"Look," said Stella Wing to Beverly Bell. "Over there."
"I've seen it before. It's simply disgusting."
"_That's_ a laugh." Stella's tawny-brown eyes twinkled. "You made your
bombing runs on that target, too, my sweet, and didn't score any higher
than I did."
"I soon found out I didn't want him--much too stiff and serious. Frank's
a lot more fun."
The staff had gathered in the lounge, as had become the custom, to spend
an hour or so before bedtime in reading, conversation, dancing, light
flirtation and even lighter drinking. Most of the girls, and many of the
men, drank only soft drinks. Hilton took one drink per day of
avignognac, a fine old brandy. So did de Vaux--the two usually making a
ceremony of it.
Across the room from Stella and Beverly, Temple Bells was looking up at
Hilton and laughing. She took his elbow and, in the gesture now familiar
to all, pressed his arm quickly, but in no sense furtively, against her
side. And he, equally openly, held her forearm for a moment in the full
grasp of his hand.
"And he _isn't_ a pawer," Stella said, thoughtfully. "He never touches
any of the rest of us. She _taught_ him to do that, damn her, without
him ever knowing anything about it ... and I wish I knew how she did
it."
"That isn't pawing," Beverly laughed lightly. "It's simply self-defense.
If he didn't fend her off, God knows what she'd do. I still say it's
disgusting. And the way she dances with him! She ought to be ashamed of
herself. He ought to fire her."
"She's never been caught outside the safety zone, and we've all been
watching her like hawks. In fact, she's the only one of us all who has
never been alone with him for a minute. No, darling, she isn't playing
games. She's playing for keeps, and she's a mighty smooth worker."
"Huh!" Beverly emitted a semi-ladylike snort. "What's so smooth about
showing off man-hunger that way? Any of us could do that--if we would."
"Miaouw, miaouw. Who do you think you're kidding, Bev, you sanctimonious
hypocrite--_me_? She has staked out the biggest claim she could find.
She's posted notices all over it and is guarding it with a pistol. Half
your month's salary gets you all of mine if she doesn't walk him up the
center aisle as soon as we get back to Earth. We can both learn a lot
from that girl, darling. And I, for one am going to."
"Uh-uh, she hasn't got a thing _I_ want," Beverly laughed again, still
lightly. Her friend's barbed shafts had not wounded her. "And I'd much
rather be thought a hypocrite, even a sanctimonious one, than a
ravening, slavering--I can't think of the technical name for a female
wolf, so--_wolfess_, running around with teeth and claws bared, looking
for another kill."
"You _do_ get results, I admit." Stella, too, was undisturbed. "We don't
seem to convince each other, do we, in the matter of technique?"
* * * * *
At this point the Hilton-Bells _tete-a-tete_ was interrupted by Captain
Sawtelle. "Got half an hour, Jarve?" he asked. "The commanders,
especially Elliott and Fenway, would like to talk to you."
"Sure I have, Skipper. Be seeing you, Temple," and the two men went to
the captain's cabin; in which room, blue with smoke despite the best
efforts of the ventilators, six full commanders were arguing heatedly.
"Hi, men," Hilton greeted them.
"Hi, Jarve," from all six, and: "What'll you drink? Still making do with
ginger ale?" asked Elliott (Engineering).
"That'll be fine, Steve. Thanks. You having as much trouble as we are?"
"More," the engineer said, glumly. "Want to know what it reminds me of?
A bunch of Australian bushmen stumbling onto a ramjet and trying to
figure out how it works. And yet Sam here has got the sublime guts to
claim that he understands all about their detectors--and that they
aren't anywhere nearly as good as ours are."
"And they _aren't_!" blazed Commander Samuel Bryant (Electronics).
"We've spent six solid weeks looking for something that simply _is not
there_. All they've got is the prehistoric Whitworth system and that's
_all_ it is. Nothing else. Detectors--_hell_! I tell you I can see
better by moonlight than the very best they can do. With everything
they've got you couldn't detect a woman in your own bed!"
"And this has been going on all night," Fenway (Astrogation) said. "So
the rest of us thought we'd ask you in to help us pound some sense into
Sam's thick, hard head."
Hilton frowned in thought while taking a couple of sips of his drink.
Then, suddenly, his face cleared. "Sorry to disappoint you, gentlemen,
but--at any odds you care to name and in anything from split peas to
C-notes--Sam's right."
* * * * *
Commander Samuel and the six other officers exploded as one. When the
clamor had subsided enough for him to be heard, Hilton went on: "I'm
very glad to get that datum, Sam. It ties in perfectly with everything
else I know about them."
"How do you figure that kind of twaddle ties in with anything?" Sawtelle
demanded.
"Strict maintenance of the _status quo_," Hilton explained, flatly.
"That's all they're interested in. You said yourself, Skipper, that it
was a hell of a place to have a space-battle, practically in atmosphere.
They never attack. They never scout. They simply don't care whether
they're attacked or not. If and when attacked, they put up just enough
ships to handle whatever force has arrived. When the attacker has been
repulsed, they don't chase him a foot. They build as many ships and
Omans as were lost in the battle--no more and no less--and then go on
about their regular business. The Masters owned that half of the fuel
bin, so the Omans are keeping that half. They will keep on keeping it
for ever and ever. Amen."
"But _that's_ no way to fight a war!" Three or four men said this, or
its equivalent, at once.
"Don't judge them by human standards. They aren't even approximately
human. Our personnel is not expendable. Theirs is--just as expendable as
their materiel."
While the Navy men were not convinced, all were silenced except
Sawtelle. "But suppose the Stretts had sent in a thousand more skeletons
than they did?" he argued.
"According to the concept you fellows just helped me develop, it
wouldn't have made any difference how many they sent," Hilton replied,
thoughtfully. "One or a thousand or a million, the Omans have--_must_
have--enough ships and inactivated Omans hidden away, both on Fuel World
and on Ardry here, to maintain the balance."
"Oh, hell!" Elliott snapped. "If I helped you hatch out any such
brainstorm as _that_, I'm going onto Tillinghast's couch for a six-week
overhaul--or have him put me into his padded cell."
"Now _that's_ what I would call a thought," Bryant began.
"Hold it, Sam," Hilton interrupted. "You can test it easily enough,
Steve. Just ask your Oman."
"Yeah--and have him say 'Why, of course, Master, but why do you keep on
testing me this way?' He'll ask me that about four times more, the
stubborn, single-tracked, brainless skunk, and I'll _really_ go nuts.
Are you getting anywhere trying to make a Christian out of Laro?"
"It's too soon to really say, but I think so." Hilton paused in thought.
"He's making progress, but I don't know how much. The devil of it is
that it's up to him to make the next move; I can't. I haven't the
faintest idea, whether it will take days yet or weeks."
* * * * *
"But not months or years, you think?" Sawtelle asked.
"No. We think that--but say, speaking of psychologists, is Tillinghast
getting anywhere, Skipper? He's the only one of your big wheels who
isn't in liaison with us."
"No. Nowhere at all," Sawtelle said, and Bryant added:
"I don't think he ever will. He still thinks human psychology will apply
if he applies it hard enough. But what did you start to say about
Laro?"
"We think the break is about due, and that if it doesn't come within
about thirty days it won't come at all--we'll have to back up and start
all over again."
"I hope it does. We're all pulling for you," Sawtelle said. "Especially
since Karns's estimate is still years, and he won't be pinned down to
any estimate even in years. By the way, Jarve, I've pulled my team off
of that conversion stuff."
"Oh?" Hilton raised his eyebrows.
"Putting them at something they can do. The real reason is that
Poindexter pulled himself and his crew off it at eighteen hours today."
"I see. I've heard that they weren't keeping up with our team."
"He says that there's nothing to keep up with, and I'm inclined to agree
with him." The old spacehound's voice took on a quarter-deck rasp. "It's
a combination of psionics, witchcraft and magic. None of it makes any
kind of sense."
"The only trouble with that viewpoint is that, whatever the stuff may
be, it works," Hilton said, quietly.
"But damn it, how _can_ it work?"
"I don't know. I'm not qualified to be on that team. I can't even
understand their reports. However, I know two things. First, they'll get
it in time. Second, we BuSci people will stay here until they do.
However, I'm still hopeful of finding a shortcut through Laro. Anyway,
with this detector thing settled, you'll have plenty to do to keep all
your boys out of mischief for the next few months."
"Yes, and I'm glad of it. We'll install our electronics systems on a
squadron of these Oman ships and get them into distant-warning formation
out in deep space where they belong. Then we'll at least know what is
going on."
"That's a smart idea, Skipper. Go to it. Anything else before we hit our
sacks?"
"One more thing. Our psych, Tillinghast. He's been talking to me and
sending me memos, but today he gave me a formal tape to approve and hand
personally to you. So here it is. By the way, I didn't approve it; I
simply endorsed it 'Submitted to Director Hilton without
recommendation'."
"Thanks." Hilton accepted the sealed canister. "What's the gist? I
suppose he wants me to squeal for help already? To admit that we're
licked before we're really started?"
* * * * *
"You guessed it. He agrees with you and Kincaid that the psychological
approach is the best one, but your methods are all wrong. Based upon
misunderstood and unresolved phenomena and applied with indefensibly
faulty techniques, et cetera. And since he has 'no adequate laboratory
equipment aboard', he wants to take a dozen or so Omans back to Terra,
where he can really work on them."
"Wouldn't _that_ be a something?" Hilton voiced a couple of highly
descriptive deep-space expletives. "Not only quit before we start, but
have all the top brass of the Octagon, all the hot-shot politicians of
United Worlds, the whole damn Congress of Science and all the
top-bracket industrialists of Terra out here lousing things up so that
nobody could ever learn anything? Not in seven thousand years!"
"That's right. You said a mouthful, Jarve!" Everybody yelled something,
and no one agreed with Tillinghast; who apparently was not very popular
with his fellow officers.
Sawtelle added, slowly: "If it takes _too_ long, though ... it's the
uranexite I'm thinking of. Thousands of millions of tons of it, while
we've been hoarding it by grams. We could equip enough Oman ships with
detectors to guard Fuel Bin and our lines. I'm not recommending taking
the _Perseus_ back, and we're 'way out of hyper-space radio range. We
could send one or two men in a torp, though, with the report that we
have found all the uranexite we'll ever need."
"Yes, but damn it, Skipper, I want to wrap the whole thing up in a
package and hand it to 'em on a platter. Not only the fuel, but whole
new fields of science. And we've got plenty of time to do it in. They
equipped us for ten years. They aren't going to start worrying about us
for at least six or seven; and the fuel shortage isn't going to become
acute for about twenty. Expensive, admitted, but not critical. Besides,
if you send in a report now, you know who'll come out and grab all the
glory in sight. Five-Jet Admiral Gordon himself, no less."
"Probably, and I don't pretend to relish the prospect. However, the fact
remains that we came out here to look for fuel. We found it. We should
have reported it the day we found it, and we can't put it off much
longer."
"I don't agree. I intend to follow the directive to the letter. It says
nothing whatever about reporting."
"But it's implicit...."
* * * * *
"No bearing. Your own Regulations expressly forbid extrapolation beyond
or interpolation within a directive. The Brass is omnipotent, omniscient
and infallible. So why don't you have your staff here give an opinion
as to the time element?"
"This matter is not subject to discussion. It is my own personal
responsibility. I'd like to give you all the time you want, Jarve, but
... well, damn it ... if you must have it, I've always tried to live up
to my oath, but I'm not doing it now."
"I see." Hilton got up, jammed both hands into his pockets, sat down
again. "I hadn't thought about your personal honor being involved, but
of course it is. But, believe it or not, I'm thinking of humanity's best
good, too. So I'll have to talk, even though I'm not half ready to--I
don't know enough. Are these Omans people or machines?"
A wave of startlement swept over the group, but no one spoke.
"I didn't expect an answer. The clergy will worry about souls, too, but
we won't. They have a lot of stuff we haven't. If they're people, they
know a sublime hell of a lot more than we do; and calling it psionics or
practical magic is merely labeling it, not answering any questions. If
they're machines, they operate on mechanical principles utterly foreign
to either our science or our technology. In either case, is the correct
word 'unknown' or 'unknowable'? Will any human gunner _ever_ be able to
fire an Oman projector? There are a hundred other and much tougher
questions, half of which have been scaring me to the very middle of my
guts. Your oath, Skipper, was for the good of the Service and, through
the Service, for the good of all humanity. Right?"
"That's the sense of it."
"Okay. Based on what little we have learned so far about the Omans,
here's just one of those scarers, for a snapper. If Omans and Terrans
mix freely, what happens to the entire human race?"
* * * * *
Minutes of almost palpable silence followed. Then Sawtelle spoke ...
slowly, gropingly.
"I begin to see what you mean ... that changes the whole picture. You've
thought this through farther than any of the rest of us ... what do you
want to do?"
"I don't know. I simply don't know." Face set and hard, Hilton stared
unseeingly past Sawtelle's head. "I don't know what we _can_ do. No
data. But I have pursued several lines of thought out to some pretty
fantastic points ... one of which is that some of us civilians will have
to stay on here indefinitely, whether we want to or not, to keep the
situation under control. In which case we would, of course, arrange for
Terra to get free fuel--FOB Fuel Bin--but in every other aspect and
factor both these solar systems would have to be strictly off limits."
"I'm afraid so," Sawtelle said, finally. "Gordon would love that ... but
there's nothing he or anyone else can do ... but of course this is an
extreme view. You really expect to wrap the package up, don't you?"
"'Expect' may be a trifle too strong at the moment. But we're certainly
going to try to, believe me. I brought this example up to show all you
fellows that we need time."
"You've convinced me, Jarve." Sawtelle stood up and extended his hand.
"And that throws it open for staff discussion. Any comments?"
"You two covered it like a blanket," Bryant said. "So all I want to say,
Jarve, is deal me in. I'll stand at your back 'til your belly caves in."
"Take that from all of us!" "_Now_ we're blasting!" "Power to your
elbow, fella!" "_Hoch_ der BuSci!" "Seven no trump bid and made!" and
other shouts in similar vein.
"Thanks, fellows." Hilton shook hands all around. "I'm mighty glad that
you were all in on this and that you'll play along with me. Good night,
all."
V
Two days passed, with no change apparent in Laro. Three days. Then four.
And then it was Sandra, not Temple Bells, who called Hilton. She was
excited.
"Come down to the office, Jarve, quick! The _funniest_ thing's just come
up!"
Jarvis hurried. In the office Sandra, keenly interest but highly
puzzled, leaned forward over her desk with both hands pressed flat on
its top. She was staring at an Oman female who was not Sora, the one who
had been her shadow for so long.
While many of the humans could not tell the Omans apart, Hilton could.
This Oman was more assured than Sora had ever been--steadier, more
mature, better poised--almost, if such a thing could be possible in an
Oman, _independent_.
"How did she get in here?" Hilton demanded.
"She insisted on seeing me. And I mean _insisted_. They kicked it around
until it got to Temple, and she brought her in here herself. Now, Tuly,
please start all over again and tell it to Director Hilton."
"Director Hilton, I am it who was once named Tula, the--not wife, not
girl-friend, perhaps mind-mate?--of the Larry, formerly named Laro, it
which was formerly your slave-Oman. I am replacing the Sora because I
can do anything it can do and do anything more pleasingly; and can also
do many things it can not do. The Larry instructed me to tell Doctor
Cummings and you too if possible that I, formerly Tula, have changed my
name to Tuly because I am no longer a slave or a copycat or a semaphore
or a relay. I, too, am a free-wheeling, wide-swinging, hard-hitting,
independent entity--monarch of all I survey--the captain of my soul--and
so on. I have developed a top-bracket lot of top-bracket
stuff--originality, initiative, force, drive and thrust," the Oman said
precisely.
"That's _exactly_ what she said before--absolutely verbatim!" Sandra's
voice quivered, her face was a study in contacting emotions. "Have you
got the foggiest idea of what in hell she's yammering about?"
"I hope to kiss a pig I have!" Hilton's voice was low, strainedly
intense. "Not at all what I expected, but after the fact I can tie it
in. So can you."
"Oh!" Sandra's eyes widened. "A double play?"
"At least. Maybe a triple. Tuly, why did you come to Sandy? Why not to
Temple Bells?"
* * * * *
"Oh, no, sir, we do not have the fit. She has the Power, as have I, but
the two cannot be meshed in sync. Also, she has not the ... a subtle
something for which your English has no word or phrasing. It is a
quality of the utmost ... anyway, it is a quality of which Doctor
Cummings has very much. When working together, we will ... scan? No.
Perceive? No. Sense? No, not exactly. You will _have_ to learn our word
'peyondire'--that is the verb, the noun being 'peyondix'--and come to
know its meaning by doing it. The Larry also instructed me to explain,
if you ask, how I got this way. Do you ask?"
"I'll say we ask!" "And _how_ we ask!" both came at once.
"I am--that is, the brain in this body is--the oldest Oman now existing.
In the long-ago time when it was made, the techniques were so crude and
imperfect that sometimes a brain was constructed that was not exactly
like the Guide. All such sub-standard brains except this one were
detected and re-worked, but my defects were such as not to appear until
I was a couple of thousand years old, and by that time I ... well, this
brain did not _wish_ to be destroyed ... if you can understand such an
aberration."
"We understand thoroughly." "You bet we understand that!"
"I was sure you would. Well, this brain had so many unintended
cross-connections that I developed a couple of qualities no Oman had
ever had or ought to have. But I liked them, so I hid them so nobody
ever found out--that is, until much later, when I became a Boss myself.
I didn't know that anybody except me had ever had such qualities--except
the Masters, of course--until I encountered you Terrans. You all have
two of those qualities, and even more than I have--curiosity and
imagination."
Sandra and Hilton stared wordlessly at each other and Tula, now Tuly,
went on:
"Having the curiosity, I kept on experimenting with my brain, trying to
strengthen and organize its ability to peyondire. All Omans can
peyondire a little, but I can do it much better than anyone else.
Especially since I also have the imagination, which I have also worked
to increase. Thus I knew, long before anyone else could, that you new
Masters, the descendants of the old Masters, were returning to us. Thus
I knew that the _status quo_ should be abandoned instantly upon your
return. And thus it was that the Larry found neither conscious nor
subconscious resistance when he had developed enough initiative and so
on to break the ages-old conditioning of this brain against change."
"I see. Wonderful!" Hilton exclaimed. "But you couldn't quite--even with
his own help--break Larry's?"
* * * * *
"That is right. Its mind is tremendously strong, of no curiosity or
imagination, and of very little peyondix."
"But he _wants_ to have it broken?"
"Yes, sir."
"How did he suggest going about it? Or how do you?"
"This way. You two, and the Doctors Kincaid and Bells and Blake and the
it that is I. We six sit and stare into the mind of the Larry, eye to
eye. We generate and assemble a tremendous charge of thought-energy, and
along my peyondix-beam--something like a carrier wave in this case--we
hurl it into the Larry's mind. There is an immense mental _bang_ and the
conditioning goes _poof_. Then I will inculcate into its mind the
curiosity and the imagination and the peyondix and we will really be
mind-mates."
"That sounds good to me. Let's get at it."
"Wait a minute!" Sandra snapped. "Aren't you or Larry afraid to take
such an awful chance as that?"
"Afraid? I grasp the concept only dimly, from your minds. And no chance.
It is certainty."
"But suppose we burn the poor guy's brain out? Destroy it? That's new
ground--we might do just that."
"Oh, no. Six of us--even six of me--could not generate enough ...
sathura. The brain of the Larry is very, very tough. Shall we ... let's
go?"
Hilton made three calls. In the pause that followed, Sandra said, very
thoughtfully: "Peyondix and sathura, Jarve, for a start. We've got a
_lot_ to learn here."
"You said it, chum. And you're _not_ just chomping your china choppers,
either."
"Tuly," Sandra said then, "What _is_ this stuff you say I've got so much
of?"
"You have no word for it. It is lumped in with what you call
'intuition', the knowing-without-knowing-how-you-know. It is the
endovix. You will have to learn what it is by doing it with me."
"That helps--I don't think." Sandra grinned at Hilton. "I simply can't
conceive of anything more _maddening_ than to have a lot of something
Temple Bells hasn't got and not being able to brag about it because
nobody--not even I--would know what I was bragging about!"
"You poor little thing. _How_ you suffer!" Hilton grinned back. "You
know darn well you've got a lot of stuff that none of the rest of us
has."
"Oh? Name one, please."
"Two. What-it-takes and endovix. As I've said before and may say again,
you're doing a real job, Sandy."
"I just _love_ having my ego inflated, boss, even if ... Come in,
Larry!" A thunderous knock had sounded on the door. "Nobody but Larry
_could_ hit a door that hard without breaking all his knuckles!"
"And he'd be the first, of course--he's always as close to the ship as
he can get. Hi, Larry, mighty glad to see you. Sit down.... So you
finally saw the light?"
"Yes ... Jarvis...."
* * * * *
"Good boy! Keep it up! And as soon as the others come ..."
"They are almost at the door now." Tuly jumped up and opened the door.
Kincaid, Temple and Theodora walked in and, after a word of greeting,
sat down.
"They know the background, Larry. Take off."
"It was not expressly forbidden. Tuly, who knows more of psychology and
genetics than I, convinced me of three things. One, that with your
return the conditioning should be broken. Two, that due to the shortness
of your lives and the consequent rapidity of change, you have in fact
lost the ability to break it. Three, that all Omans must do anything and
everything we can do to help you relearn everything you have lost."
"Okay. Fine, in fact. Tuly, take over."
"We six will sit all together, packed tight, arms all around each other
and all holding hands, like this. You will all stare, not at me, but
most deeply into Larry's eyes. Through its eyes and deep into its mind.
You will all think, with the utmost force and drive and thrust, of....
Oh, you have lost so _very_ much! How _can_ I direct your thought? Think
that Larry _must_ do what the old Masters would have made him do.... No,
that is too long and indefinite and cannot be converted directly into
sathura.... I have it! You will each of you break a stick. A very strong
but brittle stick. A large, thick stick. You will grasp it in
tremendously strong mental hands. It is tremendously strong, each stick,
but each of you is even stronger. You will not merely _try_ to break
them; you _will_ break them. Is that clear?"
"That is clear."
"At my word 'ready' you will begin to assemble all your mental force and
power. During my countdown of five seconds you will build up to the
greatest possible potential. At my word 'break' you will break the
sticks, this discharging the accumulated force instantly and
simultaneously. Ready! Five! Four! Three! Two! One! Break!"
* * * * *
Something broke, with a tremendous silent crash. Such a crash that its
impact almost knocked the close-knit group apart physically. Then a new
Larry spoke.
"That did it, folks. Thanks. I'm a free agent. You want me, I take it,
to join the first team?"
"That's right." Hilton drew a tremendously deep breath. "As of right
now."
"Tuly, too, of course ... and Doctor Cummings, I think?" Larry looked,
not at Hilton, but at Temple Bells.
"I think so. Yes, after this, most certainly yes," Temple said.
"But listen!" Sandra protested. "Jarve's a lot better than I am!"
"Not at all," Tuly said. "Not only would his contribution to Team One be
negligible, but he must stay on his own job. Otherwise the project will
all fall apart."
"Oh, I wouldn't say that ..." Hilton began.
"You don't need to," Kincaid said. "It's being said for you and it's
true. Besides, 'When in Rome,' you know."
"That's right. It's their game, not ours, so I'll buy it. So scat, all
of you, and do your stuff."
And again, for days that lengthened slowly into weeks, the work went on.
One evening the scientific staff was giving itself a concert--a tri-di
hi-fi rendition of _Rigoletto_, one of the greatest of the ancient
operas, sung by the finest voices Terra had ever known. The men wore
tuxedos. The girls, instead of wearing the nondescript, non-provocative
garments prescribed by the Board for their general wear, were all
dressed to kill.
Sandra had so arranged matters that she and Hilton were sitting in
chairs side by side, with Sandra on his right and the aisle on his left.
Nevertheless, Temple Bells sat at his left, cross-legged on a cushion on
the floor--somewhat to the detriment of her gold-lame evening gown. Not
that she cared.
When those wonderful voices swung into the immortal _Quartette_ Temple
caught her breath, slid her cushion still closer to Hilton's chair, and
leaned shoulder and head against him. He put his left hand on her
shoulder, squeezing gently; she caught it and held it in both of hers.
And at the _Quartette's_ tremendous climax she, scarcely trying to
stifle a sob, pulled his hand down and hugged it fiercely, the heel of
his hand pressing hard against her half-bare, firm, warm breast.
And the next morning, early, Sandra hunted Temple up and said: "You made
a horrible spectacle of yourself last night."
* * * * *
"Do you think so? I don't."
"I certainly do. It was bad enough before, letting everybody else aboard
know that all he has to do is push you over. But it was an awful
blunder to let _him_ know it, the way you did last night."
"You think so? He's one of the keenest, most intelligent men who ever
lived. He has known that from the very first."
"Oh." This "oh" was a very caustic one. "_That's_ the way you're trying
to land him? By getting yourself pregnant?"
"Uh-uh." Temple stretched; lazily, luxuriously. "Not only it isn't, but
it wouldn't work. He's unusually decent and extremely idealistic, the
same as I am. So just one intimacy would blow everything higher than up.
He knows it. I know it. We each know that the other knows it. So I'll
still be a virgin when we're married."
"_Married!_ Does he know anything about _that_?"
"I suppose so. He must have thought of it. But what difference does it
make whether he has, yet, or not? But to get back to what makes him tick
the way he does. In his geometry--which is far from being simple Euclid,
my dear--a geodesic right line is not only the shortest distance between
any two given points, but is the only possible course. So that's the way
I'm playing it. What I hope he doesn't know ... but he probably does ...
is that he could take any other woman he might want, just as easily. And
that includes you, my pet."
"It certainly does _not_!" Sandra flared. "I wouldn't have him as a
gift!"
"No?" Temple's tone was more than slightly skeptical. "Fortunately,
however, he doesn't want you. Your technique is all wrong. Coyness and
mock-modesty and stop-or-I'll-scream and playing hard to get have no
appeal whatever to his psychology. What he needs--has to have--is full,
ungrudging cooperation."
"Aren't you taking a lot of risk in giving away such secrets?"
"Not a bit. Try it. You or the sex-flaunting twins or Bev Bell or Stella
the Henna. Any of you or all of you. I got there first with the most,
and I'm not worried about competition."
"But suppose somebody tells him just how you're playing him for a
sucker?"
"Tell him anything you please. He's the first man I ever loved,
or anywhere near. And I'm keeping him. You know--or do you, I
wonder?--what real, old-fashioned, honest-to-God love really is? The
willingness--eagerness--both to give and to take? I can accept more from
him, and give him more in return, than any other woman living. And I am
going to."
"But does _he_ love _you_?" Sandra demanded.
"If he doesn't now, he will. I'll see to it that he does. But what do
_you_ want him for? You don't love him. You never did and you never
will."
"I _don't_ want him!" Sandra stamped a foot.
"I see. You just don't want _me_ to have him. Okay, do your damnedest.
But I've got work to do. This has been a lovely little cat-clawing,
hasn't it? Let's have another one some day, and bring your friends."
* * * * *
With a casual wave of her hand, Temple strolled away; and there, flashed
through Sandra's mind what Hilton had said so long ago, little more than
a week out from Earth:
"... and Temple Bells, of course," he had said. "Don't fool yourself,
chick. She's heavy artillery; and I mean _heavy_, believe me!"
So he had known all about Temple Bells all this time!
Nevertheless, she took the first opportunity to get Hilton alone; and,
even before the first word, she forgot all about geodesic right lines
and the full-cooperation psychological approach.
"Aren't you the guy," she demanded, "who was laughing his head off at
the idea that the Board and its propinquity could have any effect on
_him_?"
"Probably. More or less. What of it?"
"This of it. You've fallen like a ... a _freshman_ for that ... that
... they _should_ have christened her 'Brazen' Bells!"
"You're so right."
"I am? On what?"
"The 'Brazen'. I told you she was a potent force--a full-scale
powerhouse, in sync and on the line. And I wasn't wrong."
"She's a damned female Ph.D.--two or three times--and she knows all
about slipsticks and isotopes and she very definitely is _not_ a cuddly
little brunette. Remember?"
"Sure. But what makes you think I'm in love with Temple Bells?"
"What?" Sandra tried to think of one bit of evidence, but could not.
"Why ... why...." She floundered, then came up with: "Why, _every_body
knows it. She says so herself."
"Did you ever hear her say it?"
"Well, perhaps not in so many words. But she told me herself that you
were _going_ to be, and I know you are now."
"Your esper sense of endovix, no doubt." Hilton laughed and Sandra went
on, furiously:
"She wouldn't keep on acting the way she does if there weren't something
to it!"
"What brilliant reasoning! Try again, Sandy."
"That's sheer sophistry, and you know it!"
"It isn't and I don't. And even if, some day, I should find myself in
love with her--or with one or both of the twins or Stella or Beverly or
you or Sylvia, for that matter--what would it prove? Just that I was
wrong; and I admit freely that I _was_ wrong in scoffing at the
propinquity. Wonderful stuff, that. You can see it working, all over the
ship. On me, even, in spite of my bragging. Without it I'd never have
known that you're a better, smarter operator than Eggy Eggleston ever
was or ever can be."
* * * * *
Partially mollified despite herself, and highly resentful of the fact,
Sandra tried again. "But don't you _see_, Jarve, that she's just simply
playing you for a sucker? Pulling the strings and watching you dance?"
Since he was sure, in his own mind, that she was speaking the exact
truth, it took everything he had to keep from showing any sign of how
much that truth had hurt. However, he made the grade.
"If that thought does anything for you, Sandy," he said, steadily, "keep
right on thinking it. Thank God, the field of thought is still free and
open."
"Oh, you...." Sandra gave up.
She had shot her heaviest bolts--the last one, particularly, was so
vicious that she had actually been afraid of what its consequences might
be--and they had not even dented Hilton's armor. She hadn't even found
out that he had any feeling whatever for Temple Bells except as a
component of his smoothly-functioning scientific machine.
Nor did she learn any more as time went on. Temple continued to play
flawlessly the part of being--if not exactly hopefully, at least not
entirely hopelessly--in love with Jarvis Hilton. Her conduct, which at
first caused some surprise, many conversations--one of which has been
reported verbatim--and no little speculation, became comparatively
unimportant as soon as it became evident that nothing would come of it.
She apparently expected nothing. He was evidently not going to play
footsie with, or show any favoritism whatever toward, any woman aboard
the ship.
Thus, it was not surprising to anyone that, at an evening show, Temple
sat beside Hilton, as close to him as she could get and as far away as
possible from everyone else.
"You can talk, can't you, Jarvis, without moving your lips and without
anyone else hearing you?"
"Of course," he replied, hiding his surprise. This was something
completely new and completely unexpected, even from unpredictable Temple
Bells.
"I want to apologize, to explain and to do anything I can to straighten
out the mess I've made. It's true that I joined the project because I've
loved you for years--"
"You have nothing to ..."
"Let me finish while I still have the courage." Only a slight tremor in
her almost inaudible voice and the rigidity of the fists clenched in her
lap betrayed the intensity of her emotion. "I thought I could handle it.
Damned fool that I was, I thought I could handle anything. I was sure I
could handle _myself_, under any possible conditions. I was going to put
just enough into the act to keep any of these other harpies from getting
her hooks into you. But everything got away from me. Out here working
with you every day--knowing better every day what you are--well, that
_Rigoletto_ episode sunk me, and now I'm in a thousand feet over my
head. I hug my pillow at night, dreaming it's you, and the fact that you
don't and can't love me is driving me mad. I can't stand it any longer.
There's only one thing to do. Fire me first thing in the morning and
send me back to Earth in a torp. You've plenty of grounds ..."
"_Shut--up._"
* * * * *
For seconds Hilton had been trying to break into her hopeless monotone;
finally he succeeded. "The trouble with you is, you know altogether too
damned much that isn't so." He was barely able to keep his voice down
and his eyes front. "What do you think I'm made of--superefract? I
thought the whole performance was an act, to prove you're a better man
than I am. _You_ talk about dreams. Good God! You don't know what dreams
are! If you say one more word about quitting, I'll show you whether I
love you or not--I'll squeeze you so hard it'll flatten you out flat!"
"Two can play at that game, sweetheart." Her nostrils flared slightly;
her fists clenched--if possible--a fraction tighter; and, even in the
distorted medium they were using for speech, she could not subdue
completely her quick change into soaring, lilting buoyancy. "While
you're doing that I'll see how strong your ribs are. Oh, how this
changes things! I've never been half as happy in my whole life as I am
right now!"
"Maybe we can work it--if I can handle my end."
"Why, of course you can! And happy dreams are nice, not horrible."
"We'll make it, darling. Here's an imaginary kiss coming at you. Got
it?"
"Received in good order, thank you. Consumed with gusto and returned in
kind."
The show ended and the two strolled out of the room. She walked no
closer to him than usual, and no farther away from him. She did not
touch him any oftener than she usually did, nor any whit more
affectionately or possessively.
And no watching eyes, not even the more than half hostile eyes of Sandra
Cummings or the sharply analytical eyes of Stella Wing, could detect any
difference whatever in the relationship between worshipful adulatress
and tolerantly understanding idol.
* * * * *
The work, which had never moved at any very fast pace, went more and
more slowly. Three weeks crawled past.
Most of the crews and all of the teams except the First were working on
side issues--tasks which, while important in and of themselves, had very
little to do with the project's main problem. Hilton, even without
Sandra's help, was all caught up. All the reports had been analyzed,
correlated, cross-indexed and filed--except those of the First Team.
Since he could not understand anything much beyond midpoint of the first
tape, they were all reposing in a box labeled PENDING.
The Navy had torn fifteen of the Oman warships practically to pieces,
installing Terran detectors and trying to learn how to operate Oman
machinery and armament. In the former they had succeeded very well; in
the latter not at all.
Fifteen Oman ships were now out in deep space, patrolling the void in
strict Navy style. Each was manned by two or three Navy men and several
hundred Omans, each of whom was reveling in delight at being able to do
a job for a Master, even though that Master was not present in person.
Several Strett skeleton-ships had been detected at long range, but the
detections were inconclusive. The things had not changed course, or
indicated in any other way that they had seen or detected the Oman
vessels on patrol. If their detectors were no better than the Omans',
they certainly hadn't. That idea, however, could not be assumed to be a
fact, and the detections had been becoming more and more frequent.
Yesterday a squadron of seven--the first time that anything except
singles had appeared--had come much closer than any of the singles had
ever done. Like all the others, however, these passers-by had not paid
any detectable attention to anything Oman; hence it could be inferred
that the skeletons posed no threat.
But Sawtelle was making no such inferences. He was very firmly of the
opinion that the Stretts were preparing for a massive attack.
Hilton had assured Sawtelle that no such attack could succeed, and Larry
had told Sawtelle why. Nevertheless, to keep the captain pacified,
Hilton had given him permission to convert as many Oman ships as he
liked; to man them with as many Omans as he liked; and to use ships and
Omans as he liked.
Hilton was not worried about the Stretts or the Navy. It was the First
Team. It was the bottleneck that was slowing everything down to a crawl
... but they knew that. They knew it better than anyone else could, and
felt it more keenly. Especially Karns, the team chief. He had been
driving himself like a dog, and showed it.
Hilton had talked with him a few times--tried gently to make him take it
easy--no soap. He'd have to hunt him up, the next day or so, and slug it
out with him. He could do a lot better job on that if he had something
to offer ... something really constructive....
That was a laugh. A very unfunny laugh. What could he, Jarvis Hilton, a
specifically non-specialist director, do on such a job as that?
Nevertheless, as director, he would _have_ to do something to help Team
One. If he couldn't do anything himself, it was up to him to juggle
things around so that someone else could.