CHAPTER XLIII.

Hawkins had, like Mrs. Baker, been in no hurry to call upon the bride.

He had seen her twice in church, he had once met her out driving with

her husband, and, lastly, he had come upon her face to face in the

principal street of Lismoyle, and had received a greeting of

aristocratic hauteur, as remarkable as the newly acquired English accent

in which it was delivered. After these things a visit to her was

unavoidable, and, in spite of a bad conscience, he felt, when he at last

set out for Rosemount, an excitement that was agreeable after the calm

of life at Lismoyle.

There was no one in the drawing-room when he was shown into it, and as

the maid closed the door behind him he heard a quick step run through

the hall and up the stairs. “Gone to put on her best bib and tucker,” he

said to himself with an increase of confidence; “I’ll bet she saw me

coming.” The large photograph alluded to by Miss Baker was on the

chimneypiece, and he walked over and examined it with great interest. It

obeyed the traditions of honeymoon portraits, and had the inevitable

vulgarity of such; Lambert, sitting down, turned the leaves of a book,

and Francie, standing behind him, rested one hand on his shoulder, while

the other held a basket of flowers. In spite of its fatuity as a

composition, both portraits were good, and they had moreover an air of

prosperity and new clothes that Mr. Hawkins found to be almost

repulsive. He studied the photograph with deepening distaste until he

was aware of a footstep at the door, and braced himself for the

encounter, with his heart beating uncomfortably and unexpectedly.

They shook hands with the politeness of slight acquaintance, and sat

down, Hawkins thinking he had never seen her look so pretty or so smart,

and wondering what he was going to talk to her about. It was evidently

going to be war to the knife, he thought, as he embarked haltingly upon

the weather, and found that he was far less at his ease than he had

expected to be.

“Yes, it’s warmer here than it was in England,” said Francie, looking

languidly at the rings on her left hand; “we were perished there after

Paris.”

She felt that the familiar mention of such names must of necessity place

her in a superior position, and she was so stimulated by their

associations with her present grandeur that she raised her eyes, and

looked at him. Their eyes met with as keen a sense of contact as if

their hands had suddenly touched, and each, with a perceptible jerk,

looked away.

“You say that Paris was hot, was it?” said Hawkins, with something of an

effort. “I haven’t been there since I went with some people the year

before last, and it was as hot then as they make it. I thought it rather

a hole.”

“Oh, indeed?” said Francie, chillingly; “Mr. Lambert and I enjoyed it

greatly. You’ve been here all the spring, I suppose?”

“Yes; I haven’t been out of this place, except for Punchestown, since I

came back from leave;” then with a reckless feeling that he would break

up this frozen sea of platitudes, “since that time that I met you on the

pier at Kingstown.”

“Oh yes,” said Francie, as if trying to recall some unimportant

incident; “you were there with the Dysarts, weren’t you?”

Hawkins became rather red. She was palpably overdoing it, but that did

not diminish the fact that he was being snubbed, and though he might, in

a general and guarded way, have admitted that he deserved it, he

realised that he bitterly resented being snubbed by Francie.

“Yes,” he said, with an indifference as deliberately exaggerated as her

own, “I travelled over with them. I remember how surprised we were to

see you and Mr. Lambert there.”

She felt the intention on his part to say something disagreeable, and it

stung her more than the words.

“Why were you surprised?” she asked coolly.

“Well--er--I don’t exactly know,” stammered Mr. Hawkins, a good deal

taken aback by the directness of the inquiry; “we didn’t exactly know

where you were--thought Lambert was at Lismoyle, you know.” He began to

wish he had brought Cursiter with him; no one could have guessed that

she would have turned into such a cat and given herself such airs; her

ultra-refinement, and her affected accent, and her exceeding

prettiness, exasperated him in a way that he could not have explained,

and though the visit did not fail of excitement, he could not flatter

himself that he was taking quite the part in it that he had expected.

Certainly Mrs. Lambert was not maintaining the rôle that he had allotted

her; huffiness was one thing, but infernal swagger was quite another. It

is painful for a young man of Mr. Hawkins’ type to realise that an

affection that he has inspired can wane and even die, and Francie’s

self-possession was fast robbing him of his own.

“I hear that your regiment is after being ordered to India?” she said

cheerfully, when it became apparent that Hawkins could find no more to

say.

“Yes, so they say; next trooping season will about see us, I expect, and

they’re safe to send us to Aldershot first, so we may be out of this at

any minute.” He glanced at her as he spoke, to see how she took it.

“Oh, that’ll be very nice for you,” answered Francie, still more

cheerfully. “I suppose,” she went on with her most aristocratic drawl,

“that you’ll be married before you go out?”

She had arranged the delivery of this thrust before she came downstairs,

and it glided from her tongue as easily as she could have wished.

“Yes, I daresay I shall,” he answered defiantly, though the provokingly

ready blush of a fair man leaped to his face. He looked at her, angry

with himself for reddening, and angrier with her for blazoning her

indifference, by means of a question that seemed to him the height of

bad taste and spitefulness. As he looked, the colour that burned in his

own face repeated itself in hers with slow relentlessness; at the sight

of it a sudden revulsion of feeling brought him dangerously near to

calling her by her name, with reproaches for her heartlessness, but

before the word took form she had risen quickly, and, saying something

incoherent about ordering tea, moved towards the bell, her head turned

from him with the helpless action of a shy child.

Hawkins, hardly knowing what he was doing, started forward, and as he

did so the door opened, and a well-known voice announced,

“Miss Charlotte Mullen!”

The owner of the voice advanced into the room, and saw, as anyone must

have seen, the flushed faces of its two occupants, and felt that

nameless quality in the air that tells of interruption.

“I took the liberty of announcing myself,” she said, with her most

affable smile; “I knew you were at home, as I saw Mr. Hawkins’ trap at

the door, and I just walked in.”

As she shook hands and sat down she expanded easily into a facetious

description of the difficulties of getting her old horse along the road

from Gurthnamuckla, and by the time she had finished her story Hawkins’

complexion had regained its ordinary tone, and Francie had resumed the

air of elegant nonchalance appropriate to the importance of the married

state. Nothing, in fact, could have been more admirable than Miss

Mullen’s manner. She praised Francie’s new chair covers and Indian tea;

she complimented Mr. Hawkins on his new pony; even going so far as to

reproach him for not having been out to Gurthnamuckla to see her, till

Francie felt some pricks of conscience about the sceptical way that she

and Lambert had laughed together over Charlotte’s amiability when she

paid her first visit to them. She found inexpressible ease in the

presence of a third person as capable as Charlotte of carrying on a

conversation with the smallest possible assistance; sheltered by it she

slowly recovered from her mental overthrow, and, furious as she was with

Hawkins for his part in it, she was beginning to be able to patronise

him again by the time that he got up to go away.

“Well, Francie, my dear child,” began Charlotte, as soon as the door had

closed behind him, “I’ve scarcely had a word with you since you came

home. You had such a reception the last day I was here that I had to

content myself with talking to Mrs. Beattie, and hearing all about the

price of underclothes. Indeed I had a good mind to tell her that only

for your magnanimity she wouldn’t be having so much to say about

Carrie’s trousseau!”

“Indeed she was welcome to him!” said Francie, putting her chin in the

air, “that little wretch, indeed!”

It was one of the moments when she touched the extreme of satisfaction

in being married, and in order to cover, for her own and Charlotte’s

sake, the remembrance of that idiotic blush, she assumed a little extra

bravado.

“Talking of your late admirers--” went on Charlotte, “for I hope for

poor Roddy’s sake they’re not present ones--I never saw a young fellow

so improved in his manners as Mr. Hawkins. There was a time I didn’t

fancy him--as you may remember, though we’ve agreed to say nothing more

about our old squabbles--but I think he’s chastened by adversity. That

engagement, you know--” she paused, and cast a side-long, unobtrusive

glance at Francie. “He’s not the first young man that’s been whipped in

before marriage as well as after it, and I think the more he looks at it

the less he likes it.”

“He’s been looking at it a long time now,” said Francie with a laugh

that was intended to be careless, but into which a sneer made its way.

“I wonder Roddy isn’t in,” she continued, changing the subject to one in

which no pitfalls lurked; “I wouldn’t be surprised if he’d gone to

Gurthnamuckla to see you, Charlotte; he’s been saying ever since we came

back he wanted to have a talk with you, but he’s been so busy he hadn’t

a minute.”

“If I’m not greatly mistaken,” said Charlotte, standing up so as to be

able to see out of the window, “here’s the man of the house himself.

What horse is that he’s on?” her eyes taking in with unwilling

admiration the swaggering ease of seat and squareness of shoulder that

had so often captivated her taste, as Lambert, not unaware of spectators

at the window, overcame much callow remonstrance on the part of the

young horse he was riding, at being asked to stand at the door till a

boy came round to take him.

“Oh, that’s the new four-year-old that Roddy had taken in off

Gurthnamuckla while we were away,” said Francie, leaning her elbow

against the shutter and looking out too. “He’s an awful wild young brat

of a thing! Look at the way he’s hoisting now! Roddy says he’ll have me

up on him before the summer’s out, but I tell him that if he does I

won’t be on him long.” Her eyes met her husband’s, and she laughed and

tapped on the glass, beckoning imperiously to him to come in.

Charlotte turned away from the window, and when, a few minutes

afterwards, Mr. Lambert came into the room, the visitor had put her

gloves on, and was making her farewells to her hostess.

“No, Roddy,” she said, “I must be off now. I’m like the beggars, ‘tay

and turn out’ is my motto. But supposing now that you bring this young

lady over to lunch with me to-morrow--no, not to-morrow, that’s

Sunday--come on Monday. How would that suit your book?”

Lambert assented with a good grace that struck Francie as being

wonderfully well assumed, and followed Miss Mullen out to put her in her

phaeton.

Francie closed the door behind them, and sat down. She was glad she had

met Hawkins and got it over, and as she reviewed the incidents of his

visit, she thought that on the whole she had come very near her own

ideal of behaviour. Cool, sarcastic, and dignified, even though she had,

for one moment, got a little red, he could not but feel that she had

acted as became a married lady, and shown him his place once for all. As

for him, he had been horrible, she thought bitterly; sitting up and

talking to her as if he had never seen her before, and going on as if he

had never--she got up hastily as if to escape from the hateful memories

of last year that thrust themselves suddenly into her thoughts. How

thankful she was that she had shown him she was not inconsolable; she

wished that Roddy had come in while he was there, and had stood over

him, and overshadowed him with his long legs and broad shoulders, and

his air of master of the house. Why on earth had Charlotte praised him?

Gurthnamuckla must have had the most extraordinarily sweetening effect

upon her, for she seemed to have a good word for everybody now, and

Roddy’s notion that she would want to be coaxed into a good temper was

all nonsense, and conceited nonsense too, and so she would tell him. It

was not in Francie’s light, wholesome nature to bear malice; the least

flutter of the olive branch, the faintest glimmer of the flag of truce,

was enough to make her forgive an injury and forget an insult.

When her husband came back she turned towards him with a sparkle in her

eye.

“Well, Roddy, I hope you squeezed her hand when you were saying

good-bye! I daresay now you’ll want me to believe that it’s all in

honour of you that she’s asked us over to lunch to-morrow, and I

suppose that’s what she was telling you out in the hall? Aren’t you

sorry you didn’t marry her instead of me?”

Lambert did not answer, but came over to where she was standing, and

putting his arm round her, drew her towards him and kissed her with a

passion that seemed too serious an answer to her question. She could not

know, as she laughed and hid her face from him, that he was saying to

himself, “Of course he was bound to come and call, he’d have had to do

that no matter who she was!”

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