CHAPTER XXI.

The spring came, with all its genial influences. Not now with such

expeditions as the last spring had seen, but with letters to take their

place, and with walks of business and kindness instead of pleasure.

Yes, of pleasure too; and Faith began to find her "knight" not only a

help and safeguard, but good company. Reuben was so true, so simple and

modest--was walking in such a swift path of improvement; was so devoted

to Faith and her interests, besides the particular bond of sympathy

between them, that she might have had many a brother and fared much

worse. The intercourse had not changed its character

outwardly--Reuben's simple ceremonial of respect and deference was as

strict as ever; but the thorough liking of first acquaintanceship had

deepened into very warm affection on both sides. With Dr. Harrison

Reuben gained no ground--or the doctor did not with him. Though often

working for him and with him, though invariably courteous with the most

respectful propriety, Faith could see that Reuben's old feeling was

rather on the increase.

With the spring thaw came a freshet. It came suddenly, at the end of

the week; every river and stream rising into a full tide of

insurrection with the melting snows of Saturday, and Saturday night

bridges and mill dams went by the board. Among the rest, one of the

railway bridges near Pattaquasset gave way, and a full train from the

east set down its freight of passengers in Pattaquasset over Sunday.

They amused themselves variously--as such freight in such circumstances

is wont to do. Faith knew that the church was well filled that Sunday

morning, but the fact or the cause concerned her little--did not

disturb the quiet path of her thoughts and steps, until church was out

and she coming home, alone that day, as it happened. Then she found the

walk full and _her_ walk hindered. Especially by two gentlemen--who as

the others thinned off, right and left, still went straight on; not

fast enough to get away from Faith nor slow enough for her to pass

them. They were strangers, evidently, and town bred. One of them

reminded Faith of Dr. Harrison, in dress and style--both belonged to a

class of which she had seen few specimens. But she gave them little

heed (save as they detained her,) nor cared at all for their discussion

of the weather, or the place. Then suddenly her attention was caught

and held.

"By the way!" said one--"this is the very place where Linden was so

long."

"Who? Endecott Linden?" said Dr. Harrison's likeness. "What was he here

for?"

"Teaching school."

"Teaching school!" echoed the other,--"Endecott Linden teaching

school!--Pegasus in pound!--How did the rustics catch him?"

"Pegasus came of his own accord, if I remember."

"Pshaw, yes!--but Linden. For what conceivable reason did he let

himself down to teach school?"

"He didn't--" said the other a little hotly. "He wouldn't let himself

down if he turned street-sweeper."

"True--he has a sort of natural dais which he carries about with

him,--I suppose he'd make the crossing the court end. But I say, what

did he do _this_ for?"

"Why--for money!" said the first speaker. "What an ado about nothing!"

"Inconceivable! Just imagine, George, a man who can sing as he does,

teaching a, b, ab!"

"Well--imagine it," said George,--"and then you'll wish you were six

years old to have him teach _you_."

"How cross you are," said his friend lazily. "And despotic. Was there

nothing left of all that immense property? I've just come home, you

know."

"Not much," said George. "A little--but Endecott wouldn't touch

that--it was all put at interest for Miss Pet. He would have it so, and

even supported her as long as she staid in the country. What he works

so hard for now I don't understand."

"Works, does he? I thought he was studying for the church--going to

bury himself again. It's a crying shame! why he might be member,

minister, Secretary, President!"

"He!" cried George in hot disdain,--"he soil his fingers with politics!

No--he's in the right place now,--there's no other pure enough for him."

"I didn't know you admired the church so much," said his friend

ironically.

"I don't--only the place in it where he'll stand. That's grand."

"And so he's at work yet?"

"Yes indeed--and it puzzles me. That year here ought to have carried

him through his studies."

"Why what can he do?--not teach school now,--he's no time for it."

"He can give lessons--and does. Makes the time, I suppose. You know he

has learned about everything _but_ Theology. Olyphant was telling me

about it the other day."

"What a strange thing!" said the other musingly, "such a family, so

swept overboard! What a house that was! You remember his mother,

George?"

"I should think so!--and the way Endecott used to sing to her every

night, no matter who was there."

"Yes," said the doctor's confrère--"and come to her to be kissed

afterwards. I should have laughed at any other man--but it set well on

him. So did her diamond ring in his hair, which she was so fond of

handling. How did he make out to live when she died?"

"I don't know--" said George with a half drawn breath--a little

reverently too: "I suppose he could tell you. But all that first year

nobody saw him--unless somebody in need or sorrow: _they_ could always

find him. He looked as if he had taken leave of the world--except to

work for it."

"How courted he used to be!"--said the other--"how petted--_not_

spoiled, strange to say. Do you suppose he'll ever marry, George? will

he ever find any one to suit his notions? He's had enough to choose

from already--in Europe and here. What do they say of him off

yonder--where he is now?"

"They say he's--rock crystal,--because ice will melt," said George. "So

I suppose his notions are as high as ever."

"You used to admire Miss Linden, if I remember," said his friend. "What

a ring that was!--I wonder if she's got it. George--I sha'n't walk any

further in this mud--turn about."

Which the two did, suddenly. Both stepped aside out of Faith's way, in

surprise--her light footfall had not made them lower their voices. But

in that moment they could see that she was a lady; in acknowledgment of

which fact the one gentleman bowed slightly, and the other lifted his

hat. Faith had thrown back her veil to hear better what they were

saying, not expecting so sudden an encounter; and as she passed, secure

in being a stranger, gave them both a view of as soft a pair of eyes as

they had either of them ever looked into, which also sought theirs with

a curious intentness, borne out by the high bright tinge which

excitement had brought into her cheeks. Both of them saw and

remembered, for swift as it was, the look was not one to forget. But

the glance added little to what Faith knew already about the strangers,

and she went on her way feeling as if a stricture had been bound tight

round her heart.

The words about Mr. Linden's fastidiousness she knew quite enough of

him to verify; and in the light of these people's talk it almost seemed

to Faith as if there had been some glamour about her--as if she should

some day prove to be "magician's coin" after all. But though the old

sense of unworthiness swept over her, Faith was not of a temper to

dwell long or heavily upon such a doubt. Her heart had been strangely

stirred besides by what was said of his mother, and his old way of

life, and his changes. She knew about them of course before; yet as a

trifle, the touching of a single ray, will often give a new view of an

old scene,--those side words of strangers set all Mr. Linden's time of

joy and sorrow with such vivid reality before her, that her heart was

like to break with it. That effect too, more or less, passed away from

her mind,--never entirely. Another thing staid.

"What he works so hard for now"--Then he was working hard! and doing

his own studies and correcting her French exercises, and giving her

lessons all the while, as well as to other people; and bringing her

gifts with the fruit of his work! And not an atom of it all could Faith

touch to change. She pondered it, and she knew it. She doubted whether

she could with any good effect venture so much as a remonstrance; and

the more Faith thought, the more this doubt resolved itself into

certainty. And all the while, he was working hard! Round that fact her

thoughts beat, like an alarmed bird round its nest; about as helplessly.

Mrs. Derrick thought Faith was more grave and abstracted than usual

that day, and sometimes thought so afterwards; that was all Faith made

known.

Dr. Harrison thought the same thing on the next occasion of his seeing

her, and on the next; or rather he thought she held off from him more

than usual; what the root of it might be he was uncertain. And

circumstances were unfavourable to the exactness of his observations

for some time thereafter.

It was yet early in March, when Mrs. Stoutenburgh took a very

troublesome and tedious fever, which lasted several weeks. It was

reckoned dangerous, part of the time, and Mrs. Derrick and Faith were

in very constant attendance. Faith especially, for Mrs. Stoutenburgh

liked no one else so well about her; and gratitude and regard made her

eager to do all she might. So daily and nightly she was at Mrs.

Stoutenburgh's bedside, ministering to her in all the gentle offices of

a nurse, and in that line besides where Mr. Linden had declared Dr.

Harrison but half knew his profession. And there, and about this work,

Dr. Harrison met her.

Their meetings were of necessity very often; but no lectures, nor

discussions, nor much conversation, were now possible. Faith felt she

had a vantage ground, and used it The doctor felt he had lost ground,

or at the least was not gaining; and against some felt but unrecognized

obstacle in his way his curiosity and passion chafed. He could see

Faith nowhere else now; she contrived not to meet him at home. She was

out with Reuben--or resting--or unavoidably busy, when he came there.

And Dr. Harrison knew the resting times were needed, and could only

fume against the business--in which he sometimes had some reason.

One day he found her at her post in the sick room, when Mrs.

Stoutenburgh had fallen asleep. It was towards the end of the

afternoon. An open Bible lay on the bed's side; and Faith sat there

resting her head on her hand. She was thinking how hard Mr. Linden was

working, and herself looking somewhat as if she were following his

example.

"What are you doing?" said the doctor softly.

"I have been reading to Mrs. Stoutenburgh."

"Feverish--" whispered the doctor.

"No;--she has gone to sleep."

"Tired her!--"

"No," said Faith with a smile, "it's resting. The Bible never tired any

one yet, that loved it--I think."

"Well people--" said the doctor.

"Sick people! You're mistaken, Dr. Harrison. Sick people most of all."

"Do you know that you will be sick next," said he gravely, "if you do

not take more care?"

A fair little smile denied any fear or care on that subject, but did

not satisfy the doctor.

"I do not approve of what you are doing," said he seriously.

"Reading this?"

"Even the same."

"But you are mistaken, Dr. Harrison," she said gently. "There is

nothing so soothing, to those that love it. I wish you loved it! Don't

you remember you confessed to me once that somebody had told you you

had but half learned your profession?"

Faith trembled, for she had said those last words wittingly. She could

not have spoken them, if the light in the room had not been such as to

hide her change of colour; and even then she dared not speak the name

she alluded to. But she had said it half as a matter of conscience.

It drew forth no answer from the doctor, for Mrs. Stoutenburgh just

then stirred and awoke. And Faith little guessed the train she had

touched. There were no indications of manner; and she could not, as Dr.

Harrison went leisurely down the stairs, see the tremendous bound his

mind made with the question,--

"Is it _that book_ that stands in my way?--or HE!"

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