANTON

Yes, mother, since you look at it that way--I think myself it is the

best way. For I know very well that when you have talked with her ten

minutes you’ll love her as if you had known her for many years. Father

and I will take a walk in the garden in the meantime.

HAMMELEV

Anton ought to go up to his room, too. But you ought to show him that

yourself, mother.

MRS. HAMMELEV (_nervously_)

Do as you like. I--

ANTON (_merrily_)

Let’s go out in the garden. I am longing to find out how much the big

pear tree has grown that I planted out there myself when I still had my

sight. But I tell you this, mother: you mustn’t make Louise regret that

she cares for me, poor mole. For if I lose her, I’ll never find my way

any more in life. (_Hammelev and Anton go out_.)

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