CHAPTER VII.

/Within/ the palace of the Princess Ziska a strange silence reigned.

In whatever way the business of her household was carried on, it was

evidently with the most absolute noiselessness, for not a sound

disturbed the utter stillness environing her. She herself, clad in

white garments that clung about her closely, displaying the perfect

outlines of her form, stood waiting for her guest in a room that was

fairly dazzling to the eye in its profusion of exquisitely assorted

and harmonized colors, as well as impressive to the mind in its

suggestions of the past rather than of the present. Quaint musical

instruments of the fashion of thousands of years ago hung on the walls

or lay on brackets and tables, but no books such as our modern time

produces were to be seen; only tied-up bundles of papyri and curious

little tablets of clay inscribed with mysterious hieroglyphs. Flowers

adorned every corner--many of them strange blossoms which a

connoisseur would have declared to be unknown in Egypt,--palms and

ferns and foliage of every description were banked up against the

walls in graceful profusion, and from the latticed windows the light

filtered through colored squares, giving a kind of rainbow-effect to

the room, as though it were a scene in a dream rather than a reality.

And even more dream-like than her surroundings was the woman who

awaited the approach of her visitor, her eyes turned towards the

door--fiery eyes filled with such ardent watchfulness as seemed to

burn the very air. The eyes of a hawk gleaming on its prey,--the eyes

of a famished tiger in the dark, were less fraught with terrific

meaning than the eyes of Ziska as she listened attentively to the

on-coming footsteps through the outside corridor which told her that

Gervase was near.

“At last!” she whispered, “at last!”

The next moment the Nubian flung the door wide open and announced

“Monsieur Armand Gervase!”

She advanced with all the wonderful grace which distinguished her,

holding out both her slim, soft hands. Gervase caught them in his own

and kissed them fervently, whereupon the Nubian retired, closing the

door after him.

“You are very welcome, Monsieur Gervase,” said the Princess then,

speaking with a measured slowness that was attractive as well as

soothing to the ear. “You have left all the dear English people well

at the Gezireh Palace? Lady Fulkeward was not too tired after her

exertions at the ball? And you?”

But Gervase was gazing at her in a speechless confusion of mind too

great for words. A sudden, inexplicable emotion took possession of

him,--an emotion to which he could give no name, but which stupefied

him and held him mute. Was it her beauty which so dazzled his senses?

Was it some subtle perfume in the room that awoke a dim haunting

memory? Or what was it that seemed so strangely familiar? He struggled

with himself, and finally spoke out his thought:

“I have seen you before, Princess; I am quite sure I have! I thought I

had last night; but to-day I am positive about it. Strange, isn’t it?

I wonder where we really met?”

Her dark eyes rested on him fully.

“I wonder!” she echoed, smiling. “The world is so small, and so many

people nowadays make the ‘grand tour,’ that it is not at all

surprising we should have passed each other _en route_ through our

journey of life.”

Gervase still hesitated, glancing about him with a singularly

embarrassed air, while she continued to watch him intently. Presently

his sensations, whatever they were, passed off, and gradually

recovering his equanimity, he became aware that he was quite alone

with one of the most fascinating women he had ever seen. His eyes

flashed, and he smiled.

“I have come to paint your picture,” he said softly. “Shall I begin?”

She had seated herself on a silken divan, and her head rested against

a pile of richly-embroidered cushions. Without waiting for her answer,

he threw himself down beside her and caught her hand in his.

“Shall I paint your picture?” he whispered. “Or shall I make love to

you?”

She laughed,--the sweet, low laugh that somehow chilled his blood

while it charmed his hearing.

“Whichever you please,” she answered. “Both performances would no

doubt be works of art!”

“What do you mean?”

“Can you not understand? If you paint my picture it will be a work of

art. If you make love to me it will equally be a work of art: that is,

a composed thing--an elaborate study.”

“Bah! Love is not a composed thing,” said Gervase, leaning closer to

her. “It is wild, and full of libertinage as the sea.”

“And equally as fickle,” added the Princess composedly, taking a fan

of feathers near her and waving it to and fro. “Man’s idea of love is

to take all he can get from a woman, and give her nothing in return

but misery sometimes, and sometimes death.”

“You do not,--you cannot think that!” said Gervase, looking at her

dazzling face with a passion of admiration he made no attempt to

conceal. “Men on the whole are not as cruel or as treacherous as

women. I would swear, looking at you, that, beautiful as you are, you

are cruel, and that is perhaps why I love you! You are like a splendid

tigress waiting to be tamed!”

“And you think you could tame me?” interposed Ziska, looking at him

with an inscrutable disdain in her black eyes.

“Yes, if you loved me!”

“Ah, possibly! But then it happens that I do not love you. I love no

one. I have had too much of love; it is a folly I have grown weary

of!”

Gervase fixed his eyes on her with an audacious look which seemed to

hint that he might possibly take advantage of being alone with her to

enforce his ideas of love more eloquently than was in accordance with

the proprieties. She perceived his humor, smiled, and coldly gave him

back glance for glance. Then, rising from the divan, she drew herself

up to her full height and surveyed him with a kind of indulgent

contempt.

“You are an unprincipled man, Armand Gervase,” she said; “and do you

know I fear you always will be! A cleansing of your soul through

centuries of fire will be necessary for you in the next world,--that

next world which you do not believe in. But it is perhaps as well to

warn you that I am not without protection in this place. … See!” and

as she spoke she clapped her hands.

A clanging noise as of brazen bells answered her,--and Gervase,

springing up from his seat, saw, to his utter amazement, the

apparently solid walls of the room in which they were, divide rapidly

and form themselves in several square openings which showed a much

larger and vaster apartment beyond, resembling a great hall. Here were

assembled some twenty or thirty gorgeously-costumed Arab

attendants,--men of a dark and sinister type, who appeared to be fully

armed, judging from the unpleasant-looking daggers and other weapons

they carried at their belts. The Princess clapped her hands again, and

the walls closed in the same rapid fashion as they had opened, while

the beautiful mistress of this strange habitation laughed mirthfully

at the complete confusion of her visitor and would-be lover.

“Paint me now!” she said, flinging herself in a picturesque attitude

on one of the sofas close by; “I am ready.”

“But _I_ am not ready!” retorted Gervase, angrily. “Do you take me for

a child, or a fool?”

“Both in one,” responded the Princess, tranquilly; “being a man!”

His breath came and went quickly.

“Take care, beautiful Ziska!” he said. “Take care how you defy me!”

“And take care, Monsieur Gervase; take care how you defy _me_!” she

responded, with a strange, quick glance at him. “Do you not realize

what folly you are talking? You are making love to me in the fashion

of a brigand, rather than a nineteenth-century Frenchman of good

standing,--and I--I have to defend myself against you also

brigand-wise, by showing you that I have armed servants within call!

It is very strange,--it would frighten even Lady Fulkeward, and I

think she is not easily frightened. Pray commence your work, and leave

such an out-of-date matter as love to dreamers and pretty

sentimentalists, like Miss Helen Murray.”

He was silent, and busied himself in unstrapping his canvas and

paint-box with a great deal of almost vicious energy. In a few moments

he had gained sufficient composure to look full at her, and taking his

palette in hand, he began dabbing on the colors, talking between

whiles.

“Do you suppose,” he said, keeping his voice carefully subdued, “that

you can intimidate me by showing me a score of wretched black rascals

whom you have placed on guard to defend you out there? And why did you

place them on guard? You must have been afraid of me! _Pardieu!_ I

could snatch you out of their midst, if I chose! You do not know me;

if you did, you would understand that not all the world, armed to the

teeth should balk me of my desires! But I have been too hasty--that I

own,--I can wait.” He raised his eyes and saw that she was listening

with an air of amused indifference. “I shall have to mix strange tints

in your portrait, _ma belle_! It is difficult to find the exact hue of

your skin--there is rose and brown in it; and there is yet another

color which I must evolve while working,--and it is not the hue of

health. It is something dark and suggestive of death; I hope you are

not destined to an early grave! And yet, why not? It is better that a

beautiful woman should die in her beauty than live to become old and

tiresome. …”

“You think that?” interrupted the Ziska suddenly, smiling somewhat

coldly.

“I do, most honestly. Had I lived in the early days of civilization,

when men were allowed to have as many women as they could provide for,

I would have mercifully killed any sweet favorite as soon as her

beauty began to wane. A lovely woman, dead in her first exquisite

youth,--how beautiful a subject for the mind to dwell upon! How it

suggests all manner of poetic fancies and graceful threnodies! But a

woman grown old, who has outlived all passion and is a mere bundle of

fat, or a mummy of skin and bone,--what poetry does her existence

suggest? How can she appeal to art or sentiment? She is a misery to

herself and an eyesore to others. Yes, Princess, believe me,--Love

first, and Death afterwards, are woman’s best friends.”

“You believe in Death?” asked the Princess, looking steadily at him.

“It is the only thing I do believe in,” he answered lightly. “It is a

fact that will bear examination, but not contradiction. May I ask you

to turn your head slightly to the left--so! Yes, that will do; if I

can catch the look in your eyes that gleams there now,--the look of

intense, burning, greedy cruelty which is so murderously fascinating,

I shall be content.”

He seated himself opposite to her, and, putting down his palette, took

up his canvas, and posing it on his knee, began drawing the first

rough outline of his sketch in charcoal. She, meanwhile, leaning

against heaped-up cushions of amber satin, remained silent.

“You are not a vain woman,” he pursued, “or you would resent my

description of your eyes. ‘Greedy cruelty’ is not a pretty expression,

nor would it be considered complimentary by the majority of the fair

sex. Yet, from my point of view, it is the highest flattery I can pay

you, for I adore the eyes of savage animals, and the beautiful eye of

the forest-beast is in your head,--_diableresse charmante comme vous

êtes!_ I wonder what gives you such an insatiate love of vengeance?”

He looked up and saw her eyes glistening and narrowing at the corners,

like the eyes of an angry snake.

“If I have such a feeling,” she replied slowly, “it is probably a

question of heritage.”

“Ah! Your parents were perhaps barbaric in their notions of love and

hatred?” he queried, lazily working at his charcoal sketch with

growing admiration for its result.

“My parents came of a race of kings!” she answered. “All my ancestors

were proud, and of a temper unknown to this petty day. They resented a

wrong, they punished falsehood and treachery, and they took a life for

a life. _Your_ generation tolerates every sin known in the calendar

with a smile and a shrug,--you have arrived at the end of your

civilization, even to the denial of Deity and a future life.”

“That is not the end of our civilization, Princess,” said Gervase,

working away intently, with eyes fixed on the canvas as he talked.

“That is the triumphal apex, the glory, the culmination of everything

that is great and supreme in manhood. In France, man now knows himself

to be the only God; England--good, slow-pacing England--is approaching

France in intelligence by degrees, and I rejoice to see that it is

possible for a newspaper like the _Agnostic_ to exist in London. Only

the other day that excellent journal was discussing the possibility of

teaching monkeys to read, and a witty writer, who adopts the _nom de

plume_ of ‘Saladin,’ very cleverly remarked ‘that supposing monkeys

were able to read the New Testament, they would still remain monkeys;

in fact, they would probably be greater monkeys than ever.’ The fact

of such an expression being allowed to pass muster in once pious

London is an excellent sign of the times and of our progress towards

the pure Age of Reason. The name of Christ is no longer one to conjure

with.”

A dead silence followed his words, and the peculiar stillness and

heaviness of the atmosphere struck him with a vague alarm. He lifted

his eyes,--the Princess Ziska met his gaze steadily, but there was

something in her aspect that moved him to wonderment and a curious

touch of terror. The delicate rose-tint of her cheeks had faded to an

ashy paleness, her lips were pressed together tightly and her eyes

seemed to have gained a vivid and angry lustre which Medusa herself

might have envied.

“Did you ever try to conjure with that name?” she asked.

“Never,” he replied, forcing a smile and remonstrating with himself

for the inexplicable nature of his emotions.

She went on slowly:

“In my creed--for I have a creed--it is believed that those who have

never taken the sacred name of Christ to their hearts, as a talisman

of comfort and support, are left as it were in the vortex of

uncertainties, tossed to and fro among many whirling and mighty

forces, and haunted forever by the phantoms of their own evil deeds.

Till they learn and accept the truth of their marvellous Redemption,

they are the prey of wicked spirits who tempt and lead them on to

divers miseries. But when the great Name of Him who died upon the

Cross is acknowledged, then it is found to be of that transfiguring

nature which turns evil to good, and sometimes makes angels out of

fiends. Nevertheless, for the hardened reprobate and unbeliever the

old laws suffice.”

Gervase had stopped the quick movement of his “fusin,” and looked at

her curiously.

“What old laws?” he asked.

“Stern justice without mercy!” she answered; then in lighter accents

she added: “Have you finished your first outline?”

In reply, he turned his canvas round to her, showing her a head and

profile boldly presented in black and white. She smiled.

“It is clever; but it is not like me,” she said. “When you begin the

coloring you will find that your picture and I have no resemblance to

each other.”

He flushed with a sense of wounded _amour propre_.

“Pardon, madame!--I am no novice at the art of painting,” he said;

“and much as your charms dazzle and ensnare me, they do not disqualify

my brain and hand from perfectly delineating them upon my canvas. I

love you to distraction; but my passion shall not hinder me from

making your picture a masterpiece.”

She laughed.

“What an egoist you are, Monsieur Gervase!” she said. “Even in your

professed passion for me you count yourself first,--me afterwards!”

“Naturally!” he replied. “A man must always be first by natural

creation. When he allows himself to play second fiddle, he is a fool!”

“And when he is a fool--and he often is--he is the first of fools!”

said the Princess. “No ape--no baboon hanging by its tail to a

tree--looks such a fool as a man-fool. For a man-fool has had all the

opportunities of education and learning bestowed upon him; this great

universe, with its daily lessons of the natural and the supernatural,

is his book laid open for his reading, and when he will neither read

it nor consider it, and, moreover, when he utterly denies the very

Maker of it, then there is no fool in all creation like him. For the

ape-fool does at least admit that there may be a stronger beast

somewhere,--a creature who may suddenly come upon him and end his joys

of hanging by his tail to a tree and make havoc of his fruit-eating

and chattering, while man thinks there is nothing anywhere superior to

himself.”

Gervase smiled tolerantly.

“I am afraid I have ruffled you, Princess,” he said. “I see you have

religious ideas: I have none.”

Once again she laughed musically.

“Religious ideas! I! Not at all. I have a creed as I told you, but it

is an ugly one--not at all sentimental or agreeable. It is one I have

adopted from ancient Egypt.”

“Explain it to me,” said Gervase; “I will adopt it also, for your

sake.”

“It is too supernatural for you,” she said, paying no heed to the

amorous tone of his voice or the expressive tenderness of his eyes.

“Never mind! Love will make me accept an army of ghosts, if

necessary.”

“One of the chief tenets of my faith,” she continued, “is the eternal

immortality of each individual Soul. Will you accept that?”

“For the moment, certainly!”

Her eyes glowed like great jewels as she proceeded:

“The Egyptian cult I follow is very briefly explained. The Soul begins

in protoplasm without conscious individuality. It progresses through

various forms till individual consciousness is attained. Once

attained, it is never lost, but it lives on, pressing towards

perfection, taking upon itself various phases of existence according

to the passions which have most completely dominated it from the

first. That is all. But according to this theory, you might have lived

in the world long ago, and so might I: we might even have met; and for

some reason or other we may have become re-incarnated now. A disciple

of my creed would give you that as the reason why you sometimes

imagine you have seen me before.”

As she spoke, the dazed and troubled sensation he had once previously

experienced came upon him; he laid down the canvas he held and passed

his hand across his forehead bewilderedly.

“Yes; very curious and fantastic. I’ve heard a great deal about the

doctrine of re-incarnation. I don’t believe in it,--I can’t believe in

it! But if I could: if I could imagine I had ever met you in some

bygone time, and you were like what you are at this moment, I should

have loved you,--I _must_ have loved you! You see I cannot leave the

subject of love alone; and your re-incarnation idea gives my fancy

something to work upon. So, beautiful Ziska, if your soul ever took

the form of a flower, I must have been its companion blossom; if it

ever paced the forest as a beast of prey, I must have been its mate;

if it ever was human before, then I must have been its lover! Do you

like such pretty follies? I will talk them by the hour.”

Here he rose, and with a movement that was half fierce and half

tender, he knelt beside her, taking her hands in his own.

“I love you, Ziska! I cannot help myself. I am drawn to you by some

force stronger than my own will; but you need not be afraid of me--not

yet! As I said, I can wait. I can endure the mingled torture and

rapture of this sudden passion and make no sign, till my patience

tires, and then--then I will win you if I die for it!”

He sprang up before she could speak a word in answer, and seizing his

canvas again, exclaimed gayly:

“Now for the hues of morning and evening combined, to paint the

radiance of this wicked soul of love that so enthralls me! First, the

raven-black of midnight for the hair,--the lustre of the coldest,

brightest stars for eyes,--the blush-rose of early dawn for lips and

cheeks. Ah! How shall I make a real beginning of this marvel?”

“It will be difficult, I fear,” said Ziska slowly, with a faint, cold

smile; “and still more difficult, perchance, will be the end!”

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