Neale found lodgings. Being without food or bed or wash for two days and

nights was not helpful to the task he must accomplish--the conquering

of his depression. He ate and slept long, and the following day he took

time to make himself comfortable and presentable before he sallied

forth to find the offices of the engineer corps. Then he walked on as

directed, and heard men talking of Indian ambushes and troops.

When at length he reached the headquarters of the engineer corps he was

greeted with restraint by his old officers and associates; was surprised

and at a loss to understand their attitude.

Even in General Lodge there was a difference. Neale gathered at once

that something had happened to put out of his chief’s mind the interest

that officer surely must have in Neale’s trip to Washington. And after

greeting him, the first thing General Lodge said gave warrant to the

rumors of trouble with Indians.

“My train was to have been ambushed at Deep Cut,” he explained. “Big

force of Sioux. We were amazed to find them so far west. It would have

been a massacre--but for Casey.... We have no particulars yet, for

the wire is cut. But we know what Casey did. He ran the gantlet of

the Indians through that cut.... He was on a gravel-car running wild

down-hill. You know the grade, Neale.... Of course his intention was

to hold up my train--block us before we reached the ambushed cut. There

must have been a broken brake, for he derailed the car not half a

mile ahead of us. My engineer saw the runaway flat-car and feared a

collision.... Casey threw a railroad tie--on the track--in front of

him.... We found him under the car--crushed--dying--”

General Lodge’s voice thickened and slowed a little. He looked down. His

face appeared quite pale.

Neale began to quiver in the full presaging sense of a revelation.

“My engineer, Tom Daley, reached Casey’s side just the instant before he

died,” said General Lodge, resuming his story. “In fact, Daley was

the only one of us who did see Casey alive.... Casey’s last words were

‘ambush--Sooz--’ Deep Cut,’ and then ‘me fri’nd Neale!’... We were at a

loss to understand what he meant--that is, at first. We found Casey with

this little note-book and his pipe tight between his teeth.”

The chief gave the note-book to Neale, who received it with a trembling

hand.

“You can see the marks of Casey’s teeth in the leather. It was difficult

to extract the book. He held on like grim death. Oh! Casey was grim

death.... We could not pull his black pipe out at all. We left it

between his set jaws, where it always had been--where it belonged.... I

ordered him interred that way.... So they buried him out there along the

track.” The chief’s low voice ceased, and he stood motionless a moment,

his brow knotted, his eyes haunted, yet bright with a glory of tribute

to a hero.

Neale heard the ticking of a watch and the murmur of the street outside.

He felt the soft little note-book in his hand. And the strangest

sensation shuddered over him. He drew his breath sharply.

When General Lodge turned again to face him, Neale saw him

differently--aloof, somehow removed, indistinct.

“Casey meant that note-book for you,” said the general, “It belonged

to the woman, Beauty Stanton. It contained a letter, evidently written

while she was dying.... This developed when Daley began to read aloud.

We all heard. The instant I understood it was a letter intended for

you I took the book. No more was read. We were all crowded round

Daley--curious, you know. There were visitors on my train--and your

enemy Lee. I’m sorry--but, no matter. You see it couldn’t be helped....

That’s all....”

Neale was conscious of calamity. It lay in his hand. “Poor old Casey!”

he murmured. Then he remembered. Stanton dying! What had happened? He

could not trust himself to read that message before Lodge, and, bowing,

he left the room. But he had to grope his way through the lobby, so dim

had become his sight. By the time he reached the street he had lost

his self-control. Something burnt his hand. It was the little

leather note-book. He had not the nerve to open it. What had been the

implication in General Lodge’s strange words?

He gazed with awe at the tooth-marks on the little book. How had Casey

come by anything of Beauty Stanton’s? Could it be true that she was

dead?

Then again he was accosted in the street. A heavy hand, a deep voice

arrested his progress. His eyes, sweeping up from the path, saw fringed

and beaded buckskin, a stalwart form, a bronzed and bearded face, and

keen, gray eyes warm with the light of gladness. He was gripped in hands

of iron.

“Son! hyar you air--an’ it’s the savin’ of me!” exclaimed a deep,

familiar voice.

“Slingerland!” cried Neale, and he grasped his old friend as a drowning

man at an anchor-rope. “My God! What will happen next?... Oh, I’m glad

to find you!... All these years! Slingerland, I’m in trouble!”

“Son, I reckon I know,” replied the other.

Neale shivered. Why did men look at him so? This old trapper had too

much simplicity, too big a heart, to hide his pity.

“Come! Somewhere--out of the crowd!” cried Neale, dragging at

Slingerland. “Don’t talk. Don’t tell me anything. Wait!... I’ve a letter

here--that’s going to be hell!”

Neale stumbled along out of the crowded street, he did not know where,

and with death in his soul he opened Beauty Stanton’s book. And he read:

You called me that horrible name. You struck me. You’ve killed me. I

lie here dying. Oh, Neale! I’m dying--and I loved you. I came to you

to prove it. If you had not been so blind--so stupid! My prayer is that

some one will see this I’m writing--and take it to you.

Ancliffe brought your sweetheart, Allie Lee, to me--to hide her from

Durade. He told me to find you and then he died. He had been stabbed in

saving her from Durade’s gang. And Hough, too, was killed.

Neale, I looked at Allie Lee, and then I understood your ruin. You fool!

She was not dead, but alive. Innocent and sweet like an angel! Ah, the

wonder of it in Benton! Neale, she did not know--did not feel the kind

of a woman I am. She changed me--crucified me. She put her face on my

breast. And I have that touch with me now, blessed, softening.

I locked her in a room and hurried out to find you. For the first time

in years I had a happy moment. I understood why you had never cared for

me. I respected you. Then I would have gone to hell for you. It was my

joy that you must owe your happiness to me--that I would be the one to

give you back Allie Lee and hope, and the old, ambitious life. Oh, I

gloried in my power. It was sweet. You would owe every kiss of hers,

every moment of pride, to the woman you had repulsed. That was to be my

revenge.

And I found you, and in the best hour of my bitter life--when I had

risen above the woman of shame, above thought of self--then you, with

hellish stupidity, imagined I was seeking you--YOU for myself! Your

annoyance, your scorn, robbed me of my wits. I could not tell you. I

could only speak her name and bid you come.

You branded me before that grinning crowd, you struck me! And the fires

of hell--MY hell--burst in my heart. I ran out of there--mad to kill

your soul--to cause you everlasting torment. I swore I would give that

key of Allie Lee’s room to the first man who entered my house.

The first man was Larry Red King. He was drunk. He looked wild. I

welcomed him. I sent him to her room.

But Larry King was your friend. I had forgotten that. He came out with

her. He was sober and terrible. Like the mad woman that I was I rushed

at him to tear her away. He shot me. I see his eyes now. But oh, thank

God, he shot me! It was a deliverance.

I fell on the stairs, but I saw that flaming-faced devil kill four of

Durade’s men. He got Allie Lee out. Later I heard he had been killed and

that Durade had caught the girl.

Neale, hurry to find her. Kill that Spaniard. No man could tell why he

has spared her, but I tell you he will not spare her long.

Don’t ever forget Hough or Ancliffe or that terrible cowboy. Ancliffe’s

death was beautiful. I am cold. It’s hard to write. All is darkening. I

hear the moan of wind. Forgive me! Neale, the difference between me and

Allie Lee--is a good man’s love. Men are blind to woman’s agony. She

laid her cheek here--on my breast. I--who always wanted a child. I shall

die alone. No--I think God is here. There is some one! After all, I was

a woman. Neale forgive--

31

“Wor I there?” echoed McDermott, as he wiped the clammy sweat from his

face. “B’gosh, I wor!”

It was half-past five. There appeared to be an unusual number of men on

the street, not so hurried and business-like and merry as generally, and

given to collecting in groups, low-voiced and excited.

General Lodge drew McDermott inside. “Come. You need a bracer. Man, you

look sick,” he said.

At the bar McDermott’s brown and knotty hand shook as he lifted a glass

and gulped a drink of whisky.

“Gineral, I ain’t the mon I wuz,” complained McDermott. “Casey’s gone!

An’ we had hell wid the Injuns gittin’ here. An’ thin jest afther I

stepped off the train--it happened.”

“What happened? I’ve heard conflicting reports. My men are out trying to

get news. Tell me, Sandy,” replied the general, eagerly.

“Afther hearin’ of Casey’s finish I was shure needin’ stimulants,” began

the Irishman. “An’ prisintly I drhopped into that Durade’s Palace. I had

my drink, an’ thin went into the big room where the moosic wuz. It shure

wuz a palace. A lot of thim swells with frock-coats wuz there. B’gorra

they ain’t above buckin’ the tiger. Some of thim I knew. That Misther

Lee, wot wuz once a commissioner of the U. P., he wor there with a party

of friends.

“An’ I happened to be close by thim whin a gurl come out. She was shure

purty. But thot sad! Her eyes wor turrible hauntin’, an’ roight off

I wanted to start a foight. She wor lookin’ fer Durade, as I seen

afterwards.

“Wal, the minnit that Lee seen the gurl he acted strange. I wuz standin’

close an’ I went closer. ‘Most exthraordinary rezemblance,’ he kept

sayin’. An’ thin he dug into his vest fer a pocket-book, an’ out of that

he took a locket. He looked at it--thin at the little gurl who looked

so sad. Roight off he turned the color of a sheet. ‘Gintlemen, look!’ he

sez. They all looked, an’ shure wuz sthruck with somethin’.

“‘Gintlemen,’ sez Lee, ‘me wife left me years ago--ran off West wid a

gambler. If she iver hed a child--thot gurl is thot child. Fer she’s the

livin’ image of me wife nineteen years ago!’

“Some of thim laughed at him--some of thim stared. But Lee wuz dead in

earnest an’ growin’ more excited ivery min nit. I heerd him mutter

low: ‘My Gawd! it can’t be! Her child!... In a gamblin’ hell! But that

face!... Ah! where else could I expect the child of such a mother?’

“An’ Lee went closer to where the gurl was waitin’. His party follered

an’ I follered too.... Jest whin the moosic sthopped an’ the gurl looked

up--thin she seen Lee. Roight out he sthepped away from the crowd. He

wuz whiter ‘n a ghost. An’ the gurl she seemed paralyzed. Sthrange it

wor to see how she an’ him looked alike thin.

“The crowd seen somethin’ amiss, an’ went quiet, starin’ an’ nudgin’....

Gineral, dom’ me if the gurl’s face didn’t blaze. I niver seen the

loike. An’ she sthepped an’ come straight fer Lee. An’ whin she sthopped

she wuz close enough to touch him. Her eyes wor great burnin’ holes an’

her face shone somethin’ wonderful.

“Lee put up a shakin’ hand.

“‘Gurl,’ he sez, ‘did yez iver hear of Allison Lee?’

“An’ all her seemed to lift.

“‘He is my father!’ she cried. ‘I am Allie Lee!’

“Ah! thin that crowd wuz split up by a mon wot hurried through. He wuz

a greaser--one of thim dandies on dress an’ diamonds--a handsome,

wicked-lookin’ gambler. Seein’ the gurl, he snarled, ‘Go back there!’

an’ he pointed. She niver even looked at him.

“Some wan back of me sez thot’s Durade. Wal, it was! An’ sudden he seen

who the gurl wuz watchin’--Lee.

“Thot Durade turned green an’ wild-eyed an’ stiff. But thot couldn’t

hould a candle to Lee. Shure he turned into a fiend. He bit out a

Spanish name, nothin’ loike Durade.

“An’ loike a hissin’ snake Durade sez, ‘Allison Lee!’

“Thin there wuz a dead-lock between thim two men, wid the crowd waitin’

fer hell to pay. Life-long inimies, sez I, to meself, an’ I hed the

whole story.

“Durade began to limber up. Any man what knows a greaser would have been

lookin’ fer blood. ‘She--wint--back--to yez!’ panted Durade.

“‘No--thief--Spanish dog! I have not seen her for nineteen years,’ sez

Lee.

“The gurl spoke up: ‘Mother is dead! Killed by Injuns!’

“Thin Lee cried out, ‘Did she leave HIM?’

“‘Yes, she did,’ sez the gurl. ‘She wuz goin’ back. Home! Takin’

me home. But the caravan wuz attacked by Injuns. An’ all but me wor

massacred.”

“Durade cut short the gurl’s spache. If I iver seen a reptoile it wuz

thin.

“‘Lee, they both left me,’ he hisses. ‘I tracked them. I lost the

mother, but caught the daughter.’

“Thin thot Durade lost his spache fer a minnit, foamin’ at the mouth

wid rage. If yez niver seen a greaser mad thin yez niver seen the rale

thin’. His face changed yaller an’ ould an’ wrinkled, wid spots of red.

His lip curled up loike a wolf’s, an’ his eyes--they wint down to little

black points of hell’s fire. He wuz crazy.

“‘Look at her!’ he yelled. ‘Allie Lee! Flesh an’ blood yez can’t deny!

Her baby!... An’ she’s been my slave--my dog to beat an’ kick! She’s

been through Benton! A toy fer the riff-raff of the camps!... She’s as

vile an’ black an’ lost as her treacherous mother!’

“Allison Lee shrunk under thot shame. But the gurl! Lord! she niver

looked wot she was painted by thot devil. She stood white an’ still,

like an angel above judgment.

“Durade drew one of thim little derringers. An’ sudden he hild it on

Lee, hissin’ now in his greaser talk. I niver seen sich hellish joy on a

human face. Murder was nothin’ to thot look.

“Jist thin I seen Neale an’ Slingerland, an’, by Gawd! I thought I’d

drop. They seemed to loom up. The girl screamed wild-loike an’ she

swayed about to fall. Neale leaped in front of Lee.

“‘Durade!’ he spit out, an’ dom’ me if I didn’t expect to see the roof

fly off.”

McDermott wiped his moist face and tipped his empty glass to his lips,

and swallowed hard. His light-blue eyes held a glint.

“Gineral,” he went on, “yez know Neale. How big he is! Wot nerve he’s

got! There niver wor a mon his equal on the U. P. ‘ceptin’ Casey.... But

me, nor any wan, nor yez, either, ever seen Neale loike he wuz thin. He

niver hesitated an inch, but wint roight fer Durade. Any dom’ fool,

even a crazy greaser, would hev seen his finish in Neale. Durade changed

quick from hot to cold. An’ he shot Neale.

“Neale laughed. Funny ringin’ sort of laugh, full of thot same joy

Durade hed sung out to Lee. Hate an’ love of blood it wor. Yez would hev

thought Neale felt wonderful happy to sthop a bullet.

“Thin his hand shot out an’ grabbed Durade.... He jerked him off his

feet an’ swung him round. The little derringer flew, an’ Sandy McDermott

wuz the mon who picked it up. It’ll be Neale’s whin I see him.... Durade

jabbered fer help. But no wan come. Thot big trapper Slingerland stood

there with two guns, an’ shure he looked bad. Neale slung Durade around,

spillin’ some fellars who didn’t dodge quick, an’ thin he jerked him up

backwards.

“An’ Durade come up with a long knife in the one hand he had free.

“Neale yelled, ‘Lee, take the gurl out!’

“I seen thin she hed fainted in Lee’s arms. He lifted her--moved

away--an’ thin I seen no more of thim.

“Durade made wild an’ wicked lunges at Neale, only to be jerked off

his balance. I heerd the bones crack in the arm Neale held. The greaser

screamed. Sudden he wuz turned agin, an’ swung backwards so thot Neale

grabbed the other arm--the wan wot held the knife. It wuz a child in the

grasp of a giant. Neale shure looked beautiful, I niver wished so much

in me loife fer Casey as thin. He would hev enjoyed thot foight, fer he

bragged of his friendship fer Neale. An’--”

“Go on, man, end your story!” ordered the general, breathlessly.

“Wal, b’gorra, there wuz more crackin’ of bones, an’ sich screams as

I niver heerd from a mon. Tumble, blood-curdlin’!... Neale held both

Durade’s hands an’ wuz squeezin’ thot knife-handle so the greaser

couldn’t let go.

“Thin Neale drew out thot hand of Durade’s--the wan wot held the

knife--an’ made Durade jab himself, low down!... My Gawd! how thot

jenteel Spaniard howled! I seen the blade go in an’ come out red. Thin

Slingerland tore thim apart, an’ the greaser fell. He warn’t killed.

Mebbe he ain’t goin’ to croak. But he’ll shure hev to l’ave Roarin’

City, an he’ll shure be a cripple fer loife.”

McDermott looked at the empty glass.

“That’s all, Gineral. An’ if it’s jist the same to yez I’ll hev another

drink.”

32

The mere sight of Warren Neale had transformed life for Allie Lee.

The shame of being forced to meet degraded men, the pain from Durade’s

blows, the dread that every hour he would do the worst by her or

kill her, the sudden and amazing recognition between her and her

father--these became dwarfed and blurred in the presence of the glorious

truth that Neale was there.

She had recognized him with reeling senses and through darkening eyes.

She had seen him leap before her father to confront that glittering-eyed

Durade. She had neither fear for him nor pity for the Spaniard.

Sensations of falling, of being carried, of the light and dust and noise

of the street, of men around her, of rooms and the murmur of voices, of

being worked over and spoken to by a kindly woman, of swallowing what

was put to her mouth, of answering questions, of letting other clothes

be put upon her; she was as if in a trance, aware of all going on

about her, but with consciousness riveted upon one stunning fact--his

presence. When she was left alone this state gradually wore away, and

there remained a throbbing, quivering suspense of love. Her despair had

ended. The spirit that had upheld her through all the long, dark hours

had reached its fulfilment.

She lay on a couch in a small room curtained off from another, the

latter large and light, and from which came a sound of low voices. She

heard the quick tread of men; a door opened.

“Lee, I congratulate you. A narrow escape!” exclaimed a deep voice, with

something sharp, authoritative in it.

“General Lodge, it was indeed a narrow shave for me,” replied another

voice, low and husky.

Allie slowly sat up, with the dreamy waiting abstraction less strong.

Her father, Allison Lee, and General Lodge, Neale’s old chief, were

there in the other room.

“Neale almost killed Durade! Broke him! Cut him all up!” said the

general, with agitation. “I had it from McDermott, one of my spikers--a

reliable man.... Neale was shot--perhaps cut, too.... But he doesn’t

seem to know it.”

Allie sprang up, transfixed and thrilling.

“Neale almost killed--him!” echoed Allison Lee, hoarsely. Then followed

a sound of a chair falling.

“Indeed, Allison, it’s true,” broke in a strange voice. “The street’s

full of men--all talking--all stirred up.”

Other men entered the room.

“Is Neale here?” queried General Lodge, sharply.

“They’re trying to hold him up--in the office. The boys want to pat him

on the back.... Durade was not liked,” replied some one.

“Is Neale badly hurt?”

“I don’t know. He looked it. He was all bloody.”

“Colonel Dillon, did you see Neale?” went on the sharp, eager voice.

“Yes. He seemed dazed--wild. Probably badly hurt. Yet he moved steadily.

No one could stop him,” answered another strange voice.

“Ah! here comes McDermott!” exclaimed General Lodge. Allie’s ears

throbbed to a slow, shuffling, heavy tread. Her consciousness received

the fact of Neale’s injury, but her heart refused to accept it as

perilous. God could not mock her faith by a last catastrophe.

“Sandy--you’ve seen Neale?”

Allie loved this sharp, keen voice for its note of dread. “Shure.

B’gorra, yez couldn’t hilp seein’ him. He’s as big as a hill an’ his

shirt’s as red as Casey’s red wan. I wint to give him the little gun

wot Durade pulled on him. Dom’ me! he looked roight at me an’ niver seen

me,” replied the Irishman.

“Lee, you will see Neale?” queried General Lodge. There was a silence.

“No,” presently came a cold reply. “It is not necessary. He saved

me--injury perhaps. I am grateful. I’ll reward him.”

“How?” rang General Lodge’s voice.

“Gold, of course. Neale was a gambler. Probably he had a grudge

against this Durade.... I need not meet Neale, it seems, I am

somewhat--overwrought. I wish to spare myself further excitement.”

“Lee--listen!” returned General Lodge, violently. “Neale is a splendid

young man--the nerviest, best engineer I ever knew. I predicted great

things for him. They have come true.”

“That doesn’t interest me.”

“You’ll hear it, anyhow. He saved the life of this girl who has turned

out to be your daughter. He took care of her. He loved her--was engaged

to marry her.... Then he lost her. And after that he was half mad. It

nearly ruined him.”

“I do not credit that. It was gambling, drink--and bad women that ruined

him.”

“No!”

“But, pardon me, General. If--as you intimate--there was an attachment

between him and my unfortunate child, would he have become an associate

of gamblers and vicious women?”

“He would not. The nature of his fury, the retribution he visited upon

this damned Spaniard, prove the manner of man he is.”

“Wild indeed. But hardly from a sense of loyalty. These camps breed

blood-spillers. I heard you say that.”

“You’ll hear me say something more, presently,” retorted the other, with

heat scarcely controlled. “But we’re wasting time. I don’t insist that

you see Neale. That’s your affair. It seems to me the least you could do

would be to thank him. I certainly advise you not to offer him gold. I

do insist, however, that you let him see the girl!”

“No!”

“But, man.... Say, McDermott, go fetch Neale in here.”

Allie Lee heard all this strange talk with consternation. An

irresistible magnet drew her toward those curtains, which she grasped

with trembling hands, ready, but not able, to part them and enter the

room. It seemed that in there was a friend of Neale’s whom she was going

to love, and an enemy whom she was going to hate. As for Neale seeing

her--at once--only death could rob her of that.

“General Lodge, I have no sympathy for Neale,” came the cold voice of

Allison Lee.

There was no reply. Some one coughed. Footsteps sounded in the hallway,

and a hum of distant voices.

“You forget,” continued Lee, “what happened not many hours ago when your

train was saved by that dare-devil Casey--the little book held tight in

his locked teeth--the letter meant for this Neale from one of Benton’s

camp-women.... Your engineer read enough. You heard. I heard.... A

letter from a dying woman. She accused Neale of striking her--of killing

her.... She said she was dying, but she loved him.... Do you remember

that, General Lodge?”

“Yes, alas!... Lee, I don’t deny that. But--”

“There are no buts.”

“Lee, you’re hard, hard as steel. Appearances seem against Neale.

I don’t seek to extenuate them. But I know men. Neale might have

fallen--it seems he must have. These are terrible times. In anger or

drink Neale might have struck this woman.... But kill her--No!”

A gleam pierced Allie Lee’s dark bewilderment. They meant Beauty

Stanton, that beautiful, fair woman with such a white, soft bosom and

such sad eyes--she whom Larry King had shot. What a tangle of fates

and lives! She could tell them why Beauty Stanton was dying. Then other

words, like springing fire, caught Allie’s thought, and a sickening

ripple of anguish convulsed her. They believed Beauty Stanton had loved

Neale--had--Allie would have died before admitting that last thought to

her consciousness. For a second the room turned black. Her hold on

the curtains kept her from falling. With frantic and terrible

earnestness--the old dominance Neale had acquired over her--she clung

to the one truth that mattered. She loved Neale--belonged to him--and

he was there! That they were about to meet again was as strange and

wonderful a thing as had ever happened. What had she not endured? What

must he have gone through? The fiery, stinging nature of her new and

sudden pain she could not realize.

Again the strong speech became distinct to her.

“... You’ll stay here--and you, Dillon.... Don’t any one leave this

room.... Lee, you can leave, if you want. But we’ll see Neale, and so

will Allie Lee.”

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