IV.

Miss Harriet Pyne was often congratulated upon the good fortune of

having such a helper and friend as Martha. As time went on this tall,

gaunt woman, always thin, always slow, gained a dignity of behavior and

simple affectionateness of look which suited the charm and dignity of

the ancient house. She was unconsciously beautiful like a saint, like

the picturesqueness of a lonely tree which lives to shelter unnumbered

lives and to stand quietly in its place. There was such rustic

homeliness and constancy belonging to her, such beautiful powers of

apprehension, such reticence, such gentleness for those who were

troubled or sick; all these gifts and graces Martha hid in her heart.

She never joined the church because she thought she was not good enough,

but life was such a passion and happiness of service that it was

impossible not to be devout, and she was always in her humble place on

Sundays, in the back pew next the door. She had been educated by a

remembrance; Helena’s young eyes forever looked at her reassuringly from

a gay girlish face. Helena’s sweet patience in teaching her own

awkwardness could never be forgotten.

“I owe everything to Miss Helena,” said Martha, half aloud, as she sat

alone by the window; she had said it to herself a thousand times. When

she looked in the little keepsake mirror she always hoped to see some

faint reflection of Helena Vernon, but there was only her own brown old

New England face to look back at her wonderingly.

Miss Pyne went less and less often to pay visits to her friends in

Boston; there were very few friends left to come to Ashford and make

long visits in the summer, and life grew more and more monotonous. Now

and then there came news from across the sea and messages of

remembrance, letters that were closely written on thin sheets of paper,

and that spoke of lords and ladies, of great journeys, of the death of

little children and the proud successes of boys at school, of the

wedding of Helena Dysart’s only daughter; but even that had happened

years ago. These things seemed far away and vague, as if they belonged

to a story and not to life itself; the true links with the past were

quite different. There was the unvarying flock of ground-sparrows that

Helena had begun to feed; every morning Martha scattered crumbs for them

from the side doorsteps while Miss Pyne watched from the dining-room

window, and they were counted and cherished year by year.

Miss Pyne herself had many fixed habits, but little ideality or

imagination, and so at last it was Martha who took thought for her

mistress, and gave freedom to her own good taste. After a while, without

any one’s observing the change, the every-day ways of doing things in

the house came to be the stately ways that had once belonged only to the

entertainment of guests. Happily both mistress and maid seized all

possible chances for hospitality, yet Miss Harriet nearly always sat

alone at her exquisitely served table with its fresh flowers, and the

beautiful old china which Martha handled so lovingly that there was no

good excuse for keeping it hidden on closet shelves. Every year when the

old cherry-trees were in fruit, Martha carried the round white old

English dish with a fretwork edge, full of pointed green leaves and

scarlet cherries, to the minister, and his wife never quite understood

why every year he blushed and looked so conscious of the pleasure, and

thanked Martha as if he had received a very particular attention. There

was no pretty suggestion toward the pursuit of the fine art of

housekeeping in Martha’s limited acquaintance with newspapers that she

did not adopt; there was no refined old custom of the Pyne housekeeping

that she consented to let go. And every day, as she had promised, she

thought of Miss Helena,—oh, many times in every day: whether this thing

would please her, or that be likely to fall in with her fancy or ideas

of fitness. As far as was possible the rare news that reached Ashford

through an occasional letter or the talk of guests was made part of

Martha’s own life, the history of her own heart. A worn old geography

often stood open at the map of Europe on the light-stand in her room,

and a little old-fashioned gilt button, set with a bit of glass like a

ruby, that had broken and fallen from the trimming of one of Helena’s

dresses, was used to mark the city of her dwelling-place. In the changes

of a diplomatic life Martha followed her lady all about the map.

Sometimes the button was at Paris, and sometimes at Madrid; once, to her

great anxiety, it remained long at St. Petersburg. For such a slow

scholar Martha was not unlearned at last, since everything about life in

these foreign towns was of interest to her faithful heart. She satisfied

her own mind as she threw crumbs to the tame sparrows; it was all part

of the same thing and for the same affectionate reasons.

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