RACHAEL. I will see to the other windows. (She runs out of the room.)

MISTRESS FAWCETT. If she knew that Hamilton was on Nevis an hour before

the guns were fired! As like as not he helped to fire them, for he is a

guest at the Fort. If I had not commanded him to go when he came this

afternoon, he would be here now. Thank heaven, no man could breast this

hurricane and live! I know her! I know her--little as she thinks it!

Will she continue to obey me? And after I am dead? Ah! Do I allow myself

to fear aught in this hurricane, I shall never see the morning. (She

presses her hand hard against her heart, and composes herself.)

[Rachael returns. She pours out a drink and forces her mother to take

it, while her own head is erect and listening. Her nostrils dilate; one

can almost see her ears quiver. The wind increases every moment in

violence. In it may now be heard a peculiar monotonous rattle, the

agitation of seeds in the dry pods of the "giant" tree.]

RACHAEL. Did you see? I had but a glimpse, but hours could not have made

the picture more vivid. I could _see_ the great wind. The tops of the

palms are flying about like Brobdingnagian birds, their long blades

darting out like infuriated tongues. I saw the oranges flung about in a

great game of battledore and shuttlecock--as if the hurricane remembered

to play in its fury! I saw men shrieking at the masts of a ship. Their

puny lives! Why are they not glad to die so splendid a death?

MISTRESS FAWCETT. Thank God, Hamilton is not here!

RACHAEL. I tell you that, if he were, the greatest man of his time would

one day call you grandam.

MISTRESS FAWCETT (rising with energy). Hark ye, Rachael! Calm yourself!

You have had your hour of wildness. I understand your mood--the relief,

the delight to give to the storm what you cannot give to Hamilton. But

enough! I can stand no more. I am old. My heart is nearly worn out. If

the storm unnerves me, I am undone.

RACHAEL. Very well, mother. I will put my soul back in its coffin--if I

can. This is a favorable moment. There is a lull.

MISTRESS FAWCETT (she seats herself again). Come here, Rachael.

(Rachael, who has apparently calmed herself, approaches and stands

beside her mother. She tenderly rearranges the old woman's hair, which

fell from her cap during her struggle with the blind.) Rachael, these

hours, I repeat, may be our last on earth. This house is old. The

hurricane may uproot it. Like you, I am not afraid to die. Indeed, I

should welcome death to-night if I could take you with me. Bitterer than

any pain has been the thought of leaving you alone in the world. I am

glad you have broken the silence you imposed. I never could have broken

it. I ask you now to forgive me, and I acknowledge that I alone was

responsible for the tragedy of your married life. That I was deceived is

no excuse. I am reckoned more astute than most. I should have known that

behind that white and purring exterior was a cruel and hideous

voluptuary. But I had known Danes all my life, and respected them, and

you were the child of my old age. I knew that I had not long to live.

But I am not making excuses. I ask you humbly to forgive me.

RACHAEL. Forgive you! I have been bred in philosophy, and I have always

loved you perfectly.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. Ah! I did not know. Until to-night you have been so

reticent. And silent people think--think--

RACHAEL. I have thought, but never to blame you. And what is past is

past. I waste no time on what cannot be undone. The soul must have its

education, and part of that is to be torn up by the roots, trampled,

beaten, crucified. Let me hope that, having had that course at the

beginning of my life, I have had it once for all.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. There are worse things than a loveless marriage with a

brute. One is to love a man you cannot marry, and be cast aside by him,

while your heart is still alive with the love he has sloughed off like

an old skin that has begun to chafe. And then, without friends--with

children, perhaps, the world snatching at its skirts as it passes

you--the uncommon and terrible disgrace of divorce. Rachael!--will you

not promise me--

RACHAEL. I promise you this--in normal mood, I will think of you first.

But, do I ever meet Hamilton when I feel as I do to-night, I should not

think--not think, I say--not think nor care! Am I like those cattle in

the cellar? Did not Nature fashion me to love and hate, to create and

suffer--to feel as she does to-night?

MISTRESS FAWCETT (with a long sigh). Thank heaven, Hamilton is not here!

Ah!

RACHAEL. Yes, it comes again.

[The hurricane bursts with renewed fury. The concussions are like the

impact of artillery. Hail rattles on the roof. Trees and roofs crash

against one another in mid-air. Suddenly the house springs and rocks.

Simultaneously there is a long horrid shriek from the negroes in the

cellar.]

RACHAEL. Has Nevis been torn from her foundations?

MISTRESS FAWCETT. It was an earthquake. A hurricane tugs at the very

roots of the earth. Pray heaven that the fires in Nevis are out. But we

have no time to think on imaginary horrors. Look to the windows. (As

Rachael examines the windows, Mistress Fawcett thrusts her head towards

the outer door, as if listening in an agony of apprehension. She raises

herself from the chair, her eyes expanded, but keeps her face turned

from Rachael, and says, steadily): I think I hear the rattle of a

shutter in the dining-room. Run and see. And examine all the other

windows before you return. Remember that if the wind gets in, the roof

will go. (Rachael runs out of the room. Immediately after there is a

loud knocking at the front door, which is on the side of the house at

present sheltered from the direct attack of the storm. Mistress Fawcett

hobbles forward and secures more firmly the iron bar, making it

impossible for an outsider to force his way in.)

MISTRESS FAWCETT. Who is there?

A Voice without. It is I--James Hamilton.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. You cannot enter.

HAMILTON. Not enter? I have braved death, and worse, to come to you,

knowing that you were alone. Nor would you leave a dog out on such a

day.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. I would open to the most desperate criminal in the

islands, but not to you. Go! Go! At once! (She turns her head in great

anxiety towards the long line of rooms where Rachael is examining the

windows.) Surely she cannot hear us; the wind is too great. (Raising her

voice again.) You cannot enter. If my daughter opens the door to you, it

will be after violence to me. Now will you go--or, at least, make no

further sign? You are welcome to the shelter of the veranda until the

hurricane veers, when you can take refuge in an outhouse.

HAMILTON. You have not an outhouse on the estate. Not one stone is upon

another, except in this house. Hardly a tree is standing. If you send

me away, it is to certain death.

MISTRESS FAWCETT (in a tone of great distress). What shall I do? I do

not wish you so ill as that. If I admit you, will you let me hide you?

Promise me not to reveal yourself to Rachael?

HAMILTON. I will not promise.

[Rachael enters. She raises her head with a quick half-comprehending

motion.]

RACHAEL. Who is out there?

MISTRESS FAWCETT (she turns sharply, draws herself up, and places her

back to the door). James Hamilton.

RACHAEL. Ah! (She is about to advance quickly, when she notes the

significance of her mother's face and attitude.) Let him in!

MISTRESS FAWCETT. No.

RACHAEL. It is not possible! You? Why, he must be half dead. But, of

course, you are only waiting to extract a promise from me.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. Will you make it?

RACHAEL. No.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. Then he can die out there in the storm. (Rachael

laughs, and approaches her swiftly. Mistress Fawcett raises her hand

warningly.) I shall struggle with you, and you know that will mean _my_

death. You may choose between us. (Rachael utters a cry, and covers her

face with her hands. Hamilton throws himself against the door with

violence, but the iron bar guards it.)

HAMILTON. The hurricane is veering, Mistress Fawcett. Do not you _hear_

the absolute stillness? In a few moments it will burst out of the west

with increased fury. Unless you admit me, I shall stay here and meet it.

I have crawled here, wriggled here, like a snake. It has taken me two

hours to cover half a mile. I shall not crawl back. I came here to

protect Rachael--to die with her, if inevitable--

MISTRESS FAWCETT. Or to ruin her life.

HAMILTON. That is done.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. True; but I can protect her from worse.

RACHAEL. Very well! You can keep him out. You cannot keep me in. I shall

not struggle with you; nor will I admit any one to your house against

your will. But if you do not open that door--at once--I go out by

another.

MISTRESS FAWCETT. Rachael! Do I count for nothing? I have loved you so!

Is this all you have to give me in return?

RACHAEL. I know your motive--your love. I misprize neither. But if women

loved their mothers better than the man of their hearts there would be

the end of the race. And what is the will of either of us against Fate?

Cannot you understand? Why was he permitted to reach me to-night? What

man has ever lived through a hurricane before? Nature has held her

breath to let him pass. Do you suppose your puny strength can hold us

apart? Quick! Answer! (She half turns towards the door leading into the

next room.)

MISTRESS FAWCETT. You have conquered. But wait until I am out of this

room. (She falls heavily on her crutch, and hobbles out. Rachael holds

her breath until the door closes behind her, then runs forward and

lowers the bar. Hamilton enters. He is hatless. His long cape is torn

and covered with leaves and mould. He closes and bars the door behind

him, and Rachael, seeing him safe, and her desire so near to fulfilment,

experiences a revulsion of feeling. She falls back, and hurriedly

fetching a pan of coals from a corner, fires them, and mixes a punch.)

RACHAEL (hurriedly). You are cold. You are exhausted. In a moment I will

give you a hot drink.

[Hamilton, after a long look at her, throws himself into a chair by the

table, and stares at the floor, his hand at his head.]

HAMILTON. Thank you. I need it. I feel as if all the hurricane were in

my head.

RACHAEL (pouring the punch into a silver goblet). Drink.

HAMILTON. Gratefully! (He raises the goblet.) I drink--to the hurricane.

RACHAEL (she moves restlessly about, but remains on the other side of

the table). Tell me of your journey here. I should think you would be

gray and old! Ah, the color comes back to your face! You are young

again, already.

HAMILTON (he has drained the goblet and set it on the table; he rises,

and looks full at her). Did you doubt that I would come?

RACHAEL (speaking lightly, and averting her eyes). I thought you were on

St. Kitts.

HAMILTON (vehemently). Still I would have come. I knew the hurricane

would give you to me. And out there, fighting inch by inch, the breath

beaten out of my body, my arms almost torn from their sockets, maddened

by the terrible confusion, I still knew that Nature was driving me to

you, as she has separated us since the day I came, with her smiling,

intolerable calm--

RACHAEL (still half frivolous under the sudden wrench from

tragic despair). And, after that terrible experience, you still

have love and romance in you! I should want a warm bed, and

then--to-morrow--to-morrow--we will sit on the terrace and watch the

calm old sun go down into the calm old sea, with not a thought for the

torn old earth--

HAMILTON. Rachael! I did not come here to jest.

RACHAEL. I must go to my mother! She is alone! _What_ have I done?

HAMILTON. Stay where you are! Do you mean that you wish you had not

opened the door?

RACHAEL (she hesitates a moment, then raises her eyes to his, and

answers distinctly). No! (She is leaning on the table, which she has

deliberately kept between them. Hamilton throws himself into his chair,

and, leaning forward, clasps her wrists with his hands.)

HAMILTON. This hurricane is the end of all things, or the beginning.

RACHAEL (she throws her head back, with a gesture of triumph). The

beginning!

HAMILTON. Yes, the storm has come as a friend, not as an enemy, no

matter which way--no matter which way. (He speaks hoarsely and slowly.

There is a silence, during which they stare at each other until both are

breathless, and the table, under the pressure of Hamilton's arms, slowly

slips aside.)

RACHAEL. Hark!

HAMILTON. Yes; the storm returns.

[Without further warning, the hurricane bursts out of the west with the

fury of recuperated power. The house trembles. The slaves screech in the

cellar. A deluge of water descends on the roof. The confusion waxes

louder and louder, until it seems as if the noise alone must grind all

things to dust. Hamilton thrusts aside the table, and takes Rachael

violently in his arms. Her laugh of delight and triumph blends curiously

with the furious noise of the hurricane.]

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