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[Illustration: Anson Mills]

[Illustration: Hannah Cassel Mills]

MY STORY

BY

ANSON MILLS

BRIGADIER GENERAL, U. S. A.

EDITED BY C. H. CLAUDY

PUBLISHED BY THE AUTHOR

1918

PRESS OF BYRON S. ADAMS

WASHINGTON, D. C.

COPYRIGHT 1918

BY ANSON MILLS, BRIG.-GEN. U. S. A.

CONTENTS

FIRST PERIOD

PAGE

My Ancestors 25

Privations of the Early Pioneers 31

Charlotteville Academy 37

West Point Military Academy 41

Early Days in Texas 48

El Paso Experiences 51

In Washington 64

My Brothers in Texas 69

SECOND PERIOD

Four Years of Civil War 78

After the War 102

Marriage 114

THIRD PERIOD

Travels West and East 123

Nannie's Impressions of the West 135

Western Experiences 152

Detail to Paris Exposition 177

Out West Again 186

Brevet Commissions in the Army 209

In Washington Again 213

Consolidation of the El Paso and Juarez Street Railways 251

The Reformation of El Paso 253

Mexico 258

Equitable Distribution of the Waters of the Rio Grande 263

Boundary Commission 281

Woman's Suffrage 307

Prohibition 310

Trip to Europe with General Miles 312

My Cartridge Belt Equipment 314

The League to Enforce Peace 332

Trial by Combat 341

Personal Trial by Combat 341

National Trial by Combat 349

Honolulu 355

Conclusion 357

APPENDICES

The Organization and Administration of the United States Army 361

Address before the Society of the Army of the Cumberland 382

Address before the Order of Indian Wars, on "The Battle of the

Rosebud" 394

INDEX TO ILLUSTRATIONS

PAGE

Anson and Nannie, day before marriage 117

Anson, day before marriage, with "Big Four" Cassel girls 117

Banco de Santa Margarita 290, 291

Batchelder, Frank R. 254

Bisbee, Brigadier General William H. 101

Blanco, Jacobo 279

Bridger, Jim 154

Burckhalter, Marietta 29

Burges, Richard F. 295

Cannon, Speaker Joseph 235

Cartridge Belt Equipment 315, 316, 319, 320, 323, 324, 327, 328

Caldwell, Menger 241

Caldwell, Sally 241

Cassel, Mr. and Mrs., with "Auntie" 120

Chamizal Arbitration Commission 296

Clark, Speaker Champ 234

Cleveland, President Grover 226

Cody, W. F. (Buffalo Bill) 154

Commanding Officer's quarters at Ft. Grant 196

Dennis, William C. 295

Dewey, Admiral George 236

Duelling pistols 340

Fairbanks, Vice-President Charles W. 250

Father and son at fifty-eight and thirteen years 205

Follett, W. W. 274

Freeman, Brigadier General H. B. 101

Granddaughters, Nancy, Constance and Mabel 240

Happer, John A. 254

Hazlett, Captain Charles E. 67

Hoar, Senator George F. 228

Horcon cut-off 288, 289

Joint Boundarv Commission 280

Keblinger, W. Wilbur 254

Kelly, Dora Miller 241

Kline, Kathleen Cassel 244

Little Anson at five, and Constance at two years 187

Little Anson at seventeen months and twelve years 218

Little Anson's company at Ft. Grant 194

McKinley, President William 227

Map of El Paso 56, 57

Map, Showing the Principal Engagements, Sioux War 399

Map, Battle of the Rosebud 403

Martin, Captain Carl Anson 244

Martin, Caroline Mills 29

Miles, General Nelson A. 12

Miller, Martin V. B. 241

Mills, Allen 28

Mills, Anson 2

Mills, Emmett 28

Mills, Hannah Cassel 3

Mills, James P. 29

Mills, W. W. 28

Mills Building, El Paso 247

Mills Building, Washington, D. C. 246

Mills Memorial Fountain, Thorntown, Indiana 242

Moral Suasion Horse at Fort Bridger 110

My abandoned birthplace 39

My family and Commanding Officer's quarters at Ft. Thomas 191

My father and his daughters 29

Myself with brothers 28

Nannie and Constance at Ft. Grant 202

Nannie's family Bible inscription 185

Nannie's residence at Gloucester (Bayberry Ledge) 248

Nannie's travels (graphic map) 216, 217

Nannie 215

Nettleton, Colonel E. S. 274

No Flesh (Brulé Chief) 159

No Flesh Battle Picture 160, 161

Orndorff, Mr. and Mrs. Thomas C. 330

Our sitting room at Ft. Grant 198

Our residence in Washington 224

Overton (Captain) with Nancy 239

Overton, Constance Mills 239

Picnic at Ft. Thomas 192

Powell, Major James W. 274

Puga, F. Beltran y 279

Robertson, Jack 154

Root, Senator Elihu 229

Scales and Armor 88

Schley, Admiral Winfield Scott 237

Shepherd, Brigadier General O. L. 101

Smiley, Eliza Jane 29

Spotted Tail (Brulé Chief) 159

Steedman, Major General James B. 101

Stevens, Horace B. 254

Street in El Paso, 1870 188

Summer Camp on Graham Mountain 201

Tepee and capturing officers at Slim Buttes 110

Wilson, Brigadier General John M. (classmate) 249

[Illustration:

_To General Anson Mills

from his friend

Nelson A. Miles_

_Lieut-General U. S. Army_

]

PREFACE

WASHINGTON, D. C., December 12, 1917.

The record of important events in human affairs as they are placed

upon the pages of history and drift into the shadows of the past,

should be recorded with sacred fidelity. The historian who places

accurate and important knowledge at the disposal of the present and

future students and writers is a public benefactor for those not only

of his own time, but for the generations that shall follow.

The achievements and failures, the evils and blessings, the

benevolence and the injustice, the rights and wrongs, the ambitions,

wisdom and intelligence, the happiness and nobility, as well as the

distress and sacrifice of a race or people rightly recorded, forms an

invaluable guide and chart for the innumerable throng that occupy the

field of activities and in their turn pass on to be replaced by others.

Doubly fortunate is the one who takes an important and distinguished

part in the important events of his time, and then can write an

account of those events for the instruction and benefit of others. It

is doubtful if any epoch in history was more important or freighted

with more difficult or greater problems to be solved than those

presented during the time just preceding, during and subsequent to our

great Civil War.

The great Republic formed after seven years of valor and sacrifice

from thirteen weak and scattered colonies, had, through several

decades of unprecedented development and prosperity, become a most

powerful homogeneous nation. In its creation and progress, there was

left one element of discord; one vexed question remained unsettled

that threatened to dismember the government, destroy the federation

and seriously embarrass our advance toward a higher civilization. When

reason became dethroned, logic and argument failed, the problem had to

be settled by the dread arbitrament of war.

The young men, the very flower of our national manhood, were required

to decide that great problem. For the very important duties of

citizenship and soldier, the distinguished author of this volume was

well equipped for the important duties of that time and to render

important service for his government and the people of our country.

Descending from the best of ancestral stock, born and reared in what

was known as the Great Middle West, in an atmosphere of national

independence, a region of our country where we find the highest type

of our American civilization, he grew to manhood under the most

favored auspices. Educated at excellent schools and institutions of

learning, his mind became well stored with useful knowledge concerning

his own country and the world. He then went to that famous military

academy, West Point, where he acquired a thorough military training

and those manly attributes for which the institution is noted.

His mind naturally sought wider fields of usefulness, and when he

resigned, he became identified with that marvelous civil development

that has transformed a vast wilderness and mountain waste into

productive communities and States.

As a civil engineer, he was most useful and successful. When the great

crisis came, he was found true and steadfast in his allegiance to the

national welfare amid chaos, doubt and uncertainty. His loyalty was

invaluable, his patriotism sublime; among the first to volunteer, his

record was most commendable and praiseworthy, ever present in every

campaign and battle in which his company or regiment was engaged. Four

times breveted for distinguished conduct in battle, he fought for a

principle, and had the satisfaction of witnessing its final triumph,

and its universal approval by the civilized world.

In that "war for civilization" on our western frontier, he again

rendered distinguished service, not only by his conspicuous gallantry

in action against Indians, but by his skill and genius as a commander

in achieving success and victory where there was little prospect of

winning either. In a campaign where success depends entirely upon the

ability of the commander, there he succeeded.

During a long life of civil and military achievements, he was blessed

by the companionship of one of the most estimable, accomplished and

noblest of women, whose gentle influence was refining, whose presence

was inspiring, and whose counsel was most encouraging and beneficial.

A successful life, rich with noble designs and good deeds, General

Mills has contributed a favor in giving to the readers, the result of

his experiences and observations.

These pages are commended to the public with the full knowledge of the

fact that they are written for no selfish purpose, but for the highest

and best of motives.

[Illustration:

_Nelson A. Miles_

_Lieutenant General, U. S. Army._

]

BAYBERRY LEDGE,

EAST GLOUCESTER, MASS.,

August 31, 1917.

MY DEAR DAUGHTER CONSTANCE:

After retiring from the line of the army, some twenty years

ago, I had no further military duty before me save that of

Commissioner on the Boundary Commission between the United

States and Mexico, which I believed would occupy but a short

time. Your mother and I had permanently located in Washington.

We believed our lives had been so varied--mingling with so many

races during so many vicissitudes and trials--that it would be

interesting to you and your children for me, assisted by her, to

write of our careers. Of this intention we told you in a letter

dated January 1, 1898, that you might help us in such parts of

the story as you were old enough to remember, although this was

but a small part of our long career, you coming to us when we

were middle-aged.

But the duties of the Boundary Commission became so arduous,

and my business increased so as to keep me strenuously occupied

until two years ago. And now, just as I find time for these

reminiscences, the greatest sorrow of my life has come upon

you and me--the loss of your mother. This shock has been so

appalling that it shook my resolution to attempt the task

without her, who had been the inspiration and chief factor in

my life. Before giving up the plan, however, I submitted it to

friends who had been nearest to us during our married life,

and asked their advice. They all think I should not abandon my

first intention of writing my life and career, in which my wife

took so large a part. I record here my letter to Mrs. Albert

S. Burleson and her answer, which is typical of the rest. I

have selected her letter for publication because of its womanly

sentiment, and because the marital life of General Burleson,

my friend for a generation, has been not unlike my own. These

letters are as follows:

EASTERN POINT,

GLOUCESTER, MASS.,

May 31, 1917.

MY DEAR MRS. BURLESON:

We, Constance and I, want to thank you and General Burleson for

your card of sympathy.

Twenty years ago, after retirement, I had in mind to write

a reminiscence of my career, but the boundary duties and my

Worcester business so occupied my time that I was unable even

to begin it. Now that Nannie has gone, I reflect that she has

been the inspiration of whatever success I have had in life for

nearly forty-nine years, so that it seems to me that whatever

I do in that line should be devoted to her more than to me. I

have, therefore, about concluded to write something in memory

of her, and I am considering just how to do this. She was so

serene, so unassuming, and so devoutly thankful to the Great

Creator and her forebears for her rich endowments that she

had no incentive to display them, but was always, before all,

the same radiantly beautiful, graceful, modest woman, whose

sparkling eyes and responsive facial expression foretold her

charity for all and malice toward none, that I can not do her

too much honor. From my viewpoint, women have as much right to

be remembered for their work in this world as men. Certainly she

had.

It is difficult to write on such a subject, especially so soon

after my great loss, but, as I have but a brief period in which

to accomplish what I think I ought to do, I want to ask your

judgment as to how I should proceed.

Yours very truly,

ANSON MILLS.

MRS. ALBERT S. BURLESON,

1901 F Street, Washington, D. C.

1901 F Street,

June 5, 1917.

DEAR GENERAL MILLS:

I believe it would grieve your wife--could she know--to have

you put aside something you had planned through so many years

to do. Doubtless you frequently discussed the undertaking with

her--perhaps her interest in it was even greater than yours.

And any reminiscence of your life would necessarily include her

life--your life together. In the preparation of such a book

she would continue to be your inspiration, and that thought

alone would give color and strength to all you wrote. From the

viewpoint of a devoted, understanding wife myself, I feel deeply

that her husband's life history would be the most pleasing of

all memorials to her; for surely her memory is perpetuated in

your life.

I should be glad to have you write to me again, and if it is

not painful to you, to come sometime to see us. You must know

that all that concerns you and your wife, whom we too knew as a

"radiantly beautiful, graceful and modest woman," concerns us.

With high regard and good wishes that time will bring peace to

your wounded heart, believe me,

Faithfully yours,

ADELE S. BURLESON.

I have two objects in undertaking this work:

_First._ That I may leave to you, your children, and their

descendants, some evidence of who and what their forebears were.

_Second._ To give our collateral relatives something that may

interest and possibly encourage them.

As far as practicable, I shall tell the story chronologically,

dividing the narrative into three periods: first, my childhood,

and up to the time of the Civil War, when I was commissioned in

the army; second, the period of the Civil War up to my marriage;

and, third--by far the most important--our history as man and

wife for nearly forty-nine years.

It may be my narrative runs too much to sentiment--but there is

sentiment in our Flag; in the Declaration of Independence; in

the Constitution--but we can not make them commercial assets. It

was sentiment that caused the armies of the "Blue and the Gray"

to amaze the world with the most sanguinary and chivalrous war

ever waged during all the tide of time; and it was sentiment

that in a few years brought these foes together as one

harmonious people. The want of sentiment caused the Goths and

Vandals to degenerate into what their name now implies. The same

may be said of the Hessians of our War for Independence. The

want of sentiment required 300,000 British soldiers, and half as

many American mules, three years to overcome 40,000 Boers imbued

with sentiment, which brought peace without vainglorious victory.

ANSON MILLS.

* * * * *

I am appending at the end of this book three papers which Mrs. Mills

assisted me in preparing, as follows:

"Organization and Administration of the Army;" "Address to the Society

of the Army of the Cumberland;" "Address to the Order of Indian Wars."

FOREWORD

I am eighty-three years old, having lived two-thirds of the

constitutional life of this great Republic, which I believe the

greatest institution for self-government ever devised.

Counting service as a cadet, in the line of the army proper, and as a

Boundary Commissioner, I have served fifty-four years, nine months and

four days in the United States Army; longer, I believe, than any other

officer.

Mrs. Mills and I often congratulated ourselves that we lived in this

nation and generation. In no other could we have seen and enjoyed so

much, conducive to the belief that mankind was rapidly advancing to

the greatest possible perfection.

Of the four greatest scourges, war, pestilence, famine and flood, we

have seen the three latter almost entirely eradicated.

Only the scourge of war, the most cruel, barbarous and destructive of

all, is left uncontrolled and unhampered, although there is hope this

may soon be so restrained that it will be no longer a menace.

We have seen the nation develop from twenty millions to over one

hundred millions of the most civilized, righteous and just people. We

have seen it become foremost in the sciences, arts and industries. We

have seen sixty per cent of hand labor transferred to machinery; we

have watched railroad and steamboat transportation develop from their

infancy; we watched the birth of electric light and power; we have

seen the bicycle, motorcycle, automobile, sewing machine, knitting

machine, typewriter, telegraph and its wireless associate, telephone,

dirigible balloon, aeroplane, undersea boat, washing machine, power

printing press, linotype, and hundreds of other inventions developed

to their present perfection.

We have had a part in the pride that most of these betterments were

brought about by the study, energy and ability of Americans, who, by

reason of their superior inventive genius, excelled the rest of the

world in manufacture.

We, too, tried to invent and discover. If we constantly combated what

we believed to be error, ignorance, inertia, and non-progressiveness,

it was because we tried to lead those believing, as we did, that their

souls should lend the best in them to pave the way for those coming

after.

As the spirit, impulse and efforts of the two characters portrayed

in these reminiscences have been those of reformers striving for

the advancement of their fellow men, it is probable that a free

criticism of errors and wrongs will incite a suspicion that they

are relating grievances. Therefore, I ask the reader to distinguish

between vindictiveness and vindication. What I here record is not

a relation of grievances, but an endeavor to explain to those who

have the courage to follow our line of life, the antagonisms we met.

For those who are willing to live a commonplace life, it is perhaps

better to observe the opinions and customs of neighbors and those in

authority, but for others it is sometimes wise courageously to defy

and disobey injurious and useless commands. Such actions often injure

the reputation of the reformer for a time, but eventually they will

distinguish him above the large number of his fellows:

"... _who yearly creep

Into the world to eat and sleep,

And know no reason why they are born,

Save to consume the wine and corn,

Devour the cattle, fowl and fish,

And leave behind an empty dish_."

FIRST PERIOD

MY ANCESTORS

I was born near Thorntown, Indiana, August 21, 1834.

My father, James P. Mills, third child of James Mills 2nd and Marian

Mills, was born in York, Pennsylvania, August 22, 1808. His father,

James Mills 2nd, was born October 1, 1770, and died December 3, 1808.

My father's mother died in 1816, leaving him an orphan at the age of

eight. He lived with his Aunt Margery Mills Hayes for about two years,

when he was "bound out" as an apprentice to a tanner by the name of

Greenwalt, at Harrisburg, Pennsylvania. Here he was to serve until

twenty-one, when he was to receive one hundred dollars and a suit of

clothes. All the knowledge that he had of books was derived from night

school, Greenwalt not permitting him to attend during the day. His

apprenticeship was so hard he ran away when twenty, forfeiting the

hundred dollars and the clothes.

His only patrimony was from his grandfather, James Mills I, who, as

father told me, sent for him on his deathbed and, patting him on the

head, said: "I want Jimmy to have fifty pounds."

After running away, my father went to Geneva, New York, and served

as a journeyman until twenty-two. With his inheritance of $250, he

and his brother Frank started West in a Dearborn wagon, crossing the

Alleghenies. He traveled to Crawfordsville, Indiana, and here, about

1830, entered eighty acres of the farm on which I was born. The land

was covered with walnut, oak and ash, many of the trees being one

hundred feet high and three or four feet in diameter. Felling and

burning the trees, he built his house with his own hands, neighbors

aiding in raising the walls.

My father had little knowledge of his ancestors, other than that they

were Quakers, but, by correspondence with officials of counties where

his ancestors lived, I have learned that the first of his family came

over with William Penn and settled in Philadelphia.

My father married Sarah Kenworthy, on November 22, 1832. My mother

was born December 30, 1810, at Coshocton, Coshocton County, Ohio, and

died on the farm September 4, 1849 (before the daguerreotype, hence

I have no picture of her). The Kenworthy family had only recently

emerged from Quakerdom, and were known as "Hickory Quakers," so I am

of Quaker descent through both my parents. My mother's father, William

Kenworthy, born January 22, 1780 (presumably in Guilford County, North

Carolina), lived about a mile and a half from our place, and died at

Thorntown, August 31, 1854. In North Carolina he married Lucretia,

the third child of my great grandmother, whose maiden name was Lydia

Stroud, and who was born in 1765, near Guilford Court House, Guilford

County, N. C. She married Jacob Skeen, and had eight children:

Abraham, Mary, Lucretia, Jacob, Clarissa, John, Sarah and Lydia.

Her second child, my mother's Aunt Mary (Polly), married Benjamin

Hopkins, whose death left her with four children in indigent

circumstances. With her two daughters, Betty and Lydia, she lived in

a small cabin almost in sight of my mother's house. Later these two

girls came to live with my mother, picking, carding, spinning and

weaving wool into Kentucky jeans and linsey-woolsey, which they made

into garments for the family.

My first useful labor, when I was perhaps seven or eight years old,

was to "hand in" the warp, thread by thread, to these girls as they

passed it through the reed and harness of the loom. The knowledge

I thus acquired of warp and woof laid the foundation of my future

financial success.

About 1844 my great grandmother Stroud came to live with us. I

remember well the stories she told me of the outrages of Lord Rawdon's

troops when he invaded North Carolina with the Hessians and destroyed

her father's property. Her father was once arrested for secreting a

neighbor rebel in a sack of wool under the bed, discovered by the

Hessians sticking their bayonets into the wool and wounding the

rebel. They placed a rope around her father's neck and were taking

him out to hang him, when he was rescued by the sudden arrival of some

of Generals Lee and Sumter's soldiers. She described, too, her visit

to the battle-field of the Cowpens near her father's plantation, to

care for the wounded, and told of her three brothers who served in

the Revolutionary Army, one of them being killed. She was so vehement

in her denunciation of the English and Hessian soldiers that, all my

life, I have been intensely prejudiced against the English.

Later she left our house to live with her youngest daughter, Lydia

(Mrs. John Frazier), and died there in 1847, aged eighty-two.

Like my father, my mother had small patrimony, only two hundred

dollars, which her father gave her in lieu of the one hundred and

sixty acres he gave each of her brothers. Like him, she never attended

school. In Coshocton, Ohio, by an unwritten law, no girls were

permitted to enter the school house during sessions, so her knowledge

of letters was gained through instruction by her parents and brothers.

But, if lacking in schooling, both my parents had the greatest of all

endowments--strong hands, clear heads and brave hearts, with which to

enter their life struggle for existence.

They had nine children: Anson, William W., Marietta, Eliza Jane,

Emmett, Allen, John, Caroline and Thomas Edwin, seven of whom grew to

maturity. (Cuts, 28, 29.)

Thorntown had been a partially civilized Pottawottomi village under

French Jesuit control, the seat of their reservation, where corn and

other products were cultivated. When their reservation was opened

to settlement, the Indians moved to Kansas. The birds carried the

hawthorn seed and deposited it on the freshly plowed furrows of the

farm land the Indians abandoned, which resulted in a beautiful orchard

of hawthorn. Hence the name, Thorntown.

Grandfather Kenworthy purchased a good portion of these fields,

including the old Indian burying-ground. He built a store and employed

two six-mule teams to carry supplies from Cincinnati. One day, when

Grandfather was plowing near this graveyard, a number of chiefs in

war-paint came to his house.

[Illustration:

ANSON MILLS.

W. W. MILLS.

EMMETT MILLS.

ALLEN MILLS.

MYSELF WITH BROTHERS. (TEXT, 27.)]

[Illustration:

JAMES P. MILLS.

MARIETTA BURCKHALTER.

ELIZA JANE SMILEY.

CAROLINE MILLS MARTIN.

MY FATHER AND HIS DAUGHTERS. (TEXT, 27.)]

After the Indians had smoked awhile, one of them drew a long knife,

faced Grandfather and, pointing toward the graveyard, said:

"Kinwot, bimeby you gee-haw; gee-haw cut my brudder!"

Grandfather replied: "No, I will never plow the land under which your

dead are buried," and it is today preserved as a graveyard.

Subsequent experiences with Indians led me to realize more than before

the seriousness of this interview.

PRIVATIONS OF THE EARLY PIONEERS

My early life was primitive. For instance, there were no machine-made

nails in this country. All nails were made by the village blacksmith

from nail rods, and I often watched him while he wrought those I was

sent to buy. All pins and needles were imported from England, and none

of the pins had solid heads. They had wire-wound heads brazed upon the

stems.

There were no shoe factories in the country, and no shoe stores in the

villages. We were shod by itinerant cobblers, who made their lasts

and pegs from maple wood from our wood pile. There were no rights or

lefts, but each child had his own last. We children were so curious to

handle the cobbler's tools that father authorized him to draw a chalk

line around the corner where he worked, and use the knee strap, with

which he held the shoe while pegging, to chastise us if we crossed it!

Farmers made their own brooms and axe helves from young hickory trees.

We raised the wool and flax required for our clothing, all of which

my mother spun, wove and fashioned, as did all other housewives.

Stockings and mittens were all knit by hand; there were no knitting

machines, sewing machines or cooking stoves. Practically everything

necessary for existence was raised or made on the farms, save coffee,

spices, tableware, hardware, glass and cutlery, which came from abroad

and up the Mississippi by boat. Our nearest market was Cincinnati--two

hundred miles away over rough and at times impassable roads.

There was then no Federal currency. Commerce was carried on with

Spanish coin, and legal contracts were liquidated in "Spanish milled

dollars." There were no postage stamps. Postmasters collected from

writer or recipient ten cents for letters east of the Rocky Mountains

and twenty-five cents for letters sent elsewhere. There were no

envelopes. Letter paper had the fourth page unruled and was folded

into an envelope, leaving the unruled page for the address. They were

sealed with wax wafers.

There were no matches in general use. A Kentucky flint-lock rifle

hung over the mantel, and this, with powder in the pan, was used to

start fires by flashing the powder against tow or fine shavings. All

farmers' boys became experts with these Kentucky rifles. Squirrels

were so numerous that when the corn was maturing they would ruin three

or four rows of corn next the fence. Partly to procure fresh meat

and partly to protect the corn, it was our business to destroy these

squirrels. I remember one Saturday I killed over sixty squirrels.

Carpenters learned their trade by five years' unpaid apprenticeship. A

carpenter's chest of tools cost one hundred and twenty-five dollars,

and contained approximately one hundred implements.

My father provided me with a carpenter's bench and tools and, without

serving an apprenticeship, I became an expert carpenter, repairing

farm tools and making furniture, as well as toys for the children. I

was put to work "dropping corn" when not over eight years old and,

later, hoeing and cultivating, as were all the children of my time.

We were healthy and strong. Few children wore glasses and few had bad

teeth.

I first went to school about 1840, when I was six. The school was a

log house with a puncheon floor. Benches for the smaller scholars

were saw-mill slabs, with four legs, without backs. The older boys

had their bench facing the wall, with a broad plank on which to write

fastened on pins in the logs.

School teachers, employed by the farmers, "boarded around" for a week

or two at a time with the parents. These schoolmasters were almost

invariably Irish, and governed entirely by fear, punishing cruelly. Of

course, the children became stupid, uninterested, and learned slowly.

We were made to sit on the bench eight hours a day, holding a book in

our hands, whether studying or not. Hearing of the New England method

of "moral suasion," my father interested his neighbors and succeeded

in engaging as teacher a young man from New Hampshire.

He, Charlie Naylor, told us that he had come from afar, where the

teachers tried to avoid corporal punishment, and that, unless it was

absolutely forced upon him, he would never whip us. He was brilliant,

active and industrious, and soon won the love of his sixty scholars.

Many settlers were from Kentucky, where they compelled the teacher to

"treat" on Christmas. If he refused, they tied him hand and foot, took

him to the river and immersed him under the ice until he consented to

supply them with apples, candy and cider. Naylor's predecessor had

been treated this way.

When Christmas came nine boys over fifteen years old determined to

demand the treat. The day before Christmas these nine boys took the

loose benches and barred the double doors. My cousin, Lee Kenworthy,

passed a note through the transom to the teacher, demanding the usual

Christmas treat.

Naylor read the paper, stamped it under his feet, went to the wood

pile and got the axe. Smashing the door panels, he boldly entered, axe

in hand, walking to the center of the room ringing his bell violently.

Every scholar proceeded to his seat. For some minutes the teacher

walked back and forth. Then he asked the larger boys in turn: "Had you

any hand in this?"

Each answered clearly that he had. They were brave boys. To each of

the nine boys Naylor said: "Take your place out in the middle of the

room near the stove." Then he gave his knife to the boy on the right

and said: "Go out to that beech tree and cut nine good switches."

Naylor deliberately drew each switch through his hand, laid it on the

hot stove, where it began to pop and frizzle, then slowly drew it

through his hand again, bending it back and forth. Finally he walked

out before the boy on the right and called on him to step forward and

give him his left hand. Then, raising the switch with a frightful

effort, he brought it down _mildly_ on the boy's shoulder, and told

the boy to return to his seat. He repeated this with each of the nine,

none making any resistance. He then threw the switches in the fire and

resumed teaching.

This moderation established Charlie Naylor as the most popular teacher

that community had ever known, ended the Christmas treat, and almost

entirely ended corporal punishment in our public schools.

My father enlarged his farm. When I was twelve he was raising corn and

wheat for shipment, and I remember driving a two-horse wagon loaded

with thirty bushels a distance of twenty-five miles to Lafayette.

There I saw Perdue's Block, the first brick building I had ever seen.

It was celebrated throughout that part of Indiana, yet it was but two

stories high and had only three stores!

Father had three permanent farm hands, Matt and John McAleer, refined

and fairly educated Irishmen, and Bill Smith, a partially degenerated

and cruel American. When the Mexican War broke out, all three wanted

to enlist. The nearest recruiting office was Crawfordsville, and I

went with them. The recruiting officer had stacked in front of his

office many old-fashioned flint-lock muskets, which so excited me that

I begged the recruiting officer to take me as a drummer, although I

was but thirteen! He replied that he would, provided I could get my

parents' consent.

Father met us when we returned and asked the men if they had enlisted.

Matt and John said "yes." Then father asked Bill, "did you enlist?"

"No, Jim," he replied, "I did not. You should see those big guns.

They carry a ball as big as your thumb and three buckshots, and have

_spears_ on the end of them _that_ long, and just as _keen_----!"

Matt and John served through the war, but John died of yellow fever

coming home. Matt remained with father many years. All this war

experience so inspired me that I persuaded father to apply to our

Congressman, Dan Mace, for an appointment to West Point. He replied

that he would have given it to me, but that he had already nominated

another.

My father was an ardent Democrat of the Jackson type, and when Jackson

died he felt for a long time that the country was lost. Although

self-educated, he was a great reader, and a very progressive man.

Our first corn we shelled by hand, but later my father bought the

first corn sheller in the county. He got the first traveling traction

threshing machine, which threshed the wheat from the shocks in the

field. Formerly we threshed it from the sheafs on the barn floor with

a "flail"--two sticks tied together, with which the thresher beat the

kernels from the straw. Father also purchased the first reaper in that

part of the country. He prospered above his neighbors because he was

indefatigable in industry, ambition and economy, but he met with a

great sorrow, as I did, in the loss of his wife, my mother, when I was

fifteen. Before he was very happy and cheerful, singing and whistling

much; but I never heard him do either after my mother's death.

Being the oldest child, I was called on more than the rest to care

for the younger ones. Shortly after my mother's death my father asked

us to make a great sacrifice to keep the family together. He would

not marry again, and it would be impossible to have a woman come to

care for us. If I would not assume the duties of a mother with Mary,

thirteen, and Jane, eleven, to do the housework, he would be obliged

to bind the children out to relatives and neighbors. We promised to

make this sacrifice, and while I thought then and for a long time

after that it was a great wrong, I now know it was the best thing that

ever happened to me. The responsibility, together with the instruction

and admonitions that I had received, principally from my mother's

knee, prepared me for future responsibilities. My father gave me much

advice as to the obligations resting on all to do for those coming

after him what those who had gone before had done for him. Once,

traveling a good road, well prepared to keep vehicles out of the mud,

he said, "Now, Anson, somebody built this road for you; you must build

some for those who are to come after you."

In 1851 my father had opened his farm to one hundred and fifty acres.

Fertilizing it with the ashes of the consumed forest, he raised a most

extraordinary crop, three thousand bushels of wheat and thirty-five

hundred bushels of corn. He sold the wheat for one dollar and the corn

for sixty cents per bushel, which made him a rich man for those days.

Then he told my sister Mary and me that he was going to prepare us to

fight the battle of life by giving us an education, which he and our

mother had not had.

So in September, 1852, he sent us by rail, a five or six days'

journey, to Charlotteville Academy, in Schoharie County, New York.

We made seven changes in the five or six days' journey to Canajoharie,

New York. The legal rights of railroads were so involved that the

projectors had not devised a means to construct interstate or

through-city railroads. In none of the towns was there a joint depot;

in most we hired a country wagon to carry our trunks from one depot to

the other. At Erie there were two depots, because the road to the east

was of a different gauge from the road to the west!

I mention all this in detail that those who are so dissatisfied

with the beautiful and efficient methods of railroad transportation

in these days may realize what they would be up against if the

Rockefellers, Carnegies and other benefactors like them had not made

these great improvements possible.

At Canajoharie we took the stage to Charlotteville, thirty miles

distant, where we arrived in a snowstorm.

My father had entrusted to me a large amount of Indiana money to

deposit with the treasurer of the academy. On presenting it to Mr.

Archer, he exclaimed: "Why, what does your father mean by sending us

this 'wild cat money!' You could not buy a breakfast anywhere in New

York with it! However, since you have come so far, I will send it to

New York and see what can be done." He finally exchanged it and put it

to my father's credit.

CHARLOTTEVILLE ACADEMY

At the academy were eight hundred students, male and female, occupying

separate buildings, the chapel and dining room being between the boys'

and girls' buildings, and the only place where they met. In the town,

the girls were allowed to walk only on certain streets and the boys on

others.

My father equipped me with what he considered suitable clothing for

my new environment, but what was fashionable in the West was a matter

of ridicule in New York, particularly my hat, a tall, square-crowned

beaver. I wore a large moustache, had black hair and rather dark

complexion, and I was a curiosity to the students, my dialect and

vocabulary being different from the Yankee pupils. I was soon

nicknamed the "Russian Ambassador from the Woolly West," and my good

nature was somewhat tried by the ridicule. However, I made the best of

it, had plenty of company always, and my room was visited perhaps as

much as that of any other student.

I had made myself a small box with a lock, in which I kept some

personal things, among them some correspondence with a girl cousin of

mine in Ohio, whose letters were very sentimental.

One evening, I found the son of the professor of mathematics,

Ferguson, about my own age and size, sitting in my room. He began to

quote some of the silly expressions of this young lady. I asked him

if he had read my letters. When he said he had, I invited him into

the hall and blackened both his eyes. He called for help, but the

watchman came very slowly! Ferguson was unpopular with the employees

and the watchman told me afterward he wished he had let me alone a

little longer. The boy reported the incident to his father and the

elder Ferguson, the second officer of the academy, sent for me in the

absence of President Alonso Flack. He threatened to dismiss me because

I should have reported to him, but said instead he would report the

case to the president when he returned. I replied, to use a present

day expression, that it was a _non-justiciable_ case.

Later Mr. Flack sent for me and I told him what had happened. Mr.

Flack pondered and then said: "Mr. Mills, I am very sorry that you got

into this trouble, but, had I been in your situation I would probably

have done as you did. That will do--but don't let it occur again."

At Charlotteville I met two young revolutionary refugees from Cuba,

Miguel Castillanos and Juan Govin. Castillanos had been captured and

imprisoned in a fortress in Ciuta, Africa, but escaped. By mutual

arrangement, we taught each other our respective languages and I thus

had an early acquaintance with Spanish.

After a year, during which both my sister and myself got along very

well, Father sent me a letter from Mr. Mace, the Congressman, saying

that his appointee had failed and that he would nominate me for West

Point. The nomination came and Father had me come home until the

opening of the academy in June.

Prior to leaving Charlotteville, I obtained from Secretary of State,

William L. Marcy, a passport with the view of going to Cuba when I had

finished my course, but my appointment to West Point changed that.

[Illustration: MY ABANDONED BIRTHPLACE]

WEST POINT MILITARY ACADEMY

I reported at West Point on June 1, 1855. I knew nothing of military

discipline or ways and was received, as were others at that time, in a

most cruel manner by the older cadets.

I was told to report to two older cadets for examination and

assignment to quarters. I expected at least serious treatment, but

they asked me the most ingeniously foolish questions. I smiled, but

with great sternness they demanded I observe proper respect for the

officers of the United States Army.

They questioned me on my political and moral principles, adding that

they must observe great caution in assigning room-mates, lest injury

might happen. Finally, they assigned me to a room with Cadet Martin

(J. P.) from Kentucky, hoping that I would find no difficulty in

getting along in peace with him.

After being bedeviled for a week or two, I became despondent and

homesick, especially as no cadets would recognize me in any friendly

manner or speak to me on any but official subjects, except to jeer and

deride me.

One day, I was accosted by an old cadet (whom I afterwards learned to

be George H. Crosman), the first friendly salutation I had since my

entrance. Learning I was from Indiana, he said he was glad to hear it,

as it was his State (which was not true) and began asking me if I knew

certain persons from that State, some of whom I did. Crosman seemed

glad to make my acquaintance and asked me to call on him.

In camp I was assigned to A Company and Crosman belonged to D. Hoping

for some relief from extreme despondency and homesickness by making

one friend among the higher class, I proceeded to his tent. I found

him lying down in his underclothes smoking a meerschaum pipe.

He greeted me cheerfully, invited me to a seat and asked me if I

smoked. He expressed astonishment at my reply and stated I would

never graduate, that no man ever had graduated who did not smoke, and

that I had better begin at once.

I did not wish to smoke and said so.

"Well, that's all right," he replied, "but examine that pipe. That is

a fine pipe--a first class meerschaum pipe."

I took the pipe and began to examine it, when, placing his own pipe on

the side of his body opposite the sentry walking his beat outside, he

called "Number seven, do you see this plebe smoking?"

Immediately the sentry cried, "Corporal of the guard, number seven."

I said, "Mr. Crosman, you are not going to report me for smoking, are

you?"

"Well," said he, "if I should, are you going to deny it? What's the

use? Didn't that sentry see you with a pipe in your hand and this tent

full of smoke? How could you deny it?"

I moved, my impulse being to return to my tent. "But," said he, "don't

be a coward, plebe, face the music. Don't run away."

So I sat still waiting results. Shortly I saw a corporal with two men

armed with muskets approaching. They marched up facing me, one on each

side. Then the corporal sternly ordered me to take my place between

them.

When I refused to move each member of the patrol placed an arm under

mine, lifting me from my seat. They dragged me along, the corporal

placing his bayonet against my back. I was placed in the prisoners'

tent. This was in June and the weather was very warm. The walls of the

tent were lowered and a sentinel placed over me and I was ordered to

take what was then known as the Shanghai step. The tactics had just

been changed from Scott's to Hardie's, Hardie's step being quicker and

longer than the step formerly used. The exercise I was ordered to take

was marking time by raising the feet as high as possible, bringing the

knee up against the stomach.

I did this until wet with perspiration and so exhausted that I almost

fell. Presently the sentinel called, "Turn out the guard, Officer of

the Day," when they hustled me with other prisoners to form on the

left of the guard.

The officer of the day was Cadet Lieutenant Porter, whom I had met.

My hopes brightened, thinking I would be released as soon as the

circumstances became known. When he came to me, he remarked, "Why,

plebe, what are you confined for?"

"I don't know," I replied.

"Well," said he, "if you don't know, I think I will keep you in

confinement until you find out."

I remained a prisoner until late in the evening, exercised frequently,

when the guard was again turned out. This time, as the officer of the

day said, "Well, plebe, have you found out yet what you are confined

for?" I replied, "Yes, sir."

"Well, what is it?"

"For smoking," said I.

"That's not a very serious offense. Will you promise not to let it

occur again if I release you?"

"Certainly," I replied, and was released.

I resolved to punish Crosman physically, but at the January

examination he was deficient and discharged. Before he left he came to

see me. "Plebe," he said cheerfully, "I am going away. Here's a set of

text books for your next course. If you will accept them, I will give

them to you." My impulse was to refuse and force him from my room, but,

on better thought, I accepted the books and thanked him.

He afterwards became a captain in the Tenth Infantry.

This was an extreme case of hazing of the kind that eventually brought

it into disrepute. I believe hazing held within bounds is of benefit

to the academy, in teaching the bumptious and presumptuous how little

they are prepared to enter a life of absolute discipline, and how

little imaginary personal, social, or political superiority has to do

with their future training.

Long experience as a commanding officer has borne out my belief

that the graduate (by reason of the cadet being placed upon honor

in all communications with his superiors) is generally superior to

other commissioned officers. But I am willing to admit that Crosman's

apparent cruelties and other similar vicissitudes better qualified me

to fight successfully my long battle of life.

One of the things that impressed me most during my stay at the academy

was the painting above the chancel, "Peace and War" by Professor

Robert Wier. Underneath it was written, "_Righteousness exalteth a

nation but sin is a reproach to any people_." The painting was so

beautiful and the sentiments so inspiring that it impressed me all my

life.

Among the two hundred and fifty cadets was more diversity in

dialect, pronunciation, and ways of thought than there had been at

Charlotteville. One could soon tell, after a brief conversation,

what part of the country one's companion was from. There was so

little traveling from State to State that almost every State had its

own dialect, as well as peculiar theories of morals, politics and

government. The Kansas troubles were then at their height and there

were many encounters between the extremists of the North and the

extremists of the South, but, after a year or two at the academy, each

became reconciled to the other's ways so that the corps, as a body,

was more homogeneous than the people at large.

Cadet life then was much simpler than now. Our dining table was

without covering, our tableware heavy Delft, and the diet very simple.

Years afterward my classmate Samuel Cushing and I were guests in the

barracks at the centennial commencement. To our astonishment the

adjutant read an order: "Cadets of the first class (graduating) will

turn in their napkin rings immediately after guard mount." Cushing

jokingly drew his sleeve across his mouth indicative of the absence of

napkins in our day.

My experience with the Kentucky rifle had made me one of the best

shots in the corps. After marching off guard, it was the custom for

each member to go to the target range and fire at a target, the man

making the best shot being excused from his next tour of guard duty. I

frequently got excused for this excellence.

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