"HOMO SUM."
It may or may not be the mission of the fiction-writer to point a moral,
in other words to idealise. It assuredly is his function to adorn a
tale; in short, to take the world-stage, and the actors thereon, as he
finds it and them.
We have said that, in the unexpected reappearance of his former and
fascinating acquaintance, Roland Dorrien foresaw a series of grave
complications; yet, the first shock over, there entered into his
misgivings a widening tinge of satisfaction, and that in spite of the
cautious precepts of which he had just delivered himself. A weaker man
would have started back in alarm at the turn events had taken and might
take--would have persuaded himself that he had made an ass of himself--
the male British formula, we take it, for owning that he has done that
which he ought not to have done. Not so this one. Whatever he had done
he was prepared to stand by, and not a shadow of misgiving entered his
mind on that account. But there were other reasons which enjoined to
caution. His position, his future prospects, all depended upon how he
should play his cards now. And, too, there was another consideration.
He was of a strong, passionate temperament, this man, and the hot blood
surged through his veins as he thought of the scene he had just left;
thought of his life not so long previously; thought, too, of the
opportunity thrust in his path, suddenly and unsought--he who had been
trying to persuade himself that the old, wild, reckless times were of
the past. But he was a very fatalist, prone to take things as they
came, not philosophically it must be owned. Adversity left him gloomy
and morose; good fortune, though not elating him, would fill him with a
comfortable, if selfish, sense of satisfaction in that he had it in his
power to indulge himself in any and every inclination; a power which he
suffered not the smallest scruple to hinder him from using. Not very
heroic, it must again be owned. But then Roland Dorrien was no hero,
only a man.
Given his choice, he had rather Lizzie Devine were now where he saw her
last, and three thousand good miles of Atlantic between them. More than
that, he had _much_ rather such was the case. As it was not, however,
and she was located at his very door, so to speak, well, he must make
the best of the situation. It had a best side, he reflected
sardonically--which was more than could be said of all such situations.
Anyhow, he was not going to put himself out about the matter. A thought
struck him. He might cut the knot of the difficulty by paying Devine's
fine and restoring that estimable rascal to his hearth and home. That
would put temptation beyond his reach at any rate. But Roland Dorrien
was not the man to confer gratuitous benefits upon anybody; let alone
upon one of a class which, in his estimation, knew no such word as
gratitude, and an unscrupulous and ruffianly member of the same, at
that. And who shall say that his reasoning was not in the main sound?
Confer a benefit on a dog, and he remembers it till death; succour a
fellow creature--a human being made in God's image, mark you--and the
soul-endowed object of your benevolence will assuredly turn again and
rend you on sight. Now no one knew this better than Roland, and with a
sneer at himself for having suffered himself to entertain for a moment
any such quixotic notion, he dismissed the subject from his mind.
Striking the high road leading into Wandsborough, who should he meet
suddenly and face to face, but the rector's second daughter. But she
was not alone. Walking beside her, carrying a basket--in a word,
dancing attendance on her--was the objectionable Turner.
Many a man under the circumstances would have felt, though he might have
shown no sign of it, some slight embarrassment, the result of the old
cant "guilty conscience" again. Not so this one. He had rather a poor
opinion of the fair sex, and although Olive Ingelow had attracted--
partially fascinated him, to an extent which no one had ever succeeded
in doing yet, and which he would not own even to himself--for all that,
he could not be otherwise than perfectly at his ease in her presence,
even under such circumstances as these.
"Well, Miss Olive," he said lightly, as they met. "On charity bent, I
see. Much too fine a day for any such dismal errand."
"There's such a thing as duty, Mr Dorrien," put in Turner, in a tone
meant to convey a lofty rebuke, but which only struck the other as
divertingly bumptious. "And the parish has to be looked after, and our
people must be visited, one might suppose."
"Oh--ah, I see--quite so?" asserted Roland, placidly and with a stare,
as if he had just become aware of the curate's presence. "And I am
sure, my dear sir, that no one performs that onerous task more
assiduously and efficiently than yourself."
The curate bit his lip with suppressed ire. Here was a man whom it was
not safe to snub, whom, in fact, it was not possible to snub. Olive,
meanwhile, struggled hard to conceal her mirth under cover of somewhat
exuberantly caressing Roy.
"Well, good-bye, Mr Dorrien," she exclaimed, with a bright, mischievous
smile. "Duty calls; and that `dismal errand' must be proceeded with."
"I never did take to that man," remarked Turner, as they resumed their
way. "I don't care how little I see of him, in fact. The Dorriens are
a bad stock, and sooner or later this one will prove himself no
exception to the rule, mark my words."
"I don't see why you should be so uncharitable," retorted Olive. "We
all think Mr Dorrien particularly nice. How can he help his family
being detestable?"
A pertinent question enough, but hardly calculated to soothe the pious
young apostle at her side. Rumour credited Turner with more than a
friendly regard for his chief's second daughter, and for once in a way
Rumour was right. But as to whether the _penchant_ was reciprocated by
its object or no, rumour was divided in opinion, the balance of the said
division being on the negative side.
"He can't help that perhaps," said Turner shortly. "But the man himself
is objectionable. A scoffer, and I strongly suspect, an out-and-out
infidel."
"And what if he is?" rejoined Olive warmly. "The narrow-minded and
uncharitable self-sufficiency of some people is enough to make an
infidel of anybody. I vow I hate clergymen!"
The colour rose to the beautiful dark face as she spoke. Her companion,
dismayed and offended, replied, looking straight in front of him:
"Not very flattering to your father, Miss Olive." She rewarded him with
a look of withering scorn. "Just the sort of answer I should have
looked for from you. An _infidel_, for instance," with cutting sarcasm,
"would have vastly more gumption than not to know that I credit my
father with being a very rare and noble exception to a most stupid and
narrow-minded set of men. _He_ takes people as he finds them. _He_
doesn't go out of the way to sneer at them because they don't live in
church, especially when he knows little or nothing about them."
The curate would have liked to hint at the discovery he had recently
made, or fancied he had made. But he only replied stiffly:
"If I have offended you I am sorry. But as my company seems unwelcome
just now, I will relieve you of it at once."
"By all means, Mr Turner. Good-morning," and taking her basket from
him, she passed on her way with a scornful bow, leaving her companion
standing irresolute, very savage and sore at heart, looking and feeling
not a little foolish.
Meanwhile the object of this tiff, far enough away in the contrary
direction, felt more disgusted than he cared to admit. But for the
presence of that whipper-snapper of a curate, he would have joined
Olive, and in about two minutes would have persuaded her to dismiss her
errand of charity to the winds, substituting therefor a long delightful
ramble on the seashore, or inland among cool shady lanes, or over breezy
upland. And by no means for the first time, either. Now, however, it
was probable that Turner would lose no opportunity of making himself a
nuisance. Parsons, in Roland's opinion, were extensively given that
way, and that Turner had got scent of that other business was extremely
unfortunate. Then at the thought of Turner as last seen, he laughed
sardonically. A transparently "spoony" man looked an ass at best--a
transparently "spoony" cleric showed up as something extraordinary in
the way of an ass--and that Turner was in that identical stage of
asininity was obvious to our well-worn friend "the meanest capacity,"
let alone to so shrewd and clear-sighted an individual as Roland
Dorrien.
Another meeting was in store for him that morning. In Wandsborough High
Street he ran right against his sister and the Miss Nevilles, who
insisted forthwith on carrying him back to Cranston. It was luncheon
time and hot withal--a comfortable seat in the victoria was not to be
sneezed at, so he submitted to capture with the best possible grace.
But the incident reminded him that Wandsborough was a confoundedly small
place, and that unless he meant to disperse all prudence to the winds it
behoves him to be careful.