CHAPTER XIX.

Dinner was over. Gorman was regaling his fellows in the servants’ hall

with an account of how Miss Fitzpatrick had eaten her curry with a knife

and fork, and her Scotch woodcock with a spoon, and how she had accepted

every variety of wine that he had offered her, and taken only a mouthful

of each, an eccentricity of which William was even now reaping the

benefit in the pantry. Mrs. Brady, the cook, dared say that by all

accounts it was the first time the poor child had seen a bit served the

way it would be fit to put into a Christian’s mouth, and, indeed, it was

little she’d learn of behaviour or dinners from Miss Mullen, except to

make up messes for them dirty cats--a remark which obtained great

acceptance from her audience. Mr. Gorman then gave it as his opinion

that Miss Fitzpatrick was as fine a girl as you’d meet between this and

Dublin, and if he was Mr. Christopher, he’d prefer her to Miss

Hope-Drummond, even though the latter might be hung down with diamonds.

The object of this criticism was meantime congratulating herself that

she had accomplished the last and most dreaded of the day’s ceremonies,

and, so far as she knew, had gone through it without disaster. She

certainly felt as if she never had eaten so much in her life, and she

thought to herself that, taking into consideration the mental anxiety

and the loss of time involved in the consumption of one of these grand

dinners, she infinitely preferred the tea and poached eggs which formed

her ordinary repast. Pamela was at the piano, looking a long way off in

the dim pink light of the shaded room, and was playing such strange

music as Francie had never heard before, and secretly hoped never to

hear again. She had always believed herself to be extremely fond of

music, and was wont to feel very sentimental when she and one of that

tribe whom it is to be feared she spoke of as her “fellows,” sat on the

rocks at the back of Kingstown pier and listened to the band playing

“Dorothy,” or “The Lost Chord,” in the dark of the summer evening; but

these minor murmurings, that seemed to pass by steep and painful

chromatic paths from one woe to another, were to her merely exercises of

varying difficulty and ugliness, in which Miss Dysart never seemed to

get the chords quite right. She was too shy to get up and search for

amusement among the books and papers upon a remote table, and

accordingly she lay back in her chair and regarded Lady Dysart and Miss

Hope-Drummond, both comfortably absorbed in conversation, and wondered

whether she should ever have money enough to buy herself a tea-gown.

The door opened, and Christopher sauntered in; he looked round the room

through his eye-glass, and then wandered towards the piano, where he sat

down beside Pamela. Francie viewed this proceeding with less resentment

than if he had been any other man in the world; she did not so much mind

a neglect in which Miss Hope-Drummond was equally involved, and she was

rather frightened than otherwise, when soon afterwards she saw him, in

evident obedience to a hint from his sister, get up and come towards her

with a large photograph-book under his arm. He sat down beside her, and,

with what Pamela, watching from the distant piano, felt to be touching

docility, began to expound its contents to her. He had done this thing

so often before, and he knew, or thought he knew so well what people

were going to say, that nothing but the unfailing proprietary interest

in his own handiwork supported him on these occasions. He had not,

however, turned many pages before he found that Francie’s comments were

by no means of the ordinary tepid and perfunctory sort. The Oxford

chapels were, it is true, surveyed by her in anxious silence; but a

crowd of undergraduates leaning over a bridge to look at an eight--an

instantaneous photograph of a bump-race, with its running accompaniment

of maniacs on the bank--Christopher’s room, with Dinah sitting in his

armchair with a pipe in her mouth--were all examined and discussed with

fervid interest, and a cry of unfeigned excitement greeted the page on

which his own photography made its _début_ with a deep-brown portrait of

Pamela.

“Mercy on us! That’s not Miss Dysart! What has she her face blackened

for?”

“Oh, I did that when I didn’t know much about it last winter, and it’s

rather over-exposed,” answered Christopher, regarding his work of art

with a lenient parental eye.

“The poor thing! And was it the cold turned her black that way?”

Christopher glanced at his companion’s face to see whether this

ignorance was genuine, but before he had time to offer the scientific

explanation, she had pounced on a group below.

“Why, isn’t that the butler? Goodness! he’s the dead image of the Roman

Emperors in Mangnall’s questions! And who are all the other people? I

declare, one of them’s that queer man I saw in the hall with the old

gentleman--” She stopped and stammered as she realised that she had

touched on what must necessarily be a difficult subject.

“Yes, this is a photograph of the servants,” said Christopher, filling

the pause with compassionate speed, “and that’s James Canavan. You’ll

see him to-morrow night taking a leading part in Garry’s theatricals.”

“Why, d’ye tell me that man can act?”

“Act? I should think so!” he laughed, as if at some recollection or

other. “He can do anything he tries, or thinks he can. He began by being

a sort of hedge-schoolmaster, but he was too mad to stick to it. Anyhow,

my father took him up, and put him into the agency office, and now he’s

his valet, and teaches Garry arithmetic when he’s at home, and writes

poems and plays. I envy you your first sight of James Canavan on the

boards,” he ended, laughing again.

“The boards!” Francie thought to herself, “I wonder is it like a

circus?”

The photographs progressed serenely after this. Francie began to learn

something of the discreetness that must be observed in inspecting

amateur portrait photography, and Christopher, on his side, found he was

being better entertained by Miss Mullen’s cousin than he could have

believed possible. They turned page after page steadily and

conversationally, until Christopher made a pause of unconscious pride

and affection at a group of photographs of yachts in different

positions.

“These are some of the best I have,” he said; “that’s my boat, and that

is Mr. Lambert’s.”

“Oh, the nasty thing! I’m sure I don’t want to see _her_ again! and I

shouldn’t think you did either!” with an uncertain glance at him. It had

seemed to her when, once or twice before, she had spoken of the accident

to him, that it was a subject he did not care about. “Mr. Lambert says

that the upsetting wasn’t her fault a bit, and he likes going out in her

just the same. I think he’s a very brave man, don’t you?”

“Oh, very,” replied Christopher perfunctorily; “but he rather overdoes

it, I think, sometimes, and you know you got the worst of that

business.”

“I think _you_ must have had the worst of it,” she said timidly. “I

never was able to half thank you--” Even the equalising glow from the

pink lampshades could not conceal the deepening of the colour in her

cheeks.

“Oh, please don’t try,” interrupted Christopher, surprised into a

fellow-feeling of shyness, and hastily turning over the yachting page;

“it was nothing at all.”

“Indeed, I wanted to say it to you before,” persevered Francie, “that

time at the bazaar, but there always were people there. Charlotte told

me that only for you the pike would be eating me at the bottom of the

lake!” she ended with a nervous laugh.

“What a very unpleasant thing to say, and not strictly true,” said

Christopher lightly. “Do you recognise Miss Mullen in this?” he went on,

hurrying from the subject.

“Oh, how pretty!” cried Francie, peering into a small and dark picture;

“but I don’t see Charlotte. It’s the waterfall in the grounds, isn’t

it?”

Pamela looked over from the piano again, amazed to hear her brother’s

voice raised in loud laughter. There was no denying that the picture was

like a waterfall, and Francie at first rejected with scorn the

explanation that it represented a Sunday-school feast.

“Ah, go on, Mr. Dysart! Why, I see the white water and the black rocks,

and all!”

“That’s the table-cloth, and the black rocks are the children’s faces,

and that’s Miss Mullen.”

“Well, I’m very glad you never took any Sunday-school feast ever _I_ was

at, if that’s what you make them look like.”

“You don’t mean to say you go to Sunday-school feasts?”

“Yes, why wouldn’t I? I never missed one till this year; they’re the

grandest fun out!”

Christopher stared at her. He was not prepared for a religious aspect in

Miss Mullen’s remarkable young cousin.

“Do you teach in Sunday-schools?” He tried to keep the incredulity out

of his voice, but Francie caught the tone.

“You’re very polite! I suppose you think I know nothing at all, but I

can tell you I could say down all the judges of Israel, or the

journeyings of St. Paul this minute, and that’s more than you could do!”

“By Jove, it is!” answered Christopher, with another laugh. “And is that

what you talk about at school feasts?”

Francie laid her head back on the cushion of her chair, and looked at

him from under her lowered eyelashes. “Wouldn’t you like to know?” she

said. She suddenly found that this evening she was not in the least

afraid of Mr. Dysart. There were some, notably Roddy Lambert, who called

him a prig, but she said to herself that she’d tell him as soon as she

saw him that Mr. Dysart was a very nice young man, and not a bit

stuck-up.

“Very much,” Christopher replied, sticking his eye-glass into his eye,

“that was why I asked.” He really felt curious to know more of this

unwonted young creature, with her ingenuous impudence and her lovely

face. If anyone else had said the things that she had said, he would

have been either bored or revolted, and it is possibly worth noting

that, concurrently with a nascent interest in Francie, he was

consciously surprised that he was neither bored nor revolted. Perhaps it

was the influence of the half-civilised northern music that Pamela was

playing, with its blood-stirring freshness, like the whistling wind of

dawn, and its strange snatches of winding sweetness, that woke some

slumbering part of him to a sense of her charm and youth. But Pamela

guessed nothing of what Grieg’s “Peer Gynt” was doing for her brother,

and only thought how gallantly he was fulfilling her behest.

Before he said good-night to Francie, Christopher had learned a good

deal that he did not know before. He had heard how she and Mr. Whitty,

paraphrased as “a friend of mine,” had got left behind on Bray Head,

while the rest of the Sunday-school excursion was being bundled into the

train, and how she and the friend had missed three trains, from causes

not thoroughly explained, and how Mr. Lambert, who had gone there with

her, just for the fun of the thing, had come back to look for them, and

had found them having tea in the station refreshment room, and had been

mad. He had heard also of her stay at Kingstown, and of how a certain

Miss Carrie Jemmison--sister, as was explained, of another “friend”--was

wont to wake her up early to go out bathing, by the simple expedient of

pulling a string which hung out of the bedroom window over the hall

door, and led thence to Miss Fitzpatrick’s couch, where it was fastened

to her foot; in fact, by half-past ten o’clock, he had gathered a

surprisingly accurate idea of Miss Fitzpatrick’s manner of life, and had

secretly been a good deal taken aback by it.

He said to himself, as he smoked a final cigarette, that she must be a

nice girl somehow not to have been more vulgar than she was, and she

really must have a soul to be saved. There was something about her--some

limpid quality--that kept her transparent and fresh like a running

stream, and cool, too, he thought, with a grin and with a great deal of

reflective stroking of Dinah’s apathetic head, as she lay on his

uncomfortable lap trying to make the best of a bad business. He had not

failed to notice the recurrence of Mr. Lambert’s name in these recitals,

and was faintly surprised that he could not call to mind having heard

Miss Fitzpatrick mentioned by that gentleman until just before her

arrival in Lismoyle. Lambert was not usually reticent about the young

ladies of his acquaintance, and from Francie’s own showing he must have

known her very well indeed. He wondered how she came to be such a friend

of his; Lambert was a first-rate man of business and all that, but there

was nothing else first-rate about him that he could see. It showed the

social poverty of the land that she should speak of him with confidence

and even admiration; it was almost pathetic that she should know no

better than to think Roddy Lambert a fine fellow. His thoughts wandered

to the upset of the _Daphne_; what an ass Lambert had made of himself

then. If she could know how remarkably near her friend, Mr. Lambert, had

come to drowning her on that occasion, she would not, perhaps, have

quoted him so largely as a final opinion upon all matters. No one blamed

a man for not being able to swim, but the fact that he was a bad swimmer

was no excuse for his losing his head and coming cursing and swearing

and doing his best to drown everyone else.

Christopher let Dinah slip on to the floor, and threw the end of his

cigarette out of the open window of his room. He listened to the sleepy

quacking of a wild-duck, and the far-away barking of the gate-house dog.

The trees loomed darkly at the end of the garden; between them glimmered

the pale ghost of the lake, streaked here and there with the long

quivering reflections of the stars, and in and through the warm summer

night, the darting flight of the bats wove a phantom net before his

eyes. The Grieg music still throbbed an untiring measure in his head,

and the thought of Lambert gave way to more accustomed meditations. He

had leaned his elbows on the sill, and did not move till some time

afterwards, when a bat brushed his face with her wings in an attempt to

get into the lighted room. Then he got up and yawned a rather dreary

yawn.

“Well, the world’s a very pretty place,” he said to himself; “it’s a

pity it doesn’t seem to meet all the requirements of the situation.”

He was still young enough to forget at times the conventionality of

cynicism.

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