CHAPTER XI.

CHOPIN IS JOINED AT KALISZ BY TITUS WOYCIECHOWSKI.--FOUR DAYS AT

BRESLAU: HIS VISITS TO THE THEATRE; CAPELLMEISTER SCHNABEL; PLAYS

AT A CONCERT; ADOLF HESSE.--SECOND VISIT TO DRESDEN: MUSIC AT

THEATRE AND CHURCH; GERMAN AND POLISH SOCIETY; MORLACCHI, SIGNORA

PALAZZESI, RASTRELLI, ROLLA, DOTZAUER, KUMMER, KLENGEL, AND OTHER

MUSICIANS; A CONCERT TALKED ABOUT BUT NOT GIVEN; SIGHT-SEEING.--

AFTER A WEEK, BY PRAGUE TO VIENNA.--ARRIVES AT VIENNA TOWARDS THE

END OF NOVEMBER, 1830.

Thanks to Chopin's extant letters to his family and friends it is

not difficult to give, with the help of some knowledge of the

contemporary artists and of the state of music in the towns he

visited, a pretty clear account of his experiences and mode of

life during the nine or ten months which intervene between his

departure from Warsaw and his arrival in Paris. Without the

letters this would have been impossible, and for two reasons: one

of them is that, although already a notable man, Chopin was not

yet a noted man; and the other, that those with whom he then

associated have, like himself, passed away from among us.

Chopin, who, as the reader will remember, left Warsaw on November

1, 1830, was joined at Kalisz by Titus Woyciechowski. Thence the

two friends travelled together to Vienna. They made their first

halt at Breslau, which they reached on November 6. No sooner had

Chopin put up at the hotel Zur goldenen Gans, changed his dress,

and taken some refreshments, than he rushed off to the theatre.

During his stay in Breslau he was present at three performances--

at Raimund's fantastical comedy "Der Alpenkonig und der

Menschenfeind", Auber's "Maurer und Schlosser (Le Macon)," and

Winter's "Das unterbrochene Opferfest", a now superannuated but

then still popular opera. The players succeeded better than the

singers in gaining the approval of their fastidious auditor,

which indeed might have been expected. As both Chopin and

Woyciechowski were provided with letters of introduction, and the

gentlemen to whom they were addressed did all in their power to

make their visitors' sojourn as pleasant as possible, the friends

spent in Breslau four happy days. It is characteristic of the

German musical life in those days that in the Ressource, a

society of that town, they had three weekly concerts at which the

greater number of the performers were amateurs. Capellmeister

Schnabel, an old acquaintance of Chopin's, had invited the latter

to come to a morning rehearsal. When Chopin entered, an amateur,

a young barrister, was going to rehearse Moscheles' E flat major

Concerto. Schnabel, on seeing the newcomer, asked him to try the

piano. Chopin sat down and played some variations which

astonished and delighted the Capellmeister, who had not heard him

for four years, so much that he overwhelmed him with expressions

of admiration. As the poor amateur began to feel nervous, Chopin

was pressed on all sides to take that gentleman's place in the

evening. Although he had not practised for some weeks he

consented, drove to the hotel, fetched the requisite music,

rehearsed, and in the evening performed the Romanza and Rondo of

his E minor Concerto and an improvisation on a theme from Auber's

"La Muette" ("Masaniello"). At the rehearsal the "Germans"

admired his playing; some of them he heard whispering "What a

light touch he has!" but not a word was said about the

composition. The amateurs did not know whether it was good or

bad. Titus Woyciechowski heard one of them say "No doubt he can

play, but he can't compose." There was, however, one gentleman

who praised the novelty of the form, and the composer naively

declares that this was the person who understood him best.

Speaking of the professional musicians, Chopin remarks that, with

the exception of Schnabel, "the Germans" were at a loss what to

think of him. The Polish peasants use the word "German" as an

invective, believe that the devil speaks German and dresses in

the German fashion, and refuse to take medicine because they hold

it to be an invention of the Germans and, consequently, unfit for

Christians. Although Chopin does not go so far, he is by no means

free from this national antipathy. Let his susceptibility be

ruffled by Germans, and you may be sure he will remember their

nationality. Besides old Schnabel there was among the persons

whose acquaintance Chopin made at Breslau only one other who

interests us, and interests us more than that respectable

composer of church music; and this one was the organist and

composer Adolph Frederick Hesse, then a young man of Chopin's

age. Before long the latter became better acquainted with him. In

his account of his stay and playing in the Silesian capital, he

says of him only that "the second local connoisseur, Hesse, who

has travelled through the whole of Germany, paid me also

compliments."

Chopin continued his journey on November 10, and on November 12

had already plunged into Dresden life. Two features of this, in

some respects quite unique, life cannot but have been

particularly attractive to our traveller--namely, its Polish

colony and the Italian opera. The former owed its origin to the

connection of the house of Saxony with the crown of Poland; and

the latter, which had been patronised by the Electors and Kings

for hundreds of years, was not disbanded till 1832. In 1817, it

is true, Weber, who had received a call for that purpose, founded

a German opera at Dresden, but the Italian opera retained the

favour of the Court and of a great part of the public, in fact,

was the spoiled child that looked down upon her younger sister,

poor Cinderella. Even a Weber had to fight hard to keep his own,

indeed, sometimes failed to do so, in the rivalry with the

ornatissimo Signore Cavaliere Morlacchi, primo maestro della

capella Reale.

Chopin's first visit was to Miss Pechwell, through whom he got

admission to a soiree at the house of Dr. Kreyssig, where she was

going to play and the prima donna of the Italian opera to sing.

Having carefully dressed, Chopin made his way to Dr. Kreyssig's

in a sedan-chair. Being unaccustomed to this kind of conveyance

he had a desire to kick out the bottom of the "curious but

comfortable box," a temptation which he, however--to his honour

be it recorded--resisted. On entering the salon he found there a

great number of ladies sitting round eight large tables:--

No sparkling of diamonds met my eye, but the more modest

glitter of a host of steel knitting-needles, which moved

ceaselessly in the busy hands of these ladies. The number of

ladies and knitting-needles was so large that if the ladies

had planned an attack upon the gentlemen that were present,

the latter would have been in a sorry plight. Nothing would

have been left to them but to make use of their spectacles as

weapons, for there was as little lack of eye-glasses as of

bald heads.

The clicking of knitting-needles and the rattling of teacups were

suddenly interrupted by the overture to the opera "Fra Diavolo,"

which was being played in an adjoining room. After the overture

Signora Palazzesi sang "with a bell-like, magnificent voice, and

great bravura." Chopin asked to be introduced to her. He made

likewise the acquaintance of the old composer and conductor

Vincent Rastrelli, who introduced him to a brother of the

celebrated tenor Rubini.

At the Roman Catholic church, the Court Church, Chopin met

Morlacchi, and heard a mass by that excellent artist. The

Neapolitan sopranists Sassaroli and Tarquinio sang, and the

"incomparable Rolla" played the solo violin. On another occasion

he heard a clever but dry mass by Baron von Miltitz, which was

performed under the direction of Morlacchi, and in which the

celebrated violoncello virtuosos Dotzauer and Kummer played their

solos beautifully, and the voices of Sassaroli, Muschetti,

Babnigg, and Zezi were heard to advantage. The theatre was, as

usual, assiduously frequented by Chopin. After the above-

mentioned soiree he hastened to hear at least the last act of

"Die Stumme von Portici" ("Masaniello"). Of the performance of

Rossini's "Tancredi," which he witnessed on another evening, he

praised only the wonderful violin playing of Rolla and the

singing of Mdlle. Hahnel, a lady from the Vienna Court Theatre.

Rossini's "La Donna del lago," in Italian, is mentioned among the

operas about to be performed. What a strange anomaly, that in the

year 1830 a state of matters such as is indicated by these names

and facts could still obtain in Dresden, one of the capitals of

musical Germany! It is emphatically a curiosity of history.

Chopin, who came to Rolla with a letter of introduction from

Soliva, was received by the Italian violinist with great

friendliness. Indeed, kindness was showered upon him from all

sides. Rubini promised him a letter of introduction to his

brother in Milan, Rolla one to the director of the opera there,

and Princess Augusta, the daughter of the late king, and Princess

Maximiliana, the sister-in-law of the reigning king, provided him

with letters for the Queen of Naples, the Duchess of Lucca, the

Vice-Queen of Milan, and Princess Ulasino in Rome. He had met the

princesses and played to them at the house of the Countess

Dobrzycka, Oberhofmeisterin of the Princess Augusta, daughter of

the late king, Frederick Augustus.

The name of the Oberhofmeisterin brings us to the Polish society

of Dresden, into which Chopin seems to have found his way at

once. Already two days after his arrival he writes of a party of

Poles with whom he had dined. At the house of Mdme. Pruszak he

made the acquaintance of no less a person than General

Kniaziewicz, who took part in the defence of Warsaw, commanded

the left wing in the battle of Maciejowice (1794), and joined

Napoleon's Polish legion in 1796. Chopin wrote home: "I have

pleased him very much; he said that no pianist had made so

agreeable an impression on him."

To judge from the tone of Chopin's letters, none of all the

people he came in contact with gained his affection in so high a

degree as did Klengel, whom he calls "my dear Klengel," and of

whom he says that he esteems him very highly, and loves him as if

he had known him from his earliest youth. "I like to converse

with him, for from him something is to be learned." The great

contrapuntist seems to have reciprocated this affection, at any

rate he took a great interest in his young friend, wished to see

the scores of his concertos, went without Chopin's knowledge to

Morlacchi and to the intendant of the theatre to try if a concert

could not be arranged within four days, told him that his playing

reminded him of Field's, that his touch was of a peculiar kind,

and that he had not expected to find him such a virtuoso.

Although Chopin replied, when Klengel advised him to give a

concert, that his stay in Dresden was too short to admit of his

doing so, and thought himself that he could earn there neither

much fame nor much money, he nevertheless was not a little

pleased that this excellent artist had taken some trouble in

attempting to smooth the way for a concert, and to hear from him

that this had been done not for Chopin's but for Dresden's sake;

our friend, be it noted, was by no means callous to flattery.

Klengel took him also to a soiree at the house of Madame

Niesiolawska, a Polish lady, and at supper proposed his health,

which was drunk in champagne.

There is a passage in one of Chopin's letters which I must quote;

it tells us something of his artistic taste outside his own art:-

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The Green Vault I saw last time I was here, and once is

enough for me; but I revisited with great interest the

picture gallery. If I lived here I would go to it every week,

for there are pictures in it at the sight of which I imagine

I hear music.

Thus our friend spent a week right pleasantly and not altogether

unprofitably in the Saxon Athens, and spent it so busily that

what with visits, dinners, soirees, operas, and other amusements,

he leaving his hotel early in the morning and returning late at

night, it passed away he did not know how.

Chopin, who made also a short stay in Prague--of which visit,

however, we have no account--arrived in Vienna in the latter part

of November, 1830. His intention was to give some concerts, and

to proceed in a month or two to Italy. How the execution of this

plan was prevented by various circumstances we shall see

presently. Chopin flattered himself with the belief that

managers, publishers, artists, and the public in general were

impatiently awaiting his coming, and ready to receive him with

open arms. This, however, was an illusion. He overrated his

success. His playing at the two "Academies" in the dead season

must have remained unnoticed by many, and was probably forgotten

by not a few who did notice it. To talk, therefore, about forging

the iron while it was hot proved a misconception of the actual

state of matters. It is true his playing and compositions had

made a certain impression, especially upon some of the musicians

who had heard him. But artists, even when free from hostile

jealousy, are far too much occupied with their own interests to

be helpful in pushing on their younger brethren. As to publishers

and managers, they care only for marketable articles, and until

an article has got a reputation its marketable value is very

small. Nine hundred and ninety-nine out of a thousand judge by

names and not by intrinsic worth. Suppose a hitherto unknown

statue of Phidias, a painting of Raphael, a symphony of

Beethoven, were discovered and introduced to the public as the

works of unknown living artists, do you think they would receive

the same universal admiration as the known works of the immortal

masters? Not at all! By a very large majority of the connoisseurs

and pretended connoisseurs they would be criticised, depreciated,

or ignored. Let, however, the real names of the authors become

known, and the whole world will forthwith be thrown into ecstasy,

and see in them even more beauties than they really possess.

Well, the first business of an artist, then, is to make himself a

reputation, and a reputation is not made by one or two successes.

A first success, be it ever so great, and achieved under ever so

favourable circumstances, is at best but the thin end of the

wedge which has been got in, but which has to be driven home with

much vigour and perseverance before the work is done. "Art is a

fight, not a pleasure-trip," said the French painter Millet, one

who had learnt the lesson in the severe school of experience.

Unfortunately for Chopin, he had neither the stuff nor the

stomach for fighting. He shrank back at the slightest touch like

a sensitive plant. He could only thrive in the sunshine of

prosperity and protected against all those inimical influences

and obstacles that cause hardier natures to put forth their

strength, and indeed are necessary for the full unfolding of all

their capabilities. Chopin and Titus Woyciechowski put up at the

hotel Stadt London, but, finding the charges too high, they

decamped and stayed at the hotel Goldenes Lamm till the lodgings

which they had taken were evacuated by the English admiral then

in possession of them. From Chopin's first letter after his

arrival in the Austrian capital his parents had the satisfaction

of learning that their son was in excellent spirits, and that his

appetite left nothing to be desired, especially when sharpened by

good news from home. In his perambulations he took particular

note of the charming Viennese girls, and at the Wilde Mann, where

he was in the habit of dining, he enjoyed immensely a dish of

Strudeln. The only drawback to the blissfulness of his then

existence was a swollen nose, caused by the change of air, a

circumstance which interfered somewhat with his visiting

operations. He was generally well received by those on whom he

called with letters of introduction. In one of the two

exceptional cases he let it be understood that, having a letter

of introduction from the Grand Duke Constantine to the Russian

Ambassador, he was not so insignificant a person as to require

the patronage of a banker; and in the other case he comforted

himself with the thought that a time would come when things would

be changed.

In the letter above alluded to (December 1, 1830) Chopin speaks

of one of the projected concerts as if it were to take place

shortly; that is to say, he is confident that, such being his

pleasure, this will be the natural course of events. His Warsaw

acquaintance Orlowski, the perpetrator of mazurkas on his

concerto themes, was accompanying the violinist Lafont on a

concert-tour. Chopin does not envy him the honour:--

Will the time come [he writes] when Lafont will accompany me?

Does this question sound arrogant? But, God willing, this may

come to pass some day.

Wurfel has conversations with him about the arrangements for a

concert, and Graff, the pianoforte-maker, advises him to give it

in the Landstandische Saal, the finest and most convenient hall

in Vienna. Chopin even asks his people which of his Concertos he

should play, the one in F or the one in E minor. But

disappointments were not long in coming. One of his first visits

was to Haslinger, the publisher of the Variations on "La ci darem

la mano," to whom he had sent also a sonata and another set of

variations. Haslinger received him very kindly, but would print

neither the one nor the other work. No wonder the composer

thought the cunning publisher wished to induce him in a polite

and artful way to let him have his compositions gratis. For had

not Wurfel told him that his Concerto in F minor was better than

Hummel's in A flat, which Haslinger had just published, and had

not Klengel at Dresden been surprised to hear that he had

received no payment for the Variations? But Chopin will make

Haslinger repent of it. "Perhaps he thinks that if he treats my

compositions somewhat en bagatelle, I shall be glad if only he

prints them; but henceforth nothing will be got from me gratis;

my motto will be 'Pay, animal!'" But evidently the animal

wouldn't pay, and in fact did not print the compositions till

after Chopin's death. So, unless the firm of Haslinger mentioned

that he will call on him as soon as he has a room wherein he can

receive a visit in return, the name of Lachner does not reappear

in the correspondence.

In the management of the Karnthnerthor Theatre, Louis Duport had

succeeded, on September 1, 1830, Count Gallenberg, whom severe

losses obliged to relinquish a ten years' contract after the

lapse of less than two years. Chopin was introduced to the new

manager by Hummel.

He (Duport) [writes Chopin on December 21 to his parents] was

formerly a celebrated dancer, and is said to be very

niggardly; however, he received me in an extremely polite

manner, for perhaps he thinks I shall play for him gratis. He

is mistaken there! We entered into a kind of negotiation, but

nothing definite was settled. If Mr. Duport offers me too

little, I shall give my concert in the large Redoutensaal.

But the niggardly manager offered him nothing at all, and Chopin

did not give a concert either in the Redoutensaal or elsewhere,

at least not for a long time. Chopin's last-quoted remark is

difficult to reconcile with what he tells his friend Matuszyriski

four days later:" I have no longer any thought of giving a

concert." In a letter to Elsner, dated January 26, 1831, he

writes:--

I meet now with obstacles on all sides. Not only does a

series of the most miserable pianoforte concerts totally ruin

all true music and make the public suspicious, but the

occurrences in Poland have also acted unfavourably upon my

position. Nevertheless, I intend to have during the carnival

a performance of my first Concerto, which has met with

Wurfel's full approval.

It would, however, be a great mistake to ascribe the failure of

Chopin's projects solely to the adverse circumstances pointed out

by him. The chief causes lay in himself. They were his want of

energy and of decision, constitutional defects which were of

course intensified by the disappointment of finding indifference

and obstruction where he expected enthusiasm and furtherance, and

by the outbreak of the revolution in Poland (November 30, 1830),

which made him tremble for the safety of his beloved ones and the

future of his country. In the letter from which I have last

quoted Chopin, after remarking that he had postponed writing till

he should be able to report some definite arrangement, proceeds

to say:--

But from the day that I heard of the dreadful occurrences in

our fatherland, my thoughts have been occupied only with

anxiety and longing for it and my dear ones. Malfatti gives

himself useless trouble in trying to convince me that the

artist is, or ought to be, a cosmopolitan. And, supposing

this were really the case, as an artist I am still in the

cradle, but as a Pole already a man. I hope, therefore, that

you will not be offended with me for not yet having seriously

thought of making arrangements for a concert.

What affected Chopin most and made him feel lonely was the

departure of his friend Woyciechowski, who on the first news of

the insurrection returned to Poland and joined the insurgents.

Chopin wished to do the same, but his parents advised him to stay

where he was, telling him that he was not strong enough to bear

the fatigues and hardships of a soldier's life. Nevertheless,

when Woyciechowski was gone an irresistible home-sickness seized

him, and, taking post-horses, he tried to overtake his friend and

go with him. But after following him for some stages without

making up to him, his resolution broke down, and he returned to

Vienna. Chopin's characteristic irresolution shows itself again

at this time very strikingly, indeed, his letters are full of

expressions indicating and even confessing it. On December 21,

1830, he writes to his parents:--

I do not know whether I ought to go soon to Italy or wait a

little longer? Please, dearest papa, let me know your and the

best mother's will in this matter.

And four days afterwards he writes to Matuszynski:--

You know, of course, that 1 have letters from the Royal Court

of Saxony to the Vice-Queen in Milan, but what shall I do? My

parents leave me to choose; I wish they would give me

instructions. Shall I go to Paris? My acquaintances here

advise me to wait a little longer. Shall I return home? Shall

I stay here? Shall I kill myself? Shall I not write to you

any more?

Chopin's dearest wish was to be at home again. "How I should like

to be in Warsaw!" he writes. But the fulfilment of this wish was

out of the question, being against the desire of his parents, of

whom especially the mother seems to have been glad that he did

not execute his project of coming home.

I would not like to be a burden to my father; were it not for

this fear I should return home at once. I am often in such a

mood that I curse the moment of my departure from my sweet

home! You will understand my situation, and that since the

departure of Titus too much has fallen upon me all at once.

The question whether he should go to Italy or to France was soon

decided for him, for the suppressed but constantly-increasing

commotion which had agitated the former country ever since the

July revolution at last vented itself in a series of

insurrections. Modena began on February 3,1831, Bologna, Ancona,

Parma, and Rome followed. While the "where to go" was thus

settled, the "when to go" remained an open question for many

months to come. Meanwhile let us try to look a little deeper into

the inner and outer life which Chopin lived at Vienna.

The biographical details of this period of Chopin's life have to

be drawn almost wholly from his letters. These, however, must be

judiciously used. Those addressed to his parents, important as

they are, are only valuable with regard to the composer's outward

life, and even as vehicles of such facts they are not altogether

trustworthy, for it is always his endeavour to make his parents

believe that he is well and cheery. Thus he writes, for instance,

to his friend Matuszyriski, after pouring forth complaint after

complaint:--"Tell my parents that I am very happy, that I am in

want of nothing, that I amuse myself famously, and never feel

lonely." Indeed, the Spectator's opinion that nothing discovers

the true temper of a person so much as his letters, requires a

good deal of limitation and qualification. Johnson's ideas on the

same subject may be recommended as a corrective. He held that

there was no transaction which offered stronger temptations to

fallacy and sophistication than epistolary intercourse:--

In the eagerness of conversation the first emotions of the

mind burst out before they are considered. In the tumult of

business, interest and passion have their genuine effect; but

a friendly letter is a calm and deliberate performance in the

cool of leisure, in the stillness of solitude, and surely no

man sits down by design to depreciate his own character.

Friendship has no tendency to secure veracity; for by whom

can a man so much wish to be thought better than he is, as by

him whose kindness he desires to gain or keep?

These one-sided statements are open to much criticism, and would

make an excellent theme for an essay. Here, however, we must

content ourselves with simply pointing out that letters are not

always calm and deliberate performances, but exhibit often the

eagerness of conversation and the impulsiveness of passion. In

Chopin's correspondence we find this not unfrequently

exemplified. But to see it we must not turn to the letters

addressed to his parents, to his master, and to his acquaintances-

-there we find little of the real man and his deeper feelings--

but to those addressed to his bosom-friends, and among them there

are none in which he shows himself more openly than in the two

which he wrote on December 25, 1830, and January 1, 1831, to John

Matuszynski. These letters are, indeed, such wonderful

revelations of their writer's character that I should fail in my

duty as his biographer were I to neglect to place before the

reader copious extracts from them, in short, all those passages

which throw light on the inner working of this interesting

personality.

Dec. 25, 1830.--I longed indescribably for your letter; you

know why. How happy news of my angel of peace always makes

me! How I should like to touch all the strings which not only

call up stormy feelings, but also awaken again the songs

whose half-dying echo is still flitting on the banks of the

Danube-songs which the warriors of King John Sobieski sang!

You advised me to choose a poet. But you know I am an

undecided being, and succeeded only once in my life in making

a good choice.

The many dinners, soirees, concerts, and balls which I have

to go to only bore me. I am sad, and feel so lonely and

forsaken here. But I cannot live as I would! I must dress,

appear with a cheerful countenance in the salons; but when I

am again in my room I give vent to my feelings on the piano,

to which, as my best friend in Vienna, I disclose all my

sufferings. I have not a soul to whom I can fully unbosom

myself, and yet I must meet everyone like a friend. There

are, indeed, people here who seem to love me, take my

portrait, seek my society; but they do not make up for the

want of you [his friends and relations]. I lack inward peace,

I am at rest only when I read your [his friends' and

relations'] letters, and picture to myself the statue of King

Sigismund, or gaze at the ring [Constantia's], that dear

jewel. Forgive me, dear Johnnie, for complaining so much to

you; but my heart grows lighter when I speak to you thus. To

you I have indeed always told all that affected me. Did you

receive my little note the day before yesterday? Perhaps you

don't care much for my scribbling, for you are at home; but I

read and read your letters again and again.

Dr. Freyer has called on me several times; he had learned

from Schuch that I was in Vienna. He told me a great deal of

interesting news, and enjoyed your letter, which I read to

him up to a certain passage. This passage has made me very

sad. Is she really so much changed in appearance? Perhaps she

was ill? One could easily fancy her being so, as she has a

very sensitive disposition. Perhaps she only appeared so to

you, or was she afraid of anything? God forbid that she

should suffer in any way on my account. Set her mind at rest,

and tell her that as long as my heart beats I shall not cease

to adore her. Tell her that even after my death my ashes

shall be strewn under her feet. Still, all this is yet too

little, and you might tell her a great deal more.

I shall write to her myself; indeed, I would have done so

long ago to free myself from my torments; but if my letter

should fall into strange hands, might this not hurt her

reputation ? Therefore, dear friend, be you the interpreter

of my feelings; speak for me, "et j'en conviendrai." These

French words of yours flashed through me like lightning. A

Viennese gentleman who walked beside me in the street when I

was reading your letter, seized me by the arm, and was hardly

able to hold me. He did not know what had happened to me. I

should have liked to embrace and kiss all the passers-by, and

I felt happier than I had done for a long time, for I had

received the first letter from you. Perhaps I weary you,

Johnnie, with my passionateness; but it is difficult for me

to conceal from you anything that moves my heart.

The day before yesterday I dined at Madame Beyer's, her name

is likewise Constantia. I like her society, her having that

indescribably dear Christian name is sufficient to account

for my partiality; it gives me even pleasure when one of her

pocket-handkerchiefs or napkins marked "Constantia" comes

into my hands.

I walked alone, and slowly, into St. Stephen's. The church

was as yet empty. To view the noble, magnificent edifice in a

truly devout spirit I leant against a pillar in the darkest

corner of this house of God. The grandeur of the arched roof

cannot be described, one must see St. Stephen's with one's

own eyes. Around me reigned the profoundest silence, which

was interrupted only by the echoing footsteps of the

sacristan who came to light the candles. Behind me was a

grave, before me a grave, only above me I saw none. At that

moment I felt my loneliness and isolation. When the lights

were burning and the Cathedral began to fill with people, I

wrapped myself up more closely in my cloak (you know the way

in which I used to walk through the suburb of Cracow), and

hastened to be present at the Mass in the Imperial Court

Chapel. Now, however, I walked no longer alone, but passed

through the beautiful streets of Vienna in merry company to

the Hofburg, where I heard three movements of a mass

performed by sleepy musicians. At one o'clock in the morning

I reached my lodgings. I dreamt of you, of her, and of my

dear children [his sisters].

The first thing I did to-day was to indulge myself in

melancholy fantasias on my piano.

Advise me what to do. Please ask the person who has always

exercised so powerful an influence over me in Warsaw, and let

me know her opinion; according to that I shall act.

Let me hear once more from you before you take the field.

Vienna, poste restante. Go and see my parents and Constantia.

Visit my sisters often, as long as you are still in Warsaw,

so that they may think that you are coming to me, and that I

am in the other room. Sit down beside them that they may

imagine I am there too; in one word, be my substitute in the

house of my parents.

I shall conclude, dear Johnnie, for now it is really time.

Embrace all my dear colleagues for me, and believe that I

shall not cease to love you until I cease to love those that

are dearest to me, my parents and her.

My dearest friend, do write me soon a few lines. You may even

show her this letter, if you think fit to do so.

My parents don't know that I write to you. You may tell them

of it, but must by no means show them the letter. I cannot

yet take leave of my Johnnie; but I shall be off presently,

you naughty one! If W...loves you as heartily as I love you,

then would Con...No, I cannot complete the name, my hand is

too unworthy. Ah! I could tear out my hair when I think that

I could be forgotten by her!

My portrait, of which only you and I are to know, is a very

good likeness; if you think it would give her pleasure, I

would send it to her through Schuch.

January 1, 1831.--There you have what you wanted! Have you

received the letter? Have you delivered any of the messages

it contained? To-day I still regret what I have done. I was

full of sweet hopes, and now am tormented by anxiety and

doubts. Perhaps she mocks at me--laughs at me? Perhaps--ah!

does she love me? This is what my passionate heart asks. You

wicked AEsculapius, you were at the theatre, you eyed her

incessantly with your opera-glass; if this is the case a

thunderbolt shall...Do not forfeit my confidence; oh, you! if

I write to you I do so only for my own sake, for you do not

deserve it.

Just now when I am writing I am in a strange state; I feel as

if I were with you [with his dear ones], and were only

dreaming what I see and hear here. The voices which I hear

around me, and to which my ear is not accustomed, make upon

me for the most part only an impression like the rattling of

carriages or any other indifferent noise. Only your voice or

that of Titus could to-day wake me out of my torpor. Life and

death are perfectly alike to me. Tell, however, my parents

that I am very happy, that I am in want of nothing, that I

amuse myself famously, and never feel lonely.

If she mocks at me, tell her the same; but if she inquires

kindly for me, shows some concern about me, whisper to her

that she may make her mind easy; but add also that away from

her I feel everywhere lonely and unhappy. I am unwell, but

this I do not write to my parents. Everybody asks what is the

matter with me. I should like to answer that I have lost my

good spirits. However, you know best what troubles me!

Although there is no lack of entertainment and diversion

here, I rarely feel inclined for amusement.

To-day is the first of January. Oh, how sadly this year

begins for me! I love you [his friends] above all things.

Write as soon as possible. Is she at Radom? Have you thrown

up redoubts? My poor parents! How are my friends faring?

I could die for you, for you all! Why am I doomed to be here

so lonely and forsaken? You can at least open your hearts to

each other and comfort each other. Your flute will have

enough to lament! How much more will my piano have to weep!

You write that you and your regiment are going to take the

field; how will you forward the note? Be sure you do not send

it by a messenger; be cautious! The parents might perhaps--

they might perhaps view the matter in a false light.

I embrace you once more. You are going to the war; return as

a colonel. May all pass off well! Why may I not at least be

your drummer?

Forgive the disorder in my letter, I write as if I were

intoxicated.

The disorder of the letters is indeed very striking; it is great

in the foregoing extracts, and of course ten times greater with

the interspersed descriptions, bits of news, and criticisms on

music and musicians. I preferred separating the fundamental and

always-recurring thoughts, the all-absorbing and predominating

feelings, from the more superficial and passing fancies and

affections, and all those matters which were to him, if not of

total indifference, at least of comparatively little moment;

because such a separation enables us to gain a clearer and fuller

view of the inner man and to judge henceforth his actions and

works with some degree of certainty, even where his own accounts

and comments and those of trustworthy witnesses fail us. The

psychological student need not be told to take note of the

disorder in these two letters and of their length (written to the

same person within less than a week, they fill nearly twelve

printed pages in Karasowski's book), he will not be found

neglecting such important indications of the temporary mood and

the character of which it is a manifestation. And now let us take

a glance at Chopin's outward life in Vienna.

I have already stated that Chopin and Woyciechowski lived

together. Their lodgings, for which they had to pay their

landlady, a baroness, fifty florins, were on the third story of a

house in the Kohlmarkt, and consisted of three elegant rooms.

When his friend left, Chopin thought the rent too high for his

purse, and as an English family was willing to pay as much as

eighty florins, he sublet the rooms and removed to the fourth

story, where he found in the Baroness von Lachmanowicz an

agreeable young landlady, and had equally roomy apartments which

cost him only twenty florins and pleased him quite well. The

house was favourably situated, Mechetti being on the right,

Artaria on the left, and the opera behind; and as people were not

deterred by the high stairs from visiting him, not even old Count

Hussarzewski, and a good profit would accrue to him from those

eighty florins, he could afford to laugh at theprobable dismay of

his friends picturing him as "a poor devil living in a garret,"

and could do so the more heartily as there was in reality another

story between him and the roof. He gives his people a very pretty

description of his lodgings and mode of life:--

I live on the fourth story, in a fine street, but I have to

strain my eyes in looking out of the window when I wish to

see what is going on beneath. You will find my room in my new

album when I am at home again. Young Hummel [a son of the

composer] is so kind as to draw it for me. It is large and

has five windows; the bed is opposite to them. My wonderful

piano stands on the right, the sofa on the left; between the

windows there is a mirror, in the middle of the room a fine,

large, round mahogany table; the floor is polished. Hush!

"The gentleman does not receive visitors in the afternoon"--

hence I can be amongst you in my thoughts. Early in the

morning the unbearably-stupid servant wakes me; I rise, get

my coffee, and often drink it cold because I forget my

breakfast over my playing. Punctually at nine o'clock appears

my German master; then I generally write; and after that,

Hummel comes to work at my portrait, while Nidecki studies my

concerto. And all this time I remain in my comfortable

dressing-gown, which I do not take off till twelve o'clock.

At that hour a very worthy German makes his appearance, Herr

Leibenfrost, who works in the law-courts here. If the weather

is fine I take a walk with him on the Glacis, then we dine

together at a restaurant, Zur bohmischen Kochin, which is

frequented by all the university students; and finally we go

(as is the custom here) to one of the best coffee-houses.

After this I make calls, return home in the twilight, throw

myself into evening-dress, and must be off to some soiree: to-

day here, to-morrow there. About eleven or twelve (but never

later) I return home, play, laugh, read, lie down, put out

the light, sleep, and dream of you, my dear ones.

If is evident that there was no occasion to fear that Chopin

would kill himself with too hard work. Indeed, the number of

friends, or, not to misuse this sacred name, let us rather say

acquaintances, he had, did not allow him much time for study and

composition. In his letters from Vienna are mentioned more than

forty names of families and single individuals with whom he had

personal intercourse. I need hardly add that among them there was

a considerable sprinkling of Poles. Indeed, the majority of the

houses where he was oftenest seen, and where he felt most happy,

were those of his countrymen, or those in which there was at

least some Polish member, or which had some Polish connection.

Already on December 1, 1830, he writes home that he had been

several times at Count Hussarzewski's, and purposes to pay a

visit at Countess Rosalia Rzewuska's, where he expects to meet

Madame Cibbini, the daughter of Leopold Kozeluch and a pupil of

Clementi, known as a pianist and composer, to whom Moscheles

dedicated a sonata for four hands, and who at that time was first

lady-in-waiting to the Empress of Austria. Chopin had likewise

called twice at Madame Weyberheim's. This lady, who was a sister

of Madame Wolf and the wife of a rich banker, invited him to a

soiree "en petit cercle des amateurs," and some weeks later to a

soiree dansante, on which occasion he saw "many young people,

beautiful, but not antique [that is to say not of the Old

Testament kind], "refused to play, although the lady of the house

and her beautiful daughters had invited many musical personages,

was forced to dance a cotillon, made some rounds, and then went

home. In the house of the family Beyer (where the husband was a

Pole of Odessa, and the wife, likewise Polish, bore the

fascinating Christian name Constantia--the reader will remember

her) Chopin felt soon at his ease. There he liked to dine, sup,

lounge, chat, play, dance mazurkas, &c. He often met there the

violinist Slavik, and the day before Christmas played with him

all the morning and evening, another day staying with him there

till two o'clock in the morning. We hear also of dinners at the

house of his countrywoman Madame Elkan, and at Madame

Schaschek's, where (he writes in July, 1831) he usually met

several Polish ladies, who by their hearty hopeful words always

cheered him, and where he once made his appearance at four

instead of the appointed dinner hour, two o'clock. But one of his

best friends was the medical celebrity Dr. Malfatti, physician-in-

ordinary to the Emperor of Austria, better remembered by the

musical reader as the friend of Beethoven, whom he attended in

his last illness, forgetting what causes for complaint he might

have against the too irritable master. Well, this Dr. Malfatti

received Chopin, of whom he had already heard from Wladyslaw

Ostrowski, "as heartily as if I had been a relation of his"

(Chopin uses here a very bold simile), running up to him and

embracing him as soon as he had got sight of his visiting-card.

Chopin became a frequent guest at the doctor's house; in his

letters we come often on the announcement that he has dined or is

going to dine on such or such a day at Dr. Malfatti's.

December 1, 1830.--On the whole things are going well with

me, and I hope with God's help, who sent Malfatti to my

assistance--oh, excellent Malfatti!--that they will go better

still.

December 25, 1830.--I went to dine at Malfatti's. This

excellent man thinks of everything; he is even so kind as to

set before us dishes prepared in the Polish fashion.

May 14, 1831.--I am very brisk, and feel that good health is

the best comfort in misfortune. Perhaps Malfatti's soups have

strengthened me so much that I feel better than I ever did.

If this is really the case, I must doubly regret that

Malfatti has gone with his family into the country. You have

no idea how beautiful the villa is in which he lives; this

day week I was there with Hummel. After this amiable

physician had taken us over his house he showed us also his

garden. When we stood at the top of the hill, from which we

had a splendid view, we did not wish to go down again. The

Court honours Malfatti every year with a visit. He has the

Duchess of Anhalt-Cothen as a neighbour; I should not wonder

if she envied him his garden. On one side one sees Vienna

lying at one's feet, and in such a way that one might believe

it was joined to Schoenbrunn; on the other side one sees high

mountains picturesquely dotted with convents and villages.

Gazing on this romantic panorama one entirely forgets the

noisy bustle and proximity of the capital.

This is one of the few descriptive passages to be found in

Chopin's letters--men and their ways interested him more than

natural scenery. But to return from the villa to its owner,

Chopin characterises his relation to the doctor unequivocally in

the following statement:--"Malfatti really loves me, and I am not

a little proud of it." Indeed, the doctor seems to have been a

true friend, ready with act and counsel. He aided him with his

influence in various ways; thus, for instance, we read that he

promised to introduce him to Madame Tatyszczew, the wife of the

Russian Ambassador, and to Baron Dunoi, the president of the

musical society, whom Chopin thought a very useful personage to

know. At Malfatti's he made also the acquaintance of some artists

whom he would, perhaps, have had no opportunity of meeting

elsewhere. One of these was the celebrated tenor Wild. He came to

Malfatti's in the afternoon of Christmas-day, and Chopin, who had

been dining there, says: "I accompanied by heart the aria from

Othello, which he sang in a masterly style. Wild and Miss

Heinefetter are the ornaments of the Court Opera." Of a

celebration of Malfatti's name-day Chopin gives the following

graphic account in a letter to his parents, dated June 25, 1831:-

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Mechetti, who wished to surprise him [Malfatti], persuaded

the Misses Emmering and Lutzer, and the Messrs. Wild,

Cicimara, and your Frederick to perform some music at the

honoured man's house; almost from beginning to end the

performance was deserving of the predicate "parfait." I never

heard the quartet from Moses better sung; but Miss Gladkowska

sang "O quante lagrime" at my farewell concert at Warsaw with

much more expression. Wild was in excellent voice, and I

acted in a way as Capellmeister.

To this he adds the note:--

Cicimara said there was nobody in Vienna who accompanied so

well as I. And I thought, "Of that I have been long

convinced." A considerable number of people stood on the

terrace of the house and listened to our concert. The moon

shone with wondrous beauty, the fountains rose like columns

of pearls, the air was filled with the fragrance of the

orangery; in short, it was an enchanting night, and the

surroundings were magnificent! And now I will describe to you

the drawing-room in which we were. High windows, open from

top to bottom, look out upon the terrace, from which one has

a splendid view of the whole of Vienna. The walls are hung

with large mirrors; the lights were faint: but so much the

greater was the effect of the moonlight which streamed

through the windows. The cabinet to the left of the drawing-

room and adjoining it gives, on account of its large

dimensions, an imposing aspect to the whole apartment. The

ingenuousness and courtesy of the host, the elegant and

genial society, the generally-prevailing joviality, and the

excellent supper, kept us long together.

Here Chopin is seen at his best as a letter writer; it would be

difficult to find other passages of equal excellence. For,

although we meet frequently enough with isolated pretty bits,

there is not one single letter which, from beginning to end, as a

whole as well as in its parts, has the perfection and charm of

Mendelssohn's letters.

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