BARBARA GOLDING

The last time John Osgood saw Barbara Golding was on a certain summer

afternoon at the lonely Post, Telegraph, and Customs Station known as

Rahway, on the Queensland coast. It was at Rahway also that he first and

last saw Mr. Louis Bachelor. He had had excellent opportunities for

knowing Barbara Golding; for many years she had been governess (and

something more) to his sisters Janet, Agnes and Lorna. She had been

engaged in Sydney as governess simply, but Wandenong cattle station was

far up country, and she gradually came to perform the functions of

milliner and dressmaker, encouraged thereto by the family for her

unerring taste and skill. Her salary, however, had been proportionately

increased, and it did not decline when her office as governess became

practically a sinecure as her pupils passed beyond the sphere of the

schoolroom. Perhaps George Osgood, father of John Osgood, and owner of

Wandenong, did not make an allowance to Barbara Golding for her services

as counsellor and confidant of his family; but neither did he subtract

anything from her earnings in those infrequent years when she journeyed

alone to Sydney on those mysterious visits which so mightily puzzled the

good people of Wandenong. The boldest and most off-hand of them,

however, could never discover what Barbara Golding did not choose to

tell. She was slight, almost frail in form, and very gentle of manner;

but she also possessed that rare species of courtesy which, never

declining to fastidiousness nor lapsing into familiarity, checked all

curious intrusion, was it ever so insinuating; and the milliner and

dressmaker was not less self-poised and compelling of respect than the

governess and confidant.

In some particulars the case of Louis Bachelor was similar. Besides

being the Post, Telegraph, and Customs Officer, and Justice of the Peace

at Rahway, he was available and valuable to the Government as a

meteorologist. The Administration recognised this after a few years of

voluntary and earnest labour on Louis Bachelor's part. It was not,

however, his predictions concerning floods or droughts that roused this

official appreciation, but the fulfilment of those predictions. At

length a yearly honorarium was sent to him, and then again, after a

dignified delay, there was forwarded to him a suggestion from the Cabinet

that he should come to Brisbane and take a more important position. It

was when this patronage was declined that the Premier (dropping for a

moment into that bushman's jargon which came naturally to him) said,

irritably, that Louis Bachelor was a "old fossil who didn't know when

he'd got his dover in the dough," which, being interpreted into the slang

of the old world, means, his knife into the official loaf. But the

fossil went on as before, known by name to the merest handful of people

in the colony, though they all profited, directly or indirectly, by his

scientific services. He was as unknown to the dwellers at Wandenong as

they were to him, or he again to the citizens of the moon.

It was the custom for Janet and Agnes Osgood to say that Barbara Golding

had a history. On every occasion the sentiment was uttered with that

fresh conviction in tone which made it appear to be born again. It

seemed to have especially pregnant force one evening after Janet had been

consulting Barbara on the mysteries of the garment in which she was to be

married to Druce Stephens, part owner of Booldal Station. "Aggie,"

remarked the coming bride, "Barbara's face flushed up ever so pink when I

said to her that she seemed to know exactly what a trousseau ought to be.

I wonder! She is well-bred enough to have been anybody; and the Bishop

of Adelaide recommended her, you know."

Soon after this Druce Stephens arrived at Wandenong and occupied the

attention of Janet until suppertime, when he startled the company by the

tale of his adventures on the previous evening with Roadmaster, the

mysterious bushranger, whose name was now in every man's mouth; who

apparently worked with no confederates--a perilous proceeding, though it

reduced the chances of betrayal. Druce was about to camp on the plains

for the night, in preference to riding on to a miserable bush-tavern a

few miles away, when he was suddenly accosted in the scrub by a gallant-

looking fellow on horseback, who, from behind his mask, asked him to give

up what money he had about him, together with his watch and ring. The

request was emphasised by the presence of a revolver held at an easy but

suggestive angle. The disadvantage to the squatter was obvious. He

merely asked that he should be permitted to keep the ring, as it had many

associations, remarking at the same time that he would be pleased to give

an equivalent for it if the bushranger would come to Wandenong. At the

mention of Wandenong the highwayman asked his name. On being told, he

handed back the money, the watch, and the ring, and politely requested a

cigar, saying that the Osgoods merited consideration at his hands, and

that their friends were safe from molestation. Then he added, with some

grim humour, that if Druce had no objection to spending an hour with

Roadmaster over a fire and a billy of tea, he would be glad of his

company; for bushranging, according to his system, was but dull work.

The young squatter consented, and together they sat for two hours, the

highwayman, however, never removing his mask. They talked of many

things, and at last Druce ventured to ask his companion about the death

of Blood Finchley, the owner of Tarawan sheep-run. At this Roadmaster

became weary, and rose to leave; but as if on second thought, he said

that Finchley's companion, whom he allowed to go unrobbed and untouched,

was both a coward and a liar; that the slain man had fired thrice

needlessly, and had wounded him in the neck (the scar of which he showed)

before he drew trigger. Druce then told him that besides a posse of

police, a number of squatters and bushmen had banded to hunt him down,

and advised him to make for the coast if he could, and leave the country.

At this Roadmaster laughed, and said that his fancy was not sea-ward yet,

though that might come; and then, with a courteous wave of his hand, he

jumped on his horse and rode away.

The Osgoods speculated curiously and futilely on Roadmaster's identity,

as indeed the whole colony had done. And here it may be said that people

of any observation (though, of necessity, they were few, since Rahway

attracted only busy sugar-planters and their workmen) were used to speak

of Louis Bachelor as one who must certainly have a history. The person

most likely to have the power of inquisition into his affairs was his

faithful aboriginal servant, Gongi. But records and history were only

understood by Gongi when they were restricted to the number of heads

taken in tribal battle. At the same time he was a devoted slave to the

man who, at the risk of his own life, had rescued him from the murderous

spears of his aboriginal foes. That was a kind of record within Gongi's

comprehension, from the contemplation of which he turned to speak of

Louis Bachelor as "That fellow budgery marmi b'longin' to me," which, in

civilised language, means "my good master." Gongi often dilated on this

rescue, and he would, for purposes of illustration, take down from his

master's wall an artillery officer's sabre and show how his assailants

had been dispersed.

From the presence of this sword it was not unreasonably assumed that

Louis Bachelor had at some time been in the army. He was not, however,

communicative on this point, though he shrewdly commented on European

wars and rumours of wars when they occurred. He also held strenuous

opinions of the conduct of Government and the suppression of public

evils, based obviously upon military views of things. . For bushrangers

he would have a modern Tyburn, but this and other tragic suggestions

lacked conviction when confronted with his verdicts given as Justice of

the Peace. He pronounced judgments in a grand and airy fashion, but as

if he were speaking by a card, the Don Quixote whose mercy would be

vaster than his wrath. This was the impression he gave, to, John Osgood

on the day when the young squatter introduced himself to Rahway, where he

had come on a mission to its one official. The young man's father had a

taste for many things; astronomy was his latest, and he had bought from

the Government a telescope which, excellent in its day, had been

superseded by others of later official purchase. He had brought it to

Wandenong, had built a home for it, and had got it into trouble. He had

then sent to Brisbane for assistance, and the astronomer of the

Government had referred him to the postmaster at Rahway, "Prognosticator"

of the meteorological column in The Courier, who would be instructed to

give Mr. Osgood every help, especially as the occultation of Venus was

near. Men do not send letters by post in a new country when personal

communication is possible, and John Osgood was asked by his father to go

to Rahway. When John wished for the name of this rare official, the

astronomer's letter was handed over with a sarcastic request that the

name might be deciphered; but the son was not more of an antiquary than

his father, and he had to leave without it. He rode to the coast, and

there took a passing steamer to Rahway. From the sea Rahway looked a

tropical paradise. The bright green palisades of mangrove on the right

crowded down to the water's edge; on the left was the luxuriance of a

tropical jungle; in the centre was an are of opal shore fringed with

cocoa-palms, and beyond the sea a handful of white dwellings. Behind was

a sweeping monotony of verdure stretching back into the great valley of

the Popri, and over all the heavy languor of the South.

But the beauty was a delusion. When John Osgood's small boat swept up

the sands on the white crest of a league-long roller, how different was

the scene! He saw a group of dilapidated huts, a tavern called The

Angel's Rest, a blackfellow's hut, and the bareness of three Government

offices, all built on piles, that the white ants should not humble them

suddenly to the dust; a fever-making mangrove swamp, black at the base as

the filthiest moat, and tenanted by reptiles; feeble palms, and a sickly

breath creeping from the jungle to mingle with the heavy scent of the

last consignment of augar from the Popri valley. It brought him to a

melancholy standstill, disturbed at last by Gongi touching him on the arm

and pointing towards the post-office. His language to Gongi was strong;

he called the place by names that were not polite; and even on the

threshold of the official domain said that the Devil would have his last

big muster there. But from that instant his glibness declined. The

squatters are the aristocracy of Australia, and rural postmasters are not

always considered eligible for a dinner-party at Government House; but

when Louis Bachelor came forward to meet his visitor the young fellow's

fingers quickly caught his hat from his head, and an off-hand greeting

became a respectful salute.

At first the young man was awed by the presence of the grizzled

gentleman, and he struggled with his language to bring it up to the

classic level of the old meteorologist's speech. Before they had spoken

a dozen words John Osgood said to himself: "What a quaint team he and the

Maid of Honour would make! It's the same kind of thing in both, with the

difference of sex and circumstance." The nature of his visitor's

business pleased the old man, and infused his courtesy with warmth. Yes,

he would go to Wandenong with pleasure; the Government had communicated

with him about it; a substitute had been offered; he was quite willing to

take his first leave in four years; astronomy was a great subject, he had

a very good and obedient telescope of his own, though not nearly so large

as that at Wandenong; he would telegraph at once to Brisbane for the

substitute to be sent on the following day, and would be ready to start

in twenty-four hours. After visiting Wandenong he would go to Brisbane

for some scientific necessaries--and so on through smooth parentheses of

talk. Under all the bluntness of the Bush young Osgood had a refinement

which now found expression in an attempt to make himself agreeable--not a

difficult task, since, thanks to his father's tastes and a year or two at

college, he had a smattering of physical science. He soon won his way to

the old man's heart, and to his laboratory, which had been developed

through years of patience and ingenious toil in this desolate spot.

Left alone that evening in Louis Bachelor's sitting-room, John Osgood's

eyes were caught by a portrait on the wall, the likeness of a beautiful

girl. Something about the face puzzled him. Where had he seen it? More

than a little of an artist, he began to reproduce the head on paper. He

put it in different poses; he added to it; he took away from it; he gave

it a child's face, preserving the one striking expression; he made it

that of a woman--of an elderly, grave woman. Why, what was this?

Barbara Golding! He would not spoil the development of the drama, of

which he now held the fluttering prologue, by any blunt treatment; he

would touch this and that nerve gently to see what past connection there

was between:

"These dim blown birds beneath an alien sky."

He mooned along in this fashion, a fashion in which his bushmen friends

would not have known him, until his host entered. Then, in that

auspicious moment when his own pipe and his companion's cigarette were

being lighted, he said: "I've been amusing myself with drawing since you

left, sir, and I've produced this," handing over the paper.

Louis Bachelor took the sketch, and, walking to the window for better

light, said: "Believe me, I have a profound respect for the artistic

talent. I myself once had--ah!" He sharply paused as he saw the

pencilled head, and stood looking fixedly at it. Presently he turned

slowly, came to the portrait on the wall, and compared it with that in

his hand. Then, with a troubled face, he said: "You have much talent,

but it is--it is too old--much too old--and very sorrowful."

"I intended the face to show age and sorrow, Mr. Bachelor. Would not the

original of that have both?"

"She had sorrow--she had sorrow, but," and he looked sadly at the sketch

again, "it is too old for her. Her face was very young--always very

young."

"But has she not sorrow now, sir?" the other persisted gently.

The grey head was shaken sadly, and the unsteady voice meditatively

murmured: "Such beauty, such presence! I was but five-and-thirty then."

There was a slight pause, and then, with his hand touching the young

man's shoulder, Louis Bachelor continued: "You are young; you have a good

heart; I know men. You have the sympathy of the artist--why should I not

speak to you? I have been silent about it so long. You have brought the

past back, I know not how, so vividly! I dream here, I work here; men

come with merchandise and go again; they only bind my tongue; I am not of

them: but you are different, as it seems to me, and young. God gave me a

happy youth. My eyes were bright as yours, my heart as fond. You love--

is it not so? Ah, you smile and blush like an honest man. Well, so much

the more I can speak now. God gave me then strength and honour and love

--blessed be His name! And then He visited me with sorrow, and, if I

still mourn, I have peace, too, and a busy life." Here he looked at the

sketch again.

"Then I was a soldier. She was my world. Ah, true, love is a great

thing--a great thing! She had a brother. They two with their mother

were alone in the world, and we were to be married. One day at Gibraltar

I received a letter from her saying that our marriage could not be; that

she was going away from England; that those lines were her farewell; and

that she commended me to the love of Heaven. Such a letter it was--so

saintly, so unhappy, so mysterious! When I could get leave I went to

England. She--they--had gone, and none knew whither; or, if any of her

friends knew, none would speak. I searched for her everywhere. At last

I came to Australia, and I am here, no longer searching, but waiting, for

there is that above us!" His lips moved as if in prayer. "And this is

all I have left of her, except memory," he said, tenderly touching the

portrait.

Warmly, yet with discreet sympathy, the young man rejoined: "Sir, I

respect, and I hope I understand, your confidence." Then, a little

nervously: "Might I ask her name?"

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