CHAPTER V

INTO THE DEPTHS

At the top of the bank made by the dike the girl pointed with her

quirt down to the rock-rimmed pool edge where a pair of riders were

just swinging out of their saddles.

"Hello, Daddy! We're coming, Kid," she called, and she turned to

explain to Ashton. "They came around the other end of the hills; a

longer way but better going. How's this? Thought you said you were

camped here."

"Yes, of course. Don't you see the tent? It's right there among

the--Why, what--where is it?" cried Ashton, gaping in blank

amazement.

"We'll soon see," replied the girl.

Their horses were scrambling down the short steep slope to the pool,

where the other horses were drinking their fill of the cool water. The

two men watched Ashton's approach, Knowles with an impassive gaze,

Gowan with cold suspicion in his narrowed eyes.

"Well, honey," asked the cowman, "did you have him pulling leather?"

"No, and I didn't lose him, either," she replied, with a mischievous

glance at Gowan. "I took that jump-off where the white-cheeked steer

broke its neck. He took it after me without pulling leather."

"Huh!" grunted the puncher. "Mr. Tenderfoot shore is some rider. We're

waiting for him now to ride around and find that camp where we were to

deliver his veal."

Ashton stared with a puzzled, half-dazed expression from the tentless

trees beside him to the fore and hind quarters of veal wrapped in

slicker raincoats and fastened on back of the men's saddles.

"Well?" demanded Knowles. "Thought you said you were camped here."

"I am--that is, I--My tent was right there between those two trees,"

said Ashton. "You see, there are the twigs and leaves I had my valet

collect for my bed."

"Shore--valleys are great on collecting beds of leaves and sand and

bowlders," observed Gowan.

"There's his fireplace," said the girl, wheeling her horse through a

clump of wild rosebushes. "Yes, and he's right about the tent, too. It

is a bed. Here's a dozen cigarette boxes and--What's this, Mr. Ashton!

Looks as if someone had left a note for you."

"A note?" he muttered, slipping to the ground.

He ran over to the spot to which she was pointing. On a little pile of

stones, in front of where his tent had been pitched, a piece of

coarse wrapping paper covered with writing was fluttering in the light

breeze. He snatched it up and read the note with fast-growing

bewilderment.

"What is it?" sympathetically questioned the girl, quick to see that

he was in real trouble.

He did not answer. He did not even realize that she had spoken. With

feverish haste he caught up an opened envelope that had lain under the

paper. Drawn by his odd manner, Knowles and Gowan came over to stare

at him. He had torn a letter from the envelope. It was in typewriting

and covered less than a page, yet he gaped at it, reading and

re-reading the lines as if too dazed to be able to comprehend their

meaning.

Slowly the involved sentences burned their way into his consciousness.

As his bewilderment cleared, his concern deepened to dismay, and from

dismay to consternation. His jaw dropped slack, his face whitened, the

pupils of his eyes dilated.

"What is it? What's the matter?" exclaimed the girl.

"Matter?"--His voice was hoarse and strained. He crumpled the letter

in a convulsive grasp--"Matter? I'm ruined!--ruined! God!"

Knowles and the girl were both silent before the despair in the young

man's face. Gowan was more obtuse or else less considerate.

"Shore, you're plumb busted, partner," he ironically condoled. "Your

whole outfit has flown away on the wings of the morning. Hope you

won't tell us the pay for your veal has vamoosed with the rest."

"Oh, Kid, for shame!" reproved the girl. "Of course Daddy won't ask

for any pay--now."

Ashton burst into a jangling high-pitched laugh.

"No, no! there's still my pony and saddle and rifle and watch!" he

cried, half hysterically. "Take them! strip me! Here's my hat, too! I

paid forty-five dollars for it--silver band." He flung it on the

ground. "There's a hole in it--I wish the hole were through my head!"

"Now, now, look here, son. Keep a stiff upper lip," said Knowles.

"Don't act like you're locoed. It's all right about that veal, as

Chuckie says, and you oughtn't to make such a fuss over the loss of a

camp outfit."

"Camp outfit?" shrilled Ashton. "If that were all! if that were all!

What shall I do? Lost--all lost!--father--all! Ruined! Oh, my God!

What shall I do? Oh, my God! Oh--" Anguish and despair choked the cry

in his throat. He collapsed in a huddled, quivering heap.

"_Sho!_ It can't be as bad as that, can it?" condoled the cowman.

"Go away!" sobbed the prostrated man. "Go away! Take my pony--all!

Only leave me!"

"If ever I saw a fellow plumb locoed!" muttered Gowan, half

awe-struck.

"Maybe he'll come to his senses if we leave him," suggested Knowles.

He took a step towards Ashton. "All right, son, we'll go. But we'll

leave you half that veal, and we won't take your hawss. D'you want

help in looking for your outfit?"

Ashton shook his downbent head.

"Well, if you want to let the thieves get away with it, that's your

own lookout. You'd better strike back to the railroad."

"Go away! Leave me!" moaned Ashton.

"Gone to smash--clean busted!" commented Gowan, as he turned about to

go to his horse, his spurs jingling gayly.

Knowles followed him, shaking his head. The girl had been gazing at

Ashton with an expression that varied from sympathetic commiseration

to contemptuous pity. As her adopted father and Gowan mounted, she

rode over to them.

"Go on," she said. "I'll overtake you as soon as I've watered my

hawss."

"You're not going to speak to that kettle of mush again, Miss

Chuckie," remonstrated Gowan.

"Yes, I am, Kid, and you know you wouldn't stop me if you could. He

needs it. I'm glad you smashed his pistol. A rifle is not so handy."

Knowles stared over the bushes at the huddled figure on the ground.

"Look here, Chuckie, you can't mean that?"

"Yes," she insisted. "He is ready to do it right now, unless someone

throws him a rope and hauls him out of the slough."

"Lot of fuss over a tenderfoot you never saw before today," grumbled

Gowan.

"That's not like you, Kid," she reproached. "Besides, you don't want

the trouble of digging a grave. It would have to be deep, to keep out

the coyotes. Daddy, you're forgetting the veal."

"So I am," agreed the cowman. "Ride on, Kid. You'll be carrying most

weight."

The puncher reluctantly wheeled his horse and started down the bank of

the dry stream. Knowles unfastened the hind quarters of veal from

behind the cantle of his saddle, lifted them into a fork of one of the

low trees, and rode off after Gowan, folding up his blood-stained

slicker.

The girl at once slipped from her pony and walked quietly around to

the drooping, despairing man.

"Mr. Ashton," she softly began, "they have gone. I have stayed to find

out if there is anything I can do."

She paused for him to reply. His shoulders quivered, but he remained

silent. She went on soothingly: "You are all unstrung. The shock was

too sudden. It must have been a terrible one! Won't you tell me about

it? Perhaps that will make you feel better."

"As if anything could when I am ruined, utterly ruined!" he moaned.

"But how? Please tell me," she urged.

Slowly he raised his haggard face and looked up at her. There could be

no question but that she was full of sincere sympathy and concern for

him. Her eyes shone upon him with all the motherly tenderness that any

good woman, however young, has in her heart for those who suffer.

"It's all in this--this letter," he muttered brokenly. "Expected my

remittance in it--Got ruin! ruin!"

"It had been opened," suggested the girl. "Perhaps those who took your

outfit also took your remittance money."

"No, there wasn't any--not a cent! My valet had my written instructions

to open it and cash the money orders--that weren't there! He and the

guide--they came back. The letter had told them all, all! I was not

here. They took the outfit--the money--divided it. Left that note--they

had no more use for me.... Ruined! utterly ruined!"

"But if you wish us to run them down?"

"No--good riddance! What they took is less than what I owed them.

Ungrateful scoundrels!"

"That's it!" approved the girl. "Get up your spunk. Cuss, if you like.

Rip loose, good and hard. It will ease you off."

"It's no use," he groaned, slumping back into his posture of abject

dejection.

"Oh, come, now!" she encouraged. "You're a young, healthy man. What if

you have been bucked off this time? There are lots other hawsses in

Life's corral."

He hung his head lower.

She went on, in an altered tone: "Mr. Ashton, it is evident you have

been bred as a gentleman. I wish you to give me your word that you

will not put an end to yourself."

There was a prolonged pause. At last he stirred as if uneasy under her

steady gaze. He could not see her eyes, yet he seemed to feel them.

Twice he started to speak, but checked himself and hesitated. The

third time he muttered a reluctant, "I--will not."

"Good! I have your word," she replied. "I must go now. When you've

shaken yourself together a bit, come down to the ranch. You ride down

Dry Fork to the junction, and then three miles up Plum Creek. Daddy'll

be glad to put you up a few days until you can think of what to do to

get a new start. Good-by!"

She went back to her horse as lightfooted and graceful as an antelope.

But he did not look up after her, nor did he respond to her cordial

parting. For a long time after she rode away he continued to crouch as

she had left him, motionless, almost torpid with the immensity of his

loss.

The sun sank lower and lower. It touched the skyline of High Mesa and

dipped below. The shadow of twilight fell upon Dry Fork and the

waterhole. The man shivered and, as if afraid that the darkness would

rush upon him, hastily opened his clenched hand and smoothed out the

crumpled letter.

To his bloodshot eyes, the accusing words seemed to glare up at him in

letters of fire:

Sir:

We have been instructed by our client, Mr. George Ashton, to

inform you that he has at last learned the full particulars of

the manner in which you obtained possession of the plans of Mr.

Thomas Blake, C.E., drawn by him for the competition on the then

projected Michamac bridge; how you copied said plans and

destroyed the originals, and was awarded the construction of

said bridge on said copied plans presented by you as of your own

device and invention; that you were awarded and did enjoy the

office of Resident Engineer of said bridge during a period

covering the greater part of the construction thereof, and

received the full salary of said office, to and until said Blake

took charge of said bridge, which had been imperilled by your

incompetence; and said Blake, against your strenuous objections

and opposition and at great personal risk, saved said bridge

from destruction.

Wherefore, because of the disgrace which you have, by reason of

the aforesaid actions and conduct, brought upon his name, and

because of various and sundry acts of disobedience, as well as

your life of frivolity and dissipation,--our client has

instructed us to inform you, that he has cut you off from him

absolutely; that he has drawn a new will wherein the amount of

your legacy is fixed at the sum of one ($1.00) dollar; that he

will no longer make you an allowance in any sum whatever; that

he no longer regards you as his son; that any communication

addressed to him by you, either directly or indirectly, will not

be received or read by him; and that he absolutely refuses to

see you or to grant you a personal interview.

Respectfully, etc.

The signature was that of his father's confidential lawyers, and

below, to the left, lest there be no possibility of misunderstanding,

were his name and address in full: "Mr. Lafayette Ashton, Stockchute,

Colorado."

Again he bent over with his head on his breast and the letter clutched

convulsively in his slender palm.

A bloodcurdling yell brought him to his feet with a sudden leap. He

still did not know the difference between the cry of a coyote and the

deeper note of a timber wolf. He hastily started a fire, and ran to

fetch his rifle from the saddle sheath. The pony was quietly munching

a wisp of grass as best he could with the bit in his mouth. The

unconcern of the beast reassured his master, who, however, filled the

magazine of his rifle before offsaddling.

Having hobbled the pony for the night, Ashton laid the rifle on the

rim of the pool, stripped, and dived in. He went down like a plummet,

reckless of the danger of striking some upjutting ledge. He may have

forgotten for the moment his word to the girl, or he may have

considered that it did not prevent him from courting death by

accident.

But, deeply as he dived, he failed to reach bottom. He came up,

puffing and blowing, and swam swiftly around the pool before

scrambling out to dress. The combined effect of the vigorous exercise,

the grateful coolness of the water, and the riddance of the day's dust

and sweat brought him ashore in a far less morbid frame of mind. Going

up the bank, he pulled the hind quarters of veal from the tree and

sliced off three or four ragged strips with his knife. After washing

them, he put them to broil over his smoky fire of green twigs. The

"cutlets" came off, one half raw and the other half burned to a crisp.

But he had not eaten since the early forenoon. He devoured the mess

without salt, ravenously. He topped off with the scant swallow of

brandy left in his flask.

Stimulated by the food and drink, he set about gathering a large heap

of wood. Three or four coyotes had approached his camp, attracted by

the scent of the calf meat. With the fading of twilight into night

they came in closer, making such a racket with their yelping and

wailing that he thought himself surrounded by a pack of ravenous

wolves.

He could not see how his pony was unconcernedly grazing within a few

yards of one of the cowardly beasts. Had the wistful singers been

timber wolves, the animal soon would have come hobbling in near the

fire; but Ashton did not know that. He flung on brush and crouched

down near the blaze, rifle in hand, peering out into the blackness.

Every moment he expected to hear that terrible cry of which he had

read, the death-scream of a horse, and then to hear the crunching of

bones between the jaws of the ferocious wolves.

He had spent the previous night alone in camp, peacefully sleeping.

But then the yells of the beasts of darkness had been far away, and

the walls of his tent had shut him in from the wild. Tonight his

nerves had been shattered by the terrible blow of his father's

repudiation. Worst of all, he had no tobacco with which to soothe

them.

His dread of the supposed wolf pack in a way eased the anguish of

his ruin by diverting his mind. But the lack of cigarettes served

only to put a more frightful strain on his overwrought nerves. He

felt it first in a vague discomfort that set his hands to groping

automatically through his pockets. The absence of the usual box

roused his consciousness, with a dismayed start, to the realization

that he was absolutely without his soothing drug. The absconding

guide and valet had taken the large store he had in camp, and, to

please Miss Knowles, he had flung away all that were left in his

pockets.

From vague fumbling he instantly concentrated his mind on an eager

search for a packet that might have been overlooked, either in his

pockets or around the camp. He could find none, nor even a single

cigarette. His nerves were now clamoring wildly for their soothing

poison. So great was the strain that it began to affect his mind. He

fancied that the wolf pack was closing in to attack him. Twice he

fired his rifle at imaginary eyes out in the darkness.

All the time the craving for nicotine increased in intensity, until he

was half frantic. Midnight found him, torch in hand, crawling around

on the ground where his tent had been pitched, hunting for cigarette

stubs. He had only to look close in order to find any number. Most

were no more than cork tips, but some had at least one puff left in

them, and a few had been only half smoked.

Beside the bed he came upon almost a handful, close together. By this

time his jangled nerves were "toning down." He became conscious of

great weariness. He stretched out on his leafy bed, and with his head

pillowed on his arm, luxuriously sucked in the drugging smoke.

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