SIDI BU ZIBBALA

RELIGIOUS persecution with isolation from the world, complete as if the

Lebanon were an atoll island in the Paumotus group; a thousand years of

slavery, and centuries innumerable of traditions of a proud past, the

whole well filtered through the curriculum of an American missionary

college, had made Maron Mohanna the strange compound that he was. Summer

and winter dressed in a greasy black frock-coat, hat tilted on his head,

as if it had been a fez; dilapidated white-topped mother-of-pearl

bebuttoned boots, a shirt which seemed to come as dirty from the wash as

it went there; his shoulders sloping and his back bent in a perpetual

squirm, Mohanna shuffled through the world with the exterior of a pimp,

but yet with certain aspirations towards a wild life which seldom are

entirely absent from any member of the Arab race. So in his village of

the Lebanon he grew to man’s estate, and drifted after the fashion of his

countrymen into a precarious business in the East. Half proxenete, half

dragoman, servile to all above him and civil for prudence’ sake to all

below, he passed through the various degrees of hotel tout, seller of

cigarettes, and guide to the antiquities of whatever town he happened to

reside in, to the full glory of a shop in which he sold embroideries,

attar of roses, embroidered slippers and all the varied trash which

tourists buy in the bazaars of the Levant. But all the time, and whilst

he studied French and English with a view to self-advancement, the

ancient glories of the Arab race were always in his mind. Himself a

Christian of the Christians, reared in that hotbed of theology the

Lebanon, where all the creeds mutually show their hatred of each other,

and display themselves in their most odious aspects; and whilst hating

the Mohammedans as a first principle of his belief, he found himself

mysteriously attracted to their creed. Not that his reason was seduced

by the teachings of the Koran, but that somehow the stately folly of the

whole scheme of life evolved by the ex-camel-driver appealed to him, as

it has oftentimes appealed to stronger minds than his. The call to

prayers, the half-contemplative, half-militant existence led by

Mohammedans; the immense simplicity of their hegemony; the idea of a not

impossible one God, beyond men’s ken, looking down frostily through the

stars upon the plains, a Being to be evoked without much hope of being

influenced, took hold of him and set him thinking whether all members of

the Arab race ought not to hold one faith. And in addition to his

speculations upon faith and race, vaguely at times it crossed his mind,

as I believe it often crosses the minds of almost every Arab (and Syrians

not a few), “If all else fail, I can retire into the desert, join the

tribes and pass a pleasant life, sure of a wife or two, a horse, a lance,

a long flint gun, a bowl of camel’s milk, and a black tent in which to

rest at night.”

Little indeed are the chances of a young educated Syrian to make his

living in the Lebanon. A certain modicum of the young men is always

absorbed into the ranks of the various true faiths which send out

missionaries to convert Arab-speaking races, and those so absorbed

generally pass their lives preaching shamefacedly that which they

partially believe, to those whose faith is fixed. Others again gravitate

naturally to Cairo to seek for Government employment, or to write in the

Arabic press, taking sides for England or for France, as the editors of

the opposing papers make it worth their while. But the great bulk of the

intellectual Syrian proletariat emigrates to New York and there lives in

a quarter by itself, engaging in all kinds of little industries, dealing

in Oriental curiosities, or publishing newspapers in the Arab tongue.

There they pass much of their time lounging at their shop-doors with

slippers down at heel, in smoking cigarettes, in drinking arrack, and in

speculating when their native country shall be free.

To none of these well-recognized careers did Maron Mohanna feel himself

impelled. Soon tiring of his shop he went to Egypt, worked on a

newspaper, and then became a teacher of Arabic to Europeans; was taken by

one of them to London, where he passed some years earning a threadbare

livelihood by translating Arabic documents and writing for the press.

When out of work he tramped about the streets to cheat his hunger, and if

in funds frequented music-halls, and lavished his hard-earned money on

the houris who frequent such places, describing them as “fine and tall,

too fond of drink, and perhaps colder in the blood than are the women of

the East.” Not often did his fortunes permit him such extravagances, and

he began to pass his life hanging about the City in the wake of the

impossible gang of small company-promoters, who in the purlieus of the

financial world weave shoddy Utopias, and are the cause of much vain

labour to postmen and some annoyance to the public, but who as far as I

can see live chiefly upon hope deferred, for their prospectuses seem to

be generally cast into the basket, from which no share list ever has

returned. But in the darkest of poor Maron Mohanna’s blackest days, his

dreams about the Arab race never forsook him, and he studied much to

master all the subtleties of his native tongue, talking with Arabs,

Easterns, Persians, and the like in the lunch-room of the British Museum,

where scholars of all nations, blear-eyed and bent, eat sawdust

sandwiches and drink lemonade, whilst wearing out their eyes and lives

for pittances which a dock labourer would turn from in disgust. Much did

the shivering Easterns confabulate, much did they talk of grammar, of

niceties of diction, much did they dispute, often they talked of women,

sometimes of horses, for on both all Easterns, no matter how they pass

their lives, have much to say, and what they say is often worth

attention, for in both matters their ancestors were learned when ours

rode shaggy ponies, and their one miserable wife wrestled with fifteen

fair-haired children in the damp forests where the Briton was evolved.

How long Maron Mohanna dwelt in London is matter of uncertainty, to what

abyss of poverty he fell, or if in the worst times he tramped the

Embankment, sleeping on a bench and dreaming ever of the future of the

Arab race, is not set down. The next act of his life finds him the

trusted manager of the West African Company at Cape Juby. There he

enjoyed a salary duly paid every quarter, and was treated with much

deference by the employees as being the only man the company employed who

could speak Arabic. Report avers he had embraced either the Wesleyan or

the Baptist faith, as the chief shareholders of the affair were

Nonconformists, whose ancestors having (as they alleged) enjoyed much

persecution for their faith, were well resolved that every one who came

within their power should outwardly, at least, conform to their own

tenets in dogma and church government.

Established at Cape Juby, Maron Mohanna for the first time enjoyed

consideration, and for a while the world went well with him. He duly

wrote reports, inspected goods, watched the arrival of the _Sahara_, the

schooner which came once a month from Lanzarote, and generally

endeavoured to discharge the duties of a manager, with some success. The

chiefs Mohammed-wold-el-Biruc and Bu-Dabous, with others from the

far-distant districts of El Juf, El Hodh, and from Tishit, all flattered

him, offering him women from their various tribes and telling him that he

too was of their blood. So by degrees either the affinity of race, the

community of language or the provoking commonness of his European

comrades, drew him to seek his most congenial friends amongst the natives

of the place. Then came the woman: the woman who always creeps into the

life of man as the snake crept into the garden by the Euphrates; and

Mohanna knowing that by so doing he forfeited all chance of his career,

gave up his post, married an Arab girl, and became a desert Arab, living

on dates and camel’s milk in the black Bedouin tents. Children he had,

to whom, though desert-born, he gave the names of Christians, feeling

perhaps the nostalgia of civilization in the wilds, as he had felt before

the nostalgia of the desert, in his blood. And living in the desert with

his hair grown long, dressed in the blue “baft” clothes, a spear in his

hand and shod with sandals, he yet looked like a European clerk in

masquerade.

The bushy plains stretched like an ocean towards the mysterious regions

of El Juf and Timbuctoo, Wadan, Tijigja, Atar and Shingiet, and the wild

steppes where the Tuaregs veiled to the eyes roam as they roamed before

they hastened to the call of Jusuf-ibn Tachfin to invade El Andalos and

lose the battle at Las Navas de Tolosa: the battle where San Isidro in a

shepherd’s guise guided the Christian host. Men came and went, on

camels, horses, donkeys and on foot; all armed, all beggars, from the

rich chief to the poorest horseman of the tribe; and yet all dignified,

draped in their fluttering rags, and looking more like men than those

whom eighteen centuries of civilization and of trade have turned to apes.

Men fought, careering on their horses on the sand, firing their guns and

circling round like gulls, shouting their battle-cries; men prayed,

turning to Mecca at the appointed hours; men sat for hours half in a

dream thinking of much or nothing, who can say; whilst women in the tents

milked camels, wove the curious geometric-patterned carpets which they

use, and children grew up straight, active and as fleet of foot as roe.

Inside the factory the European clerks smoked, drank, and played at

cards: they learned no Arabic, for why should those who speak bad English

struggle with other tongues? Meanwhile the time slipped past, leaving as

little trace as does a jackal when on a windy day he sneaks across the

sand. Only Maron Mohanna seemed to have no place in the desert world

which he had dreamed of as a boy; and in the world of Europe typified by

the factory on the beach his place was lost. On marrying he had, of

course, abjured the faith implanted in him in the Lebanon, and yet though

now one of the “faithful” he found no resting-place. Neither of the two

contending faiths had sunk much into his soul, but still at times he saw

that the best part of any faith is but the life it brings. For him,

though he had dreamed of it, the wild desert life held little charm;

horses he loathed, suffering acutely when on their backs, and roaming

after chance gazelles or ostriches with the horsemen of the tribe did not

amuse him; but though too proud to change his faith again, at times he

caught himself longing for his once-loathed shop in the Levant. So that

clandestinely he grew to haunt the factory and the fort, as before, in

secret, he had hung round the straw-thatched mosque, and loitered in the

tents. His one amusement was to practise with a pistol at a mark, and by

degrees he taught his wife to shoot, till she became a marksman able to

throw an orange in the air and hit it with a pistol bullet three times

out of five. But even pistol-shooting palled on his soul at last, and he

grew desperate, not being allowed to leave the tribe or go into the fort

except in company with others, and keenly watched as those who change

their faith and turn Mohammedans are ever watched amongst the Arab race.

But in his darkest hour fate smiled upon him, and the head chief wanting

an agent in the islands sent him to Lanzarote, and in the little town of

Arrecife it seemed to him that he had found a resting-place at last.

Once more he dressed himself in European clothes, he handled goods, saw

now and then a Spanish newspaper a fortnight old; talked much of

politics, lounged in the Alameda, and was the subject of much curiosity

amongst the simple dwellers in the little town. Some said he had denied

his God amongst the heathen; others again that he suffered much for

conscience’ sake; whilst he attended mass occasionally, going with a

sense of doing something wrong, and feeling more enjoyment in the service

than in the days of his belief. His wife dressed in the Spanish fashion,

wore a mantilla, sometimes indeed a hat, and looked not much unlike an

island woman, and was believed by all to have thrown off the errors of

her faith and come into the fold.

But notwithstanding all the amenities of the island life, the unlimited

opportunities for endless talk (so dear to Syrians), the half-malignant

pleasure he experienced in dressing up his wife in Christian guise,

sending for monstrous hats bedecked with paroquets from Cadiz, and gowns

of the impossible shades of apple-green and yellow which in those days

were sent from Paris to Spain and to her colonies, he yet was dull. And

curiously enough, now that he was a double renegade his youthful dreams

haunted him once again. He saw himself (in his mind’s eye) mounted upon

his horse, flying across the sands, and stealthily and half ashamed he

used to dress himself in the Arab clothes and sit for hours studying the

Koran, not that he believed its teachings, but that the phraseology

enchanted him, as it has always, both in the present and the past,

bewitched all Arabs, and perhaps in his case it spoke to him of the

illusory content which in the desert life he sought, but had not found.

He read the “Tarik-es-Sudan,” and learned that Allah marks even the lives

of locusts, and that a single pearl does not remain on earth by him

unweighed. The Djana of Essoyuti, El Ibtihaj, and the scarce “Choice of

Marvels” written in far Mossul by the learned Abu Abdallah ibn Abderrahim

(he of Granada in the Andalos), he read; and as he read his love renewed

itself for the old race whose blood ran in his veins. He read and

dreamed, and twice a renegade in practice, yet remained a true believer

in the aspirations of his youth. He sailed in schooners, running from

island port to island port down the trade winds; landed at little towns,

and hardly marked the people in the rocky streets, Spanish in language,

and in type quite Guanche, and but a step more civilized than the wild

tribesmen from the coast that he had left. Then thinking maybe of his

sojourn in London, and its music-halls, frequented uninterestedly the

house of Rita, Rita la Jerezana; sat in the courtyard under the fig-tree

with its trunk coated with white-wash, and listened to the “Cante Hondo,”

saw the girls dance Sevillanas; and drinking zarzaparilla syrup, learned

that of all the countries in the world Spain is the richest, for there

even the “women of the life” cast their accounts in ounces.

Then growing weary of their chatter and their tales of woe, each one of

them being, according to herself, fallen from some high estate, he

wandered to the convent of the Franciscan friars. They saw a convert in

him, and put out all their theologic powers; displayed, as they know how,

the human aspect of their faith, keeping the dogma out of sight; for well

they knew, in vain the net is spread in the sight of any man, if the

fires of hell are to be clearly seen. Long hours Mohanna talked with

them, enjoying argument for its own sake after the Scottish and the

Eastern way; the friars were mystified at the small progress that they

made, but said the renegade spoke “as he had a nest of nightingales all

singing in his mouth.” And all the time his wife, an Arab of the Arabs,

sighed for the desert, in her Spanish clothes. The “Velo de toalla” and

the high-heeled shoes, the pomps and miseries of stays, and all the

circumstance and starch of European dress, did not console her for the

loss of the black tents, the familiar camels kneeling in the sand, the

goats skipping about the “sudra” bushes; and the church bells made her

but long more keenly for the call to prayers, rising at evening from the

straw-thatched mosque. Her children, left with the tribe, called to her

from the desert, and she too found neither resting-place nor rest in the

quiet island life.

At last Maron Mohanna turned again to trade, and entered into partnership

with one Benito Florez; bought a schooner, and came and went between the

islands and the coast. All things went well with him, and in the little

island town “el renegado” rose to be quite a prosperous citizen, till on

a day he and his partner quarrelled and went to law. The law in every

country favours a man born in the land against a foreigner; and the

partnership broke up, leaving Mohanna almost penniless. Whether one of

those sudden furies which possess the Arabs, turning them in a moment and

without warning from sedate well-mannered men to raving maniacs frothing

at the mouth, came over him, he never told; but what is certain is that,

having failed to slay his partner, he with his wife went off by night to

where his schooner lay, and instantly induced his men to put to sea, and

sailed towards the coast. Mohanna drew a perhaps judicious veil of

mystery over what happened on his arrival at the inlet where his wife’s

tribe happened to be encamped. One of the islanders either objecting to

the looting of the schooner upon principle, or perhaps because his share

of loot was insufficient, got himself killed; but what is a “Charuta”

more or less, except perhaps to his wife and family in Arrecife or in

some little dusty town in Pico or Gomera? Those who assented or were too

frightened to protest found themselves unmolested, and at liberty to take

the schooner back. Maron Mohanna and his wife, taking the boat rowed by

some Arabs, made for the shore, and what ensued he subsequently related

to a friend.

“When we get near the shore my wife she throw her hat.” One sees the

hideous Cadiz hat floating upon the surf, draggled and miserable, and its

bunch of artificial fruit, of flowers or feathers, bobbing about upon the

backwash of the waves. “She throw her boots, and then she take off all

her clothes I got from Seville, cost me more than a hundred ‘real’; she

throw her parasol, and it float in the water like a buoy, and make me

mad. I pay more than ten real for it. After all things was gone she

wrap herself in Arab sheet and step ashore just like an Arab girl, and

all the clothes I brought from Cadiz, cost more than a hundred real, all

was lost.” What happened after their landing is matter of uncertainty.

Whether Mohanna found his children growing up semi-savages, whether his

wife having thus sacrificed to the Graces, and made a holocaust of all

her Cadiz clothes, regretted them, and sitting by the beach fished for

them sadly with a cane, no man can tell.

Years passed away, and a certain English consul in Morocco travelling to

the Court stopped at a little town. Rivers had risen, tribes had cut the

road, our Lord the Sultan with his camp was on a journey and had eaten up

the food upon the usual road, or some one or another of the incidents of

flood or field which render travel in Morocco interesting had happened.

The town lay off the beaten track close to the territory of a half-wild

tribe. Therefore upon arrival at the place the consul found himself

received with scowling looks; no one proceeded to hostilities, but he

remained within his tent, unvisited but by a soldier sent from the

Governor to ask whether the Kaffir, son of a Kaffir, wished for anything.

People sat staring at him, motionless except their eyes; children holding

each other’s hands stood at a safe distance from his tent, and stared for

hours at him, and he remarked the place where he was asked to camp was

near a mound which from time immemorial seemed to have been the common

dunghill of the town. The night passed miserably, the guards sent by the

Governor shouting aloud at intervals to show their vigilance, banished

all chance of sleep.

Cursing the place, at break of day the consul struck his camp, mounted

his horse, and started, leaving the sullen little town all wrapped in

sleep. But as he jogged along disconsolately behind his mules, passing

an angle of the “Kasbah” wall, a figure, rising as it seemed out of the

dunghill’s depths, advanced and stood before him in the middle of the

way. Its hair was long and matted and its beard ropy and grizzled, and

for sole covering it had a sack tied round its waist with a string of

camel’s hair; and as the consul feeling in his purse was just about, in

the English fashion, to bestow his alms to rid himself of trouble, it

addressed him in his native tongue. “Good-morning, consul, how goes the

world with you? You’re the first Christian I have seen for years. My

name was once Mohanna, now I am Sidi bu Zibbala, the Father of the

Dunghill. Your poet Shakespeare say that all the world’s a stage, but he

was Englishman. I, Syrian, I say all the world dunghill. I try him,

Syria, England, the Desert, and New York; I find him dung, so I come here

and live here on this dunghill, and find it sweet when compared to places

I have seen; and it is warm and dry.”

He ceased; and then the consul, feeling his words an outrage upon

progress and on his official status, muttered “Queer kind of fish,” and

jerking at his horse’s bridle, proceeded doggedly upon his way.

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