"Far be it from me to wish to annoy you, my son," said Father Mathias,
as with difficulty he kept pace with the rapid strides of Philip, who
was now within a quarter of a mile of his home; "but still, recollect
that this is but a transitory world, and that much time has elapsed
since you quitted this spot. For that reason, I would fain desire you,
if possible, to check these bounding aspirations after happiness, these
joyful anticipations in which you have indulged since we quitted the
vessel. I hope and trust in the mercy of God, that all will be right,
and that in a few minutes you will be in the arms of your much-loved
wife; but still, in proportion as you allow your hopes to be raised, so
will you inevitably have them crushed should disappointment cross your
path. At Flushing we were told that there has been a dreadful
visitation in this land, and death may not have spared even one so young
and fair."
"Let us haste on father," replied Philip; "what you say is true, and
suspense becomes most dreadful."
Philip increased his speed, leaving the old man to follow him: he
arrived at the bridge with its wooden gate. It was then about seven
o'clock in the morning, for they had crossed the Scheldt at the dawn of
day.
Philip observed that the lower shutters were still closed.
"They might have been up and stirring before this," thought he, as he
put his hand to the latch of the door. It was not fastened. Philip
entered; there was a light burning in the kitchen; he pushed open the
door, and beheld a maid-servant leaning back in her chair, in a profound
sleep. Before he had time to go in and awaken her, he heard a voice at
the top of the stairs, saying, "Marie, is that the doctor?"
Philip waited no longer; in three bounds he was on the landing-place
above, and pushing by the person who had spoken, he opened the door of
Amine's room.
A floating wick in a tumbler of oil gave but a faint and glimmering
light; the curtains of the bed were drawn, and by the side of it was
kneeling a figure which was well known to Philip--that of Father Seysen.
Philip recoiled; the blood retreated to his heart; he could not speak:
panting for breath, he supported himself against the wall, and at last
vented his agony of feeling by a deep groan, which aroused the priest,
who turned his head, and perceiving who it was, rose from his knees, and
extended his hand in silence.
"She is dead, then!" at last exclaimed Philip.
"No! my son, not dead; there is yet hope. The crisis is at hand; in one
more hour her fate will be decided: then, either will she be restored to
your arms, or follow the many hundreds whom this fatal epidemic has
consigned to the tomb."
Father Seysen then led Philip to the side of the bed, and withdrew the
curtain. Amine lay insensible, but breathing heavily; her eyes were
closed. Philip seized her burning hand, knelt down, pressed it to his
lips, and burst into a paroxysm of tears. As soon as he had become
somewhat composed, Father Seysen persuaded him to rise and sit with him
by the side of the bed.
"This is a melancholy sight to witness at your return, Philip," said he;
"and to you who are so ardent, so impetuous, it must be doubly so; but
God's will be done. Remember, there is yet hope--not strong hope, I
grant; but still, there is hope, for so told me the medical man who has
attended her, and who will return, I expect, in a few minutes. Her
disease is a typhus fever, which has swept off whole families within
these last two months, and still rages violently; fortunate indeed, is
the house which has to mourn but one victim. I would that you had not
arrived just now, for it is a disease easily communicated. Many have
fled from the country for security. To add to our misfortunes, we have
suffered from the want of medical advice, for the physician and the
patient have been swept away together."
The door was now slowly opened, and a tall, dark man, in a brown cloak,
holding to his nose a sponge saturated with vinegar, entered the room.
He bowed his head to Philip and the priest, and then went to the
bedside. For a minute he held his fingers to the pulse of the sufferer,
then laying down her arm, he put his hand to her forehead, and covered
her up with the bedclothes. He handed to Philip the sponge and vinegar,
making a sign that he should use it, and beckoned Father Seysen out of
the room.
In a minute the priest returned. "I have received his directions, my
son; he thinks that she may be saved. The clothes must be kept on her,
and replaced if she should throw them off; but everything will depend
upon quiet and calm after she recovers her senses."
"Surely, we can promise her that," replied Philip.
"It is not the knowledge of your return, or even the sight of you, which
alarms me. Joy seldom kills, even when the shock is great, but there
are other causes for uneasiness."
"What are they, holy Father?"
"Philip, it is now thirteen days that Amine has raved, and during that
period I have seldom quitted her but to perform the duties of my office
to others who required it. I have been afraid to leave her, Philip, for
in her ravings she has told such a tale even unconnected as it has been,
as has thrilled my soul with horror. It evidently has long lain heavily
on her mind, and must retard her recovery. Philip Vanderdecken, you may
remember that I would once have had the secret from you--the secret
which forced your mother to her tomb, and which now may send your young
wife to follow her, for it is evident that she knows all. Is it not
true?"
"She does know all," replied Philip, mournfully.
"And she has in her delirium told all. Nay, I trust she has told more
than all; but of that we will not speak now: watch her, Philip. I will
return in half an hour, for by that time, the doctor tells me, the
symptoms will decide whether she will return to reason, or be lost to
you for ever."
Philip whispered to the priest that he had been accompanied by Father
Mathias, who was to remain as his guest, and requested him to explain
the circumstances of his present position to him, and see that he was
attended to. Father Seysen then quitted the room, when Philip sat down
by the bedside, and drew back the curtain.
Perhaps there is no situation in life so agonising to the feelings as
that in which Philip was now placed. His joyful emotions, when
expecting to embrace in health and beauty the object of his warmest
affections, and of his continual thought during his long absence,
suddenly checked by disappointment, anxiety and grief, at finding her
lying emaciated, changed, corrupted with disease--her mind overthrown--
her eyes unconscious of his presence--her existence hanging by a single
hair--her frame prostrate before the king of terrors, who hovers over
her with uplifted dart, and longs for the fiat which should permit him
to pierce his unconscious victim.
"Alas!" thought Philip, "is it thus we meet, Amine? Truly did Father
Mathias advise me, as I hurried so impetuously along, not (as I fondly
thought) to happiness, but to misery. God of Heaven! be merciful, and
forgive me. If I have loved this angelic creature of thy formation,
even more than I have thee, spare her, good Heaven, spare her--or I am
lost for ever."
Philip covered up his face, and remained for some time in prayer. He
then bent over his Amine, and impressed a kiss upon her burning lips.
They were burning hot; still there was moisture upon them, and Philip
perceived that there was also moisture on her forehead. He felt her
hand, and the palm of it was moist; and carefully covering her with the
bedclothes, he watched her with anxiety and hope.
In a quarter of an hour he had the delight of perceiving that Amine was
in a profuse perspiration; gradually her breathing became less heavy,
and instead of the passive state in which she had remained, she moved,
and became restless. Philip watched, and replaced the clothes as she
threw them off, until she at last appeared to have fallen into a
profound and sweet sleep. Shortly after, Father Seysen and the
physician made their appearance. Philip stated, in few words, what had
occurred. The doctor went to the bedside, and in half a minute
returned.
"Your wife is spared to you, Mynheer, but it is not advisable that she
should see you so unexpectedly; the shock may be too great in her weak
state; she must be allowed to sleep as long as possible; on her waking
she will have returned to reason. You must leave her then to Father
Seysen."
"May I not remain in the room until she awakes? I will then hasten away
unobserved."
"That will be useless; the disease is contagious, and you have been here
too long already. Remain below; you must change your clothes, and see
that they prepare a bed for her in another room, to which she must be
transported as soon as you think she can bear it; and then let these
windows be thrown open, that the room may be properly ventilated. It
will not do to have a wife just rescued from the jaws of death run the
risk of falling a sacrifice to the attentions necessary to a sick
husband."
Philip perceived the prudence of this advice, and quitting the room with
the medical man, he went and changed his clothes, and then joined Father
Mathias, whom he found in the parlour below.
"You were right, Father," said Philip, throwing himself on the sofa.
"I am old and suspicious, you are young and buoyant, Philip; but I trust
all may yet be well."
"I trust so too," replied Philip. He then remained silent and absorbed
in thought, for now that the imminent danger was over, he was reflecting
upon what Father Seysen had communicated to him, relative to Amine's
having revealed the secret whilst in a state of mental aberration. The
priest, perceiving that his mind was occupied, did not interrupt him.
An hour had thus passed, when Father Seysen entered the room.
"Return thanks to Heaven, my son. Amine has awakened, and is perfectly
sensible and collected. There is now little doubt of her recovery. She
has taken the restorative ordered by the doctor though she was so
anxious to repose once more, that she could hardly be persuaded to
swallow it. She is now again fast asleep, and watched by one of the
maidens, and in all probability will not move for many hours; but every
moment of such sleep is precious, and she must not be disturbed. I will
now see to some refreshment, which must be needful to us all. Philip,
you have not introduced me to your companion, who, I perceive, is of my
own calling."
"Forgive me, sir," replied Philip; "you will have great pleasure in
making acquaintance with Father Mathias who has promised to reside with
me, I trust, for some time. I will leave you together, and see to the
breakfast being prepared; for the delay of which I trust Father Mathias
will accept my apology."
Philip then left the room and went into the kitchen. Having ordered
what was requisite to be taken into the parlour, he put on his hat and
walked out of the house. He could not eat; his mind was in a state of
confusion; the events of the morning had been too harassing and
exciting, and he felt as if the fresh air was necessary to his
existence.
As he proceeded, careless in which direction, he met many with whom he
had been acquainted, and from whom he had received condolence at his
supposed bereavement, and congratulations when they learnt from him that
the danger was over; and from them he also learnt how fatal had been the
pestilence.
Not one-third of the inhabitants of Terneuse and the surrounding country
remained alive, and those who had recovered were in a state of
exhaustion, which prevented them from returning to their accustomed
occupations. They had combated disease, but remained the prey of misery
and want; and Philip mentally vowed that he would appropriate all his
savings to the relief of those around him. It was not until more than
two hours had passed away that Philip returned to the cottage. On his
arrival he found that Amine still slumbered, and the two priests were in
conversation below.
"My son," said Father Seysen, "let us now have a little explanation. I
have had a long conference with this good father, who hath much
interested me with his account of the extension of our holy religion
among the Pagans. He hath communicated to me much to rejoice at, and
much to grieve for; but, among other questions put to him, I have (in
consequence of what I have learnt during the mental alienation of your
wife) interrogated him upon the point of a supernatural appearance of a
vessel in the Eastern seas. You observe, Philip, that your secret is
known to me, or I could not have put that question. To my surprise he
hath stated a visitation of the kind to which he was eye-witness, and
which cannot reasonably be accounted for, except by supernatural
interposition. A strange and certainly most awful visitation! Philip,
would it not be better (instead of leaving me in a maze of doubt) that
you now confided to us both all the facts connected with this strange
history, so that we may ponder on them, and give you the benefit of
advice of those who are older than yourself, and who by their calling
may be able to decide more correctly whether this supernatural power has
been exercised by a good or evil intelligence?"
"The holy father speaks well, Philip Vanderdecken," observed Mathias.
"If it be the work of the Almighty, to whom should you confide, and by
whom should you be guided, but by those who do his service on this
earth? If of the evil one, to whom but to those whose duty and wish it
is to counteract his baneful influence? And reflect, Philip, that this
secret may sit heavily on the mind of your cherished wife, and may bow
her to the grave, as it did your (I trust) sainted mother. With you,
and supported by your presence, she may bear it well; but recollect how
many are the lonely days and nights that she must pass during your
absence, and how much she must require the consolation and help of
others. A secret like this must be as a gnawing worm, and, strong as
she may be in courage, must shorten her existence but for the support
and the balm she may receive from the ministers of our faith. It was
cruel and selfish of you, Philip, to leave her, a lone woman, to bear up
against your absence, and at the same time oppressed with so fatal a
knowledge."
"You have convinced me, holy father," replied Philip. "I feel that I
should before this have made you acquainted with this strange history.
I will now state the whole of the circumstances which have occurred, but
with little hope your advice can help me in a case so difficult, and in
a duty so peremptory, yet so perplexing."
Philip then entered into a minute detail of all that had passed, from
the few days previous to his mother's death until the present time, and
when he had concluded, he observed,--"You see father, that I have bound
myself by a solemn vow--that that vow has been recorded and accepted,
and it appears to me that I have nothing now to do but to follow my
peculiar destiny."
"My son, you have told us strange and startling things--things not of
this world--if you are not deceived. Leave us now. Father Mathias and
I will consult upon this serious matter; and, when we are agreed, you
shall know our decision."
Philip went upstairs to see Amine; she was still in a deep sleep. He
dismissed the servant, and watched by the bedside. For nearly two hours
did he remain there, when he was summoned down to meet the two priests.
"We have had a long conversation, my son," said Father Seysen, "upon
this strange and perhaps supernatural occurrence. I say _perhaps_, for
I would have rejected the frenzied communications of your mother as the
imaginings of a heated brain; and for the same reason I should have been
equally inclined to suppose that the high state of excitement that you
were in at the time of her death may have disordered your intellect; but
as Father Mathias positively asserts that a strange, if not
supernatural, appearance of a vessel did take place, on his passage
home, and which appearance tallies with and corroborates the legend--if
so I may call it--to which you have given evidence, I say that it is not
impossible but that it is supernatural."
"Recollect that the same appearance of the Phantom Ship has been
permitted to me and to many others," replied Philip.
"Yes," replied Father Seysen; "but who is there alive of those who saw
it but yourself? But that is of little importance. We will admit that
the whole affair is not the work of man, but of a superior
intelligence."
"Superior, indeed!" replied Philip. "It is the work of Heaven!"
"That is a point not so easily admitted; there is another power as well
as that which is divine--that of the devil!--the arch-enemy of mankind!
But as that power, inferior to the power of God, cannot act without his
permission, we may indirectly admit that it is the will of Heaven that
such sighs and portents should be allowed to be given on certain
occasions."
"Then our opinions are the same, good Father."
"Nay, not exactly, my son. Elymas, the sorcerer, was permitted to
practise his arts--gained from the devil--that it might be proved, by
his overthrow and blindness, how inferior was his master to the Divine
Ruler; but it does not therefore follow that sorcery generally was
permitted. In this instance it may be true that the evil one has been
permitted to exercise his power over the captain and crew of that ship,
and, as a warning against such heavy offences, the supernatural
appearance of the vessel may be permitted. So far we are justifiable in
believing. But the great questions are, first, whether it be your
father who is thus doomed? and, secondly, how far you are necessitated
to follow up this mad pursuit, which, it appears to me--although it may
end in your destruction--cannot possibly be the means of rescuing your
father from his state of unhallowed abeyance? Do you understand me,
Philip?"
"I certainly understand what you would say, Father; but--"
"Answer me not yet. It is the opinion of this holy Father as well as of
myself, that, allowing the facts to be as you suppose, the revelations
made to you are not from on high, but the suggestions of the devil to
lead you into danger and ultimately to death; for if it were your task,
as you suppose, why did not the vessel appear on this last voyage, and
how can you (allowing that you met her fifty times) have communication
with that, or with those which are but phantoms and shadows, things not
of this world? Now, what we propose is, that you should spend a
proportion of the money left by your father in masses for the repose of
his soul, which your mother, in other circumstances, would certainly
have done; and that, having so done, you should remain quietly on shore
until some new sign should be given to you which may warrant our
supposing that you are really chosen for this strange pursuit?"
"But my oath, Father--my recorded vow!"
"From that, my son, the holy Church hath power to absolve you; and that
absolution you shall receive. You have put yourself into our hands, and
by our decision you must be guided. If there be wrong, it is we, and
not you, who are responsible; but, at present, let us say no more. I
will now go up, and so soon as your wife awakens, prepare her for your
meeting."
When Father Seysen had quitted the room, Father Mathias debated the
matter with Philip. A long discussion ensued, in which similar
arguments were made use of by the priest; and Philip, although not
convinced, was at least doubtful and perplexed. He left the cottage.
"A new sign--a corroborative sign," thought Philip; "surely there have
been signs and wonders enough. Still it may be true that masses for my
father's soul may relieve him from his state of torture. At all events,
if they decide for me I am not to blame. Well, then, let us wait for a
new sign of the divine will--if so it must be;" and Philip walked on,
occasionally thinking on the arguments of Father Seysen, and oftener
thinking of Amine.
It was now evening, and the sun was fast descending. Philip wandered
on, until at last he arrived at the very spot where he had knelt down
and pronounced his solemn vow. He recognised it: he looked at the
distant hills. The sun was just at the same height; the whole scene,
the place, and the time were before him. Again Philip knelt down, took
the relic from his bosom and kissed it. He watched the sun--he bowed
himself to the earth. He waited for a sign, but the sun sank down, and
the veil of night spread over the landscape. There was no sign; and
Philip rose and walked home towards the cottage, more inclined than
before to follow the suggestions of Father Seysen.
On his return, Philip went softly up stairs and entered the room of
Amine, whom he found awake and in conversation with the priests. The
curtain was closed, and he was not perceived. With a beating heart he
remained near the wall at the head of the bed.
"Reason to believe that my husband has arrived!" said Amine, in a faint
voice. "Oh tell me, why so?"
"His ship is arrived, we know; and one who had seen her said that all
were well."
"And why is he not here, then? Who should bring the news of his return
but himself? Father Seysen, either he has not arrived or he is here--I
know he must be, if he is safe and well. I know my Philip too well.
Say! is he not here? Fear not, if you say yes; but if you say no, you
kill me!"
"He is here, Amine," replied Father Seysen--"here and well."
"O God! I thank you; but where is he? If he is here, he must be in
this room, or else you deceive me. Oh, this suspense is death!"
"I am here," cried Philip, opening the curtains.
Amine rose with a shriek, held out her arms, and then fell senseless
back. In a few seconds, however, she was restored, and proved the truth
of the good Father's assertion, "that joy does not kill."
We must now pass over the few days during which Philip watched the couch
of his Amine, who rapidly regained her strength. As soon as she was
well enough to enter upon the subject, Philip narrated all that had
passed since his departure; the confession which he had made to Father
Seysen, and the result. Amine, too glad that Philip should remain with
her, added her persuasions to those of the priests, and, for some little
time, Philip talked no more of going to sea.