CHAPTER XII.

TO WED AN ACTRESS.

The ring was nowhere to be seen! Full of pain and remorse, Lord Cecil

was obliged to admit to himself that it was gone beyond recovery; he

might search for a week, a month, and not find it, for it might have

dropped off his finger and fallen at any spot between the tree and the

brook.

“My darling’s ring!” he murmured aloud, so that the two listeners could

hear him where they stood concealed; “my darling’s ring! I would give

all the Stoyle jewels to get it back!”

Then he mounted slowly, and with many a backward glance, as if he hoped

that even at the last moment he might get a glimpse of it shining among

the grass, he rode off.

Then the thought of his happiness rose as a tide and swept away his

distress; he had lost the ring, but Doris--beautiful, sweet Doris--was

still his!

It seemed too wonderful, too good to be true, and he recalled every

word she had spoken, every glance of her love-lit eyes, that he might

impress them on his memory.

The air seemed full of her; the birds seemed to sing her name: “Doris,

Doris Marlowe;” all the earth, clad in its bright spring colors, was

smiling a reflection of the delirious joy that burnt like a flame in

his heart.

She was so beautiful! He tried to think of some of the girls that he

had known, that he might compare them with her; but they all seemed

insipid and colorless beside the intense, spiritual loveliness of

Doris, with her deep, melting eyes, and grave, clear brows. And she

was not only beautiful, but a genius. Every word she spoke was lifted

out of the region of commonplace by her marvelous voice, with its

innumerable changes of expression. The touch of her small, smooth hand

lingered about him; yet, the shy kiss of the warm lips burned upon his

brow.

What had he done to deserve so great, so overwhelming a happiness? And

as he asked himself the question Cecil Neville’s face grew grave, and a

pang shot through his heart, a pang of remorse--and of shame--for some

of the follies of his past life.

Doris was worthy of the best and noblest man in England, and he----!

He set his teeth and breathed hard. He had laughed at love, had smiled

almost contemptuously at passion, and now he felt that this was the

only thing worth living for, and that rather than lose his darling he

would ride his mare at the stone wall before him and break his neck.

Then he thought of the marquis and his own position. What would the

marquis say? He laughed grimly as he pictured the scene before him. He

could imagine the marquis’ cold, haughty face turning to ice and steel

as he listened, and the cutting, smiling voice bidding him to marry his

actress and go to the devil.

He was entirely dependent on the marquis; was in debt as heavily as

even the heir to such a title and estates could be. What would the

marquis do when he, Lord Cecil, told him that he could not marry Lady

Grace, because he was going to marry--an actress?

“I wish to Heaven I were anything but what I am,” he said to himself,

with a sigh. “If I were only capable of earning my own living, a

barrister, or a doctor, or an artist, or something, I could make a home

for my darling then, but I am simply a useless, worthless being, who

happens, unfortunately, to be the next-of-kin to the Marquis of Stoyle!”

What should he do, if the marquis turned him adrift? His allowance

would cease, his creditors would become pressing--he would be ruined;

and he would have to wait until the marquis died before he could make

Doris his wife.

The thought was gall and wormwood. Much as he disliked his uncle, Cecil

Neville was not the man to wish for his death. The marquis might live

forever, if only Cecil could marry his darling.

“If he only had a heart in his bosom, instead of a flint, and could see

her!” he thought, as he rode on; “or if I were only a barrister or an

artist, or anything that earns money enough to make my darling my wife!”

He was in no hurry to reach the Towers; it was far pleasanter to

be alone, to think over his happiness, and he made a wide circuit,

bringing Polly into the stable-yard just before the dressing-bell rang.

And, after all his thinking, this was the result: That he must try

somehow to win the marquis’ consent to the marriage.

He had intended going to the theatre; to feast his eyes and ears upon

his beautiful love, but--with a pang--he resolved to dine and spend

the evening at the Towers, and after dinner he would tell the marquis.

Perhaps the old port would soften the old man’s heart! Anyhow, he would

tell him.

As he passed through the hall he almost ran against Spenser Churchill,

who was coming out of the marquis’ apartments.

“Ah, my dear Cecil!” he murmured, with a benevolent smile, “just got

back? What a lovely evening! Have you enjoyed your ride? Did you notice

the sunset? Quite a Leader! You know those beautiful pictures Leader

paints, all crimson and mauve?”

Lord Cecil nodded and strode up the stairs to his rooms.

When he came down into the drawing-room, Lady Grace was seated at the

piano, playing softly, and she glanced up at him with a smile.

“What have you been doing with yourself all day, Lord Neville?” she

asked.

“Oh, I’ve just been loafing about,” he said, carelessly; “and you?”

“I am ashamed to say that I haven’t been outside the grounds,” she

replied. “Mr. Churchill and I have been botanizing in the gardens. I

told him that we really ought to do something in the way of exploring

the neighborhood, but I could not induce him to go outside the gates.

Are you going to the theatre to-night?” she asked, innocently.

He started and bent over the music.

“Not to-night,” he said.

“I didn’t know,” she said. “I myself should like to go and see that

girl play Juliet again; it was wonderful.”

“Yes,” he said in his curt way.

“Yes, she played it so remarkably well. But I’m afraid a second night

would spoil the impression, wouldn’t it?”

“I daresay,” he said.

Then the bell rang, and he gave her his arm and took her into dinner.

All through the elaborate meal she seemed in the best and brightest of

spirits, and her sallies of well-bred merriment called a smile even to

the face of the marquis.

Lord Cecil noticed that he was less bitter than usual, and that he

refrained from making the sneering and contemptuous remarks with which

he usually adorned the conversation.

Spenser Churchill, too, appeared in his most benevolent and amiable

mood, and grew quite pathetic as he talked of his pet charity for

distressed chimney sweeps.

The dessert came, and then Lady Grace took up her fan and left the

room, and Spenser Churchill, after a single glass of claret, rose, and

saying: “Don’t let me disturb you two; I am going to ask Lady Grace

for some music,” glided out of the room.

The moment had arrived for Lord Cecil’s announcement, and as he filled

his glass, his face grew set and grave.

The marquis, instead of rising, seemed to linger over his wine, and

leaned back in his chair with a thoughtful air. Once he glanced at Lord

Cecil curiously.

“Have you heard the news from Ireland, Cecil?” he said.

Lord Cecil started, and set down his glass.

“No, sir. I have not seen the papers.”

“I was not alluding to the papers,” said the marquis, with a trace of

his cold sneer. “I rarely read them; there is plenty of fiction in the

library. But I have heard from my agent in Connemara. The country is

very unsettled.”

“Yes?” said Lord Cecil absently; he had his own ideas about Ireland,

and they would probably have much astonished the marquis, who was

a Tory of the old and thorough-going sort. But Lord Cecil was not

thinking of Ireland, but of Doris Marlowe.

“I imagine you know that I--I suppose I ought to say ‘we’--have a great

deal of property there?”

Lord Cecil nodded.

“I suppose so, sir.”

“Yes,” said the marquis, glancing at him from the corners of his cold,

keen eyes. “You don’t take much interest in the matter--at present. But

you will be marquis very soon, and then----” he laughed. “I don’t envy

you your Irish property!”

“I am in no hurry to possess it, sir,” said Lord Cecil.

“I daresay not.”

“But I think the people have some reason for what they are doing.”

“No doubt,” assented the marquis, drily. “You view the business from

the patriotic side.”

“I sympathize with the people,” said Lord Neville, firmly.

The marquis poured out a glass of wine and smiled coldly.

“Yes--you are young,” he said. “But I’ll admit the thing wants looking

into, and I’m too old to undertake the inspection.”

Lord Neville raised his head. He did not want to talk about Ireland,

but about Doris Marlowe. And now, he thought, was the time. The old

port stood beside them, the door was closed. Lady Grace and Spenser

Churchill were in the drawing-room.

He looked at the cold, haughty face and plunged at his task.

“I’m afraid I can’t go into the Irish question to-night, sir,” he said.

“Indeed?” said the marquis, leaning back.

“No,” said Lord Cecil, quietly; “I have a personal matter I wish to

speak to you about.”

The marquis eyed him calmly and patiently.

“Personal matters claim first attention. What is it? Is it money?”

“I want your consent to my marriage,” said Lord Cecil.

If he had expected the marquis to express surprise by word or gesture

he was disappointed.

“Your marriage?” he said, quietly. “You intend taking my advice, I

see. You are wise; Lady Grace is desirable in every way. I’d marry her

myself, if I were younger.”

Lord Cecil colored, but he did not flinch.

“I am sorry, sir,” he said.

“That I am not younger?” put in the marquis, with a sardonic smile.

“Well, yes, I’m sorry for that, if youth would make you any happier, my

lord,” said Lord Neville, and he spoke sincerely. The marquis eyed him

keenly. “But it is not Lady Grace, sir. I think her a most beautiful

and charming lady, of whom I am quite and entirely unworthy.”

“For once I agree with you,” was the caustic comment.

Lord Neville inclined his head.

“But there is another reason why I cannot venture to ask Lady Grace to

be my wife. I do not love her.”

The marquis smiled.

“I thought it was out of fashion to be in love with your wife; forgive

me, I have been outside the world so long. Pray go on.”

“And I love another lady.”

“Indeed!” came the cold response. There was no surprise, scarcely a

trace even of displeasure, but the keen eyes glittered like those of

an eagle as they rested on his handsome, manly face. “Don’t you think

it would have saved both of us some trouble and many words if you

had mentioned this rather important fact when we were discussing the

question the other night?”

Lord Neville smiled faintly.

“I did not know it myself,” he replied; “I had not met the young lady.”

“Ah, love at first sight!” said the marquis. “Interesting, but rather

imprudent. You have known her, and loved her, and want to marry her,

all in--how many days is it?”

Lord Neville colored.

“I seem to have known her for years,” he said, almost to himself.

“And may I ask--I don’t desire to appear inquisitive--who this young

lady is? I didn’t know that you had visited any of the people here. Do

I know her?”

“I think not, sir,” said Lord Neville. “Her name is Doris Marlowe.”

“Doris Marlowe,” repeated the marquis; “a pretty name. No, I don’t know

it. There is no county family hereabouts, that I remember, of the name

of Marlowe.”

“She is not a member of a county family; she is an actress,” said Lord

Neville.

He looked up steadily, expecting to see the cold, haughty face break

into an expression of rage, fury, scorn; but there was not the least

emotion displayed on the thin, curled lips and glittering eyes.

“An actress; really! Dear me! This is very--entertaining! I was under

the impression that only callow schoolboys ever fell in love with

actresses. I should have thought--pray forgive me--that you were too

old, if not too sensible, to be guilty of such a _gaucherie_.”

Lord Neville pressed his foot down upon the Turkey carpet, and sat

himself squarely in his chair, in his effort to command his temper. He

had resolved that nothing the marquis should say should rouse him to

anger or to retaliation.

“An actress! I don’t think the Stoyles have ever had an actress in the

family; and some of us have gone pretty low down for our wives, too!”

Lord Neville bit his lip.

“If you knew Miss Marlowe, sir, I think you would scarcely consider

that I was condescending in asking her to marry me.”

The marquis stared at him as if he were some curious specimen, worthy

of calm and careful consideration.

“I will take your word for that! At any rate, I won’t venture to

contradict you; but you must permit me to express my satisfaction that

Fate has spared me to that extent! I have no desire to add an actress

to my list of acquaintances.”

Lord Neville inclined his head.

“This is exactly what I expected you to say, sir,” he said, quietly;

“but I considered it my duty to tell you, and to ask your consent, as I

should have asked my father’s, had he been living.”

“Thanks; you are very considerate,” said the marquis, with a fine

sneer; “and do not mind me! Pray unbosom yourself! Treat me as if I

were your father, and dilate upon the lady’s charms. Of course she is

beautiful.”

“She is very beautiful,” said Lord Neville, quietly.

--“And clever! Quite a genius, in fact, and equally, of course, pure

and innocent as the driven snow.”

The words--the tone--almost maddened Lord Cecil. His face crimsoned,

then went pale, and his eyes burnt fiercely as they met the keen,

sardonic gaze.

“She is clever! She is a genius! Yes!” he said, controlling himself

by a great effort. “She will be, or would have been famous. As to her

innocence and purity, she has been brought up and carefully guarded by

a man, against whom and herself the tongue of scandal has not dared

even to hint a word.”

“In--deed! You are singularly fortunate!” came the scornful response.

Lord Neville sprang to his feet, a half audible oath wrung from him in

his torture; but the marquis waved his thin, white, clawlike hand.

“Pray sit down. We had better endeavor to discuss this matter quietly.

If she is an actress, that is no reason why you should treat me to

dramatic attitudes. Pray be calm! I have no doubt you believe all you

say, I am quite convinced of it. We’ll agree that she is everything

that is beautiful and innocent and talented, and that you are very much

in love with her----” and he laughed, such a laugh of taunting scorn

and contempt as might have been echoed in Tophet.

Lord Neville sank into his chair again.

“And you propose to marry her?” said the marquis, after sipping his

wine. “To marry her! Now that surprises me! How fashions alter! In my

day that is the last thing we should have done.”

Lord Neville’s face darkened.

“Even in your day, my lord, all men were not scoundrels,” he said,

grimly.

“No,” said the marquis, delighted at having driven him to retort. “No;

there were some fools--even in my day!”

“You shall call me what you please, sir.”

“My dear fellow, what else can I call you? Even you will not expect me

to applaud such a step as you propose taking. You are a Neville, you

will be the Marquis of Stoyle, a peer of the three kingdoms: you will

get, or you would have got, the Garter; and you propose to marry--an

actress! An actress! If there is any man in England who would not call

you a fool, I should like to see him; I should like to see him very

much, indeed. Why, my dear fellow, depend upon it, no one thinks you

more decidedly a fool than the girl herself.”

“By Heaven, if you only knew her!” broke from Lord Neville’s parched

lips.

The marquis laughed.

“Thanks, again. But you’ll excuse me, I trust! An actress! Come, I’m

not a betting man--now, but I will wager you a hundred pounds to five

that before two months after you have been married you will admit to me

that I was right and that you were a very great fool, indeed!”

“I take you, sir,” said Lord Neville, grimly, and he drew out his

pocketbook and carefully jotted down the bet. The old man’s eyes shone

with a swift approval; it was a touch worthy of himself.

“And I’ll make you another that in the same period the girl herself

will be as sorry that she married you.”

“I don’t take that,” said Lord Neville, coldly. “For, considering the

blood that runs in my veins, any woman’s chance of happiness as my wife

is a small one.”

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