CHAPTER TWENTY ONE.

The cargo of the Dort was soon ready, and Philip sailed and arrived at

Amsterdam without any further adventure. That he reached his cottage,

and was received with delight by Amine need hardly be said. She had

been expecting him; for the two ships of the squadron, which had sailed

on his arrival at Batavia, and which had charge of his despatches, had,

of course, carried letters to her from Philip, the first letters she had

ever received from him during his voyages. Six weeks after the letters

Philip himself made his appearance, and Amine was happy. The Directors

were, of course, highly satisfied with Philip's conduct, and he was

appointed to the command of a large armed ship, which was to proceed to

India in the spring, one-third of which, according to agreement, was

purchased by Philip out of the funds which he had in the hands of the

Company. He had now five months of quiet and repose to pass away,

previous to his once more trusting to the elements and this time, as it

was agreed, he had to make arrangements on board for the reception of

Amine.

Amine narrated to Philip what had occurred between her and the priest

Mathias, and by what means she had rid herself of his unwished for

surveillance.

"And were you practising your mother's arts, Amine?"

"Nay, not practising them, for I could not recall them, but I was trying

to recover them."

"Why so, Amine? this must not be. It is, as the good father said,

`unholy.' Promise me you will abandon them now and for ever."

"If that act be unholy, Philip, so is your mission. You would deal and

co-operate with the spirits of another world--I would do no more.

Abandon your terrific mission--abandon your seeking after disembodied

spirits, stay at home with you Amine, and she will cheerfully comply

with your request."

"Mine is an awful summons from the Most High."

"Then the Most High permits your communion with those who are not of

this world?"

"He does; you know even the priests do not gainsay it although they

shudder at the very thought."

"If then He permits to one, He will to another; nay, ought that I can do

is but with His permission."

"Yes, Amine, so does He permit evil to stalk on the earth but He

countenances it not."

"He countenances your seeking after your doomed father, your attempts to

meet him; nay, more He commands it. If you are thus permitted, why may

not I be? I am your wife, a portion of yourself; and when I am left

over a desolate hearth while you pursue your course of danger, may not I

appeal also to the immaterial world to give me that intelligence which

will soothe my sorrow, lighten my burden, and which, at the same time,

can hurt no living creature? Did I attempt to practise these arts for

evil purposes, it were just to deny them me, am wrong to continue them;

but I would but follow in the step of my husband, and seek, as he seeks,

with a good intent."

"But it is contrary to our faith."

"Have the priests declared your mission contrary to their faith? or, if

they have, have they not been convinced to the contrary, and been awed

to silence? But why argue, my dear Philip? Shall I not now be with

you? and while with you I will attempt no more. You have my promise;

but if separated I will not say but I shall then require of the

invisible a knowledge of my husband's motions, when in search of the

invisible also."

The winter passed rapidly away, for it was passed by Philip in quiet and

happiness; the spring came on, the vessel was to be fitted out, and

Philip and Amine repaired to Amsterdam.

The Utrecht was the name of the vessel to which he had been appointed, a

ship of 400 tons, newly launched, and pierced for twenty-four guns. Two

more months passed away, during which Philip superintended the fitting

and loading of the vessel, assisted by his favourite Krantz, who served

in her as first mate. Every convenience and comfort that Philip could

think of was prepared for Amine; and in the month of May he started with

orders to stop at Gambroon and Ceylon, run down the Straits of Sumatra,

and from thence to force his way into the China seas, the Company having

every reason to expect from the Portuguese the most determined

opposition to the attempt. His ship's company was numerous, and he had

a small detachment of soldiers on board to assist the supercargo, who

carried out many thousand dollars to make purchases at ports in China,

where their goods might not be appreciated. Every care had been taken

in the equipment of the vessel, which was perhaps the finest, the best

manned, and freighted with the most valuable cargo, which had ever been

sent out by the India Company.

The Utrecht sailed with a flowing sheet, and was soon clear the English

Channel; the voyage promised to be auspicious, favouring gales bore them

without accident to within a few hundred miles of the Cape of Good Hope,

when, for the first time, they were becalmed. Amine was delighted: in

the evenings she would pace the deck with Philip; then all was silent,

except the splash of the wave as it washed against the side of the

vessel--all was in repose and beauty, as the bright southern

constellations sparkled over their heads.

"Whose destinies can be in these stars, which appear not to those who

inhabit the northern regions?" said Amine, as she cast her eyes above,

and watched them in their brightness; "and what does that falling meteor

portend? what causes its rapid descent from heaven?"

"Do you then put faith in stars, Amine?"

"In Araby we do; and why not? They were not spread over the sky to give

light--for what then?"

"To beautify the world. They have their uses, too."

"Then you agree with me--they have their uses, and the destinies of men

are there concealed. My mother was one of those who could read them

well. Alas! for me they are a sealed book."

"Is it not better so, Amine?"

"Better!--say better to grovel on this earth with our selfish, humbled

race, wandering in mystery and awe, and doubt, when we can communicate

with the intelligences above! Does not the soul leap at her admission

to confer with superior powers? Does not the proud heart bound at the

feeling that its owner is one of those more gifted than the usual race

of mortals? Is it not a noble ambition?"

"A dangerous one--most dangerous."

"And therefore most noble. They seem as if they would speak to me: look

at you bright star--it beckons to me."

For some time, Amine's eyes were raised aloft; she spoke not, and Philip

remained at her side. She walked to the gangway of the vessel, and

looked down upon the placid wave, pierced by the moonbeams far below the

surface.

"And does your imagination, Amine, conjure up a race of beings gifted to

live beneath that deep blue wave, who sport amidst the coral rocks, and

braid their hair with pearls?" said Philip, smiling.

"I know not, but it appears to me that it would be sweet to live there.

You may call to mind your dream, Philip; I was then, according to your

description, one of those same beings."

"You were," replied Philip, thoughtfully.

"And yet I feel as if water would reject me, even if the vessel were to

sink. In what manner this mortal frame of mine may be resolved into its

elements, I know not; but this I do feel, that it never will become the

sport of, or be tossed by, the mocking waves. But come in, Philip,

dearest; it is late, and the decks are wet with dew."

When the day dawned, the look-out man at the masthead reported that he

perceived something floating on the still surface of the water, on the

beam of the vessel. Krantz went up with his glass to examine, and made

it out to be a small boat, probably cut adrift from some vessel. As

there was no appearance of wind, Philip permitted a boat to be sent to

examine it and after a long pull, the seamen returned on board, towing

the small boat astern.

"There is a body of a man in it, sir," said the second mate to Krantz,

as he gained the gangway; "but whether he is quite dead or not, I cannot

tell."

Krantz reported this to Philip, who was, at that time sitting at

breakfast with Amine, in the cabin, and then proceeded to the gangway,

to where the body of the man had been already handed up by the seamen.

The surgeon, who had been summoned, declared that life was not yet

extinct, and was ordering him to be taken below, for recovery, when, to

their astonishment, the man turned as he lay, sat up, and ultimately

rose upon his feet and staggered to a gun, when, after a time, he

appeared to be fully recovered. In reply to questions put to him, he

said that he was in a vessel which had been upset in a squall, that he

had time to cut away the small boat astern, and that all the rest of the

crew had perished. He had hardly made this answer, when Philip, with

Amine, came out of the cabin, and walked up to where the seamen were

crowded round the man; the seamen retreated so as to make an opening,

when Philip and Amine, to their astonishment and horror, recognised

their old acquaintance, one-eyed pilot Schriften.

"He! he! Captain Vanderdecken I believe--glad to see you in command,

and you too, fair lady."

Philip turned away with a chill at his heart; Amine's eye flashed as she

surveyed the wasted form of the wretched creature. After a few seconds

she turned round and followed Philip into the cabin, where she found him

with his face buried in his hands.

"Courage, Philip, courage!" said Amine; "it was indeed a heavy shock,

and I fear me, forebodes evil; but what then? it is our destiny."

"It is! it ought perhaps to be mine," replied Philip, raising his head;

"but you, Amine, why should you be a partner--"

"I am your partner, Philip, in life and in death. I would not die

first, Philip, because it would grieve you; but your death will be the

signal for mine, and I will join you quickly."

"Surely, Amine, you would not hasten your own?"

"Yes! and require but one moment for this little steel to do its duty."

"Nay! Amine, that is not lawful--our religion forbids it."

"It may do so, but I cannot tell why. I came into this world without my

own consent; surely I may leave it without asking the leave of priests!

But let that pass for the present what will you do with that Schriften?"

"Put him on shore at the Cape--I cannot bear the odious wretch's

presence. Did you not feel the chill, as before, when you approached

him?"

"I did--I knew that he was there before I saw him; but still I know not

why, I feel as if I would not send him away."

"Why not?"

"I believe it is because I am inclined to brave destiny, not to quail at

it. The wretch can do no harm."

"Yes, he can--much: he can render the ship's company mutinous and

disaffected; besides, he attempted to deprive me of my relic."

"I almost wish he had done so; then must you have discontinued this wild

search."

"Nay, Amine, say not so; it is my duty, and I have taken my solemn

oath--"

"But this Schriften--you cannot well put him ashore at the Cape; being a

Company's officer, you might send him home if you found a ship there

homeward bound; still were I you I would let destiny work. He is woven

in with ours, that is certain. Courage, Philip, and let him remain."

"Perhaps you are right, Amine: I may retard, but cannot escape, whatever

may be my intended fate."

"Let him remain, then, and let him do his worst. Treat him with

kindness--who knows what we may gain from him?"

"True, true, Amine; he has been my enemy without cause. Who can tell?--

perhaps he may become my friend."

"And if not, you will have done your duty. Send for him now."

"No, not now--to-morrow; in the mean time, I will order him every

comfort."

"We are talking as if he were one of us, which I feel that he is not,"

replied Amine; "but still, mundane or not we cannot but offer mundane

kindness, and what this world, or rather what this ship, affords. I

long now to talk with him to see if I can produce any effect upon his

ice-like frame. Shall I make love to the ghoul?" And Amine burst into

a bitter laugh.

Here the conversation dropped, but its substance was not disregarded.

The next morning, the surgeon having reported that Schriften was

apparently quite recovered, he was summoned into the cabin. His frame

was wasted away to a skeleton, but his motions and his language were as

sharp and petulant as ever.

"I have sent for you, Schriften, to know if there is anything that I can

do to make you more comfortable. Is there anything that you want?"

"Want?" replied Schriften, eyeing first Philip and then Amine. "He! he

I think I want filling out a little."

"That you will, I trust, in good time; my steward has my orders to take

care of you."

"Poor man," said Amine, with a look of pity, "how much he must have

suffered! Is not this the man who brought you the letter from the

Company, Philip?"

"He! he! yes! Not very welcome, was it, lady?"

"No, my good fellow; it's never a welcome message to a wife, that sends

her husband away from her. But that was not your fault."

"If a husband will go to sea and leave a handsome wife when he has, as

they say, plenty of money to live upon on shore, he! he!"

"Yes, indeed, you may well say that," replied Amine.

"Better give it up. All folly, all madness--eh, captain?"

"I must finish this voyage, at all events," replied Philip to Amine,

"whatever I may do afterwards. I have suffered much, and so have you,

Schriften. You have been twice wrecked; now tell me, what do you wish

to do? Go home in the first ship, or go ashore at the Cape, or--"

"Or do anything, so I get out of this ship--he! he!"

"Not so. If you prefer sailing with me, as I know you are a good

seaman, you shall have your rating and pay of pilot--that is, if you

choose to follow my fortunes."

"Follow?--Must follow. Yes! I'll sail with you, Mynheer Vanderdecken,

I wish to be always near you--he! he!"

"Be it so, then: as soon as you are strong again, you will go to your

duty; till then, I will see that you want for nothing."

"Nor I, my good fellow. Come to me if you do, and I will be your help,"

said Amine. "You have suffered much; but we will do what we can to make

you forget it."

"Very good!--very kind!" replied Schriften, surveying the lovely face

and figure of Amine. After a times shrugging up his shoulders, he

added--"A pity! Yes, it is! Must be, though."

"Farewell!" continued Amine, holding out her hand to Schriften.

The man took it, and a cold shudder went to her heart; but she,

expecting such a result, would not appear to feel it. Schriften held

her hand for a second or two in his own, looking at it earnestly, and

then at Amine's face. "So fair--so good! Mynheer Vanderdecken, I thank

you. Lady, may Heaven preserve you!" Then squeezing the hand of Amine,

which he had not released, Schriften hastened out of the cabin.

So great was the sudden icy shock which passed through Amine's frame

when Schriften pressed her hand, that when with difficulty she gained

the sofa, she fell upon it. After remaining with her hand pressed

against her heart for some time, during which Philip bent over her, she

said, in a breathless voice, "That creature must be supernatural--I am

sure of it--I am now convinced. Well," continued she, after a pause of

some little while, "all the better, if we can make him a friend; and if

I can I will."

"But think you, Amine, that those who are not of this world have

feelings of kindness, gratitude, and ill-will, as we have? Can they be

made subservient?"

"Most surely so. If they have ill-will--as we know they have--they must

also be endowed with the better feelings. Why are there good and evil

intelligences? They may have disencumbered themselves of their mortal

clay, but the soul must be the same. A soul without feeling were no

soul at all. The soul is active in this world, and must be so in the

next. If angels can pity, they must feel like us. If demons can vex,

they must feel like us. Our feelings change, then why not theirs?

Without feelings, there were no heaven, no hell. Here our souls are

confined, cribbed, and overladen--borne down by the heavy flesh by which

they are, for the time, polluted; but the soul that has winged its

flight from clay is, I think, not one jot more pure, more bright, or

more perfect, than those within ourselves. Can they be made

subservient, say you! Yes, they can; they can be forced, when mortals

possess the means and power. The evil-inclined may be forced to good,

as well as to evil. It is not the good and perfect spirits that we

subject by art, but those that are inclined to wrong. It is over them

that mortals have the power. Our arts have no power over the perfect

spirits, but over those which are ever working evil, and which are bound

to obey and do good, if those who master them require it."

"You still resort to forbidden arts, Amine. Is that right?"

"Right! If we have power given to us, it is right to use it."

"Yes, most certainly, for good; but not for evil."

"Mortals in power, possessing nothing but what is mundane, are

answerable for the use of that power; so those gifted by superior means

are answerable as they employ those means. Does the God above make a

flower to grow, intending that it should not be gathered! No! neither

does he allow supernatural aid to be given, if he did not intend that

mortals should avail themselves of it."

As Amine's eyes beamed upon Philip's, he could not for the moment subdue

the idea rising in his mind, that she was not like other mortals; and he

calmly observed, "Am I sure, Amine, that I am wedded to one mortal as

myself?"

"Yes! yes! Philip, compose yourself, I am but mortal; would to Heaven I

were not. Would to Heaven I were one of those who could hover over you,

watch you in all your perils, save and protect you in this your mad

career but I am but a poor weak woman, whose heart beats fondly,

devotedly for you--who for you would dare all and everything--who,

changed in her nature, has become courageous and daring from her love--

and who rejects all creeds which would prevent her from calling upon

heaven, or earth, or hell, to assist her in retaining with her her

soul's existence!"

"Nay! nay! Amine,--say not you reject the creed. Does not this,"--and

Philip pulled from his bosom the holy relic,--"does not this, and the

message sent by it, prove our creed is true?"

"I have thought much of it, Philip. At first it startled me almost into

a belief; but even your own priests helped to undeceive me. They would

not answer you; they would have left you to guide yourself; the message

and the holy word, and the wonderful signs given, were not in unison

with their creed, and they halted. May I not halt, if they did? The

relic may be as mystic, as powerful as you describe; but the agencies

may be false and wicked--the power given to it may have fallen into

wrong hands; the power remains the same, but it is applied to uses not

intended."

"The power, Amine, can only be exercised by those who are friends to Him

who died upon it."

"Then is it no power at all or if a power, not half so great as that of

the arch-fiend; for his can work for good and evil both. But on this

point, dear Philip, we do not well agree, nor can we convince each

other. You have been taught in one way, I another. That which our

childhood has imbibed--which has grown up with our growth, and

strengthened with our years--is not to be eradicated. I have seen my

mother work great charms and succeed. You have knelt to priests. I

blame not you!--blame not, then, your Amine. We both mean well--I trust

do well."

"If a life of innocence and purity were all that were required, my Amine

would be sure of future bliss."

"I think it is; and thinking so, it is my creed. There are many creeds:

who shall say which is the true one? And what matters it?--they all

have the same end in view--a future Heaven."

"True Amine, true," replied Philip, pacing the cabin thoughtfully; "and

yet our priests say otherwise."

"What is the basis of their creed, Philip?"

"Charity and good-will."

"Does charity condemn to eternal misery those who have never heard this

creed--who have lived and died worshipping the Great Being after their

best endeavours, and little knowledge?"

"No, surely."

Amine made no further observations; and Philip, after pacing for a few

minutes in deep thought, walked out of the cabin.

The Utrecht arrived at the Cape, watered, and proceeded on her voyage,

and, after two months of difficult navigation, cast anchor off Gambroon.

During this time Amine had been unceasing in her attempts to gain the

good-will of Schriften. She had often conversed with him on deck, and

had done him every kindness, and had overcome that fear which his near

approach had generally occasioned. Schriften gradually appeared mindful

of this kindness, and at last to be pleased with Amine's company. To

Philip he was at times civil and courteous, but not always; but to Amine

he was always deferent. His language was mystical,--she could not

prevent his chuckling laugh, his occasional "He! he!" from breaking

forth. But when they anchored at Gambroon, he was on such terms with

her, that he would occasionally come into the cabin; and, although he

would not sit down, would talk to Amine for a few minutes, and then

depart. While the vessel lay at anchor at Gambroon, Schriften one

evening walked up to Amine, who was sitting on the poop. "Lady," said

he, after a pause, "yon ship sails for your own country in a few days."

"So I am told," replied Amine.

"Will you take the advice of one who wishes you well? Return in that

vessel--go back to your own cottage, and stay there till your husband

comes to you once more."

"Why is this advice given?"

"Because I forebode danger--nay, perhaps death, a cruel death--to one I

would not harm."

"To me!" replied Amine, fixing her eyes upon Schriften, and meeting his

piercing gaze.

"Yes, to you. Some people can see into futurity further than others."

"Not if they are mortal," replied Amine.

"Yes, if they are mortal. But, mortal or not, I do see that which I

would avert. Tempt not destiny further."

"Who can avert it? If I take your counsel, still was it my destiny to

take your counsel. If I take it not, still it was my destiny."

"Well, then, avoid what threatens you."

"I fear not, yet do I thank you. Tell me, Schriften, hast thou not thy

fate some way interwoven with that of my husband? I feel that thou

hast."

"Why think you so, lady?"

"For many reasons: twice you have summoned him--twice have you been

wrecked, and miraculously reappeared and recovered. You know, too, of

his mission--that is evident."

"But proves nothing."

"Yes! it proves much; for it proves that you knew what was supposed to

be known but to him alone."

"It was known to you, and holy men debated on it," replied Schriften,

with a sneer.

"How knew you that, again?"

"He! he!" replied Schriften. "Forgive me, lady; I meant not to affront

you."

"You cannot deny that you are connected mysteriously and

incomprehensibly with this mission of my husband's. Tell me, is it, as

he believes, true and holy?"

"If he thinks that it is true and holy, it becomes so."

"Why, then, do you appear his enemy?"

"I am not _his_ enemy, fair lady."

"You are not his enemy?--why, then, did you once attempt to deprive him

of the mystic relic by which the mission is to be accomplished?"

"I would prevent his further search, for reasons which must not be told.

Does that prove that I am his enemy? Would it not be better that he

should remain on shore with competence and you, than be crossing the

wild seas on this mad search? Without the relic it is not to be

accomplished. It were a kindness, then, to take it from him."

Amine answered not, for she was lost in thought.

"Lady," continued Schriften, after a time, "I wish you well. For your

husband I care not, yet do I wish him no harm. Now, hear me; if you

wish for your future life to be one of ease and peace--if you wish to

remain long in this world with the husband of your choice, of your first

and warmest love--if you wish that he should die in his bed at a good

old age, and that you should close his eyes, with children's tears

lamenting, and their smiles reserved to cheer their mother--all this I

see, and can promise is in futurity, if you will take that relic from

his bosom and give it up to me. But if you would that he should suffer

more than man has ever suffered, pass his whole life in doubt anxiety,

and pain, until the deep wave receive his corpse, then let him keep it.

If you would that your own days be shortened, and yet those remaining be

long in human suffering--if you would be separated from him, and die a

cruel death--then let him keep it. I can read futurity and such must be

the destiny of both. Lady, consider well; I must leave you now.

To-morrow I will have your answer."

Schriften walked away and left Amine to her own reflections. For a long

while she repeated to herself the conversation and denunciations of the

man, whom she was now convinced was not of this world, and was in some

way or another deeply connected with her husband's fate. "To me he

wishes well, no harm to my husband, and would prevent his search. Why

would he?--that he will not tell. He has tempted me tempted me most

strangely. How easy 'twere to take the relic whilst Philip sleeps upon

my bosom--but how treacherous! And yet a life of competence and ease, a

smiling family, a good old age; what offers to a fond and doting wife!

And if not, toil, anxiety, and a watery grave; and for me! Pshaw!

that's nothing. And yet to die separated from Philip, is that nothing?

Oh, no, the thought is dreadful.--I do believe him. Yes he has foretold

the future, and told it truly. Could I persuade Philip? No! I know

him well; he has vowed, and is not to be changed. And yet, if the relic

were taken without his knowledge, he would not have to blame himself.

Who then would he blame? Could I deceive him? I, the wife of his

bosom, tell a lie? No! no! it must not be. Come what will, it is our

destiny, and I am resigned. I would that Schriften had not spoken!

Alas! we search into futurity, and then would fain retrace our steps,

and wish we had remained in ignorance."

"What makes you so pensive, Amine?" said Philip, who some time

afterwards walked up to where she was seated.

Amine replied not at first. "Shall I tell him all?" thought she. "It

is my only chance--I will." Amine repeated the conversation between her

and Schriften. Philip made no reply; he sat down by Amine and took her

hand. Amine dropped her head upon her husband's shoulder. "What think

you, Amine?" said Philip, after a time.

"I could not steal your relic, Philip; perhaps you'll give it to me."

"And my father, Amine, my poor father--his dreadful doom to be eternal!

He who appealed, was permitted to appeal to his son, that that dreadful

doom might be averted. Does not the conversation of this man prove to

you that my mission is not false? Does not his knowledge of it

strengthen all? Yet, why would he prevent it?" continued Philip,

musing.

"Why I cannot tell, Philip, but I would fain prevent it. I feel that he

has power to read the future, and has read aright."

"Be it so; he has spoken, but not plainly. He has promised me what I

have long been prepared for--what I vowed to Heaven to suffer. Already

have I suffered much, and am prepared to suffer more. I have long

looked upon this world as a pilgrimage, and (selected as I have been)

trust that my reward will be in the other. But, Amine, you are not

bound by oath to Heaven, you have made no compact. He advised you to go

home. He talked of a cruel death. Follow his advice and avoid it."

"I am not bound by oath, Philip; but hear me; as I hope for future

bliss, I now bind myself."

"Hold, Amine!"

"Nay, Philip, you cannot prevent me; for if you do now, I will repeat it

when you are absent. A cruel death were a charity to me, for I shall

not see you suffer. Then may I never expect future bliss, may eternal

misery be my portion, if I leave you as long as fate permits us to be

together. I am yours--your wife; my fortunes, my present, my future, my

all, are embarked with you, and destiny may do its worst, for Amine will

not quail. I have no recreant heart to turn aside from danger or from

suffering. In that one point, Philip, at least, you chose, you wedded

well."

Philip raised her hand to his lips in silence, and the conversation was

not resumed. The next evening, Schriften came up again to Amine.

"Well, lady?" said he.

"Schriften, it cannot be," replied Amine; "yet do I thank you much."

"Lady, if he must follow up his mission, why should you?"

"Schriften, I am his wife--as for ever, in this world, and the next.

You cannot blame me."

"No," replied Schriften, "I do not blame, I admire you. I feel sorry.

But, after all, what is death? Nothing. He! he!" and Schriften

hastened away, and left Amine to herself.

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