CHAPTER V.

AN IDEAL JULIET.

The hour was approaching. Doris, still in her hat and jacket, sat in

the tiny apartment behind the stage which served as her dressing-room.

She was paler than usual, and her eyes looked of a deeper and darker

blue than usual; but she was calm, with a calm which Jeffrey could not

attain to.

With his hands folded behind him, his head bent upon his breast--his

favorite attitude--he paced up and down the narrow limits of the room,

like a tiger in its cage, waiting for his supper.

“Will the house be full, Jeffrey?” asked Doris, presently.

“Yes,” he replied. “The pit and gallery are full now; they were waiting

at the doors as early as six o’clock. They are not fools, these

Barton people. In some places you would be sure of playing ‘Romeo and

Juliet’ to empty benches, but not here. It is a flourishing place,

and they are intelligent and educated. They have a theatre they may

be proud of, and they are proud of it. In some towns the theatre is a

neglected barn, and when that is so, you may take it that the people

are uncultivated and barbaric. Yes--you will have a fair and patient

hearing; I knew that when I chose Barton for the scene of your great

trial. In London there are so many new Juliets that the critics and the

audience have got incredulous and suspicious--they have seen so many

failures that they go prepared for disappointment; here, it will be

different. They love Shakespeare, they know you, they will hope for the

best, and you will not disappoint them,” and his eyes glittered down

upon her.

Doris smiled.

“Perhaps they will hiss me off the stage!” she said, but she did not

say it very fearfully.

He shook his head, and went on in his monotonous pacing; and presently

a familiar sound struck his ear.

“The curtain is up on the farce,” he said. “You had better begin to

dress. Is there anything I can do--anything I can suggest--anything you

would like to ask me?” he inquired, with his long, thin fingers on the

handle of the door.

Doris shook her head.

“No, Jeffrey, dear; I don’t know of anything, unless you would get into

my skin, and play Juliet instead of me.”

“You are not nervous?” he asked.

“Not a bit,” she answered; “and that is strange, isn’t it? No, I feel

as calm and easy as if I were going to play a waiting-maid’s part; but

I shall be all on the quiver when I am standing at the wings, ready to

go on.”

He nodded, as if he understood, and went out, sending her dresser to

her.

Doris dressed quietly and slowly. Jeffrey had impressed upon her the

importance of avoiding all hurry just before her appearance, and she

had finished, and was sitting before the glass, not looking at herself,

but musing, as it seemed, when he came in again.

“Dressed? That is right! The house is crammed! The manager says it is

the best house he has had since Mr. Irving was here. The boxes look

like London boxes, people in evening dress, and ladies with flowers.”

He stood in front of her, and scanned her dress and get-up keenly.

The dress was of white satin, made quite plainly, with a long train,

its only ornament a row of pearls, which were not stage jewels, but

real, and of great value, and a present from Jeffrey himself. Her dark

hair, looking black by the light, fell round her exquisitely-shaped

face like a frame, and, caught up by a white ribbon behind, swept in

curving tresses to her shoulders. The faint touch of rouge--every

actress must rouge, whether she likes it or not--gave the intense blue

eyes an added depth and brilliance, which the long dark lashes veiled

now and again, but to rise and render the brilliance and color more

marked by their temporary concealment.

It was not his way to praise her beauty, but as he turned away he

muttered something that sounded like approval.

“Did you see any one you know, in front, Jeffrey?” she asked.

“No,” he said, almost impatiently. “I know no one! I suppose all the

people in the boxes are county people, I do not know! I only care for

the pit and gallery; it is from them you must get your verdict, the

boxes and stalls will follow suit.”

“Poor county people!” she said, with a smile, but absently.

“Of what are you thinking--the third scene?” he asked.

Doris started, and the natural color forced its way through the powder

and rouge. She was not thinking of Romeo and Juliet at all, but of the

handsome face that lay in her lap yesterday afternoon, of the young

fellow whose name was Cecil Neville.

“I--I don’t know,” she said, faltering a little. “I think I was

dreaming, Jeffrey.”

“Then you must wake up,” he retorted firmly, but not unkindly. “I heard

the curtain go down on the farce. Will you have a glass of wine?”

She shook her head, and looked at him with smiling surprise.

“And you, who are always preaching against it!” she said.

“I know,” he admitted; “but to-night----”

The manager knocked at the door. He was a keen business man, just

and not ungenerous, and he nodded and smiled at the beautiful vision

admiringly and encouragingly.

“Beautiful house, Miss Marlowe,” he said, “and in the very best of

tempers; a child might play with them to-night.”

“Ah, it is only a child who is going to play to them, Mr. Brown!” said

Doris.

He laughed approvingly.

“By George, that’s good! I must remember that. How do you feel?”

“Frightened out of my life!” said Doris. “Do not be surprised if I

forget my part, and am hissed off!” but her smile belied her words.

“If you are I’ll close the theatre and take to--market gardening!”

retorted the manager.

“Let her alone! I do not want her to talk!” growled Jeffrey, and Mr.

Brown, shrugging his shoulders and making a grimace behind the bent

back, glanced at his watch and hurried off, saying--

“Ten minutes, Miss Marlowe!”

“Ten minutes!” said Doris, dreamily. “Leave me now, Jeffrey, dear.”

He laid his hand on her shoulder and looked down at her with a world of

wistful tenderness and pride and loving anxiety.

“Do your best, Doris!” he said.

“I will, for your sake, Jeffrey!” she responded, touching his hand

caressingly.

“No, for your art’s,” he said, gravely. “I shall be at the wings.”

Now that she was left alone, Doris tried to concentrate her thoughts

upon the coming ordeal; but she could not. Each time she tried to

picture herself upon the stage and speaking the lines set down for

Juliet, the voice of Cecil Neville rang in her ears, and with a low

cry, almost of alarm, she put her hands to her head.

“Ah, that’s stage fright!” said the dresser. “I know what it is,

miss; I’ve had it myself, in my old acting days. But it will pass off

directly you face the house, depend upon it. Don’t you be afraid and

nervous; for, Miss Marlowe, I’ve heard that the very first actors feel

like that, some of them every night, too!”

Doris laughed softly.

“Do they, Mrs. Parkhouse?” she said. “Then there is hope for me. There

is the overture over. Not many minutes now; the curtain is up!”

She bent her head upon her hands and forced herself to think of

the scene that was at that moment being played, to think of the

good-looking young fellow--a great Barton favorite--who was playing

Romeo; but marvel of marvels, instead of his face, which she knew so

well, there rose before her, as Romeo, the face over which she had bent

yesterday.

“Ah, it is no use, no use!” she cried, springing up.

“Oh, don’t say that, miss!” said Mrs. Parkhouse, who had been watching

her with respectful anxiety. “I’m sure--we’re all of us sure and

certain that it will be a success. It will all go right directly you

get on to the stage.”

“Do you think so?” said Doris, with a curious smile. “I hope so--ah, I

hope so; if not----”

“Juliet!” shouted the call boy; and leaving her sentence unfinished,

Doris caught up her train and went to the wings.

The Barton Theatre was a properly conducted one, and none but those

who had business there were permitted behind the scenes; but Doris

had to pass through a small crowd of actors and supernumeraries and

carpenters, and she felt rather than saw the curious glances bent upon

her.

But instantly Jeffrey was by her side.

“It has gone well, so far,” he said. “Mr. Brown was right; the house

is in good humor, notwithstanding the heat and that it is packed. You

played well, Mr. Garland,” he said to the Romeo, who came striding up

and bowed to Doris.

“Did I? Thanks. Not nearly so well as I shall do when I have Juliet to

play to. May I, without offense, say that you are looking your part

most beautifully, Miss Marlowe?”

Doris inclined her head with a smile.

“Romeo should pay compliments, Mr. Garland, and that is a very pretty

one. But I want to do more than look my part!”

“Don’t be afraid,” said the young fellow, gallantly and seriously. “I

haven’t the slightest fear of the result. It will be a big hit; I have

said so all along.”

“And you should know!” said Doris. “I wish I felt as sure.”

“Your cue!” said Jeffrey in a solemn voice, as he touched her arm

warningly.

She started slightly, then with the light, careless gait of a

light-hearted, careless girl, who has no forecast of the doom hanging

over her, she went upon the stage.

A greater part of the audience knew her, but they were astonished by

the sight of her beauty, rendered more beautiful by the exquisite

dress, and they led the thunder of welcome which the strangers, who saw

her for the first time, followed as heartily.

Doris had been taught by Jeffrey that to stop the business of the scene

to acknowledge applause was a cardinal sin, and commenced at once, and

the crowded house fell into instant silence, in which her sweet, clear

voice rang like a silver bell.

A round of applause marked the close of the scene, but there was not

much enthusiasm in it.

She had looked a very typical Juliet, had played her part well, but

there was nothing extraordinary in her acting.

“That’s right, Miss Marlowe!” said Romeo, as she passed him at the

wing. “Saving yourself up! Reserve force, and all that! Quite right!

You’ll let yourself go in the later scenes!”

“Well?” she said to Jeffrey, as he threw a silk shawl over her and drew

her into a corner out of the draughts.

“It is for you to answer that,” he said, quietly. “It was well done;

quietly and with self-possession.”

“I see!” she said, growing pale. “I have failed!”

“No!” he almost shouted; then, in a low voice that quavered: “It is

not your best scene. It ought to be cut out. It is sometimes. You have

nothing to fear. Did you see the house?”

She shook her head.

“No, I did not look.”

He nodded approvingly.

“That’s right. Take no notice of them! Don’t look beyond the

footlights, and--and--the next scene is a trying one--but I don’t want

to make you nervous!”

“You will not make me nervous,” she said, almost sadly. “I wish that I

could feel it more than I do----”

She turned away, and her lips quivered.

The ballroom was set, crowds of supers were hurrying on to the stage;

the orchestra was playing the familiar music; the audience were

applauding the really handsome scene. Then her time came, and she

went on, and the house listened and watched with rapt attention. When

she went off, there was a distinct round of applause, but still not

enthusiastic; the fire was wanting yet!

There were two London critics in the stalls, and they exchanged glances

and comments.

“Awfully pretty girl!” said one.

“And a lady. Plays well, too,” responded the other.

“Ye-es,” assented the first. “Not at all badly, but, somehow, doesn’t

she strike you as being out of the part, so to speak? Seems as if she

were going through it in a dream! But she’s as beautiful as a dream,

too!”

The balcony scene came on--the scene in which a Juliet, who is a

Juliet, can display her powers to the best advantage. In this scene are

opportunities for the display of love and tenderness, maidenly fear and

modesty, and womanly passion, which no other play can afford.

Jeffrey, pacing to and fro behind the wings, with fingers lacing and

unlacing themselves, was devoured by anxiety, mitigated by hope.

“Now or never!” he muttered. “This is the scene! Oh! Doris, Doris! Now

you raise my heart to the seventh heaven, or break it!--break it!”

“Awfully pretty scene, Miss Marlowe,” said Romeo, as they stood

together for a moment or two; “you’ll let yourself go now, I expect!”

“Shall I?” she said, dreamily, almost absently. “I don’t know.”

He looked at her curiously.

“Yes, I think I’d put all I know into this,” he said, gently and

respectfully. “It’s a big scene for both of us.”

“Yes,” she said, in a low voice. Then she glided past him and took her

place on the balcony.

The scene began, the audience was as silent as the grave, as Romeo

entered and made his well-known speech.

Then Doris moved forward to the edge of the balcony, and into the glare

of limelight that poured down upon her.

And then a strange thing occurred. As she sighed, that well-known sigh,

she raised her eyes and all unconsciously looked toward the house.

It was almost darkened; but a single light had been left in the

chandelier, and it fell upon the handsome face of a young man sitting

in the centre box. He was leaning forward, his eyes fixed upon her

face, a strange intent expression in them. His face was pale, his

hands clasped tightly on the velvet lining of the box-edge, his whole

expression that of one surprised, amazed, bewildered and fascinated.

She saw the face for a moment only, but she recognized it.

It was the one over which she had bent on the preceding day; it was

Cecil Neville’s!

The color rose to her face, and her hands, clasped tightly on the

balcony edge, trembled. Then she went pale again, and her eyes were

raised to the moon.

Then she spoke, and again, marvel of marvels! the very tones of her

voice seemed altered. There was no longer any trace of the cold

abstraction which had marred the preceding scenes.

Melting, ravishing, they fell upon the audience like drops of dew upon

sun-baked travelers.

A thrill seemed to run through the house. Romeo, experienced actor as

he was, felt the change, the difference, and actually almost faltered.

Then they took up the scene. No need to dwell upon it; every one knows

it; there is no other like it in the whole range of English literature.

Like notes of music, sounding the full depths of a girl’s pure passion,

her words dropped from her perfect lips. Her face was like a poem

of Dante Gabriel Rosetti’s; pale, passion-pale, yet eloquent. Every

gesture--as she swept the dark, silky hair from her forehead with an

impatient movement; as she bent forward in the keen hope of touching

Romeo’s hand; as she kissed her fingers to him; as she pressed her

throbbing heart, full to o’erbrimming with love--every gesture was

noted and dwelt upon by the enraptured audience, and when the scene

closed, a wild and unanimous burst of applause rolled like thunder from

pit to boxes, from boxes to pit!

They clapped, they stamped, they cheered. It almost seemed as if a

crowd of rational beings had taken leave of their senses. In plain

truth, she had witched the hearts out of them, and they were fascinated.

Romeo stood, for the first time in his experience, at a loss what to

do, till there rose from the pit a cry, “Juliet, Juliet!” Then he went

to the wings and, breathless, grabbed at her hand.

“Come on!” he said, excitedly.

But Jeffrey held her fast by the arm. He was pale and trembling, but

his voice was stern and grim.

“No!” he said. “Not yet! This is nothing. Let them wait till the last

scene; then--then, if they want her, she shall go, but not till then!”

The two London critics in the stalls exchanged glances.

“Wonderful bit of acting,” said one. “Really wonderful for so young a

girl!”

“Yes,” assented the second; then he added thoughtfully, “I wonder what

made her wake up. It came quite suddenly, did you notice?”

There was one person in the theatre, one out of the whole crowd,

however, who neither clapped nor cheered, but sat perfectly silent. It

was Lord Cecil Neville. He sat, breathing slowly and heavily, like one

under a spell, his eyes fixed on the spot where she had stood, all his

senses in thrall.

A woman's soul · 第 5 / 38 章