CHAPTER XXXVII.

In the early morning which Faith and her mother enjoyed next day

together, Mrs. Derrick was in a contemplative and abstracted state of

mind; assenting indeed to all Faith's words of pleasure and praise, but

evidently thinking of something else. At last the matter came out.

"Faith, how much money have we?--I mean, to last how long, suppose you

didn't do anything else but the butter?"

"Why, mother?"

"Why child, I've been thinking--do you know how much you've got to do

for yourself?--it won't do to put that off for Miss Bezac."

Faith's lips softly touched Mrs. Derrick's.

"Hush, mother, please!--Don't you think Dromy could find some

water-cress at the foot of the Savin hill?"

"Yes--like enough," said Mrs. Derrick,--"Reuben could if he was here.

And child, you may say 'hush,' but things won't hush, after all." With

which sentiment Mrs. Derrick gave attention to the tea-kettle, just

then a practical illustration of her remark.

About as bright and fresh and sweet as the morning Miss Linden looked

when she came down, but warmer and gentler than March in his best mood.

Her interest in everything about the house and its two tenants was

unbounded, and without being really like her brother, there was enough

family likeness in manner and voice to give a pleasant reminder now and

then. While they were at breakfast the man came from Pequot according

to order, but she went out alone to attend to him, coming back to the

table with a sort of gleeful face that spoke of pleasure or mischief in

prospect.

"Faith," she said, "we cannot touch those mantillas this morning."

"Can't we?" said Faith. "Which part of Pattaquasset shall we go to see?"

"Suppose we go up to my room and discuss matters."--

Faith was ready. Ready as a child, or as the "bird" she used to be

called, for any innocent play or work.

"My dear little sister," said Miss Linden as they ran up stairs, the

glee working out at the dainty finger ends that were on Faith's belt,

"don't you know that I promised you a 'message'? and don't you want to

have it?--O how lovely this room is! That trunk is not lovely, standing

just there. Dear Faith, you need not think all my baggage is coming

after it!"

"I wish it could,"--said Faith, looking after her "message."

"I want to shew you the key of this--it has something peculiar about

it," said Miss Linden searching in her bag. "Endecott said, Faith, that

as you and he had been together so much in a French atmosphere, you

must let him do one thing in the French style. To which message, as

well as to the trunk, you will find this the key."

Now attached to the key was a little card, on which was written simply

the word, "Trousseau."

Faith understood the word well enough, and it seemed to turn her into a

pretty petrifaction--with internal life at work indeed, as the rising

and falling colours witnessed. She stood with bended head looking at

the mysterious key; then making a swift transit to the window she

opened it and threw back the blinds and stood looking out, the key in

one hand giving little impatient or abstracted taps against the fingers

of the other. It was a pretty landscape certainly, but Faith had looked

at it often before.

Miss Linden on her part followed Faith to the window with her eyes and

a smile, then sat looking at the great leathern trunk in its travelling

cover, which it wore still. Once she made a motion to take this

off--then laid her hands back in their former position and waited for

Faith to come.

"Pet," said Faith presently,--"have you looked out of the window this

morning?" Which question brought two hands round her shoulders in no

time.

"Yes my dear, I have. What new beauties have you discovered?"

"It looks pretty in the spring light.--But I wasn't thinking of it,

either," said Faith blushing. And without raising her eyes, looking

distressed, she softly insinuated the key with its talismanic card back

into Miss Linden's hand.

"Well? what, dear Faith?"

"I don't know,"--said Faith softly. "You know."

"I know,"--said Miss Linden, "that Endecott locked the trunk and tied

the label to the key, and it is a great mistake to suppose that I will

unlock the one or take charge of the other. In the second place, I need

not even look on unless you wish. It can go to another room, or I will

leave you in undisturbed possession of this. So speak," she said,

kissing her.

Faith did not immediately. She wound her arms round her new sister and

hid her face in Miss Linden's neck, and stood so clasping her silently

for a few minutes. But when she raised her head she went straight to

the "trousseau" trunk; pulled off, business fashion, the travelling

cover; set the key in the lock, and lifted the lid.

"I should tell you, dear," said Miss Linden while this was doing--she

had seated herself a little way off from Faith and the trunk, "I should

tell you, that if it had been possible to get a pattern dress and so

forth, you would have found nothing here to do _but_ look. As it is,

there is some work for your fingers, and I hope for mine." The lid was

now open, and between the two next protecting covers lay a letter. A

recognizing flash of eye greeted that; Faith put it out of sight and

lifted the second cover. From where she sat Miss Linden could see her

hand tremble.

There were two or three characteristics that applied to the whole

arrangement, choice, and filling of the "trousseau." The absence of

things useless was not more notable than the abundance of things

useful; and let not useful be understood to mean needful,--for of the

little extras which are so specially pleasant to those who never buy

them for themselves, there was also a full supply. The daintiness of

everything was great, but nothing was out of Faith's line: the stuffs

might be finer than she had always worn, but the colours were what she

had always liked, and in any one of those many dresses she might feel

at home in five minutes--they suited her so well. She could see, well

enough, that Mr. Linden not only remembered "her style" but loved

it,--in the very top rack, that was first laid open, she had proof of

this--for besides the finest of lawn and cambric, there were dainty

bands of embroidery and pieces of lace with which Faith could ruffle

herself to her heart's content.

At this point Faith drew a rather quick breath. She was on her knees

before the trunk, and shielding her face a little from Miss Linden, she

sat looking in--steadfastly at bits of French needlework and lappings

of the daintier texture, lifting now and then, also daintily--the end

or fold of something to see what lay underneath. There was so much food

for meditation, as well as for industry, in this department, that Faith

seemed not likely to get through it. How clearly she saw any one thing

might be doubted. She made no progress.

"You may see Endecott in everything, Faith," said Miss Linden. "In the

matter of quantity I could sometimes give him help, but every colour

and style had to be matched with the particular pattern in his mind. I

wish you could have seen it!--it was one of the prettiest things I ever

saw. Those three days in Paris!--I told you they were pretty days."

Faith gave her a swift look, very flushed and very grave. A pretty

picture of wonder and humility she was; and something more was borne

witness to by those soft eyes, but Miss Linden had only a second's look

of them.

The racks seemed to hold the light varieties, each done up by itself.

There was the little French parasol in its box; the fan box, with most

pretty contents. There was the glove box, beautifully filled, and

holding among the rest the prettiest of riding gauntlets--all of just

the right size, by some means. At the other end to keep this in

countenance, was a little French riding hat in its own pasteboard

container. The riding whip Mr. Linden had given her long before. There

were stockings in pretty variety; and handkerchiefs--not laced and

embroidered, but of fine material and dainty borders. The various minor

things were too many to mention.

Faith was in an overwhelmed state, though she hardly shewed that. Her

fingers made acquaintance almost fearfully with the various items that

lay in sight; finally she laid both hands upon the edge of the rack.

"It is exactly like him!--" she said in profound gravity. His sister

laughed--a gay, pleased little laugh.

"_He_ said they were all like you, Faith. His fear of touching your

individuality was comical. Do you know he says he shall expect you

always to have a brown merino?--so you will find one there."

But first, at the bottom of the rack, under all the others, was the

flat mantilla box; and its contents of muslin and silk, in their

elegant simpleness, left Miss Bezac's "nowhere". How Faith would have

liked to shut up the trunk then and run away--nobody knew! For she only

quietly lifted out the rack and took the view of what came next. It was

not the brown merino!--it was something made up,--the gayest,

prettiest, jauntiest dressing gown; with bunches of tiny carnations all

over it, as bright as Faith's own. Though that be saying much, for at

this hers reached their acme.

"How beautiful--" she said gravely, while her poor fluttering thoughts

were saying everything else. "How perfectly beautiful!--"

And as delicately as if it had been made of silver tissue, Faith laid

it off on the rack. Laid it off to find the next stagc in the shape of

morning wrappers, also made up. "They fit so loosely at best--" Miss

Linden explained,--"and Endecott knew your height."

Now neither in these nor in what lay beneath was there such profusion

as would furnish a new dress every day (for an indefinite number) at a

watering place; but there was just such as befitted a young lady, who

being married in summer-days yet looked forward to winter, and was to

be the delight of somebody's eyes summer and winter.

They were downcast and wonderfully soft eyes that looked at those

morning dresses now,--as Miss Linden could see when by chance they were

lifted. But that was not generally; with lowered eyelids and unsteady

lips Faith went on taking out one after the other. Below, the packages

were more solid and compact, some close at both ends, others shewing

shawl fringes. Dress after dress lay in close order--muslin and silk

and stuff; under them pieces of linen and flannel such as Pattaquasset

could hardly have furnished. One particular parcel, long and soft, was

tied with white ribband. Faith looked at it doubtfully.

"Must I open this, Pet?"

"It is tied up for that express purpose."

A little suspicious of each new thing, Faith pulled the easy knot of

white ribband and uncovered what lay within. It was a white embroidered

muslin, fine and beautiful in its clear texture, as was the wrought

tracery upon it. No colour relieved this white field,--a pair of snowy

gloves lay upon it, with the lace and sash for its finish of adornment;

with them a folded handkerchief, plain like the rest but particularly

fine. Separately wrapped up in soft paper that but half hid them, were

the little rosetted slippers.

"He said you must have none but real flowers," Miss Linden said--too

softly to call for a look in answer.

That dress was what not even Miss Bezac had been able to make Faith

look at in imagination--and there it lay before her! Perhaps, to tell

the truth, she had been hardly willing to realize to herself the future

necessity of such a thing. The blood came deeper to her cheeks, then

left them in another moment pale. Faith laid her face in her hands on

the edge of the trunk,--for once overcome. Again Miss Linden's quick

impulse was to come to Faith's side, and again she checked herself;

thinking perhaps that she was too new a friend to have her words

pleasant just then--feeling that there was but one person who _could_

say what ought to be said. So she sat quite still, nor even turned her

eyes towards Faith except now and then in a quick glance of sympathy

and interest; both which were shewn in her folded hands and averted

head. But very soon Faith was softly doing the parcel up again in its

white ribbands; and then she began to lay the things back in the trunk,

with quick hands but dainty. Half way through, Faith suddenly stopped.

"Shall I put these back here for the present?"--she said, looking

towards Miss Linden.

"For the present, dear?--I am not sure that I understand."

"Just now--till I can arrange some other place to put them."

"I have nothing to do with 'this place'," said Miss Linden

smiling,--"it came with my trunks, that is all."

Faith coloured again and went on with what she was doing. Miss Linden

watched her.

"Faith," she said, "don't finish that work just now,--sit still there

and read Endy's letter--won't you, darling? I am going down to pay your

mother a visit." And with a kiss and embrace she was gone.

Faith's hands stopped their work as the door closed, and she sat still,

looking at the voiceless messages of love, care, thought, and

anticipation, which surrounded her. Looking dreamily, and a little

oppressed; and when she moved her hand it was not first to get her

letter, but to draw out the locket from her bosom and see Mr. Linden's

face; as if she wanted his look to authenticate all these messages, or

to meet her own heart's answer. At any rate it was not till after a

good study of the little picture that Faith put it away and took out

her letter.

It was not _just_ like having him there to talk or caress away her

discomfort--and yet it was like it, though the pages were well on their

way before the trousseau was even alluded to. But the words, the

atmosphere of the letter made Faith breathe easier,--it was like the

wand of the Fairy Order, smoothing out the little tangled skeins of

silk. And when that subject came up, it was touched so lightly, so

delicately, yet with such evident pleasure,--there was such mingling of

play and earnest in the charge given her to be ready before he came,

and such a strong wish that he could have saved her all the work,--the

terror of the trousseau could not stand before it. And at the hope that

her taste would be suited, Faith's heart made a spring the other way.

She drank in every word of the letter; and then feeling healed, though

tender-spirited yet, she finished putting away her riches and went down

stairs.

Mrs. Derrick having gone off to attend to dinner preparations, Miss

Linden sat alone, singing to herself softly in company with the March

wind and the fire, and (of all things!) at work upon one of Miss

Bezac's mantillas. Faith's two hands were laid upon the one which held

the needle. "Not to-day--" said the silver voice which Miss Linden must

learn to know.

"Yes--unless you'll give me somewhat else to do!" she said leaning her

sunshiny head back against Faith. "I was out of patience with myself

because I could not do what no one but Endecott could--so in my woman's

pride I took up something which he couldn't. What are _you_ going to

do, darling?"

Faith thought she knew why she was called "Pet"--but she only kissed

her. "I shall have to ask you a great deal about those things up

stairs," she said;--"but to-day I want to see you What would you like?"

The thing Miss Linden liked best, was to see some of her brother's old

haunts; and a notable drive the two had that afternoon. Wherein, under

the light of a Spring day, Miss Linden saw Pattaquasset, the Quapaw

people, (part of them) and not least of all, Faith herself, who shewed

herself very much as the Spring day. And of Mr. Linden his sister

talked the while, to her heart's content, and Faith's--in the full joy

of that affection which can never say enough, speaking to that which

can never hear too much.

It would be long to tell how the trousseau was made up. Mrs. Iredell

came from Pequot and established herself in a farmhouse at

Pattaquasset; and the two future sisters put their heads and their

hands--a good deal of their hearts too--into the work that was done in

Faith's blue-wainscotted white room. There they sat and sewed, day

after day; while the days grew warm, and the apple blossoms burst, and

the robins whistled. They whistled of Mr. Linden's coming home, to

Faith, and sent her needle with a quicker impulse. She never spoke of

it.

But Miss Linden knew whither the look went, that seemed to go no

further than the apple trees; and what was the pressure that made a

quick breath now and then and a hurried finger. Perhaps her own pulses

began to move with accelerated beat. And when towards the end of May

Mrs. Iredell found business occasion for being in Quilipeak a

fortnight, Pet so urged upon Mrs. Derrick the advantages of the scheme,

that she carried off Faith with her. It would break the waiting and

watching, and act as a diversion, she said,--and Faith did not

contradict her.

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